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Derek

One minute I was keeping my distance from her intoxicating smell and sinful body, barely holding myself together while trying to remind myself I hate her beyond words... and the next I was thrusting my tongue in her mouth, forcing her to open up for me so I could quench my thirst for her scent, her smile, her body, her pussy. Her.

She drives me crazy like none other, she makes my heart beat out of my chest, she pokes a hole through my lungs every time she looks at me, smiles at me, breathes next to me. She's everything. And I can't stay away.

"Derek, please, what are you doing?" she rasps out, as she manages to free herself from my demanding grasp, ungluing her mouth from mine.

"Just let me kiss you… Let me have you. One last time" I breathe, in a moment of total weakness. The hate I like to feel pumping through my veins to remind myself of where I can't go with her is nowhere to be seen. She's my undoing, and I don't mind being weak. Just for tonight.

Something in her eyes tells me she's close to breaking, I see her resolve melting away and I pounce, fearing my window of opportunity is closing fast. My mouth finds hers again, this time with little to no resistance, and we're left tongue to tongue again. I'm grabbing to her for dear life, I can't get enough of her soft lips, warm tongue, and perfect body. She's heavenly, just as I remembered.

I pick her up and wrap her legs around me, with my destination obvious: her bed. She moans into my mouth, sensing where I'm headed, and that's all the permission I need. I'm gonna make her mine for tonight. She makes my dick stand so fast – I need to be inside her, pound into her all night, make her hurt the next day to remind her who she belongs to.

"I need to be inside you. Will you let me, Meredith?" I whisper in her ear, feeling her melt into my arms with every breathy word.

"Yes…" she moans, eyes closed and lips parted open. I let go of her, desperate to rid myself of my pants and I see her lying in bed, staring at me in a daze, and I just want to fuck her brains out. Maybe that'll help me move on. Yeah. One last fuck. Last.

"I'm going to fuck you until it hurts, Meredith. Maybe that way you won't forget me as easily as you did last time" I seethe. Yeah, I feel that all familiar rage start to pump through my veins and I'm rearing to go. My dick is pounding, anxious to rip her apart. She's gonna remember me, remember tonight, even if it's the last thing she'll remember.

She stares silently as I undo my buckle and get rid of my jeans and boxers, allowing my erection to spring free. "Get naked, Meredith. And do it quickly."

She starts to undress, removing her shorts and top first. As she lies in bed with just her panties on, I have to catch my breath. She's as beautiful – if not more – as I remember, two years on. Her tits look fuller and her hips wider, this body is definitely a woman's. My dick stirs, I can't wait to have her and mark her, cum inside her. She's mine.

I move towards the bed, my erection in my grasp. "Take off those panties" I growl. She obliges, excitement in her eyes. Yeah, she missed me too. I kneel on the bed, spreading her knees apart, her pussy open for me to feast on. God, I almost lose it just then. I run one finger through her and she soaks it, eagerness emanating off her.

"You missed this cock, didn't you Meredith?" I smirk, hearing a breathy moan in response. I want to eat her, but I fear I might explode if my tongue collides with her juices and my dick missed being buried deep inside her. Deciding to catch her off guard, I thrust in forcibly. "Oh my God!" she screams, her screech laced with a moan.

"Aaaah" I grunt, feeling her heat envelop my cock so snugly and warmly. Heaven. This is heaven. I stay in her, motionless, for a while, savoring the feel of her pussy around me until I start to slowly thrust inside her, wrapping her legs around my waist.

"You missed this, baby? Missed this cock?" I coax.

"Yes, Derek, yes. Please go harder" she breathes, eyes closed.

"Oh, I'm gonna. I'm gonna coat you in me, cum in you, no other man is gonna have you without you thinking of me" I growl. I start to pound into her harder, my balls slapping against her, punctuating each thrust with a reminder. "You". Thrust. "Are". Thrust. "Mine". Thrust. "Whenever any other man slides into this pussy" – I say, the words tasting bitter in my mouth – "You're gonna think of me, and the way I'm pounding into you tonight, Meredith."

"Derek, oh God" she whines. I hold on to her hips as I thrust harder, the headboard banging against the wall repeatedly. "Fuck baby, fuck" I breathe, feeling myself nearing the point of no return. "I'm gonna cum in you. Can I, baby?" I ask.

"Yes, just don't stop" she whispers, sounding too out of it. I can't hold back anymore, though, and three thrusts later I spill into her. The relief I feel is immeasurable, and the primal feeling that stirs up in my chest as I see my semen drip out of her makes me feel invincible. My need to have her is worrisome, but for tonight, I don't care. For tonight, my heart is calmer and everything feels like it has just clicked into place.

Is it gonna be this easy…?

You should let me love you

Let me be the one to give you

Everything you want and need

Good love and protection, make me your selection

Show you the way love is supposed to be