February 26, 2014
My Favorite Mistake—Sheryl Crow (4:07)
Grey's Anatomy
Addison
She ducked her head as she covertly watched him walk out the door of her townhouse. He was a vision walking away. One she could never not watch. She really shouldn't though. He was a mistake.
She didn't really love him anymore than he loved her. But together they'd wrecked her marriage and now they clung to each other because it was the only way to make the mistake worth it. Unfortunately, she really missed Derek. Mark was a great guy but he wasn't Derek. And she wasn't what Mark was looking for either.
She knew Mark was cheating on her. She'd known he would the moment she got rid of his baby. Mark wanted to be a daddy and she wanted to be a mommy but she didn't want to have Mark's baby. She wanted to give her husband a child. Derek would be a wonderful daddy. Now she just had to get up the nerve to find him.
Had he moved on? Had he found someone else? Addison really hoped he hadn't. She didn't want to ruin another person's life but she was going to get her husband back. If that meant breaking some poor woman's heart then she'd deal with it. Derek had said vows to her and she may have broken them but she was going to apologize. She'd never do it again. She loved Derek with everything she had.
"Addie?" Mark's voice broke into her thoughts and she looked up inquiringly. He was peeking at her from around the front door with his little boy grin. "Dinner tonight? Sevenish? Italian?"
"Sure," she found herself answering. "Italian sounds good. Have a good day, Mark." He was her favorite mistake and until she found out where Derek had gone Mark was all she had.