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Saya's P.O.V.

You felt sort of like you were intruding, using the code to get into Grimmjow's house. But, he had said when he had given you the code earlier, to go in whenever you wanted as long as you locked the door behind you.

Seeing Meatball instantly cheered you up a few octaves. You took her out into the big yard out back that was fenced in with the same thick wrought iron wall as the entrance gate. Meatball trotted happily in the grass, sniffing around her territory. She reminded you so much of your Pup. You made sure she kept a safe distance from Grimmjow's in-ground pool.

Your thoughts drifted back to your anger. You hated how all this time no one had ever known. You had lied for Him. Him. You hated that. Everyone should have been told. Everyone should know the type of vile person he was. Everyone should know that he is murderer. But you had no choice. It was too risky to speak up. To risky for Mom and the others you loved.

'You tell anyone that I had something to do with this Saya, and your Mom will pay for it.'

You knew he meant that, but you also knew that if you were to reveal his true colors, hell would break loose and he wouldn't stop at Mom. He would hurt everyone, your whole pack of friends, just for spite.

He knew how to make people suffer, he worked at the dam Weapons Facility for crying out loud. And that place was more like a Mafia than your average business. The fact that he worked there had always added to your dislike of him.

You just stood in the grass, watching the little piggy. You would protect her and everyone else from him. You would take care of them and work hard to insure he never took anyone else away from you. But to do that, to eliminate all possibilities of him ever harming someone else you loved, you would have to eliminate him.

But... If I went that far...and.. I did get rid of him...wouldn't that make me just like him? Just as bad?

No. You could never be as heartless and twisted as him. Though you were taking him out of the picture for personal vengeance, it was more importantly for the safety of the pack, and your own life. You would never be like him. Ever.

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Grimmjow's P.O.V.

You had parked a few blocks away and had stealthily slipped through the trick, back entrance to get to your yard.

And there she was.

That lying, treacherous, little tease. You noticed a strange glint in her eyes. It was a determined sort of sad gleam. She looked sad...

You shook off the need to comfort her. Saya was a fake. She may look innocent now... but why was she here in the first place?

Planning on getting me alone are you Saya? Tch, that Luppi guy must have forced you to speed up your plans. You felt a pang in your chest as Saya smiled one of her rare, soft, loving smiles at Meatball. God I've gotten so dam soft. You clenched your fists. How could she pet Meatball like that when she was here to kill you?

Gotten real good at your little act haven't you? ..still acting when I'm not even there... But you knew that was how missions like this worked. Espadas were always trained to never let up on their cover while on a mission. Always play your part convincingly, you never know who could be watching and who might catch on. You glared at her, hating that you had been so easy to fool, hating that Saya was deceiving you this whole time and that the complex, wonderful personality you had grown to love wasn't real. And most of all, hating the fact that you were going to have to confront her about it, and most likely terminate her here and now. You checked your gun stepped out from the bushes that had been concealing you. You felt unusually unsteady and nervous, normally you would be totally calm and even pumped for a kill. The slightest hesitation was clawing at your mind. Would you even be able to kill her? Even though the girl you had fallen for was all just a part of a planned assassination? She finally noticed you and looked toward you with surprise, snapping out of her zoning-out nervously. Your suspicions heightened at her jumpy/guilty reaction and your pain at her betrayal spiked.

"Grimmjow?" she said in a dry, puzzled voice and shifted her stance, "What are you doing here back from school so early? Its only 1:47," she glanced at her watch. Meatball normally would have waddled up to you by now, but she could sense the tension and scuttled away into the house.

"Unpleasant surprise I guess." Your voice was bitter and she didn't miss the attitude in your voice. She quirked an eyebrow at you.

"You ok?... Don't tell me you did something and got suspended too!" She was lecturing but at the same time she looked concerned. Yeah..she's got that caring, responsible girlfriend act down to a T.

"Oh please Saya, don't give me any of that shit," you said, your temper rising. "Why don't you drop the act and tell me the real reason why you're here?"

"I.." she started, looking a bit offended by your tone, "I don't know..I didn't want to stay at my house...I was too pissed off..."

"Pissed about what? 'Bout Luppi showing up?" You took a few steps closer to her and she looked up at you, her dark eyebrows knitted together. "Tch," you shook your head. "Stop pretending you don't know what I'm talking about," you said in her face.

"I don't know what you're talking about," she said in a frustrated voice, "and why are you yelling at me? What happened?"

"I said CUT THAT SHIT OUT! It's not like you even care anyway." Your eyes narrowed at her in disgusted judgment, "Your just another one of Aizen's lap-dogs."

"What?" her eyes squinted in utter bewilderment.

"When were you going to tell me? Huh Saya? When were you gonna tell me you were the daughter of the Weapons Research and Development Chairman, HUH?" You were screaming in her face by now. But she didn't blink. She didn't even flinch. She just stared at you with mad, perplexed eyes.

"What the hell does he have to do with any of this?" her voice was low, and for the first time, dangerous.

"He has everything to do with the Saya! You know what they say: the acorn doesn't fall far from the tree. And what a perfect example the two of you are." Her eyes were wide with angry shock as you growled into her face.

"...What did you just say?" She blinked repeatedly, as thought trying to process your words and to keep her emotions in check.

"You heard me, and don't deny it." She looked at you incredulously, her fists were shaking.

"You don't know what the hell your talking about." She turned away and began walking, "Talk to me tomorrow once your Menopause is out of your system, I'm leaving."

You ran up and grabbed her wrist, yanking her towards you. The both of you were near the clear, chlorine pool.

"The hell I don't know!' you shouted and she jerked away from you angrily. "YOUR A LYING, BACK-STABBING TEASE!"

Rage possessed her beautiful features and she yelled back.

"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM GRIMMJOW!?"

"WHY DON'T YOU QUIT PRETENDING AND GET ON WITH IT! LUPPI TOLD ME EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR F*CKIN MISSION!" She glared furiously at you, her eyes searching your face for some sort of explanation. "CONGRATULATIONS! YOU REALLY DID HAVE ME FOOLED THAT YOU WERE ACTUALLY SOMEONE I COULD TRUST! BUT I'M DONE WITH THIS GOD DAM GAME SAYA! I'VE SEEN THROUGH YOU AND I'M NOT GONNA LET YOU SCREW ME OVER LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS. YOUR MISSION IS GONNA FAIL AND YOUR GONNA HAVE TO GO BACK TO YOUR DADDY AND YOUR F*CK-BUDDY AIZEN AND TELL THEM HOW YOU COULDNT F*CKIN PULL IT OFF. YEah. Their PERFECT little Saya, who I'm sure they had SOO much faith in, FAILED. Daddy's little girl cant even pull off a god dam single target assassination..pathetic."

*WHAM*

Your head flew to the right from the impact of Saya's fist. You let out a roar of pain, your jaw searing. You whipped your head back to face her, clutching your jaw.

"I don't know what the hell you're going on about Grimmjow...how dare you compare me to him," her voice shook with emotion, "Don't ever, EVER talk to me like that about my so called "father" when you don't even understand." Her voice broke off a little and her breathing was heavy. She looked betrayed.

"Your right, I DON'T understand. I DON'T understand how you can stand there and act like you've done nothing wrong after all this time when you've just been playing me—"

"—PLAYING YOU?!"

"You're a two-faced liar Saya! You probably didn't even get into a fight at your house last night. All part of the plan right?" You were getting so closer and she started backing away. "You come over here, try and seduce me in those god dam shorts, pretend that you could actually accept that "secret" from my past. And you probably hadn't mentioned your Dad to me because I might've figured out what you were up to sooner. Right?"

"SO WHAT IF HE WORKS AT THE WEAPONS FACILITY!" she roared back at you. "I DONT UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS NONSENSE YOUR TALKING ABOUT! HE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!"

"STILL CLINGING TO YOUR LIES!" your loud voice bellowed. You sneered at her and saw how close to the edge of the pool was. Before you could even smirk, you had shoved her backwards into the water. There was a massive splashing and she vanished within the 10ft depth. You laughed to yourself.

Every Espada is trained for all types of survival...bullshit she doesn't know how to swim..

Saya thrashed and barely got to the surface a few times, and you started to doubt. What if she had been telling the truth?

The bubbles that had been popping on the surface slowed. She didn't come up. Your heart locked in your chest and you immediately dove in. The water cleared and you adjusted your focus to see her there, eyes shut tight and unconscious. You swam to her and brought her with you up to the surface.

"That's not f*ckin funny Saya!" you sputtered. She remained unmoving in your arms in the water. Quickly you managed to get her on the cement, she still wasn't breathing and before you let the panic grip you, you gave her mouth to mouth.

Shit. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...but this is a set up..She lied to me! you thought as you performed C.P.R. You had forgotten how good her lips tasted, how soft they were. But they were cold.

"Dammit Saya!" You pushed on her chest again, your emotions were swirling in your head and you could think what was right, what was happening. Finally she hacked up the water. She was still dripping wet and her coughs were rough and she sat up a little. Her eyes shut tight and tremors were racking through her. Her breathing was ragged, she looked like she had just woken up from a deadly nightmare. "Saya...?"

Her dark eyes slowly fell on you. They were filled with burning hate, and you noticed how blood-shot they were. She was crying.

"Don't talk to me anymore." Her voice was cold. "Don't talk to my friends. Just stay away from me." She stood shakily to her feet, sniffling, she wiped her eyes roughly. Before you could react, she slammed the door to your house to leave. You sat there on your knees on the cement, your mind unstable and confused.

...Saya...

To be continued...

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OMG! this was a total rush for me to put out! Next one is going to lighten up a bit, but certain ppl are going to be MEGA bitchy. MUAHAHAHAHA!

Next Chapter: Shun!