A/N – Thanks for the comments! You will never know the identity of the people Logan owed money too and that killed him. It's from another town and really doesn't matter. You'll find out who Logan's friends were, but you'll only know one of them.
NC-17
Chapter 26
The next morning, when Jason and Elizabeth dressed and went downstairs, Britt was on the couch already on her phone.
"Thank you, Bobbie." She ended the call.
"Bobbie?" Jason asked.
Britt smiled. "She rented me a room above Kelly's."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah. You need your privacy. Edward is going to let me work here for a while and I'm going to sublet my apartment in Paris. I already have a co-worker who is willing to get the place ready."
"That's great. I'm glad that you are staying."
"Well, when do you move in?" Liz asked.
"With the Nick outing tonight, I decided on tomorrow so that we can celebrate."
Liz chuckled. "I can't wait."
"I have to go," Jason said. He gave her a quick peck and left.
"Is he okay?"
"Yeah, he has his therapy right now, so he's a little sidetracked."
"Well, since you are here for a little while, help me talk strategy about clothes. I'm going to go shopping in a few."
Liz grinned. "You got it."
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Sonny watches Jason pace, trying to wait him out. Finally, the stoic man stops and puts his hand on his hip as he gestures with the other one.
"I'm just tired of feeling like I'm losing control. It's like everyone is waiting for me to implode. Emily is struggling. I'm trying to be the man Elizabeth deserves and not some crazy person."
"Are you and Elizabeth doing okay?"
"Yeah—I guess. She seems happy."
"But you're not?"
"Sometimes I am. She makes me happy when I'm with her, but she can't be by my side all the time. What if I freak out at a time she needs me? What if I freeze or can't save her? I don't think I can live through that again."
"I know it feels like it's a lot of pressure, but you're improving faster than I anticipated. You're starting to regain control and the therapy is working. You just need to give us time to reprogram your brain and reactions."
Jason sighed. "I'm just—I don't want to lose her. She's one of the few people ever who doesn't demand or expect something from me other than being myself. I'm just not sure if what I can give her is enough."
"Jason, you have to trust her. She'll tell you if she's not happy. You need to stop worrying about everyone else. In your head, you're convincing yourself that people are thinking one way when they might not be. Maybe you need to get out of town for a weekend and just take a breather—no work or responsibilities. Do you think that would help?"
"Maybe."
"What else has been going on?"
"A friend from Paris came to visit. She helped me right after the terrorist attack."
"Were you happy to see her?"
"Yes. She means a lot for me, but there were some bumps. Unfortunately, she had feelings for me and I never noticed and kissed me and Elizabeth saw us right afterwards."
"What did you do?"
"I didn't know she saw us, but I let Britt down gently and in the end, Elizabeth reached out to her and we gave her the option of sticking around or leaving."
"Elizabeth sounds like an amazing person."
"She is my future and I don't want to let her go."
"I don't want you to rely on Elizabeth too much. You need to stand on your own two feet and not totally depend on her."
'I know, but that's easier said than done. I miss her when I'm not with her and what we have, it doesn't feel unhealthy."
Sonny grinned. "You're falling hard, my friend."
Jason smiled. "It feels good."
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Johnny sat across from Lainey in her office after being summoned.
"Thank you for coming. First, Emily gave me permission to talk a little about her treatment. You're a big part of her life and helping her feel safe, so there are things you need to know and be careful of."
He slightly relaxed. "Okay."
"She's trying really hard to be strong, partly because she doesn't want to let everyone down. Her relationship with Logan ended up humiliating her in a lot of ways, so there is some self hate going on and she's having a hard time understanding how you could possibly want her."
"Does she want to leave?"
"No. You make her feel safe for the first time in a long time. I don't recommend that yet, but the time will come when she's going to need to trust herself and prove she can stand on her own two feet. At that point, she'll probably want to find an apartment and start over."
Johnny closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "I might need therapy when that happens."
Lainey grinned. "I can tell you'll do what is best for her and she knows that too."
"Always. "
"You overwhelm her sometimes, but you also give her a lot of hope. She has a lot of healing to do. Think about it, she held her feelings in for over six months and now, someone is giving her permission to speak and express herself. It's scary, but liberating. There are going to be days when she's happy and other days when she'll feel like she can't get out of bed."
"Her nightmares are getting a little better."
"Good. You've helped her more than I can say and it is making quite the impression on her, but just be careful. I know you kissed her. For the near future, don't deepen it. Let her be in control. Since you've already went there, she needs to know that she's desirable in a positive way and not be pushed."
"I understand."
"Don't treat her like she's going to break though. I know that's hard because of everything she has been through and she's physically still hurt, but it will help her if you don't try to do every little thing."
"So, you're saying I should give her a little space in that area."
"Yes. Encourage her to have friends over. I know she doesn't have a lot right now, but I think it would be helpful if maybe a few people that you know who are closer or want to be closer have a girl's night or something like that. And I think you need a break too. Go have a few beers with your friends and relax. She can't be your complete focus because it won't be healthy for either of you. It will show her that you trust her to be okay."
"Okay. I can invite Elizabeth and her secretary and Abby. I'll let them bring the girlie movies."
Lainey smiled. "Good plan. It will make her feel normal. In a few weeks, she should be okay to physically go back to work. She's at a checkup right now, so they'll let her know what she can and cannot do. Do you have any questions?"
"I have to admit, I'm always scared about being too pushy or demanding."
"It's important that you be yourself with her. She knows you are not Logan and won't hurt her. It's okay to say no to her. You can be intense or yell about your day and I can guarantee you that she won't think you're directing it at her, in fact, I think she'll be happy that she gets an opportunity to listen and help you."
Johnny blew out a puff of air. "You've given me a lot to think about. I just want her to heal and find herself and I won't lie, if she gives me the chance to love her as a couple later on down the road, I will jump at the chance."
"Do you love her?"
"Yes. She's the most incredible woman that I know."
Lainey smiled. "You're a good man, Johnny. She's lucky to have you in her life and she's an exceptional person. You have been blessed, so make the most of it."
He returned the smile and then went to find Emily.
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An exhausted Jason strolled into the house and threw his keys onto the desk. He heard singing in the kitchen and smiled and then locked the top lock so Britt, who is shopping, can't get inside just in case she comes back early.
Quickly, he closes the distances and peeks around the corner as Elizabeth wiggled her hips and flipped what looks like a grilled cheese sandwich. Her arms raise straight up and as her hips undulate as she spins in a slow circle with her eyes closed and he is mesmerized as he feels him harden.
"Damn," he whispers.
When she finally scoops it onto a plate and turns off the stove, he attacks.
Elizabeth yelps as Jason lifts her and presses her against the refrigerator, capturing her lips in a brutal kiss that leaves her boneless. When he comes up for air, she rips out her earplugs and shoves them into her pocket with her phone. "Hi."
He licks his lips and attacks her neck as she moans in response. "I need to be inside you, Elizabeth." If anyone interrupts this time, he's going to shoot first and ask questions later.
Her body shudders. "I guess the grilled cheese can wait."
"I'll make you another one."
"Will you dance while you do it?"
He grins. "Maybe."
His mouth silences her response as his hips grind against her and he moves to the dining room table and lays her down on it before carefully removing her jeans and underwear before tasting her.
"You're already wet for me."
Her back arches as he sends glorious sensations throughout her body as his tongue lavishes her and then she yelps when his hand skirts under her top and squeezes her breast.
"Oh God," she yells when he sucks on her clit. "Jason—Britt will be home in a few minutes. Please, just do it! I need to feel you."
He straightens up and unbuttons his pants so he can shove them down, his thick, long cock enthralls her as it bobs and she is even wetter imagining how good it will feel.
He pulls her towards him and pierces her, jarring her body as she yells his name. After moving her legs onto his shoulders, he fucks her with abandon as she yells for him to pound her harder. The sounds of their flesh meeting echoes in the room.
"Touch yourself."
Her eyes widen, but her hands move down and her finger finds her clit and rubs. He watches as she starts to unravel as he steadily thrusts.
"That's it, Elizabeth, let go. You feel so good, baby, like you were meant for me."
She moans as he slightly moves forward, pressing her legs closer to her as he begins to jack hammer. "Jason!" she screams as he rubs against her g-spot and then she swears she blacked out for a second as her body trembled and when she looks up at him, right when his jaw drops open as he starts to come, she can't believe how truly beautiful and sexy he is.
He pulls her up and they kiss passionately before they finally break apart and gather their clothes and then run upstairs to clean up.
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Britt sauntered towards the ticket booth while Nick ogled her with lust. He is practically salivating as he pays for some tickets and then they go on several rides and play some games.
"Are you good at any of these?"
He smirked. "Hell, yeah."
She is impressed when he isn't just being arrogant and wins her two stuffed animals. They sit on a bench and he hands her some cotton candy which she eats so seductively that he swore he bought his pants two sizes too small.
"Want to go on the ferris wheel?"
He shrugs. "Sure."
They run to the ride and hop on, laughing as they get settled. When the ride gets to the top and pauses there, she eyes him. "Did you arrange for that?"
"No, but I'm glad." He leans closer and kisses her chastely at first and then quickly deepens it.
Britt is surprised, but returns it. He definitely is a good kisser. When he pulls back he holds her hand while she tries to not react to it. They get off and go on a few more rides and then head to the car.
"Did you have fun?"
"Yes, I did."
"Good." He shuts the door and then pumps his fist in celebration before getting in.
She turns to him and pulls him into a breathtaking kiss which momentarily stuns him.
"I have a hotel room down the street. Are you interested?"
His eyes go wide. "Hell, yeah." While he wasn't expecting it, he certainly is up for it.
She gives him the address and texts Jason that they are on the way.
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"Here they come," Elizabeth said before ducking down in the seat, grabbing Victoria and pulling her down too.
Jason does the same and soon they hear car doors shut and Liz peeks when everything is quiet and catches a torrid kiss between the couple.
"That was pretty hot."
"What?"
"He kissed her."
"Glad I missed it."
She chuckles. "They are going inside the room. She has more willpower then I would. Nick is on a full court press right now."
Jason takes a look, but only gets a glimpse before Britt tugs Nick inside.
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As Johnny pulls into his parking spot, a dark SUV pulls in front of him and two men wearing sunglasses exit the car.
"Have you made a decision?"
"We won't talk and all investigations will stop."
"Glad to hear it."
The other man shoves a large envelope at him.
"As long as you continue to keep up the bargain, we're good."
Johnny nods and watches as the men get back in their car and leave.
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Britt kisses Nick again, moaning into his mouth as his hands start to wander. Quickly grabbing them, she shakes her head and then removes her top, revealing her ample bosom and lacey bra.
He practically drools as he unbuttons her pants.
"Turn around," she says seductively.
He does so and lets her take off his shirt and then her hands reach around and undo the button on his jeans so she can unzip them and tug them down.
Nick steps out of them and then Britt grabs them and puts them on a table next to her as he removes his shoes and socks.
"Now, go into the bathroom and throw out your briefs and I'll have a surprise waiting for you in two minutes."
He shudders at the thought and quickly goes in there and rips them off and then throw them into the room. "You're a little freaky, aren't you?"
She chuckles. "You're about to find out."
He does as he is told and she quickly puts on her shirt and then grabs his clothes and shoves them into a bag along with his socks and sneakers and then eases her way out the door.
The group gets out of the truck and Victoria gets her camera ready. "This is going to be epic."
"I can't believe you pulled this off," Jason said.
Britt smiled. It's nice to see Jason being lighter when he had been intense for so long.
The door flies open and Nick steps forward, holding a pillow in front of him. "Britt?"
When he doesn't see her, his jaw drops open as he considers the fact that he has been played and Victoria snaps several pictures. "This is priceless."
Jason quietly laughs as Victoria strides towards her brother. Catching the movement his attention goes to her and he blinks a few times before reacting.
"What the hell?"
"Hello, little brother. How does it feel to be punked?"
His eyes narrow. "You little…"
"Angel? Sweetheart? Admit it, I got you good!"
He shakes his head. "Can I have my clothes back?"
Britt saunters up to him. "Here you go, big boy." She kisses him on the cheek. "I did have fun tonight, despite my nefarious intentions."
He smirks. "If you weren't so hot, I'd spank you right now."
She grins. "Who knows, I might like that."
Victoria laughs as her brother swallows hard.
"I'm just going to back into the room slowly."
"Meet us Kelly's for some dessert."
He shot her a look and then went inside."
"You were fabulous," she said to Britt.
"Thank you."
"I was impressed," Jason added.
"Me too," Liz said.
"We have a lot of teasing to do," Britt said.
"Yeah, let's go get a table," Victoria said.