The snippets of his life that he could remember were scattered but he wrote down everything. This was his timeline. His dialogue of a life he lived and thrived in. It would have been years before that incident happened and he would never know it was coming. She knew. He revealed in those scattered sheets of paper. She eventually told all her secrets, confined in him at the last moment. He broke her trust, he sold her out, he was the villain in this all.

"Okay Alais, we're going to evaluate how you're training went. Just walk forward and when I say so, kill as many 'titans' as you can in under five minutes," Erwin explained to the girl whose back faced him.

Alais blinked heavily and turned around a lollipop hanging loosely in her mouth. Nodding she turned back around tightening the scarf around her neck when the soft draft of wind brushed against her. Spinning to her left she trudged forwards passing by her 'twin brother' as he stared impassively towards the forest ahead of them.

Just as she was inches away from him she spun back around and threw her arm out, something small and red sticking out towards him, "Would you like one?" She asked gesturing for him to take the lollipop as if it were the only thing he could remember her by.

"No," She blinked looking down at the lollipop and back at him.

"Are you certain? I find that sugar is a more efficient fuel than any other, its beneficial and enjoyable flavor is also a bonus. Would you like one now?" She rolled the lollipop in her mouth around with three fingers as she held the lollipop towards him, upside down and hanging only by three other fingers.

"Just give it Alais," He snatched the lollipop away and tucked it into the pocket of his trousers, "Now go, the brats are staring at you as if you have eyes at the back of your head."

"If that's what you want," She nodded her head slowly never looking back once she moved forward, a group of people following her.

"Why do you think we were called?" Eren asked his blond-haired friend with a confused look in his eyes.

"They probably need other people's opinion. If she moves as fast as they say she does then they'll need more eyes to watch her," Armin answered convincingly seeing the woman turn towards him for a moment a glint of something in her eyes before it vanished as she turned into the forest.

"Smart," Alais murmured when the boy finished speaking. He wasn't wrong, that's why she wasn't confused by the extra eyes watching her carefully.

Now all she needed was his help in getting to understand what being spineless meant. Maybe she could ask him later, when she finds out his name that is. He seemed...smarter than the rest or maybe it was just that he thought more and looked at things more carefully than most did.

Stopping at the edge of the forest Alais closed her eyes and forced them open when the sight of taunting inventions flashed. Placing her thumb to her lips she bit it roughly before clearing her thoughts. Alais would live with this exhausting life because she deserved it, she was guilty of more crimes than a man could see. And she knew it all.

"Ready," Erwin called and continued when she gave a wave of the hand in his direction, "Go!"

Once the words left his lips she latched into the air, spinning and twisting wildly without stopping to rest. 'Titan' after 'Titan' was cut at the nape of their neck, sloppily yet deep enough to land a finished blow. She never wasted time to look back once her body spun and swords met with flesh. Her face was a concentrated nothingness as she analyzed every fault she could find finding herself more at ease when she found more.

Just as her swords slashed against the titan in sight Erwin began to count down. Alais looked up as her body flew in the sky watching the sun shine brightly hitting a large object and casting a shadow across it. Nodding to no one she dipping down to the ground, body quickly descending before she threw her weight upwards and soared high above the trees spinning to fall to the back of an unsuspecting titan. One swipe of both her swords finished the job. She didn't feel at ease. It was as if she were killing herself with the deadly dulled blades in her hands.

With a shake of her head she neared those who stood at the edge of the forest. With a decent flip in her perspective she came crashing down. Just before she could hit the ground she flipped jumping on one leg till she came to a stop, discarding the dulled blades in disgust as she whipped herself of the dirt that clung to her.

"Don't be shy about it, little brother-" She called out not sparing to look at him when she checked herself over for dirt.

"-I'm not being shy," He retorted evenly in his utmost famous deadpan voice.

"Then don't be serious about it either. What brings that look? Did I fail?" She questioned finally looking at him with those endless eyes.

"Forty-nine," He murmured, "Don't think you failed, idiot. If you keep jumping to conclusions you'll forget you even have a brain, might as well feed you to the titans so we don't waste air."

"So I did good?" She ignored him turning towards Erwin, "I found more problems, do you still want to take up my offer? I am not saying that this will win but it will push the hu-us forward."

"The military police do not trust you enough although I can say otherwise for me, you've proven yourself harmless to our safety."

She felt shaken-strangely-that someone else fell into her trap of lies. She stood silently in her slumped posture before removing the finished lollipop and placing it inside a napkin that she tucked into her pocket. Her eyes wandered before they fell back onto everyone that stood before her. Scratching the side of her head with a single finger she nodded silently and walked forward lifting the scarf back up so only her vacant eyes peaked.

Mother? Is this what you wanted? They trust me now. Are you proud? She was lost in thought the moment she was far enough from them all her eyes straining forwards. Her very own wishes and the wishes of her mother were tumbling inside her mind. Her one-sided hope could never be reciprocated she only wished the her in the further future would correct her mistakes, the ones she was making now because all Alais wanted to do was something impossible. Being important in his life again. His priority wasn't her anymore, it was them the humans. His own race, one that she could never belong in, never be accepted into.

'She stopped trying to get me to talk to her' he revealed in one section of his life, 'It seemed like after Erwin stated he trusted her that she lost trust in herself'. He confined more than he should have, 'She'll never find out as long as I live,' he deeply wrote almost ripping the page, 'She'll never ever,' he outlined, 'And neither will you.' His future self would set down the quill and rest his head against his palms looking at the figure huddled underneath his sheets and say, 'I'd rather eat titan shit'. Yet we all know that titan's can't shit so that was knocked out of the window. How about 'I'd rather have diarrhea for the rest of my life'? Or is that too vulgar for Levi Ackerman to say?


It's late. I'm kind of tired and my mother's going to kill me, it was a bad choice to eat that chocolate.

Cheers.