Gilmore Girls

High Flying Above Hollywood Hills

Part 25 'Just Walk Away'

Summary

Rory's a Hollywood superstar and Logan's a billionaire business man, they have been apart so long it feels like they'll never be friends again, but something tragic brings them closer and who knows what will happen next….. Possible Rogan and a little JJ!

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A/N:

Ok, so I'm back and I know it's been a while and I hope all of you haven't given up on me, I do intend to keep writing and posting as soon as I can. Also, the italics in this chapter are not a flashback, just a letter, so I used italics to make it stand out. Please review and keep reading.

Thank you and Enjoy…….

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February

Rory and Logan's Suite, New York City.

Rory had been living with Logan now for over a month and things had been great at first. Adam flew out to look of the boys and Eden and Rory and Logan spent lots of time together. They ate out, they walked in central park, sure the press were all over them getting back together but it didn't bother them, it was great. But then suddenly after 2 weeks, everything hanged, Rory started to withdraw, she had mood swings and the morning sickness had started to kick in. She was being secretive as she had yet to tell Logan about little baby Huntzberger #3. Logan went out early and then Rory got up to throw up. He came home early in the afternoons to spend time with her but she started to say no she didn't want to go or she would go out and not come back until really late. Logan had been worried and he'd tried to talk to her but it was hard to catch her, she was so quiet and withdrawn now.

Logan walked in from work, dressed smartly in a navy blue suit which had probably cost somewhere around $1000. He walked into the kitchen where Adam was sat with Eden bouncing on his knee. He looked to the terrace to find Dylan and Levi looking over the edge again, 22 floors down.

"Hey Adam, where is she?" Logan asked as if he was expecting the same as he heard everyday, in bed or out.

"In bed today, she says she's sick. I made her soup half an hour ago but I'm not sure she ate it." Adam explained, he enjoyed his job, he loved working for Rory and Logan because even though they had and they still had their share of problems they were what a real family was to Adam, he loved to sit and just watch their cuteness and even the shouting over little things and then laughing right after, but even he had started to want to leave Rory alone, because for 2 weeks she wasn't being Rory.

"Ok, thanks" Logan said dumping his briefcase in the foyer. He went into his and Rory's room to find her asleep in bed. She looked so pale and ill, he was worried but he had no idea what to do. He couldn't talk to anyone about this, sure maybe Lorelai but she wouldn't understand because every time they visited Stars Hollow Rory was fine, happy and fine. Logan had begun to think it was him.

"Rory, are you awake?" Logan asked, sitting down on the opposite side of the bed.

"Mmm" Rory mumbled not moving.

"Are you ok? I was thinking maybe we could go out you know with the boys, to get something to eat." Logan suggested.

"No tonight, maybe tomorrow" Rory said quietly.

Logan had been expecting that answer, she had been saying that for weeks, she would say it tomorrow as well, but then at the weekend she would get all happy and smile because they were going to Stars Hollow and it would be Levi's 5th birthday. Logan knew she loved to spend time with her mom after all the time she missed. But now Logan had started to think Rory was regretting living here, in New York with him. He was beginning to think she wanted to live in Stars Hollow.

Logan wanted the week to pass quickly and he really wanted to give up on Rory in a way of not really wanting too. His heart was telling him yes, but his conscience was saying no, there was no point. Logan kept on trying all the same. He continued to do the same. He came home, tried to talk Rory into going out, gave the children some of his time they weren't getting from Rory and then went to bed.

At 5am, Logan was awake; he was just laid in bed on his back, watching Rory sleep soundly as he thought. He heard footsteps in the hallway and sat up in bed. The door opened to reveal Dylan standing there.

"Dylan, what's the matter?" Logan asked concerned as he signalled Dylan up.

Dylan went and sat on the bed next to Logan "Daddy, is mommy sick?"

"No sweetie she's not, she's just tired, she's not used to living here and sometimes she needs a while to adjust" Logan whispered running his fingers through Dylan soft hair.

"But Daddy, I don't like mommy here, why don't we live with Lorelai and Luke, she smiles then?" Dylan talked with a cute little pained look on his face.

"I know Dylan but mommy and daddy have jobs here and we have to stay for a little while longer" Logan tried, he hadn't expected the children to react this way, he thought they hadn't got a care, but when he looked at Dylan right now, he was seriously concerned.

"I don't like it here" Dylan added as he got up and walked out.

Logan sat still for a while thinking about everything, what Dylan had said and how the kids had been over the weeks. Was he doing the right thing by staying here, putting the boys and Eden through this. Logan couldn't control all of these feelings, there were too many to think about. What was he to do? He was suddenly feeling like he was Rory, he was Rory 4 years ago, he was thinking all the same things she had thought when she'd left him, everything she'd considered that night was running through his head, exactly the same.

Logan then took the leap; he knew that after what Dylan had said he was making the right choice.

Rory,

I'm sorry that you're getting this note and I'm sorry that I'm writing it, but I have too. I love you Rory, but I cant do this anymore, you've been acting different for weeks and we've all been dancing around you for weeks, trying not to make you upset, we're like strangers passing in the night. This is how it started the first time, and then I woke up one morning to find you and the boys gone.

I don't want that again, I don't want to be the one who sits around and waits for you to just walk out and leave me again. And I don't want to get you into trouble either because you know that you will if you take the boys with you.

I'm sorry Rory, I'm going back to LA for a while, and I'll call you. For yours and for the boy's sake, I'm taking them with me. Take care of Eden, Rory, and mostly, take care of yourself.

Remember, I love you ace, I always will.

Logan.

Logan folded the paper and put it into an envelope, wrote Rory on the front then placed it on the kitchen table. Logan walked towards the door, he turned the kitchen light of, picked up a heavy duffel bag and threw it over his shoulder, he grabbed hold of Dylan's hand and they left the apartment, the door quietly shutting behind them.

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Ok, so I know rogan fans will not be impressed in fact I am really upset that I wrote that but don't worry, it's a Rogan and in Rogan's good things happen!

Thank you for the support and I really hope you keep reading this, I would hate for you to stop reading just because of this minor set back because it is not going to be that way for long I promise!

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