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Chapter 26 – sleepover
The girls should be here any minute. After Dean and my brothers left and I did the things I had to do I made everything ready for the sleep over. I invited Elena, Caroline and Joe, besides Joe I didn't quite know the other two and since they are so important to my brothers I want to get to know them better. Especially if I demand it form Dean with my brothers, I figure I have to do the same.
I cleaned the living room a bit, because let's face it to live with three guys isn't a walk in the park. After I took a long bath and thought about everything that happened in this last month. It was good to be alone with my thoughts. Not only Dean had a problem in the last weeks. No I wasn't as happy either. I couldn't enjoy the pregnancy that much, because they wouldn't let me alone. It was nice that they tried to protect me at all cost, but I felt like couldn't breathe anymore and didn't I have time for me.
Also the fighting and Deans disappearing act were getting to me. Before I was alone I could ignore it, but here alone with my thoughts I let them drift. Not a good idea, a quiet voice is whispering in my ear that Dean is cheating and that is the reason for his disappearing. He only told me that he had errands to run, but never what.
The doorbell brings my out of my thoughts. As I walk to the door I decide that I have to ask him as soon he is back. Until then I hope that my hormones are on alert and nothing more. I know I can trust him; I don't have the reason not do. He didn't hook up with other girls before the pregnancy, while should he start now.
I open the door and on the other side standing are Elena, Caroline and Joe. "Hey guys, nice that you could make it."
"Of course, I love sleep overs." Caroline declares while she hugs me, before she enters the house into the direction of the living room.
"I brought vodka and nachos for Caroline and me. And for you and Joe Nachos and gummy bears." Elena says and hugs me also, before she follows Caroline.
"Oh my God Izzy you didn't have changed!" Joe says and embraces me.
"You also." I close the door and we walk together back into the living room.
"I look different and I am old." she says.
"But in your heart you're still the same." with that she embraces me again. God I missed her. We all take a seat around the living room. Caroline and Elena on the couch, Joe on one of the armchairs and I simply on the floor. As long as I can get up alone form the floor. I sit there. I love to sit on the floor, because you have always everything in view at least in my opinion.
"So what do you want to do?" Caroline wants to know.
"I want to get know you two better" I say and point at Elena and Caroline. "You are important to my brothers and I want from them that they get along with Dean so I could do the same for them without being asked. … But I think I got the better end of the deal."
"Why?" Elena wants to know.
"To put it lightly Dean isn't a easy person."
"From what Alaric has told me understandable this Winchester-Brothers saved the world more than once. To come out of it with issues was expected." Joe says.
"That's true."
"But why did they have to save the world?" Elena wants to know.
"Because of the apocalypse."
"Wow." said all together.
"But enough of that. Lets have some fun. … Stefan told me you like party games Caroline. What would you say of a little truth or dare, without dares?" I say with a mischievous grin. I always liked the game. The first time I played it was while studied at the university during the sixties and yeah I was part of the flower power movement with all his glory. The game is a good way to get know other people pretty fast because intimate questions and their answers give you a good glance at a persons character.
While Caroline liked the idea, I could read on the faces of Joe and Elena that they aren't that into that game. "Come on. It will be fun." Caroline declares and smiles at them with her whole heart. I see what Stefan likes about her, she is happiness pure and sees everything every time positive. The exact opposite to Stefan and I believe that could be the reason that a relationship between them could work. After some moments Joe and Elena nod defeated.
"Who wants to start?" I ask.
"Me, I have the perfect question for you Izzy." Caroline pauses and I encourage her to go on. "Why did you leave Elijah for Klaus?"
Damn a good question. I thought a moment about it to sort my feelings. "While I was with Elijah Klaus courted me without his brother knowing. He send me flowers, chocolate, he drew me and wrote me poems. So the whole nine yards and I believed that he really wanted me. So I left Elijah, but after we started to became an item I learned fast that I was simple an object he could steal from his brother and nothing more. I wasn't angry with him, more with Elijah, because he didn't fought for me, like always in his life he gave something important for him up for his brother."
"He wrote you poems?" Caroline asks perplex.
"Oh yeah. They were equally beautiful and terrible." we all have to laugh about that.
"Izzy your turn." Caroline says.
Without thinking I know what I want to know and from whom. "Elena, who is the love of your life Damon or Stefan?" before she could protest I add. "Nothing will left this room and please know I will not judge. … I think that would be a bit hypocritical or?"
"Yeah that's right?" Elena says. I am not the only one, who wants to know the answer to that question. Caroline is equally interested in the outcome. As she after some moments of thinking said Damon, I could see Caroline let out a breath of relief. "Why did you fall for a guy like Dean?" Elena wants to know.
"You mean because you could describe him as a man whore?" I ask the counter question. Besides Elena the others nod too. Ah they are really interested in that. Good that I don't have to think about my answer. "First I have to tell you that our first encounter doesn't quite go as planed for him, because I blow him off. As you could get guess I hurt his ego with that." all started laughing. "But I fall for him, not because of his looks, which is a nice extra or his charm. No I fell for him, because of his love for Sam, the only family he has left and you should see how he interacts with him, he is both father and brother in one. He also didn't show it directly but he is compassionate every life that he couldn't save he burdens and carries with him. I simply love him because others always come first for him and it is very hard that he gives you the chance to put him first. But as soon as you have a place in his heart, he would never let you go, even if you pull the biggest shit in history." I answer with tears.
"That's so romantic and you're right that isn't the Dean we see." Caroline says.
"I know."
"That's not true." Elena interjects.
"What do you mean?" I ask her.
"I can see that every time he looks at you, when he thinks nobody is looking." she says serious.
"Thank you."
"Nothing to thank for. It is only the truth."
"Change of the subject, before we all start cry, because of this romance." Caroline says and we all laugh.
"I have a question for all of you." Joe says and all eyes are on her. "Will you all live under this roof in the future?"
"I believe so." was my answer to that. "As a big family, even if it is a dysfunctional one with many problems ahead. But together we could manage It." every one of us toast to that with a drink.
"So that means you will start a relationship with Stefan, Caroline?" Joe asks further.
She starts to blush. I don't know why she should be embarrassed because of the feelings for my brother. But a glance at Elena tells me that she has a problem with that, because of the sister code for best friends, but Elena is with Damon now and she shouldn't judge. As soon as Elena sees I could read her emotion she covers them up. Oh she didn't want Caroline to know that she has a problem with that. Sorry, Elena I like you, but I believe that Caroline is good for Stefan; better then you have ever been. "I know he wants it!" I tell Caroline.
"Really? Even after what I did to him?" Caroline asks.
"As his best friend you should know that Stefan forgives easily especially loved ones or would you believe he would have Damon still in his life if that wasn't the case. So go for it."
A smile started on her face and answer she nods. She is happy. Elena not so much, if looks could kill I would be death. I am not scared of her, because I am not anyone I am the sister of Stefan and Damon and as such I know how to fight, so I stare her down to tell to get over herself. As soon as she got the message she took a huge drink, good. The others were so engrossed in their thoughts that they didn't see this interaction. I would do anything for my brothers and that includes to get them their happy endings, in the way they like it. In this moment that means Stefan and Caroline. I am not so sure about Damon at the moment, but I believe that something will happen.
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