A/N: I just wanted everyone to know that my story will be ending on Friday. If you guys want a sequel start asking me so I can start it to post it for you all as soon as possible. Thanks again for reading my story.
Disclamer: I don't own the rights to the song what hurts the most by rascall flatts.
Chapter 25
Edward POV
I was at another party trying to get over Bella when my friends decided they wanted to see who could chug the most beer in 2 mins. I won, but I lost cuz I got completly hammered. That's when this fugly girl walked up to me.
"Wow, what are you doing here?"
"Oh, hi, well we came back about a month ago."
"Why didnt you call me?"
"Sorry I completly forgot who you are."
"That doesn't matter now sweetie, you're here with me now, let's go dance.
We started dirty danching, then all of a sudden she started kissing me.
"Mmmmmm...I missed your kisses Edward."
"Mmmmmm...I love you Bella."
"What! Waht did you call me! Stupid idiot my name isn't Bella, it's Juliet! Why don't you go with that slut, I'm so out of here!"
She got her purse and left. I went walking outside and sat down on the grass. I looked up into space.
"Bella you don't know how much I miss you, you probably think I'm a jerk because I didn't tell you that I was leaving. I'm such an idiot, you probably hate me."
I think I better get home now. I walked into my apartment, I went into my room and laid on my bed.
"Why can't I forget you princess, I love you so much, I'm so stupid I had the perfect girl and I left her without even giving her a reason, maybe she still thinks of me, but what if they told her that at the party I was with another girl, oh no, my poor princess. I hope she still loves me, like I love her."
I spent the rest of the night like all the others felling guilty about what I did to Bella, then I finally fell asleep. I woke up the next day at about 12:30. I turned on the radio and the song "What hurts the most" flowed through my room.
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once
In a while
Even though goin' on with you
Gone still upsets me
There are days every now and agian
I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain
Of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and
I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up gettin'
Dressed, Living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, Give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do
OOOO,OOOO,OOOO
This was the last straw I broke down and started to cry. It described wall the pain and anguish that I am going through. That's when I decided I had to go see her.