CHAPTER 26
AUTHORS NOTE:
Hey guys I know it have been long time im not updating but I return to Arizona and had lots of work behind so that's is why, but I have lots of guest reviews asking me to update soon so, here I am for you guys.
STILL SAN DIEGO CASSIES HOUSE:
CASSIE POV:
Paige was right I should start living, be happy with Peter with my family. It wasn't my fault what happen to my parents and to Tim, somehow I wasn't in those cars and I didn't died somehow Im still here because of something or because is meant to be.
Mrs Peck: hey little girl you are playing again?
Cassie: Yeah, I just want to play, sorry to wake you up, but I couldn't sleep.
Mrs Peck: Don't worry Im happy you are playing, do you feel good? You need something?
Cassie: I feel fine, mommy?
Mrs Peck: Was wrong Cassie?
Cassie: Im sorry.
Mrs Peck: You are sorry for what Cassie? You are a great girl, we love you.
Cassie: Im sorry for all the things I had done, all those late nights or early morning you were worry about me, for being so bad with you and dad, you two took me when I was alone you could have said no and put me in the system, but you took me and then I made all those mistakes and when I was finally happy Tim died and it went worse for you two, coming home two days later, but you never said anything you were there at night watching cried and hug me all night until I fall sleep.
Mrs Peck: Cassie, we love you we were your parents best friend, you were like our daughter to us, and you are our daughter, we watch you grow up, it had being difficult but we love you, of course you will stay with us as long as you want too. We know that it had being really difficult for you losing this entire people you love, but we are here you are alive; you have us, Paige, Peter, Emily.
Cassie: I know, it just so difficult every time I let somebody in they let me.
Mrs Peck: Cassie, we had being here for years we never leave you, Paige had being here, even though you drive her crazy, Emily looks like a great girl you can have another friend there, Gael is there too he cares about you, and this cute guy Peter he loves you.
Cassie: I know he does, but what if something happen to him because of me.
Mrs Peck: Cassie they didn't died because of you it was their destiny.
Cassie: In both times I should have being in the car.
Mrs Peck: But you weren't thank god to that you are alive, you live, you make my life better because you are in it, sometimes this things happen and I will love to avoid all this pain for you but I couldn't so I tried every day to make your life easier, happier and I think I made a kind of good job.
Cassie: You made a great job mom, I love you can I play a song for you.
Mrs Peck: I will love too.
And I play Better in time by Leona Lewis and start singing for my mom the woman that make me wanna get better wanna be better for her because she was and is there for me.
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time….
Mrs Peck: You love him too.
Cassie: I think I do, I didn't think I will love somebody like I love Tim, but Peter is just great.
Mrs Peck: He is.
PAIGE POV:
Emily: You are smiling, why?
Paige: Cassie.
Emily: Is she okey?
Paige: She is okey now, you gonna love this Cassie.
Emily: What I don't get it.
Paige: You will see, sleep my love because tomorrow we have a party and maybe if you are lucky you are gonna meet some of my San Diego friends.
I wake up really earlier to make some breakfast, but went I was in the kitchen I saw Lauren already making breakfast.
Mrs Peck: Hey Paige.
Paige: Oh you beat me with breakfast.
Mrs Peck: Well is a great day and I want to make Cassie favorites pancakes.
Paige: She played yesterday.
Mrs Peck: Yeah we have a great talk too.
Paige: Im so happy for both of you.
Mrs Peck: Well something tells me I have to said thank you.
Paige: No you don't, I will help you now.
We were talking about different stuff and then.
Emily: You still here, I think you went home early.
Paige: I will go but first breakfast, Cassie favorite's pancakes.
We start eating Tom was there too laughing at stupid things I said.
Paige: Hey sleeping head.
Cassie: Hey P, Ems, Mom and dad good morning!
Paige: You are happy, is because you sleep too much.
Cassie: Shut up I was trying to sleep and then you too were so loud.
Mr Peck: Cassie don't…
Cassie: Daddy you said no sex in this house until we are marry.
Mr Peck: I….
Cassie: Yeah I know is only applying if somebody gets pregnant right? So P you are free to go.
Paige: Yeah, I choose the perfect choice, not pregnant lots on sex.
Mrs Peck: Girls please we are eating.
Cassie: My pancakes, I thought you will be full Paige.
Paige: happy and jokes I think I will wake you all nights.
Cassie: Any way, I will take Ems on a date with me today, and you can go to your parents and ask Gael if he can pick us for the party what do you say?
Paige: Sounds good for me, what about you baby?
Emily: Yeah, sounds good.
Cassie: Perfect.
EMILY POV:
The breakfast was good, I was a little shame about Cassie comments but her parents just had fun with her, this is a great family, Paige leave to go to her parents' house she will be there until night so we can go to the party and she told me she will go back to Phoenix with us on Sunday.
Cassie: Ready?
Emily: Yeah where are we going?
Cassie: Shopping, something for tonight.
Emily: Ok, I will help you I think I brought something for tonight.
Cassie: Oh no, I gonna pick you a good outfit, you are gonna meet some of our high school friend so you have to look hooter than you look right now.
Emily: I don't think I have lots of money they havent pay me this week.
Cassie: Don't worry I pay, well my parents does.
Emily: You always pay everything.
Cassie: Is just money Ems, and actually you will look hot but Paige will thank me later.
Emily: Ok, what about I invite you lunch.
Cassie: Deal.
Shopping is fun with Cassie, she makes you try everything finally she chooses a cute pink short dress for her and I choose a skirt and a tan with a necklace and heels.
Cassie: I hope Paige dress well.
Emily: She always looks gorgeous.
Cassie: Oh god you are so in love it gross.
Emily: Shut up, you have being texting all day with Peter.
Cassie: I miss him, I wish he was here to meet my other friends.
Emily: Maybe another time.
Ems Cellphone Text Message:
Paige: Hey beautiful how is your day so far?
Emily: Great, Cassie and I have a surprise for you ;)
Paige: Oh really? Well I have a surprise for Cassie, she will love it, and she will thank me later.
Emily: That's funny she said you will thank her later too.
Paige: Well this means we are even then, see you in a few hours.
Emily: See you baby.
PAIGE POV:
I being here at home just watching my father my mom doesn't speak with me, I think she is angry I didn't came home last night, she knows I stay at Cassie with Ems.
Mrs McCullers: So this new you is for real?
Paige: Mom is not new I just finally realize what I want and I hope someday you can see Im happy.
Mrs McCullers: This is wrong Paige, your father doesn't approve this.
Paige: Well mom, I don't need his approve, Im happy and maybe someday you can accept this, because Ems isnt going anywhere someday when the time is right Im gonna marry her and I hope that day you and my father will be there.
Mrs McCullers: I don't think that's gonna happen.
Paige: well sorry for you mom, I still love both of you but this is my life and I plan to live the way that makes me happy. And I wont coming home tonight the girls, Gael and I going to a party and so you know I going back home on Sunday.
Mrs McCullers: You are home.
Paige: Actually home is where my heart is and is in Phoenix with Emily.
I know this hurts her, but I just cant anymore she doesn't want to understand so I just cant do it anymore.
I got ready I put some black jeans a vest I let my hair straight and I think I look good, I just like to feel comfortable with my clothes even though I sometimes dress like a boy.
I hear the door bell and I know is Gael is picking me up first.
Gael: I pick up your gift for Cassie and flowers for you girl, I hope is okey I invite a friend.
Paige: You invite a friend is she cute?
Gael: Paige, please.
Paige: Where is she?
Gael: She is in the car with him.
Paige: Okey lets see, bye mom see you tomorrow.
Gael: Holly, this is Paige one of my best friends.
Paige: Hi Holly, she is cute Gail good job.
Gael: Shut up.
Paige: Hey you.
Peter: Hey you, so she doesn't know Im here?
Paige: No, she doesn't is gonna be a perfect night Peter don't worry.
Gael: Lets pick the other ladies.
Paige: Hey Im a ladie,
Gael: actually you are kind of a man now.
Paige: Shut up asshole you used to love me.
Gael: And now I love you like a I love my best guy friend.
Paige: You don't have any.
Gael: That's why I love you a little more than that.
Paige: Don't worry Holly, he is a good guy.
I think Gael took her father SUV for us so we can all go in the same car, he said he wont drink so we can drink and have fun. Im super nervous to see all friends.
Gael: So Paige, you will see a lot of old friends that doesn't know about you.
Paige: You havent told anybody?
Gael: No, I just said that we still friends and I care about you.
Holly: Wait, she is your ex?
Gael: That one and only.
Paige: Sorry Holly, I thought you knew but don't worry im actually going to pick up my girlfriend.
Holly: Girlfriend?
Gael: Yeah, she changes me for a girl.
Paige: Hey!
Gael: Im just kidding!
Holly: Anyway she talks about you, so this means you still friends.
Gael: We are, I said it before we are good friends right P?
Paige: Yeah, now give me the flowers and you hide!
I ring the doorbell and of course Cassie yells.
Cassie: Hey you! Can I show you my gift?
Paige: Sure.
Cassie: Ems?
Paige: Wow.
Cassie: yeah that face tells all.
Paige: You look gorgeous, I bought this for you.
Emily: Thank you, you look great too.
Paige: So Cassie, I have a gift for you too is in the car.
Cassie: Why didn't you bring it I could put it here and not take it to the party?
Paige: Because this gift you can take it too the party.
Cassie: Where is it?
Paige: In the back seat of the car.
She run to the car and open the door and stay there without a word.
CASSIE POV:
Peter: Hey Honey.
Cassie: Wait what? We were talking a few minutes ago and you are here.
Peter: Surprise?
Cassie: How?
Peter: Paige, your parents, Gael?
Cassie: Oh god best gift ever P.
Emily: Perfect gift baby!
Peter: Are you happy?
Cassie: Of course, thanks P you are perfect.
I hug her is like she knew I wanted him here with me for today, for tonight.
Gael: Good job Pete, well Ems, Cassie, this is Holly. Holly, that's Emily Paige's girlfriend and Cassie Pete's girlfriend.
Paige: That's cute Holly.
Emily: Hey, Im right here.
Gael: Me too.
And everybody laugh.
AT THE PARTY
PAIGE POV:
We arrive at the party; Cassie hasn't stop smiling I think it was good to bring Peter for the weekend. But I just so nervous about this, it will be a lot of my friends for high school, I know I told you I didn't have lots of friends, but I talk to people in class or swim team and they don't know Im gay. And Ems looks hot as hell. We enter the party and I see lots of guy from my high school and some girls.
Rigo: Hey Gael.
Gael: Hey Rigo how are you?
Rigo: Wow are you too back together.
Gael: No, she is here visiting her parents, here this is Holly my date.
Rigo: Hi nice to meet you. Paige, you look good.
Paige: Thanks you took.
Rigo: So are you gonna introduce me to this beautiful friend of you.
Cassie: Hi Rigo, this Ems, Paige girlfriend. And this is Peter my boyfriend.
Rigo: Wow nice Paige if you need help with something let me know.
Paige: I need a drink, I will bring you one Emily.
Rigo: What did I do?
Cassie: Asshole.
Emily: I will go.
Cassie: Stay I will go.
I knew this will be hard but hate people making jokes or said stupid things about this is like is not serious and I just could not care less what they think.
Cassie: Sorry about that, are you okey.
Paige: Yeah, you should have let me introduce her myself.
Cassie: I know sorry but Rigo you know him he is this gross guy always making sex jokes.
Paige: And he did.
Lindsey: Paiiiiiiii hey beautiful how are you.
Cassie: Oh great, I will take this and give this to Ems.
Paige: Lins hey girl, long time no see you, did you stay here or where did you go?
Lindsey: Phily, full scholarship and you?
Paige: Phoenix.
Lindsey: Sorry about your dad, I came here for my mother's birthday tomorrow.
Paige: Oh said happy birthday for me, your mom is awesome.
Lindsey: You look gorgeous what did you do?
Paige: You know the sun and heat at Phoenix makes me this way.
Lindsey: OMG I miss you, my teammates are bad, I told you to come to Phily with me.
Paige: Yeah I know but I could be so far from home.
EMILY POV:
I start to think this isnt going to be a good night for us, Paige looks so uncomfortable.
Emily: Is she okey?
Cassie: Yeah, here are your drinks guys, beer for you baby, vodka for you Ems and vodka for you Holly.
Gael: Hey where is mine.
Cassie: Sorry no water or anything without alcohol.
Gael: Great.
Emily: So how is that girl Paige is talking?
Cassie: Nobody.
Gael: Oh you still jealous.
Cassie: Im not, is nobody.
Emily: Ok wait a minute explain.
Cassie: Shut up Gael.
Gael: Is funny, that's Lindsey she was a teammate of Paige and Cassie, but she and Paige were the best so the coach always make them have the same room and classes together and be each other team and works and stuff, and Cassie was so jealous of here.
Cassie: I wasn't.
Gael: Come on, is not like she stole your friend, she went with you, even though she had a full scholarship in Phily like Lindsey.
Cassie: What? She didn't tell me that.
Gael: Sorry, I didn't know she didn't tell you.
Emily: Is she gay?
Gael: Lindsey, I don't think so why?
Emily: She totally is.
Cassie: What?
Gael: Actually I don't remember any boyfriend.
Emily: She is, and she knows.
Holly: I don't get this, what does she knows?
Emily: That Paige is gay know.
Holly: How do you know?
Emily: Because she is flirting and Paige is flirting back.
Cassie: Im gonna kill her.
Emily: I don't think I had seen Paige flirt with other girl before.
Cassie: I can kill her for you.
Peter: First how you are gonna kill Paige or Lindsey?
Gael: good one.
Cassie: Shut up.
This is different for Paige being talking to other girl and flirting, and I don't think she even knows she is gay too, she will find out soon enough because she is walking this way with her.
PAIGE POV:
I didn't know I miss Lindsey so much she is so funny and had this amazing humor, I gave her my number so if she is in town or anything she can call me anytime, yeah this party is good I can reconnect with old good friends like Lindsey. I remember Tim always make us spend time together he made jokes about how we were like a married couple because always had the same classes and stuff together, and I also remember Cassie hate that, so I know she is not happy now.
Paige: Cassie you run away.
Cassie: I bring the drinks you suppose to bring to our friends.
Paige: Sorry about that, well Lindsey this is Peter Cassie boyfriend. And this is Emily my girlfriend.
Lindsey: Nice to meet you, well Pai so finally you decided? She is gorgeous.
Paige: Decide what?
Lindsey: Tim knew about me so that's why he always makes us work together.
Paige: Wait are you gay.
Lindsey: You didn't know? Come on everybody knows.
Emily: Yeah her gay radar is not good.
Lindsey: You knew for far away don't you.
Emily: Yeah.
Paige: Oh, sorry.
Lindsey: Is okey, Im sorry I didn't tell you in high school maybe we could had something.
Paige: Oh.
EMILY POV:
And in that moment Im angry, Im right here you bitch. Of course I know you had been touching my girlfriend arm and hugging her like twenty times and eyed fucking her. Oh God Im jealous I never being jealous since Alison.
*whisper
Peter: I think Emily thinks you should kill Lindsey.
Cassie: I will.
Emily: I think I need another drink.
Holly: I will go with you, and bring you something Gael.
Gael: Thank you Hols.
I walk away because I didn't want to make a scene not here not because I know Paige is innocent she doesn't know, but she need to learn, and I know this is all new for her but I think I had enough with Payton.
Holly: Are you okey?
Emily: Yeah.
Holly: I don't think she knows that she was flirting; she thought it was an old friend.
Emily: I know, but she needs to learn, because some girls are just like her, they don't care they will go for it.
Holly: Yeah. But I don't think that drinking your third shot will help.
Emily: Oh god I didn't know I was doing that.
Holly: Yeah I can see that, lets go back and take your girlfriend for a dance away from that girl.
Emily: I will go to the bathroom first. Can you wait?
Holly: Sure.
PAIGE POV:
Im having so much fun, I knew Tim knew about me but Lindsey gay? OMG yeah we could be a thing in high school if I was out, because I love being with Lindsey she is so funny and pretty and we had a great time together.
Paige: Hey C where is Emily?
Cassie: She went to the bathroom with Hols.
Holly: Actually she needs some air and went outside.
Lindsey: Hey you, you said you gonna give one dance so lets go.
Cassie: Paige? Really?
Paige: I.. one dance then I need to find Emily.
EMILY POV:
Im not feeling good, too much alcohol, I see some chair behind that tree so I will sit there and take some air.
Rigo: Hey Emily, you don't look good.
Emily: I don't feel good.
Rigo: Here drink this.
Emily: What is it?
Rigo: is like a Energy drink, just drink it.
RIGO POV:
I give the water with a small pill inside so she can be relax and clam, but she just took a sip and throw it in her shirt.
Emily: Great, now im all wet and is cold.
Rigo: Let me help you.
Emily: What are you doing? Don't do that.
GAEL:
I hear somebody said stop stop and then I see Emily behind the tree.
Rigo: Relax im just helping you take your shirt off is all wet.
Emily: No, I don't want too.
Gael: What the fuck are you doing, let Emily alone your asshole.
CASSIE:
We all go outside looking for Emily, Gaels go first, and I said to Paige that we are going home so she needs to said good bye to that whore. I hear Gael screaming at Rigo and then he start to punch him in the face and Peter runs to stop Gael.
Peter: Gael stop he is bleeding.
Gael: He was trying to touch Emily.
I run to Emily and she is all wet and crying.
Cassie: Are you ok?
Emily: I want to go home, im so cold.
And then Peter took her shirt off and give it to Emily and then I see her running to us.
Paige: What happen?
Gael: Were the hell where you?
Paige: Saying good bye to Lindsey.
Gael: You are so stupid sometimes your girlfriend was almost attack and you were inside you are and idiot.
Holly: Gael, calm down just lets go.
PAIGE POV:
I see Emily crying, Cassie hugging her, Peter shirt less and Gael has blood in his shirt.
Paige: Im sorry are you ok?
Emily: Yeah. Thank you Gael.
Gael: Anytime.
Emily: Can I sleep in your room Cassie.
Cassie: Sure.
We go inside the car and Emily is sleeping in Cassie arms, Peter is in the other side of Cassie without shirt. So I go in the last sit alone.
Paige: Is she really ok?
Peter: Do you think he gave him anything?
Cassie: Well maybe but she is all wet so she didn't drink it.
Paige: Can I stay in a chair in the room with you too, I want to make sure she is ok I will go back first time in the morning I know she is mad.
Gael: You know she is mad? Of course she is mad, sometimes you just make all this mistakes and stupid decisions, she is gonna run from you someday.
Holly: Gael.
Paige: I didn't know this will happen I was talking to my friends you were with her.
Gael: She is not my girlfriend is not my job to take care of entertain her, you just do the same you did with me and Cassie, if you can't somebody will do it that's you.
Paige: Im sorry, im sorry.
Cassie: Enough Gael, she is feeling bad already. And we are home, anyway my parents will have a bbq/pool party for us tomorrow and you are all invited it some around 2 pm be here. Thanks Holly, see you tomorrow.
Im feeling really bad about all this, but I don't know what to do so I just go out of the car help Cassie with Emily, she is so sleepy that Peter has to take her and carry her to bed. I help Cassie change Emily and I sit next to her in a chair crying in silence.
Cassie: Don't worry Paige it was a mistake, nothing happen Gael was there.
Paige: Yeah I know.
Cassie: I tired, Im gonna sleep, you should too.
I stay there talking her hand watching her sleep and sometimes move until I don't know what time I fall sleep with my head in the Emily's hand.
EMILY POV:
I wake up and I feel a huge hangover and then I feel a head in my hand and I see her, right there sleeping next to me.
Cassie: Yeah she is gonna be in pain for sleeping in that chair, but she never went to her bed. And I know your head is in pain so here are some pills and water. I gonna take a shower is late and I have to help my parents with the bbq.
Emily: Thank you for everything.
Cassie: My pleasure.
She went to the bathroom and I start to touch Paige head so she will wake up and talk.
Emily: Hey, good morning.
Paige: Hey, how are you feeling, do you need something, I can make breakfast or something.
Emily: I feel fine.
Paige: Im sorry.
Emily: For what?
Paige: Being a complete idiot, not being there with you, not take care of you, being a stupid, asshole I don't know just be this bad girlfriend like always.
Emily: Don't cry.
Paige: Is just I made all this mistakes and Gael is right someday you are gonna run from me.
Emily: Im not gonna run I love you.
Paige: You shouldn't.
Emily: Paige everybody makes mistake is the next part you trying to fix it that makes me wanna stay. You spend all night here with me even though I didn't want you here; you sit in that chair sleep really uncomfortable but stay.
Paige: I want to make sure you were ok, and I couldn't leave you. I want to hug you all night make you forget everything.
Emily: You can hug me now.
She quickly hugs me and starts crying again, so I just kiss her to calm her down.
Cassie: I can see you two made up, but is my bed girls so can you two stop.
Paige: Hey.
Cassie: You look like shit.
Paige: Love you too.
Emily: lets get ready for the bbq.
We go out of the room but I had another idea in mind, shower make up sex for us.
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