The unthinkable

Chapter 25

A/N: Hey, I'm aliveee! Yeah, I know,I know.. I'm soo sorry for this super duper late update ): *sighhh* Sorry… I was having important exams these few weeks and there's another coming up soon.. Anyways, not to bother you with these crappyyyy, and get it on!

P.S : Don't kill me!

Bella POV:

This isn't the truth. This is not true.

"IT'S NOT TRUE!" I screamed shrilly, echoing around the gloomy castle. I felt Jane's hand place on my shoulder as she rubbed it gently, trying to calm me down.

"No, please. Alec, I just got you back! I can't lose you again! NO!" I yelled, tears blurring my vision. I saw the faint smile fade as he clenched my hand feebly as his eyes lose their willpower and turned dull and black before they fluttered close.

"Alec..?" I whispered, tears dripping down from my eyes as Jane sobbed behind me, before helping Felix who looked crushed and Demetri looking ready to sob. The three of them carried him away into the castle as I stayed frozen to the ground.

I felt my head swimming as I felt dizziness. I tumbled back into Desmond's arms as I looked up to him, tears gathering in my eyes once again as I asked, "Desmond… That isn't Alec right?"

"Bella, I…" he started then closed his mouth again. "That isn't Alec, RIGHT? Tell me! That's NOT Alec Volturi! That's NOT him! Please… Just not him…" I sobbed, punching his chest again and again before sliding down to the ground.

"That's not Alec. That's not Alec…" I kept repeating to myself, as I felt tears dripping onto my lap. I felt Desmond lift me up gently as he brought me back to the castle.

"Not Alec right? He's not Alec, right?" I asked, my eyes wide, filled with tears. "Bella… Let's get you back to your room to rest, alright?" Desmond replied, his eyes sorrowful and with worry. I saw Jane walking past Desmond in the corridor and saw her lip twitch up a little before noticing me staring at her and let it become a straight line. It happened so fast that I couldn't comprehend what happened.

"I'm sorry, Bella. He's gone." She murmured softly, some strands of her hair cascading down.

"Gone…? Gone. He's gone. Gone." I whispered to myself. Gone. I jerked my head up before rushing to Jane in a speed I don't even know I have and shook her hard.

"He's gone? Who is gone?" I screamed.

"Bella." I heard Marcus's sad voice drifting from behind me. I ignored him and held Jane's shoulders tightly.

"Who?" I asked quietly.

"Alec." With that, my arms dropped from her shoulders as I stumbled onto the ground. But Marcus caught me before I fell. He smoothed my hair like what Charlie did when I was young and murmured comforting words as he placed me on the bed.

"It's okay, Bella. It's alright, you still have us," he whispered, before placing a kiss on my forehead and tucking the blanket beneath my chin. I stared up the ceiling for minutes, or maybe hours. Memories flashing past my mind of all the things we went through together. And he was gone, just like this?

I heard murmurs outside my room and decided not to move, my ears trying to pick up what they were saying. I heard my name and Alec's being mentioned a few times and I started sobbing quietly again. Alec… Perhaps, he will be someone much better in his next life. He had spent enough time on me already.

With that thought, I felt my heart release a little. Feeling a little better that he has found someone better than me. But I couldn't help but notice clenching at my heart, this time more intense than ever as I thought about him and another girl together.

Feeling emotionally spent, I drifted off to sleep.

I heard voices beside me and I jerked up, feeling shocked as my vision blurred, this time not of tears. I felt a sharp pain on my both my left and right arm before I see a few blurry figures around me. One looking especially like Alec but I couldn't be sure. Am I dead now?

That was all I remember of before I felt fire searing through my veins, my body of them looking like… Alec. as my heart thumped harder and harder. I closed my eyes, biting my lip as I struggled not to scream. This pain… I will never forget it.

What is happening to me? Is this the change?

The vampire changing process?

A/N: Hahahahah! I'm so cruel. I know. Sorry, everyone! ): I know I'm a lousy author… *sobs* Anyways… Congratulations to…. Drum roll pleaseee….

Happiest-emoprincess!

Her answer: well i probably try to get involved in whatever conversation he and his new friends are having and if that doesnt really work out i would tell them " (his name here)look you may not think that youre ignoring me but you are and im getting real sick of it so if you really want me as a friend then you gotta treat me like one" and if it doesnt get better after that then i would dump them

OOORRRR...

another way i would go is treat him the same way then when he's like "why are you ignoring me?" i'd be like "oh like how your doing to me? doest feel so good does it"

either way they would get it... unless they're stupid.

Good answer, although the rest of the reviews, seriously, had a great reply! (: Thank you, you guys, for the awesome reviews and feedbacks. This story is ending pretty soon, in the next chapter or soo….

I would specially put a credits page for all of you guys who have supported me throughout this whole story in the end (: Thank you!

Alec: Hey. There you are. Again. So whatcha doing nowadays? Sleeping?

Me: Hey! What the hell are you talking about, you idiot!

Happiest-emoprincess: *scratches head* what's going on here? OMG! The Alec!

Bella: *giggle* Yep, the Alec! And well, there's this always stupid fights these two kids get into whenever they see each other… So..

Happiest-emoprincess: *thinks thoughtfully* You're right. They look so funny!

Me: Huh? In what way is this situation funny?

Happiest-emoprincess: Your… hair! *bursts out laughing*

Me: … *reaches up to touch my hair* ALEC VOLTURI!

Alec: *chuckles and ran away* You're such an idiot!

Me: YOUUUU. STUPIDDDD DUDE!

Bella: These two people…

Happiest-emoprincess: They just never change?

Bella and happiest-emoprincess: *hi-fives*

Alec: *pants* Review please! I gotta run!

Me: YOU!