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Chapter 26

Kendall's POV

Doubt is a disease that infects the mind creating a mistrust of people's motives and one's own perceptions. Doubt has the ability to call into questions everything you ever believed about someone and reinforce the darkest suspicions of our inner circle. ~Emily Thorne

»The nerd? Really? I am sure he is a prude. You'll have a hard time getting into his pants. «

I growled annoyed.

»Jo, no one asked for your opinion. And I would appreciate it if you could stop talking like that about my boyfriend. «

»Don't get your knickers in a twist. Defending your 'boyfriend's' honour doesn't suit you. Just accept that you are not made for monogamous relationships. «

I rolled my eyes.

»Maybe I haven't found the right person until now. «

Jo made a disgusted sound. But before she could say more, I glared at her and went to the first class, I had that day. I put my bag onto my seat, before I went over to Logan.

»Why were you late? «, Logan asked accusingly.

»Jo stopped me. Again. She is still convinced to convince me. «

Logan scowled.

»Don't look like that, Logan. I don't want her. And she won't be able to change my mind about you. «

My cute boyfriend sighed.

»Okay. I am sorry for doubting you. «

I kissed his cheek.

»It's okay. It's not like I don't deserve it. «

Logan looked troubled.

»Hey, I trust you and I trust that you will trust me at some point too. «

I kissed him and smiled. When the teacher came in, I had to go to my seat. During the lesson I stared worriedly at the back of Logan's head. I feared that someone, I hurt in the past or someone like Jo, would fuel Logan's doubts and fears until he wouldn't be able to be with me anymore.

~Time Skip~

A few days later, while I was sitting in my room reading a book, Logan stormed into my room. My smile died when I noticed the wild expression in his eyes.

»Give me your phone! «, he demanded.

»What? «

»Give. Me. Your. Phone. Or do you have something to hide? «

Finally, I understood. Apparently, he found a reason, either on his own or with someone else's manipulation, to think that I was unfaithful to him. I had nothing to hide and so I got my phone out and gave it to him. For over 15 minutes, he looked through my texts and pictures. But he was still not satisfied.

»I want to see your email account and your Facebook account. «

To say, I felt hurt would be an understatement. I could understand that he sometimes doubted my seriousness about our relationship. If Logan had my past, I would probably feel the same way. But this? This was too much for me.

Nonetheless, I knew Logan was stubborn and I wanted to prove him wrong. And so I opened my laptop and opened my Facebook account and my email account. When he was finished going through my (partly private) conversations, he was silently staring at my computer deeply thinking.

»Kendall... «

»I think you should go now... «, I said quietly.

Logan turned around, but I avoided looking at him. The brunette sighed sadly.

»Okay. «

After he left, I let my body fall onto my bed. I couldn't believe he was mistrusting me this much. To be quite honest, apart from my past he had no reason to doubt me. I believed that I was treating him right, but apparently I was wrong. Apparently, I was so bad at being a boyfriend that Logan couldn't trust me. And this whole thing made me doubt, whether our relationship could work out.

~Time Skip~

When I stepped into the school the next morning, Jo was instantly at my side.

»Jo, what a surprise to see you. «, I said sarcastically.

»Good morning to you too. You look awful by the way. Trouble with your boy toy? «

I shook my head. But then I froze and turned to her.

»It was you! You filled his head with these stupid doubts! What did you say to him? «

»Nothing. I just suggested that he shouldn't be surprised if he catches you exchanging nudes with someone or sexting with someone. «

I snarled angrily at her. Then I marched to Logan.

»I can't believe that you believe something that Jo tells you! You know exactly that she is a cunning, lying, bitch! «

»Kendall, I... «

»Don't. Just don't. «

~Time Skip~

When the lunch break started I made my way to the lunch hall, but then I heard crying. After a few moments of debating I went into the bathroom where the noise came from. Surprisingly, Logan was the one crying. He heard me entering and looked at me with blurry eyes. I gasped quietly and rushed to his side, where I sat down and pulled him into my arms.

A few minutes later, he calmed down a bit and sobbing he asked:

»D-Do y-you h-hate me? «

»No! Of course not! «

»B-B-But y-you... «

I tried to get his attention.

»Logan... «

»Y-You...You s-said... «

»Logan, look at me! «

Finally, he did. I continued with a soft voice:

»Logie, I don't hate you. I am not even capable of hating you. I feel hurt and kind of angry, but I don't hate you. «

My boyfriend stared at me with an open mouth.

»What? « I asked.

»You called me Logie. «

»Uh...Yes? «

»My sister used to call me that. «

I made a sad face.

»I'm sorry. I won't call you that if you don't want me to... «

»N-No! It's fine. I like it. «

Logan buried his face in my neck.

»I am sorry, you know. I didn't mean to hurt you. «

I kissed the top of his head feeling relieved and a bit better.

»Thank you. «, I whispered.

After a few minutes when I felt that Logan was completely relaxed, I slowly got up and went to the door.

»Where are you going? «

»Lunch. «

»But...I apologized. I thought we were good again... «

I heard Logan's confusion. I turned around and replied:

»I know. But I expect at least flowers. «

I smiled and winked at him and Logan grinned relieved.

»I think I can manage that. «

When we walked to our friends, I couldn't help to feel anxious about the future of our relationship. I didn't know if I could bear more of Logan's doubts.

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