A/N: Hi Frndz… I M here As Always Late From The Date On Which I Should To Have Here But Frndzzz I Was Really Busy In My Job Even Not Gotta Time To Read Out Stories….Unhain B Raat K Aik .. Do Bajy Parh Pati Thi Kabhi To Iss Sy B Late … Khair Moving To Story … Frndzz Now Only Some Chaps Are There And I Will Try To Hurry Them Up As Will Find Some Time May B In Next Week So .. INSHALLAH…COMPLETE SOON… Abhi Aj Ka Chap ….So Moving There….Last M Baat Karty Hain….
Abhijeet is still standing there, the loud bang is still going in his surroundings, Salunkhe sir's word and all other complements, wishing remarks', sympathy calls which he had heard in this particular era of his life are roaming in his mind, a sad smile is dancing on his lips,,, increasing the melancholy of the atmosphere, he can hear people sympathizing him, laughing on him and all… but he knew that he have to be strong if he wants to live ….. live for his close ones… he sighed , turned towards HIS room but then stopped himself in the mid , thinking something he moved in kitchen and after taking a glass of chilled water to cool the fire of pain and hurt burning inside him…. He drank it in one go and after putting glass back on slab ,moved , reaching again in lounge , he called somewhere and after doing some chat ,he drooped the call but he is still thinking something ,,,,, after at least 20 minutes … the door bell rang and he went to open the door , took the thing and moved inside kitchen …..After arranging it in the tray, went towards His room and knocked it ,,, NO RESPONSE…. Again knocked,,, again the same … he knocked third time and this time the door got ajar with ….
KIA HY … KUN AYE HO …. HAAN KUN NAI CHOR DATY MJY …. TMHAIN KOI FARAK NAI PARTA KISI CHJEEZ KA .. YAHI BTANY AYE HO …. TO SUN LIYA MAIN NY …. NAI KAHON GA KUCH KISI KO B … PAR PLZ MJY AISY MAT FORCE KARO ….. TUM SAH SAKTY HO … PATHER DIL HO SAHAYED BUT MAIN NAI….. PLZ…..
Daya….. The second voice asked softly ….
Kia Daya…. Kia hy ab …. …
Main to bas ye ly k ya tha …. Tum ny lunch nai kia ho ga ab tak … to bas iss liye …. Socha sath lunch ….
Daya looked at the tray … his favourite pizza is arranged there with coke ….. but this enraged him more …. .
Main ny tmhain kaha hy ….. nai khana mjy kuch ….. or tum kun laye …. Itni fikar mat karo …
Par Daya … plz... subh breakfast kia tha or ab thori dair m sham ho jaye gi … abhi tak kuch nai khaya tum ny ….
To tum ny khaya .. haan tum to kha chuky ho gy na… aakhir ko sar dard ka prescribed medicine lani thi na …( in sarcastic tone) or haan yad aya … ab to tmhain akily khany ki aadat b ho gayi hy na … to tum ny surely kha liya ho ga …. To ab kun poochny aye ho ….
Abhi : Daya … kuch to kha lo plz….
Daya: kaha na nai khana to nai khana …. He pushed the tray back …. His push is hard enough to shake the whole tray; even Abhijeet himself got shaken by this …. By the shake, the glass present on the tray fell down and broke into pieces, till that time Daya has again slammed the door, Abhi is standing bare footed, he walked back,,,…. While he was turning to go from there, a glass piece entered in his foot and caused a deep cut in it …. But Abhi has no care about it…. He moved back , placed the tray on kitchen slab as it is ,… and moved towards his room dejectedly… Daya's words are still roaming in his ears but he is not crying as now listening harsh words becomes his habit, but when these words are uttered from the mouth of close ones ….. THEY PIERECE THE HEART AND MAKE HOLES INSIDE IT , FROM WHICH BLOOD DROPS ,,,,,, DROP BY DROP AND MAKES THE BODY AND MIND FEEL PAIN, BUT ALSO HIDE IT INSIDE THE HEART ….. ALWAYS INSIDE THE INJURED HEART ….. LIKE A GRAVE YARD…!
I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real
But pain really hurts and its really how I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears
I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand
…SECRETS…REMAIN …SECRETS…IS BEST….
After sometime, the door of Daya's room got opened and he marched out from his room still in that same mood, picking up his belongings, he made his way out towards their SECOND home, banging the main door beside him with a voice …. Which shacked it badly…..Abhijeet too heard the banging voice ,he came out of his room with still bleeding foot ,Limping a little as the wound is creating clutter in moving , he looked towards the main door and a sad smile came on his lips , followed by a tear… tear of being ….
You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand
So many promises you made, and more of them broken
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking
A lot of things I did not say
Now I can't find my way
….
INSIDE BEAURU:
Daya entered inside the beauru, having melancholic expressions on his face, he is looking so much broken … his gate is not his usual one, but a shambling, broken or can say , tired one … tired of being walking so long on that path and that too alone as his power is himself … not able to move , his power is shattered badly and secondly his own behavior towards him works as oil on fire … like SOONAY PY SUHAGA…..he know it well that his deed has once again break that already broken soul ,,… but he also know that it is necessary for him… FOR HIM Or for his own….may be for both as this secret is turning into a massive destructive explosion after being revealed….and is effecting numerous lives ….. Yes a numerous lives linked with a thin strand of believe and faith, which is somehow losing its grip and being weak day by day …..
I feel like a boomerang, you throw me but not only that
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back
Back to you, back to pain
Nothing has changed your still the same
But they had to be back for each other ,… for the relations they all share … they are trying too but it become reversed …. But they have to… BE BACK …..
Freddy saw him and his stature too,… he knows that something more has happened between them as being with them from last 17 years has made him know much more about them… he is too close to them to know from their gestures that what has happened to them along with Acp ,,,… their father figure ….he moved towards him and asked…
Freddy: kia hoa sir…. ap both preshan dikh rahy hain
DAya seeing the most innocent soul near him opened up ..as…
Daya: main ny ussy or zada takleef dy di Freddy … or zada…
Freddy (understanding his condition) nai sir app unhain kaisy takleef dain gy …
Daya: par Freddy …. main ny dy di ussy takleef.. or bohat zada dy di … main gaya to uss k pass uss ko sanbhalny tha par or bikhair aya hoon …. Or zada hi bikhair aya hoon … pta ni kaisy wo sanbhaly ga khud ko ….. pta nai kaisy sanbhala ho ga ….
Freddy: matlab sir ….
Daya: Freddy m jab ghar gaya ,,,…. To wo apny kamry m tha… awaz sun k bahir aya …. Uss ny khud ko compose kar liya tha tab tak … mery samny apna gum dubana seekh liya hy uss ny Freddy … seekh liya hy uss ny… or iss bat ki tension or frustration main …. Main uss p chillaya… ussy hurt kar diya main ny …. Both zada…. Magar wo … aik lafz nai bola siwaiy is k .. k Salunkhe sahib ny kuch galat nai kia.. w khud ko zimadar man raha hy Freddy in sab ka…. Uss ny khud ko apny khool m smaitna shuru kar diya hy blky simat gaya hy … mera Abhi mj sy dour ho raha Freddy … w muj sy har roz dor jar aha hy …har roz… dor ….
Saying this he burst out in tears which he is storing from many days … to show him strong and stand like a pillar but today limitation gone over so the dam broke …..Freddy knew both well so he gave Daya the time to expel out his pain…as knew it is necessary for him as he is the only one who can dig out the stored pain from inside of Abhijeet and for that he has to be strong and has to expel him out first ….. here Daya cries and cries more and sheds all the tears on his shoulder …
On the other side Abhijeet is still in that state, he knew his brother well …. So is having a satisfaction that he will burst out … not in front of him but may be in front of Acp or Freddy … but he has the faith that he will do ….. so being some relaxed , moved again in his room …..
IN BEAURU :
Team has not yet returned from site as Sachin has got a tip about some deal and they had moved towards the place where the deal isgoing to be ….so Freddy is alone and now Daya too … he have enough time to express himself ….after some time he has stopped crying … Freddy too have tears in his eyes ,,, seeing their pain but he has controlled him …. This time for both….. Daya after composing him , asked about the team … Freddy told him about the tip , Daya nodded and moved towards his desk ….to do work but he is still not completely out from that phase … a pain is still nagging him ….. But now he has to compose himself so started working… Freddy is too working there… but with gasps also looking his senior ….after sometime Daya moved towards the record room and brought a file … and started his work again… till this time team too returned from their work and started with their usual work … all feel sadness in air but thinking it as morning's reminisce,,, resumed with work …..
Freddy after some time got permission from Daya to leave as he has some personal work …..Daya permitted him and he left the beauru….
Outside the beauru….
Freedy stood there for a while thinking then reaching on a conclusion, he dialed to his wife telling him something he took his vehicle and drove towards DUO'S HOME…..
DHO'S HOUSE:
Abhijeet is sitting in his room blank mindedly as there is nothing about which he can think , he is again and again trying to find his mistake in all that but no clue is to be found … he ….sharp shine is being failed to the guilt of himself but no way .. there comes a dead end … his foot has stop bleeding now as it has become two hours after Daya's exit and Abhijeet is sitting in his room on the bed in same manner … thinking , thinking and just thinking … but finding no way out….. Tried to write but nothing would written… so pen paper are lying beside him ….. He has covered his eyes with his hand but still SLEEPING FAIRY has not knocked on his eyelashes and still he is roaming in the forest of utter confusion….. his restless mind is not allowing him to take rest so he surrendered before him ,,,,,he is busy in that when he heard some knock on the door , he , after listening it for several time moved to open the door still limping but with courage as the glass piece has broken inside his foot and a small pieces still there , stinging and cutting his flash from inside making it difficult for him ….once again it has started bleeding but Abhijeet has ignored it … he reached the door and after asking the name , opened it …
The person: thank GOD sir… ap ny darwaza khool diya … m to preeshan ho gaya tha … kafi dair tak bells dany pr b koi nai aya…. M Daya sir ko call karny hi wala tha k ap aa gaye …..
Abhijeet: (smiled on his innocence) wo m room m tha is liye ,….
The person: acha ….. then looking here and there….. lakin sir ye lights as lights were dim and just a few are on…
Abhi: ab light jaly ya bujhy .. mjy koi fark nai parta Freddy …..( smiling )\
Freddy: ( with pain in his voice) sir … app … aisy na kahin sir …..plz…
Abhijeet: shih to kaha hy .. kia fark pary ga mjy hum… tum hi btao ….
( then remembering) ohhh… m bhool gaya…. Andar to aao ….and he provided space to Freddy ….to enter inside while he himself move towards the switch still limping but as light is low so Freddy doesn't noticed the blood traces made by Abhijeet while walking with still bleeding foot….. Abhi lit up the light , and Freddy saw the blood traced foot print s and then towards Abhijeet ….
Freddy : sir …
Abhijeet , who is going to bring water for him ….
Abhi:kia hoa freddy….
Freddy: sir ap ko chot ai hy ….
Abhi : nai to ….
Freddy : sir phir ye blood traces….
Abhi : hain…..
Freddy once again concentrated on the traces…. And after realizing grabbed Abhi's hand and taking him towards the sofa ….
Freddy: Bathiye sir ….
Abhi: par Freddy .. mjy kun laya hy …
Freddy ( while going in kitchen as he know about some places of this house now , where things possibly b present ) sir ap ko mehsoos nai ho raha k ap k pair m zakham hy …..
Abhi: (who is sitting on sofa ) nai … Freddy… sach m pata nai chala ….. ye kab chub gaya….
Freddy: laiye sir m dakhta hoon….
Abhi : nai Freddy … itna zada b nai hy …..
Freddy: sir mjy pta hy k ap kun nai krny dy rhy ….
Abhi: nai Freddy ..waisa kuch nai ….. ( after thinking ) ok thk hy … and Freddy took his leg , while touching his leg , he got that Abhijeet has fever too …. He come in tension…. He after placing his leg on center table …. And after cleaning the wound saw .. the cut is deep … enough to handle by a doctor so instead of treating him ,himself , he preferred to call a doctor .. till then Abhi is just silently sitting on sofa , trying to tolerate the pain , which he felt after the realization and then on turning his leg as now it came in resting position…. Freddy after calling to doctor ….. sat beside him and placed his hand on his shoulder…..
Freddy: Abhijeet sir
Abhijeet who is busy in his thoughts resting back on sofa with closed eyes…..
Abhi: hum… kia hoa….
Freddy: sir sach m ap ko pta nai chala ya phir …( suspiciously)
Abhi: ( smiled lightly ) haan yaar sach m pta nai chala warna itni laparwai na karta….
Freddy: man'ny ka dil nai kr raha ,… itni bleeding hoi hy sir ap k paon sy ….. sary ghar m traces ban gaye hain or ap ko dard b nai hoa ….
Abhi murmured: jab dil ka dard barh jaye to phir aisy dard ka pta nai chala…
Freddy: kuch kaha sir ap ny( as Abhi murmur is just not audible to him but as he see his lips moving so)
Abhi: nai Freddy … kuch nai …. Par tum…. Dressing
Freddy: ( sighing but smile) nai sir ….. cut zada deep hy to Dr. ko call kar di hy or phi rap ko fever b ho raha hy tou….
Abhi: hum….(after a sigh ) Daya…. Wo
Freddy: thk thy sir … bas both zada upset thy … kah rahy hy k ap ko or zada takleef dy di …..
Abh: ( murmuring) wo to hy…. He went back in flash backs and memories … their beautiful past and then morning's harsh reality an d then Daya's behavior
I cannot start over because I don't know where to start
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart
If we are suppose to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you
Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me to
he knew his Daya well…
Freddy: kia baa thy sir …..
Abhi: kuch nai … bas wo pagal … har cheez ka zimmadar khud ko samjta hy …..
Freddy: or shyd hum sab hain b …..
Abhi: ab tum b….. aisa kuch b nai hy Fredd .. jaisy tum sab soch rahy ho….ho jata hy aisa … or phir ye to hona hi tha ….
Freddy: par sir ..hamain….Aj jo Salunkhe sir ny … both galt kia unhoon ny … aisa nai karna chahiye tha …
Abhi: arry Freddy jany do…( taking deep sigh) ab jo hoa ussy jany do … dohrao mat …..( painfully)
Freddy ( looking him strangely) ap aisy kun hin sir ….
Abhi( surprised) aisy matlab…..
Freddy: sir ap apna dard hum sy share kun nai karty …. Hamain to chorain sir ap ny to Daya sir sy b kuch kahna ,,, un sy baatain karna b chor diya hy ….. apna ghum batna…. Sir plz app aisa na karain….. ( painful tone)
Abhi: kia Freddy ….
Freddy: sir plz…. Ab to hmain bta diyaa karain….. janta hoon k ap ko aisa sab nai pasand par phir b…. Sir … hum manty hain k hum ye sab settle ni kar sakty par phir b sir…..
Abhi: ( smiling ) main ny kuch kaha tum sab ko Freddy ….
Freddy : yahi to bat hy k ap kuch kahty hi nai …. Or sab kuch apny dil m dubba laity hain… ap ko pta hy sir … aj Daya sir phir sy raoy … unhain lagta hy k app un sy dour ho rahiy hain.. or ab to mjy b lagny laga hy k … ap hmain apna kuch manty hi nai …. Manty to btaty …..
Abhi: kia btata … k aj Salunkhe sir ny kia kaha ….. ya aj market m kia hoa… ya phir ye k hmary padosi mjy kaisy dakhty hain….. ya kia mehsoos karty hain….Freddy .. ye to ab roz ki bat hy .. to kia m ye sab bta k tum logon k preshan karoon… phly hi kafi kar chukka hoon…. Ab aisi chooti moti cheezoon ki aadat dalni hy mjy …. Kun k kuch pta ni kab tak m aisy rahun ga.. to kia mari waja sy tum log b ….
Freddy: kia hum log b sir …ap k apny dil kI baat kahny sy kuch ni ho ga.. par ap ka dil to halka go ga or shayd hmain b sakoon mil gaye …..
Abhi nodded … acha baba,…. Ab bta doon ga khush…
Freddy smiled lightly….
Abhi: freddy …'
Freddy: g sir….
Abhi: Daya ny kuch khaya kia…..
Freddy: matlab sir …..
Abhi: Daya any kuch khaya beauru ja k kia…. Ya yunhi bhooka hy …..
Freddy: sir Daya sir ny kuch nai khaya kia(Abhi nodded) oh .. isi liye …..
Abhi: kia isi liye…bolo Freddy ….
Freddy: sir isi liye zada hi tense thy matlab ap ny b kuch nai khaya …..hoga din m….
Abhi: ( lying to him ) nai main ny uss k ay sy pahly hi medicine li thi is liye kha liya tha… ( he said this in so much still face that Freddy have to believe in it ….)
He nodded… meanwhile they heard a bell on the door, Freddy moved to open the door and returned with …..
: hi …
Abhi: hello ….
Dr. to freddy : I think yahi mary patient hain…..
Freddy nodded while Abhijeet smiled whole heartedly….
Dr: ( examining the wound) : hum… cut to kafi deep hy … ap ny botah acha kia jo khoon ko bahny sy roky rakha ( as Freddy has lightly dressed the wound and also tied a hanky on Abhi's leg to slow down the flow of blood….warna thora problem ho jata…. Khair ( to Abhi) ap uthain room tak chalain … wahin ap ki bandage kar deta hoon …..ta k zada chalna na pary ….
Abhi nodded … Dr. forwarded his hand to Abhi to make him stand but as he is a new and stranger, so Abhi couldn't feel it…..He forwarded his hand but to wrong side ….. Till this time Freddy has came back after placing dr.'s medical kit in Abhi's room and holding glass of water too….
Dr: sir, app whan kis ko hath pakra rahy hain ….
Abhi: ap ko ….
Dr: par m to yhan hoon….
Abhi: ohh sorry…m samj nai paya…now Freddy has come and took Abhijeet's hand in his….
Freddy: sir… Abhi felt his touch and a soothing smile came on his face, he moved with them to his room , Dr. did his dressing as well as checked fever which is crossing 102 degree…. He gave him medicine with an injection having seductive in it….. Abhi closed his eyes while Freddy went out with dr. to bid him bye when after coming out of room Dr. said
Dr.: suniye …aik baat pochon…
Freddy: g ..
Dr: ye …. Mean jab m n hath badhya to inhoon ny hath dosri taraf…
Freddy ( cutting him) actually dr. … Abhijeet sir dakh nai sakty …
Dr.: ohhh sorry …
Freddy: it's ok….
Dr: khair…. In ka khayl rakhiye ga… in ka mind both restless hy… is liye bukhar aa gaya or phir zakham gehra tha… khair kuch dinon m thk ho jaye ga….ab m chalta hoon….
Freddy: ok Dr…..
And he went away …. Freddy returned to Abhi , who fell asleep till then…..he sighed and dialed Daya…..
Who, he k now,is waiting impatiently, asked him to come as it is late now , and also to bring dinner with him…..
Daya cutting the phone , within 20 minutes reached home…. Went straight to Abhi's room, found Freddy sitting there…. Freddy told him….
Freddy":sir parishani ki koi bat nai hy…. Sir ko fever tha ..or paon m cut lag gay tha kaanch sy,… isliye ( Daya remembered the broken glass) .. main y dr. ko bula liya tha.. us ny injection diya hy iss liye so rahy hain… ap…
Daya: m thk hoon…
Freddy ( smiled) : ok sir phir m chalta hoon… khayal rakhiye ga apna b or sir ka b… or haan Dinner lazmi kijye ga….
Daya nodded smilingly and after seeing off Freddy came back to his buddy and sat beside him while having pain and tears in eyes….. …
A/N: SO FRNDZZ… COMPLETED .. PTA NAI KAISA HY .K HAIR
Jaisa b ho .. par k btaiye ga lazmi … or THNXXXto all jinhoon ny review kia or jinhoon ny nahi kia wo to hai hiu kajoos …. Or mari b galti hy …. But again thnx…..seeu nxt time … till then \Khuad. E. Paman… BINT-E-ABID