Hey guys! Hope you liked the last chapter! Enjoy this chapter. I wish I did, but I don't own Twilight.
*Jacob's point of view*
The sound of cement and chalk breaking filled the now tense air as I ripped off Alex's head, never breaking eye contact with Jacob. This is the new me..
My eyes widened as Shadow's ice blue eyes looked into mine and ripped off the bloodsuckers head. I know that he deserved it, but the way she did it. She had no emotion on her face..She didn't look away from me. It's like she turned off all of her emotions. We just stared at each other. Her hands dropped his head and continued to stare into my eyes. She slowly made her way to me. I thought she was going to hug me, ask me to comfort her or something. But I was wrong. She stopped right in front of me and then looked back at the leeches body, then walked around me.
"Shadow..Shadow wait." I started to turn towards her but Paul's hand gripped my shoulder and shook his head. My hand pushed his off of me. I shook my head. "Stay out of this, Paul." I glared at him then ran after Shadow.
Her hair was flowing in the nights cold air behind her. I ran up to her and grabbed her arm, stopping her from walking any farther. She slowly turned around and looked at me. There was absolutely no expression on her face.
"Shadow..are you okay?" I asked her as I gently cupped her cheek into my hand. I lowered my head so I could look into her beautiful eyes better. She reached up and grabbed my arm and pushed it away from her face. My eyebrows crinkled in confusion. She let go of my arm and start to walk away from me again. Shaking my head, I reach out for her again and grab both of her shoulders, forcing her to look into my eyes.
"Babe, don't do this. Don't pull away from me. Let me in." She put her dirty hands on my chest and pushed my body away from hers. I stumbled back wards and looked back up at her. She turned away slowly and started to jog back to La Push.
It's been almost a month and Shadow hasn't done anything. She won't talk to any of us, I don't think she has even said a word to anyone. It's pissing me off. Yes, yes, I know. She just lost her best friends, but she has me. I'm her imprint..She's mine. When she's sad if effects me too! It's like the whole stupid Bella thing all over again. And, don't think I'm a nasty pig or anything, but I am a teenage boy. I have physical needs..and she was amazing at it.
As I walk up to her house, I don't even bother to knock on the door. I walk inside and hear her. She was inside of the shower. That's where she spends most of her time. I think that's the only place she can really be alone and think. I start to make my way into the kitchen to get some food when the bathroom door opens. I turn my head towards the sound.
There she is. And of course she was naked..What is she trying to do? Kill me?! I let out a groan and rubbed the back of my neck. She looked over at me, her ice blue eyes shining in the moonlight that was shining through her windows. Her hair was soaking wet, sticking to her lower back. My gaze traveled to her neck. The mark that I gave her was starting to heal, which pissed me off. It's not supposed to heal. It's supposed to be visible 24/7. My eyes caught sight of a water drop the was racing down her chest. I followed it and gulped. Right before it was on her breast, I closed my eyes and turned around, clenching my fists, fighting to keep control.
"Get dressed, Shad. We're going out." I pushed out. I opened my eyes once I heard her foot steps leave the room. Letting out a breath that I didn't even realize I was holding in, I sat down on the couch and waited for her to come out. After about 5 or so minutes, she came out. Standing up, I looked at her. She was wearing an UnderArmor sweater, with the school's basketball shorts. Her long caramel hair was pulled back into a messy bun. I reached towards her to grab her hand, but she took a step back. Sighing, I dropped my hand and made my way out of the house and into my truck.
She jumped into the passenger seat and looked out of the window, not saying a word.. Shocker. After about 15 minutes, I pull up to an empty place. I turn my head toward her, hoping that this is the trick to get my Shadow back. I climb out of the truck and look around, a huge smile crawling onto my face. Shadow finally got out and stood beside me looking around.
"Remember this, Shad? It's where we had our first date?" I look down at her face. Hope was pulsing through me. She took in a breath, her eyes scanning the place. At first, I thought it worked. I thought that bring her to the first place we went on a date would bring her back. That it would turn her emotions back on, but nope. She turned around and walked away. She freaking walked away!
Clenching my jaw, I stalk my way back to the truck. When I got in front of it, I was already shaking. Letting out a frustrated yell, I brought my hands down the the trucks hood, denting it. My breathing became heavy, my shaking worse. Slowly lifting me head, I smiled. A basketball. She can't turn down a basketball. Basketball's her life.
*Next Day. Shadow's point of view*
Currently, I'm at the beach, sitting on a rock, and looking at the waves. The nights wind was blowing pieces of my hair to fall out of the pony tail and into my face. I don't really care at the moment. Bringing my knees up, I put my face down to it, closing my eyes. The memories raced back towards me. They were all in flashes.
Summer's lifeless body falling to the ground..Her heart in the hands of a blood sucker..Alex pleading for his life..Looking into Jacob's eyes while I ripped his head..
I lifted my head up as I felt a hot hand touch my back. Looking up I saw Jacob, holding a basketball. I looked at it and took it from his hands. A small smile was on his face as he watched me. A Basketball.. Summer and I played basketball together. Clenching my jaw, I put the ball in between both of my hands and squeezed it. After a few seconds the air finally started to make its way out of the ball as I continued to dig my nails into it. I stood up and looked at Jacob. His mouth was open, his eyes were now on the flat ball. Opening my hands, I let the ball fall to the ground. His gaze made its way up to my eyes. The chocolate color was swirling with anger. I just looked at him, no expression on my face.
"God, Shadow! Snap out of it! This isn't you!" He screamed at me as he started to shake. I guess popping a cheap basketball was the key to set him off. Blinking, I took a few steps and start to walk around him.
Before I could really get anywhere, his large hand grabbed my upper arm, spun me around and threw me into a tree. All of the air exited my body as my back slammed into the tree. Taking in a deep breath, I just shake my head and start to walk away again.
Hearing Jacob's feet pound against the sand, he was in front of me in now time. There was this smirk on his face, that was kind of pissing me off. "Oh, come on. I know you love a good fight.."
His eyes scanned my face. The smirk was wiped off as he saw that I wasn't going to. He growled as he lifted me up and threw me back down. Making my body roll away from him. I put both of my hands on the ground as I started to push myself up. I stood up, staring at him.
Jacob came storming over to me, his fists were clenched. ""You're being fucking pathetic. This isn't the Shadow that I fell in love with. The Shadow I knew would fight back and wouldn't be this..this stupid," he leaned down and looked into my eyes. "pathetic," He looked down at my lips. "coward.." His eyes snapped back up to mine.
Rolling my eyes, I turn to the side a little bit and start to walk away. I only took about 1 or 2 steps until he said something that triggered it all. Jacob let out a laugh.
"Of course you would walk away. That's what a coward would do. Summer is lucky not to be friends with you anymore." He spat at me.
My jaw clenched at that. I pretended to take a step toward, then spun around. I grabbed his outstretched arm and put my right foot onto his thigh. He looked up at me in shock. Using my right leg, I pushed myself up a little and swung my left leg around his shoulder. Grabbing his arm with both of my hands, I pull back on his arm and use my weight, leaning to the side. I brought my right leg up and wrapped it around his shoulder, squeezing his neck with my thighs. He started to claw at my thighs as I leaned even farther. Losing his balance, he fell to the sand on his back.
Quickly unwrapping my legs, I sit on top of him and start to punch him in the face. A hiss escaped my lips as my hand connected with his jaw. My hair was flying all over the place. Jacob turned his head to the side and reached up, grabbing onto my hair and yanked it to the side. Letting out a painful shriek, my hands flew to my head. He used that as an advantage and rolled us over, letting go of my hair.
I looked up at him, both of our breathing was heavy. He sat on top of me, pinning me to the beaches damp sand. I look down a his body, as I tried to buck him off of me. When I looked back up, I saw the his fist was coming towards my face. Letting out a cry, I put my arm up and blocked his fist. My chest was rising and falling rapidly as the adrenaline in my body was pulsing through every part of me.
I heave both of my legs over and wrap themselves around Jacob's shoulders. Using all of my strength, I push them down, forcing Jacob to fall backwards into the sand. He let out a grunt as his back was slammed down. Pushing myself off of the ground I try and get on top of him again, but before I could, he kicked out his leg. His foot slammed into my stomach, making me fly backwards. My back was slammed into a giant rock. A painful cry passed my lips as I made contact with it.
I fall to the ground on my hands and knees, letting out a whimper. Shaking my head, I push myself up and walk towards Jacob. We began to circle each other, glaring into each others eyes. Sweat was glistening on Jacob's face in the moonlight. His defined chest was rising and falling quickly. His jaw clenched as he ran towards me. I jump up and grab onto him, wrapping my legs around his waist. He continued to run. Before I knew what he was doing, he ran into a tree, my back slamming against it.
I let out a yelp as I let go of him and shut my eyes in pain. His hands gripped onto mine and held them above my head, pinning then against the trunk of the tree.
"Shadow, stop! Look at me!" He yelled into my face. I kept my head low and my eyes on the ground as I tried to cntrol my breathing. "God dammit, Shadow! Look at me!"
My head snapped up. My eyes bore into his, my lips were pursed into a tight line. My nostrils were flaring. "Why?! What's looking into your eyes gonna do, hm?! This isn't going to bring Summer back. Maybe I want to forget, Jacob! Maybe I don't want to feel this...th-this." My vision became unclear as it became hard to breath. "I...I can't.." Tears started to race down my face. "It hurts, Jacob. It hurts.." I hate crying, especially in front of people. But I couldn't control it nor stop it. I started to cry hysterically.I looked up at him, even though I could barely make out his face. "M-make it stop...Jacob, please. Make it st-stop. I..I can't. I cant handle it. It hurts.."
He grabbed onto my chin and pulled in towards him. He pressesd a gently kiss to my lips. He pulled back as I fluttered my eyes open. His gaze looked down to my cheek. He leaned down and kissed one of my tears away. Pulling back, his hand grabbed the side of my neck, slightly rubbing it.
"I love you, Shadow." He put his left hand on the tree behind me. He leaned down and hovered his mouth right above my mark that was almost gone. He pressed his lips against it then pulled back, pulling my face towards him. My cries slowly became quiet, my breathing was almost back to normal as I looked into his chocolate eyes. He leaned his forehead against mine and took a deep breath. "I'll make the pain go away..I'll make it go away.."
After he said those words were out, sweet, caring, gentle Jacob was gone. He bent down a little and grabbed the back of my thighs, making my legs wrap around his waist. He pushed me against the tree and he start to pepper my neck with wet kisses. My mouth opened and let out a heavy sigh as Jacob ripped my shirt open and started to massage my breasts. After a few moments he let go, pulling back and ripped my red bra off and threw it somewhere on the sand.
He let go of my legs and frantically started to undo my jean's buttons. My legs unwrapped themselves from his waist as I grabbed onto his shirt and ripped in it half. The ocean, our heavy breathing, and clothing being torn were the only sounds in the night's air.
My hands worked on Jacob's pants button and jeans, while his worked on mine. After a while we finally undid them and our pants were gone. We were both stand in front of each other, completely exposed to each other. Both of our eyes darkened at the sight of each other. Jacob took one stride towards me, wrapping his left arm around my waist and using his right hand to lift my right leg up, he slammed into me. I leaned my head back as he continued to thrust in and out of me.
Letting out a moan, I leaned my head back up, pulling his down by his neck and kissed his lips. I pulled back from his lips and let out a shaky breath as he slammed himself inside of me. My eyes made their way up to his. His hands gripped onto my hips, turning me around. He thrust himself into me from behind. His hand grabbed onto a chunk of my hair as he pulled back on my hair. A hiss escaped my lips.
He leaned down, pressing his chest against my back, placing a hot kiss to my shoulder blade. I took a step forward, making him pull out of me. I turned around and faced him, placing my hands on his chest. Slowly, I ran my nails down his chest. He let out a shaky breath as his abs shuddered under neath my nails. "Lay down." I whispered to him as I pressed my lips against his chest. He nodded and did as I told him to.
When he was laying on his back, I looked down at him and slowly began to squat down. I reached down, never breaking eye contact with Jacob as I grabbed him and positioned him at my entrance. He closed his eyes, letting out a moan, and rested his head against the sand.
"Look at me, Jacob." His eyes open and looked where my hand was then up into my eyes. His eyes darkened as I sat down a little more, slowly pushing himself inside of me. He let out a groan as I sat all the way down, having Jacob in me as much as possible. I placed both of my hands against his dark chest and began to rock back and forth. My movement became faster and more rough as he bucked his hips up into me. His arm sneaked its way around my waist and rolled up over.
He rested on his knees as he started to frantically pound into me. My mouth opened and a loud moan crossed my lips. My back started to arch as I was coming to my max. He leaned down into the crock of my neck.
"I'm..I'm gonna cum.." He huffed out. As soon as he said that he bit down into my neck, making my mark fresh. My nails raked down his back, opening his skin as he bit harder into my neck. After a second or two, we came together, letting out moans and grunts into the air. His movements finally came to a stop as he took his teeth out of my neck.
He pulled out from the crock of my neck and kissed my lips. "Told you I would make the pain go away." He whispered as he wiggled his eyebrows at me. I threw my head back as a loud laugh came from my lips..the first real laugh in a long time.
So what did you guys think? Shadow's back! Took her sometime, and Jacob's "help" to get her back, lol. So review, tell me what you though. If you liked it or disliked it. Just let me know! Until next time guys :)