26
ABDUCTION
Once again in the confines of our own room we made love, I was the one who couldn't wait to get home this time and I left a trail of my clothes all the way from the front door to the bedroom, then attacked Edward before he had a chance to undress himself. He pushed me down on the bed and made me wait until he was ready; but soon I felt sweet relief as he helped me relax before making love. When we were done, he lay on top of me and we talked. Surprisingly, talking was what I needed to do most and my thoughts spilled out as if they had been bottled up for days.
"Remember when you would come into Charlie's house and you would move so fast, no one could see you?" I asked Edward.
"Yes, my love, what about it?" he smiled curiously.
"Wouldn't it be possible to get into Jenny's house and observe what is going on?" I asked hesitantly.
"If I went any where near Jenny's house, Vince would not live, I promise you, especially if I saw him in the act," Edward spoke with surety.
"Could I?" I asked hopefully.
"Absolutely not," he said.
"Why not?" I wanted to know.
"Bella, my love, forget it, end of conversation," He finalized.
I sighed; once again I couldn't discuss this with him.
I tried again, "Would you teach me how to disappear?"
"Eventually, yes."
"Must I wait?" I hedged.
"If I say so," he reminded me.
"I want to do something to help Jenny!" I exclaimed.
"I want to make love to you," he kissed me hard on my mouth so I couldn't speak and I tensed up but I soon relented and we made love.
"Edward," I began again.
"Is this a different conversation?" he asked and I sighed.
He kissed me and then things started to happen.
Edward was dragged off me and Jane was there smiling at Edward, I tried to stop her and told her to leave him alone just like in my vision but I was suddenly and silently whisked away; the last thing I saw was Jane causing Edward to writhe in pain and then I was gone from him.
I was suddenly in another house with very little furniture and three vampires were surrounding me. I recognized them as Caius, Felix and Jane. I turned to run but I realized there was no where to run to. I looked around and saw snow through the window, all was quiet and I realized we were secluded.
"I'm a vampire now," I said, "I'm one of you." I was deathly afraid of what their intentions were.
Caius smiled, "Yes Bella we know that."
"What do you want then," I asked cautiously.
Caius grinned, "Why you Bella, of course," he touched me and I cringed away from his touch.
He still grinned as if in anticipation, "We plan to give you so much more satisfaction than Edward alone can do,"
"You're going to rape me?" I asked.
"If you want to call it that, but you will want what we give you before the night is done, I can assure you, Caius laughed.
"Where's Edward?" I wanted to know.
"In a safe place and will remain safe so long as you oblige us."
"Why are you doing this to me?" I was shaking now.
"We desire you that is all."
Caius came towards me and I could see he was naked under his robe which he suddenly threw off and I saw he was already aroused.
"Don't be alarmed," he said, as Felix and Jane held me and laid me on the floor as I struggled to no avail. He pushed my legs back and they were held by his helpers as he thrust himself into me, thrust after thrust until I begged for mercy. While he was doing this Felix was stimulating me as Jane continued to hold me. Next Felix had his turn but by this time the fight was out of me and I let him have his way and then Jane too was given her opportunity to molest me. Once they had initially had their way with me, they started stimulating me until I begged for completion and so Caius was right.
I don't know how long they had me in their power, but days passed into weeks, they did everything to me that gave them pleasure and I was forced to have pleasure also, I didn't get any rest because they continually took turns with me as they themselves rested between taking me. Often one of them would go out bring in a stray male hiker, and let him have his way with me before they killed him and drank his blood; if they found more than one hiker they congratulated themselves.
"More sex for you Bella and more sustenance for us," Caius said.
"I don't want any more sex, please let me go," I pleaded.
They constantly tried different sexual acts with me, sometimes two of them at the same time or different parts of my body, each using one part for their pleasure.
Caius took me the most and I was stimulated to the point where I would beg him to take me; he bit me on my breast to make sure that Felix knew who I belonged to. In order to bear what they were doing to me, I would imagine I was with Edward again and he was the one making love to me. One day when Caius was taking me, I called out Edward's name and he became very jealous and struck me; I dared not mention Edward after that.
Another day I tried to escape, they were feeding on a hiker and I was close to the door which was open, I slid as carefully as I could towards the door, then slipped outside and started running but I had no idea where I was and I continually slipped in the snow. I came across a hiker and he was surprised to see a naked woman running through the snow.
"I was abducted and I escaped, please help me find my way to get help," I asked.
Of all the hikers I had to meet, it had to be one who was lustful. "Let's go into my tent and I'll call for help," he said.
He took me inside the tent and attempted to rape me but he soon found out my strength as I hit him, knocking him across the tent.
"I asked for your help, please help me before they find me," I pleaded.
"You give me what I want and I'll give you what you want," he insisted.
I decided to let him have his way; I didn't really have any choice.
"Ok," I said, "What's one more for the road,"
He raped me but still wasn't willing to help me.
"I have a good thing going here; I'll take you back with me when I'm ready to leave.
"You promised to help me if I let you take me," I said angrily.
I pushed him aside and ran from the tent directly into the arms of Caius.
"So little one, did you find us another hiker," he sneered.
"You can have that one, I don't care," I said.
"Well let's see how he enjoys you first," he said.
"He already did," I admitted.
"Well I'm sure a few more times would be pleasurable for him before we kill him," he purred, "Go to him now and tell him you changed your mind."
I did as I was told.
"I changed my mind, I'll stay with you as long as you want," I told the hiker as I entered the tent.
He raped me constantly and I wondered when the vampires would come for us; several days later they did come.
"Did you enjoy our little captive?" Caius asked him.
"Who said she was yours?" the hiker wanted to know.
"Bella, now you get to hit the man for all those days he raped you," Caius told me.
"I don't want to, I just want to go home," I said.
'If you don't want to hit him that must mean you like what he does to you," Caius was unrelenting.
"No I didn't like it," I said.
"Maybe you like me better," he was playing with me.
"No, please let me go home," I pleaded.
"Back to Edward?" he was obviously angry now.
"No," I said.
He hit me anyway.
He addressed the hiker, "Now watch me enjoy her," he said.
As he was raping me, Felix and Jane came into the tent.
"Ah Felix, you and Jane get to enjoy her next, we'll include the hiker too," Caius said.
The hiker couldn't believe his ears that he still was allowed to have fun with me.
"Wow, this is great," he said.
For several more days, they included the hiker in taking turns with me or even together, they were enjoying themselves knowing the hiker would be their food when they needed to partake.
Eventually the time came, and during his intercourse with me they bit him and he was soon dead.
I became very weak because I wouldn't partake of their refreshment and they refused bring me a deer.
"It's time to make her try human blood," Caius said one day, "If she tastes it she will enjoy it and it will make her strong again and give us more pleasure."
Jane brought in a hiker who became mesmerized by me and was given permission to take me, as he thrust himself deep inside me, Jane instructed me to bite his neck but I refused and even the hiker pleaded with me to bite him.
"I don't want him," I cried, "He doesn't smell good to me."
"Finally, Caius said, "You bite him Jane and pour the blood into her mouth," Jane did so and I was forced to swallow the hikers blood as he exsangrenated on top of me and remained inside me.
I started to throw up and became faint, throwing up more until I finally lost consciousness, my mind called out for Alice because I had programmed Edward's name out and I called her aloud.
"Alice, please come here, please come; Alice, Alice where are you?"
Suddenly Alice was here with me, talking to me, someone pulled the hiker off me and everything went black.
I don't know how long I was unconscious I was told later it was days, but eventually I started to come around, I heard Carlisle's voice,
"I think she's coming to," he said.
My eyes were blurry but I saw an angel in front of me, who I recognized.
"Edward, is it you?" I asked, "Or am I dreaming, or dead."
"Neither," he said kissing my face.
This was a gentle kiss, nothing like what I had just endured.
"You're home love," he said. I put my hand up to his face and traced around it.
I remembered suddenly what I had just been through," They took me many times, Edward, and stimulated me so much I begged for it, even Jane had her way with me, you may not want me any more."
He stood up and turned away from me, his head on Carlisle's shoulder, "Killing them wasn't enough," he said grimly.
Carlisle patted his back, "The important thing is we have her back, Edward."
Carlisle spoke to me, "Did you bite the hiker, Bella?"
"No, I refused, so Jane bit him and forced me to swallow his blood. That's when I became really sick and fainted; they let all the hikers have their way with me before they killed them; this one wanted me to bite him."
Edward sat down beside me again and gathered me up in his arms, hugging me and kissing my hair, I'm so proud of you," he said warmly.
"Don't you hate me?" I said unhappily, but loving that he held me.
"Why would I hate you?" he asked.
"Because I let them do these things to me,"
"Did you have a choice?" he asked.
"I suppose I could have struggled more but I didn't see any point after the first time; I was already used." I said.
"Who took you first?" he asked.
"Caius, he was very forceful with me and the other two held me down." I said.
"What kind of choice was that?" he said angrily.
"After that I didn't fight anymore, but sometimes I tried to imagine it was you making love to me again and it was more bearable. I called out your name once as Caius was taking me and he got very jealous and hit me, so I forced myself not to call your name again even though I thought of you a lot."
"I wondered why you continued to call Alice's name when you were unconscious and not mine," Edward said, "I can't believe they were so cruel."
"Did you know where you were?" Carlisle asked because Edward then walked out of the room in anger.
"No," I answered, "I thought they had imprisoned Edward somewhere because, they said they would kill him if I didn't do as they desired."
"Did they say why they were doing this," Carlisle asked.
"They just wanted me, lust I guess," I surmised. "I think they were all jealous of Edward because I was his, how did you find me?"
Alice saw you and the way you were being treated but it was the werewolves who trailed you finally and found you, they were angry when they thought you had bitten a human, and then they left. They will be relieved to know it wasn't you." Carlisle informed me.
I'm very weak because they wouldn't let me have a deer, so other than the human blood that I swallowed and then threw up, I've had nothing. Where are my captors now?" I asked.
"Dead, we all had a hand in killing and disposing of them," Carlisle said grimly.
"I escaped at one point and found a hiker who I thought would help me but he wanted to rape me instead, I ran away from him but Caius had found me and he made me stay with the hiker for days and forced me to have sex with him, then the three of them joined the hiker and all took pleasure with me for several days more before they killed him."
"Is Aro going to be angry," I asked nervously.
"He's actually as disgusted as we are especially with Caius' behavior." Carlisle said, "No one be it human or vampire should have to endure what you just did, you are extremely brave."
"I was very afraid and now I am disgusted with myself; I feel unclean and want to soak myself in a tub of water." I said angrily.
"Edward will help you through this, he loves you very much," Carlisle said smiling.
"How long was it before you found me, I lost track of time?" I asked.
"Several weeks; we would have thought you dead but Alice kept seeing you and knew you were alive, Edward was beside himself," Carlisle said, "I need to examine you to see if they damaged you, Edward wants to see too, is that alright? I brought a table so I can see well and Alice will help."
"Yes, I don't mind," I was resigned to being looked at because my captors looked at me constantly; this at least is with people I care about.
Edward came in with Alice, "The werewolf's are now aware Bella didn't bite the human, but Jacob is furious at what she had to endure. He wants to come and see her as soon as possible." He turned to me, Bella can he come to see you, do you mind?"
"No
of course not but can you stay and help Carlisle examine me please,
I'd like to get it over with?" I asked.
"Do you mind very
much?" he asked gently.
"You can do anything to me and I won't mind," I said.
He kissed me and lifted me onto the table Carlisle had provided, and placed my legs in stirrups. Alice held my hand as Carlisle looked for anything my captors might have done to me and Edward looked over his shoulder. They discussed what they saw as I felt Carlisle's gentle touch and then the speculum he inserted. It didn't take long and the verdict was given to me.
"There is a very small tear but it doesn't need to be repaired, other than that you held up very well," Carlisle smiled at me.
Edward came around to my face and kissed me, "You're so brave," he said again.
"I missed you so much, Edward," I said, "I love you."
"I love you too, my sweet brave love," he said and kissed me again.
Carlisle removed the speculum and I was lifted off the table and placed back in bed, Carlisle gave instruction to Edward and he and Alice left us alone.
"I need to take a bath," I said starting to get out of bed.
"Stay there while I draw the water," Edward said, "then I'll help you."
When the tub was full, he carried me there and placed me in the water, proceeding to help me wash myself.
"Edward, please clean me inside because I feel dirty," he did as I asked, "Will you ever want to make love to me again now I have been violated?"
"Of course, I want you very much, you're still the same Bella," he said smiling.
"Will you make love to me tonight?" I asked.
"Do you want me to?" he asked.
"Very much," I said, "The thought of you making love to me helped me through this, but I can understand if you don't want."
"Bella, the only reason I would hesitate is because you are in pain or can't stand the thought of a man touching you after what you've been through," he said.
I looked up at him, "I want you to make love to me now, tonight." I was determined.
He helped me out of the tub, dried me off and carried me to the bed, he undressed and lay beside me, then turned towards me and caressed me gently; soon he was on top of me kissing me and I was responding to his touch.
"Please don't be gentle with me," I begged.
He became forceful and I gasped with pleasure.
"Am I hurting you?" he asked.
"No you are giving me pleasure, just like I remembered, please don't stop."
He didn't stop and his love making was so wonderful after what I had been through.
"I missed you so much," I said.
"I missed you too," he said smiling.
"I feel like this is where we left off before I was snatched away from your arms, the middle almost didn't happen, I said happily.
"Where were we then?" he tried to remember.
"I was trying to get you to teach me how to disappear," I said.
"And it looks like I don't need to teach you because that's when it happened, he laughed.
"How is Jenny?" I asked.
"Unfortunately, I couldn't deal with anything else while you were gone; you were first and foremost in my mind, I didn't stay here in this house, everyone knew you were kidnapped and we even had the police looking for you. We persuaded Charlie and Renee to stay put and we called them every day, you need to call them tomorrow and let them know how you are; don't be surprised if Renee wants to see you. As far as the world knows, we didn't find your captors except for the hiker who was stabbed by the others when they made their getaway. The police are continuing their investigation and will probably be here to talk to you."
"What do I say?" I asked,
"The truth," he said.
"And that is?" I questioned.
"The only thing you don't know, is what they looked like, you were blindfolded; everything they did to you, you can tell."
"Will you stay with me?" I asked.
"If they let me," he said.
"I won't talk to them if you aren't here with me," I said desperately.
"Bella, I'm not human but I can't bear to hear what these monsters did to you and I'm amazed, they didn't do more damage," he said angrily.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to put you through that," I said
"No, I'm sorry," he said, "You lived through that for weeks, so I should be able to hear what they did to you without losing it."
"Why should both of us have to deal with it, I can handle it, Edward, I promise I'll be ok."
"Bella, if you need me, and I know you do, I'll be here with you," he said finally.
"I love you," was all I could say.