*In the time of dying* *Part 3* *Cassie's POV*
"I couldn't watch you die." I state as I watched Sam kiss my forehead and walk out the door.
"And you think I could have watched you die?" Dean looked at me and I could see the pain in his eyes.
"I think...no...I know I would rather have burnt away on the ceiling to save your life." I say turning away from him so I could follow Sam to John's room.
"You selfish Bitch!" Dean shouts before pulling me back from my shirt collar. "You would make me live with the guilt and pain of your death just because you can't live with yourself!"
"I never said I couldn't live with myself!" I shout pushing him back causing him to go through a nurse.
"I think you chose to give up in there, I think you saw a way out and you took it."
"You Ass!" I shout and push him again, "I am perfectly capable of killing myself! I've even tried a few times! I did this because I love you!"
"Don't act like you didn't want it!" Dean takes me by the wrists and pulls me close to him. "I know you Cas, your damaged beyond repair. I would love to help you become your happy cheerful self again, but I can't anymore you've just been through so much. I am so sorry I wasn't around to help you." He sighs and tries to push back my hair. I bare my teeth and shove at his chest.
"I'm glade I did it Dean!" I scream and pull away from him. "I'm glade I'm going to die because that means you and Sam can live!"
"In case you haven't noticed I'm dying too. You didn't help anyone Cassie, you just made it harder!" He takes large steps to come near me again. I turn throwing my fist into his cheek.
"Don't you fucking dare..." I say through clinched teeth as he holds his cheek.
"Don't act like you did this for me!" He grabs my right hand most likely because he doesn't want me to throw anymore punches. "You're leaven a broken 23 year old boy ALONE!"
"Sam's a big boy Dean he can take care of himself! besides he has John!"
"Really! How do you think Sam, your best friend, is going to cope with the news that his sister died to save him?"
"IF YOU THINK THIS ARGUMENT IS HELPING US LIVE THEN YOU'RE DREAMING!" I shout and punch a wall, the white plaster cracks and everyone in the room stare at it. "HOLY CRAP!" I smile and look around at everyone's scared faces. Dean rolls his eyes and walks into the room that Sam was in standing next to John in bed looking pissed.
"Dean's on his death bed and Cassie's covered with bruises and you don't even care!" Sam screams at John who looked extremely angry, I'm sad I missed the rest of the fight.
"Don't question me Boy!" John shouts and Sam leaves, I'm not exactly sure what was going on but Dean was glaring at his dad.
"You're just sitting there?" Dean spit at him. "Dad, Cassie's dying, I'm dying and all you're doing is sitting there? I have done everything you've ever asked of me! Everything! I've given everything I had and this is how you repay me, letting my sister and I die!"
"Dean, come on lets go." I say reaching out for his hand. He ignores me at first, but he soon takes it and we walk back out to his room. I saw him laying there with tubes and wires everywhere and my eye's started to water. I really truly hope I die first, I don't think I could take Dean dying on me even if that does make me a selfish bitch.
Sam and John were yelling again so Dean and I retreated into the room. We had just came into the room when Sam through a duffel bag on to the side table by John.
"Think I wouldn't find out?" Sam glares at him.
"What are you talking about?" John gives him a lazy look.
"That Shit from Bobby, you don't use it to ward off a demon it's used to summon one," Sam was furious. "You're planning on bring it here, having some stupid mocho show down."
"I have a plan Sam." John rolls his eyes.
"That's exactly my point Dad! Dean and Cas are dying and you have a plan! You care more about killing this demon then saving your own son!"
"No! Don't start!" Dean yells walking in between them.
"Don't tell me how I feel! I am doing this for your siblings!" John points at Sam.
"How?" Sam screams, "How is revenge going to help him? You don't care about anyone but yourself, it's the same selfish obsession."
"NO! Don't do this" Dean was starting to get seriously pissed and I didn't blame him. Sam and John always fight.
"That's funny Sam I thought this was your obsession too!" John screamed. "This demon killed your mother, killed your girlfriend you begged me to be apart of this hunt. Now if you would have killed this damn thing while you had the chance this would have never have happened!"
"It was possessing you Dad I would have killed you too!"
"And your brother and sister would be awake right now!"
"SHUT UP BOTH OF YOU!" I scream into Sam's Face.
"Go to Hell!" Sam says staring right through me to John.
"I should have never of taken you along in the fist place, I knew it was a mistake!"
"I SAID SHUT UP!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and launched the glass cup of water off the table, sending it crashing onto the ground. Everyone looked at the cup with winder.
"Dude you full on Swazy'd that mother!" Dean laughed from next to me. I smirk when all of a sudden my chest started hurting.
"De," I cried out holding my chest and falling to the ground. The next thing I know we are both in my hospital room watching as they perform CPR on me.
"She's not breathing." The women nurse says, they start to get the defibrillator ready to shock me and Dean was about ready to tackle someone. I saw Sam standing by the door he just kept repeating the word 'no' over and over.
"No pulse." The man doctor said before shocking me. I looked up and saw a yellowish figures flouting over my body.
"Hey!" Dean shouted running towards it. "Stay away from my Sister!" Dean grabs it. "I said stay away!" The ghost turned to me then disappeared.
"What the hell was that?" I asked scared.
AU:CLIFFHANGER! DAH DAH DAHHHH! Okay, I'm sorry...
I tried to say really close to the show on this one so that why it sounds pretty much the same, but I put in big-boy words as Jared would call them.
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