Dear Readers, try to remember that this is my story, and that what I do chose to do with it, concerns me. I'm not the creator of Twilight or anything to do with the Saga, but I am writing this for fun. So things are different, because it's how I think I want it to go. I appreciate your reviews and your ideas. But remember, whatever I write, is what I think of when I'm writing it. And it will eventually come together.

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Chapter 5

I carried him the whole way home, and sat him on the couch. He was sleeping now, I could still see his body twitch every now in then in pain. I pulled out my cell phone and dialed Carlisle's number.

"On our way." Before I could even say a word. They were at my side in an instant. "Renessme, what happened?" Carlisle asked while examining Bryson.

"I bit him, to see if he would turn.." Alice stepped beside resting her hand on my back. "Why would you do that?" I couldn't look at her, I closed my eyes at tight as I could. "Because I wanted him to suffer.."

"But why ness, why?" Alice asked me.

"I lost Jake because of him. And I didn't think it was fair."

"He had another choice." Carlisle interjected. I nodded in agreement. I didn't think it would turn this badly. Carlisle sighed with relief. "He's not completely turned. He has the appearance, and abilities. But his body regulates as a human."

"So, what's going to happen?"

"I'm not sure. We're just going to have to watch him. He'll have to stay with us for awhile." He pulled Bryson up on his feet. He was wobbling, but then steadied himself. I shook my head, and let the tears fall. How could I be so stupid. I hurt an innocent human into doing this, and I almost didn't even stop myself from killing him. I couldn't control myself. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't tell my parents what had happened, but, I had to. I walked out of the room and pulled out my cell phone.

It was ringing, and ringing, and then eventually mom had answered the phone. "Hello Darling. How are you?"

"Mom. I have some Bad News."

"What's happened, is everyone alright?"

"Yes. But you might want to kill me when you find out."

"What's happened…" The worry continued into her voice.

"I… bit someone." I heard a crash, of glass fall to pieces. "WHAT?" My father screamed from the background.

"Renessme, what is going on."

"I'm sure Carlisle will explain everything, he's trying to check things out right now." I bit my lip and wiped another tear.

"HOW COULD SHE BE SO IRRESPONSIBLE, SO STUPID. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING?"

"Edward. CALM DOWN." My mother screamed. "Everything will be under control."

"I'm so sorry…" I coughed, with the sobs.

"We'll be back tomorrow. I love You."

"I love you too." The hung up the phone and I walked into my room and threw myself into my pillow. I started bawling. I am a complete idiot. How could I do something like that. I can't believe I could something so idiotic. I wish I could take it all back.

"I wish everything could go back to normal. I've ruined everything." I said aloud to myself.

"Not completely, but you have been pretty stupid." I lifted my head from the pillow and looked out at the balcony, to see Jacob. He was standing shirtless, his hair a mess, khaki cargo shorts, that just came about a few centimeters from his knee, and black Nike's. His hands were in his pocket, he pulled them out and balled them into fist. He started jerking his hand up and down, like he does when he get's sort of angry.

"Jake.." I started to climb off the bed. He held up his hand.

"I'm sorry.." He stated. "I didn't give you a chance to explain, and I can understand on why you would try to get over me after I left you. But I can't leave you. I told you I would be here for you, and I will be. I will always be hear for you. No matter what's going on."

"Jake.. I.." He again held up his hand. He started to walk towards me. "I told you, before that I loved You. More then anything in the world. And I mean it. I will do anything for you. And I promise to never leave you. Ever. Ever again." He clamped his hands around my face and wiped my tears with his thumbs. He pulled me into a tight hug, his arms wrapped around my neck. I love You. But nothing is ever going to be the same once you find out. I pulled back, his warmth stung over me.

"Please Renessme Carlie Cullen. Take me Back."

"I bit someone.." I spat out those three words, without thinking twice. He looked at me, his eyes furious. "Who?"

"Bryson."

"The guy you were dating?" I nodded. He gripped my forearms. "Why?" I bit my tongue lightly. "Do you want to be with him?" He screamed. "No, I bit him because it's his fault you left." he let go, and pulled me close to him.

"I'm so sorry.." I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him as close as I could. He bit his lip, and closed his eyes. "Ssshhh. We'll fix this. I promise."

"Your Promise's mean the world to me." I closed my eyes and kissed his chest. He stroked my hair. "You need to get a goodnight, I'll talk to your parents." He kissed my lips softly and slow. A different kiss tonight. I enjoyed it. He left through the balcony and I changed and laid down for bed.

The stars were bright, extra bright. I gazed at them in awe. It was hot, I could feel heat over whelming. "I love You." I looked to my right and saw Jacob laying next to me. He had his arms behind his head, and I rolled over and rested my head on his chest. "I love You." I wanted to stay in this moment forever. The moment didn't last very long, my Father came storming up.

"GET AWAY FROM HER. IM SICK OF HER MAKING HERSELF MISERABLE AND BAD DECISIONS BECAUSE OF YOU."

Jacob jumped up. "I'M TRYING TO HAVE HER MAKE GOOD DECISIONS FOR HERSLEF."

"AND HOWS THAT WORKING OUT."

I woke up breathing hard. I decided to shower. It was quick. Real quick. Once I was finished I changed into some skinny jeans, braided my hair to the side, applied my make up, pulled on a blue blouse with a white vest, and my grey boots. I walked out and jumped over the railing.

My parents were sitting on the couch. Casually like how they normally are whenever there here. Reading, or talking. I flew onto there laps and hugged them both as tight as I could. "I've missed you." The kissed me and said there hello's, I love you's, and I miss you's as well.

"We've spoke to Carlisle and Jacob. Bryson is going to be able to live a normal life. There out teaching him everything right now. And because of Jacob, you're not grounded." My mouth dropped, after my Father finished his thought.

"Really?" I saw mom smile, but when dad turned around she frowned. When he turned his head back towards me she started smiling again.

"Yes Really. Your instincts over powered you, we've all lost control once. But DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN." I nodded and smiled at them both. The kissed my head and I went upstairs to find Annemarie laying on my bed. "So. Sister. Did you miss me?"

I flew myself onto the bed and hugged her. "Can you believe I did that?"

She rolled back onto the bed. "No. I still can't. hey, so you and Jacob are together together right?" I nodded.

"Can I date Bryson?" She giggled. I leaned back a little and they stared into her eyes. "You can. Ha ha." We continued to talk and exchange stories, when I heard a tap on the window. Jacob came through.

"Come on. Go change." I looked at him confusingly. Annemarie went in the closet and reappeared with a strapless purple dress and white ballet shoes. "Where this."

Jacob look at it. "It's perfect." I changed and undid my hair so it fell down my back. He held my hand out of the window and then we were in his car.

"I'll tell Mom and Dad where you went."

I nodded and then we left. We rode on Jacob's motorcycle to the beach. He took my hand and led me to the waves. Our feet were drenched from the shore line as the water swam itself past us. He knelt down into part of the water on one knee.

"Renessme, I think I should do this the right way." I looked at him confusingly as he took my hand. "Will you do me the honor of marrying me?" I smiled a half smile. And he pulled the ring from his pocket. It was a diamond on a silver band with little diamonds all the way around it. He slipped it on my finger and stood up.

"Please." his eyes were sincere. I pulled my arms around his neck and kissed him. When I pulled away he smiled. "Yes." I said. He smiled and touched his forehead to mine. "I love You." I kissed him again. He ran his hands down to my waist, and then picked me up and spun me around. He kissed my jaw line and my neck, when he set me down. I hugged him, and then kissed him again. He touched my jaw with his cheek, while I held my hands on his waist.

"I love You." I repeated.