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Ok now a lot of you wanted the story told in Elsa's POV, and no, I'm not going to do that, I would like this story to be a little bit mysterious.
Here you will find out why exactly was Elsa crying.
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The minute I sit down on the couch I knew this is going to be a bad idea.

Anna requested it, so of course it included me, even though I told her over and over again that I'd rather sleep in my own apartment.

But, as usual that girl will not let you make her budge.

I know sleepovers, even though I haven't exactly been to one. They don't actually include much sleeping, much in contrast with its name.

I only agreed to it because of that.

Because I don't want to sleep. I can't anymore.

They're coming back, all over again.

My nightmares.

Ever since Jack came into my life, they plagued my sleep. Every single time I close my eyes they will replay and replay and replay…

Reminding me.

Haunting me.

That I am a monster.

That I don't deserve anyone.

I don't deserve Jack.

Because I am not human.

I am a freak.

And a murderer.

I never meant to hurt anyone.

But I did.

That makes me even more dangerous.

And every few minutes I would rise, panting and panting, watch in horror as snow and frost covered my apartment.

And those images would dance around in my mind, out of control, and I would cry silently as I do nothing but wait for them to go.

But they never do.

I just run out of tears eventually.

And then a new day would start.

I notice that just the slightest of actions would make my head spin. I notice the dark black circles under my eyes I try so hard to hide. I notice the puffy eyes that greeted me every single morning that come up so often they don't even bother to go.

I'm using up my energy, if not already. I can feel it being sucked and drained from my body every single action I perform.

I don't know how much longer I have left before I collapse in a heap of exhaustion.

And become trapped for who knows how long in nightmare land.

But at least they are confined in my apartment. At least they won't hurt anyone.

But tonight's different.

Tonight I'm going to be surrounded by people.

I've never hurt anyone in my sleep.

And I don't intend it to be tonight.

I will try my hardest not to fall asleep.

No.

I'm not going to fall asleep.

The night started out fine. We played poker, and some card games, and Wii as well. But I started to panic when I see people slowly drifting off into a peaceful sleep.

How I envy them.

I need them to be awake.

To keep me awake.

To my horror five minutes later the ones awake all drifted off to sleep.

God do these people run marathons every day?

I look at Jack's sleeping form.

Such a youthful face he has.

The things he did for me. The things I thought no one in the world would do for me.

He goes out of his way to get me out, to be my friend.

I have no idea why he did what he did; all I know is that I am forever in debt to him.

What does he gain from this?

Is this some sort of prank?

Jack wouldn't do that…would he?

It's like this world is playing tricks on me. Always making me owe people. Always finding a way to make me the reason everything's fucked.

Maybe I am the reason.

I look at Jack. Why did I open my door that day? What made me open that door that's been shut for three years? For him? My neighbor?

Or for me?

Yes. That's it. It's always been for me. For me to make friends. For me to receive his gifts. For me to make him celebrate Christmas with me.

For me to make killing him a lot easier.

It has always been for me.

Because that's the thing I am.

A selfish, self-centered monster, who invites people in despite their powers, because she wants friends, because she's lonely.

Because she doesn't give a damn about others.

You go out of your way to get love, even if you don't deserve any.

You know it's not your turn.

You know it's never going to be your turn.

Why didn't I tell him? About…them?

What stopped me?

You.

You're afraid that if you told him he would run away from you, and you'll be lonely again.

You would rather risk his life just to get what you wanted.

You monster.

Tears fill my eyes. I squeeze them shut.

Conceal, don't feel. Conceal, don't. Feel!

I run to the bathroom.

You monster.

I shut the door.

You abomination.

I slide along the wall to the ground.

I love him.

But you can't.

I wrap my arms around my knees, and I sob.

Did you figure out who's POV is this? XD
I figured since a lot of you wanted Elsa's POV, I'll give it a shot, and when's a better time than this?
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In case some of you get confused, this is a retelling of Chapter 16, in Elsa's POV, the night it all started going down.
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If you bros really really REALLY want another version in Elsa's POV, review I guess. If there's a lot of you I could maybe do a few more chapters.
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