I do not own any of the characters. Please remember guys Carlisle is NOT a doctor he had medical training yes but he hasn't got the same resources as Dr Cullen! These next few chapters maybe a bit sensitive to read I apologise in advance if I upset anyone, these are my characters views NOT mine. EPOV Okay so I am acting like a petulant child, but what my family failed to realise is that Bella would make this decision for all the wrong reasons , she would make it for me, for my family. She would not seek to gain anything from this 'revelation' as she called it, she would end her life for me to save our family and I wouldn't fucking allow it we would find another way around this. I was also angry with myself, my selfish side was wringing his hands together with the fact I could make her mine forever, I wouldn't have to worry every time I held her whilst we made love that I could hurt her in the throws of passion , if she was less fragile I wouldn't have to hold back. Vampire sex was hard and fast..but cold and empty no room for emotions it was pure unadulterated lust. I had hardly said two words to her since that night. Esme understood why, she didn't judge me, she knew it was because I loved her, I loved her so much.. Dad stayed quiet unable to show his true feelings for once, he was disappointed because I had not listened to reason something that would possibly damage the family yet he was proud of me for loving her so fiercely. I stayed well clear of Alice as she hissed every time I entered the room , she was polite at work but her answers to my questions always consisted of 'Yes Mr Cullen', 'Whatever you say Mr Cullen' . Rosalie huffed at me, Emmett simply shrugged. It was Jasper who took me to one side, " Your pushing her hand Edward" " How?" I snapped " Edward" he laughed " She's as stubborn as you the more you say no the more chance she is going to do it" " I know" I sighed , he was right Bella was extremely stubborn, that's one of the things I loved about her. " Do you want to push her to James?" " Fuck no!" I spat, I pushed my hands through my hair...that fucker is never getting his hands on her again.. " Then talk to her" he smiled patting me on the shoulder. I made my way up to our room, determined not to let her body distract me we had to get this sorted. The room was quiet , the bed unmade, the bathroom door closed, images of the last time I had taken in a view like this sent a flow of venom to my mouth. I could here a light sobbing from behind the bathroom door, " Jazz a little help please" I whispered, my nerves were calmed and I made my way to the door. I knocked gently, " Bella?" The locked clicked and I slowly pushed the door open, she was sat on the floor her arm draped over the porcelain basin. Was she sick?..then I saw her eyes, her beautiful chocolate brown pools red and puffy. " Baby, what is it, Oh I'm so sorry , have you been crying?" I knelt before her taking her hands in mine. "Edward" she whispered sobbing. I pulled back to see her face..Is that fear in her eyes?.. " Bella?" " I'm pregnant!" she cried, The words echoed in my head. " Pregnant" I whispered " Oh Edward I'm so sorry I must have forgotten to take my pill with everything going on" she sobbed. BPOV " Pregnant" he whispered I sobbed explaining how sorry I was for forgetting to take my pill. Silence.. " Edward?" Silence.. " Baby please" I begged sobbing, trying to pull his gaze to mine. Silence.. " Edward please don't do this to me" I grabbed his face forceably turning to meet my eyes. Silence.. " For fucks sake Edward" I growled , with my free hand I went to hit his chest, he caught my wrist mid flight, his eyes moved down to our hands spreading his fingers over mine he pushed it towards my body, my stomach...slowly his eyes lifted back to mine, they were dark and solid. " A baby?" he whispered I nodded " Our baby?" he hissed I nodded again " OUR BABY" he said with more conviction, his eyes looked back down to our hands. " Ours!" he growled possessiveness dripping from his words. " Ours" I whispered as warm tears fell onto our joined hands. He cradled me in his arms lifting me back into the room and placing me on the bed. " Has this sort of thing..." I paused trying to think of the right way to ask him. " happened before?" he raised an eyebrow. I smiled and nodded his hand moved back to my stomach. He looked thoughtful for a moment. " I have heard of one in South America" he looked at me confused " why do you ask?" I placed my hand over his and the tears fell again. I heard rather than saw his reaction a sharp intake of breath and a low guttural snarl. " James!" he hissed through his teeth. " I'm sorry" I whispered because I truly was. " Your carrying a bastard child?" he hissed " No..I ..I don't know!" I cried. He moved his hand from under mine, I grabbed it back yanking his body towards me, he didn't fight it. " Now you listen here Edward Cullen as far as I'm concerned I am carrying YOUR baby, OUR baby" I hissed " Do you understand me?" he looked into my eyes but said nothing " I said do you understand?" he stood to leave I don't know how but I got to the door before he did I slammed it with my back and stared at him. I grabbed his hand and pushed it onto my stomach " Ours!" I growled , his eyes burned into mine. " Mine!" he growled and he moved his hand swiftly to my centre, I arched my back in shock as he rubbed my core roughly, he possessed my mouth pushing himself against me, pushing my back hard against the wood, it hurt but I would give him this, he needed to posses me again to mark me as his and fuck was that hot! In seconds I was naked and my clothes a memory, a pile of shredded cloth on the floor. He kissed me along my neck my jawline and moved down my body. He took my nipple into his mouth and sucked and bit all I could do was moan..I was his..I wanted to be his..I needed to be his... His sensual attack was hard and fast neither of us lasted that long and as he hummed to me I drifted into a restless sleep. XoXoXoXo " I'm Pregnant..." Bella cried.. Esmes head shot up to Carlisle's. " Carlisle?" she whispered " Is this possible?" He nodded " Remember the story of the boy in South America?" " Yes but I never knew if it was true or not, and didn't the human mother die?" He placed his head in his hands, Esme stood and walked over to her husband. " Carlisle you have to tell Edward" he looked at her and raised his eyebrow. " I guess he already knows by now" she smiled stroking his head." Poor Bella" " James.." Edward hissed.. Carlisle stood up quickly , Esme hand shot over her mouth. " I have calls to make" he spun on his heel and left. CPOV Hearing Bella say she was pregnant was a bitter sweet moment, for my son to have his own is something we all have ever dreamt of. For Esme is was a miracle after losing her own, she would be such a doting grandmother to our grandchild. Our Grandchild... I loved the sound of that, was God in his infinite forgiveness has granted us this baby this hope of our humanity. Then I heard Edward curse the name James, could he be this child's father, Aro's plan to tear my world apart could be growing and developing as I sit here flicking through pages on the internet, I had an excellent contact in vampiric knowledge, I just had to find his web page, his page had been blogging for many years conspiracy theories and stories of vampire sightings before we came out I decided it would be better to be an ally than an enemy I found the blog it was simply called 'You outta believe me!' I found his Easter egg on the second page as usual with his private email address, I emailed the details and left out the specifics, hopefully he would be able to help me find out information to help Edward and Bella. I had an inbox message almost immediately. Dear Mr C News is yes it can happen Yes it has happened No there were no survivors. Hope this helps D Salvatore Carlisle read the last sentence again. No there were no survivors... How was he supposed to ask them to choose, Edward to choose Bella against his unborn child , Bella to choose life against her probable death of her and the baby if she carried full term. Ping!.. Another inbox message from Mr Salvatore. Sorry Mr C Forgot to mention if the pregnancy continues, gestation is 3 months! Regards D Salvatore. " Oh Lord" he sighed " How do I tell them , and how do we find out if its Edwards to begin with?"