AUTHOR'S NOTES: Thank you for all the readers who followed/favorited and commented on this story. It had been a journey, do you agree with me? Oops. Don't worry, there will still be several chapters before I would end this story. I hope you still continue to read and review even if it will all just be full of fluff and smut in the upcoming chapters! :)
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GUEST: The upcoming fic that I would be writing would stand on its own. I know that I have glee characters there and I have a frozen characters in my upcoming story. I just want to write a vampire Elsa and I need to explain how she became one, so I decided I rather include her in the universe I created from my other fic. If the glee characters would make an appearance, I still dont know. I haven't started writing it but I have a vision already on what I would write. I hope I explained ur question. And yes, I am the author of Thaw the frozen world, it was my frst frozen fic. And that licensed cosmetologist that u referred to before? I understand it already. What reaction would u expect from me still? It was a joke, right? so yeah, I already know it was a looney tunes reference. lol Anyway, thanks for the reviews as always, and yeah some, even my friend thought that Anna would suffer amnesia. :)
RR: Actually, I want to congratulate you. We have the same thinking! lol To be honest, I was really tempted to do that with Anna pretending but I felt that it's not worth it. This fic has too much drama already so yeah, it's time for fluff and smut :)
WEEZY-CRAY: yeah, finally, huh? :)
YARIPAWN: Elsa's family of course, they will appear, dont worry. Kaya nga eh, ayoko ng mediocre filipino tv shows, hahaha kaya nga I know when I would stop the angst, ehehe kaya nga di ko ginawang super kontrabida si Belle kasi ayoko ng classic teleserye, hahaha
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BOOKER671: The paper signing thing will be discuss here. So I hope I cleared that up. Some of you were expecting amnesia, some were not. :) So ur one of the readers who didnt think that amnesia will be a thing so congratulations to you too. lol Thanks for that wonderful review.
ACHTTIEN: Hahaha, kakilig ba? bka kiligin ka dn dto,ehe
KYOKO-NYAA: Talagang tumatalon ha? Anna? Ikaw ba yan?ehehe Yup fluff and smut na nian in the remaining chaps xempre. ehe
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CHAPTER 26
RAINBOWS AND STUFF
"Anna... Do you… Do you remember me?"
I look at her deeply into her eyes. This beautiful woman in front of me, looking at me like I was the only person in the world.
If only if it were true.
I was silent for a while. I stare at those deep blue eyes. How could I forget her? She is my life. But-
Flashes of memories ran inside my mind.
"Elsa is really lucky, you know. Did you know that Belle is planning to tell Elsa her undying feelings for her this day? I even helped her find the perfect ring for her. I think she wants to propose too. And she told me she would invite Elsa to go to France to meet her parents. I'm pretty sure Elsa said yes by now."
It's too late now, isn't it?
I. Was. Too Late.
How many days did I slept in this hospital bed? 1 week? A month? A year?
I feel so weak yet well rested. It's like I slept for the longest time. And I also had a dream, a very peaceful dream. I was with my twin brother and we were happy. There was no heartbreak, no sorrow, just full of peace and love.
But then Hans bid his last goodbye to me; he told me that I need to go back now. I was begging for him to come with me but he refused. He said someone is waiting for me here. I believed him. With teary eyes, I walked away from him.
But right now, the realization sinks in within me.
I. WAS. TOO. LATE.
The heartbreak of loving her came back again inside of me. Again, I am the fool who is secretly in love with her best friend.
I wish I could forget everything… I wish I could just forget THESE feelings…
"Anna, do you remember Elsa?" Another voice pops out; it was my father, asking the same question.
I nibble my bottom lip, afraid to answer, afraid to voice the truth, afraid to come back in the reality.
Of course, I remember her. I was in love with her. Still am.
I wish I could forget my feelings for her. I wish I could but-
She sighs deeply, and then stands up. She turns her back away from me and starts to walk away.
Did I- Did I hurt her by not acknowledging her?
Oh, NO! Please don't leave!
I swallow the lump in my throat and wet my lips. My throat is still sore but I need my voice to-
"I… remember you… very clearly… Elsa." I said, my voice was hoarse. The pain in my throat was still present but I ignored it.
Elsa. Elsa. Elsa.
It felt so good to finally say her name.
She turns around to face me, and my heart skips a beat when I saw her crying. I wanted to apologize for not answering sooner. My tears start falling down too, but she wipes them away.
"Anna, I thought I lost you." She said softly. She cups my cheeks and kisses me directly on my lips. I gasp.
Why was Elsa kissing me? My heart beats erratically inside my chest. Is there a chance that she feels the same way too?
Before I could give myself that tiny little hope, I remember she kissed me too before because she was just worried about me. She was still in a shock, probably. That tiny little hope died down as fast as it came.
Two days had already passed since I woke up, I was still in the hospital but they transferred me into a suite room. I was still being thoroughly monitored before I could be discharged from the hospital. I understand that they were just concern with me but to be honest? I would rather be cuddled with Elsa at our apartment.
I felt giddy at the thought of Elsa cuddling me on my bed without the line of friendship between us. I couldn't believe she is in love with me too. We were really that oblivious with our feelings for each other.
I sigh deeply. I miss her already and to think that, she was just here with me two hours ago. She stays with me for two days, checking me closely like a true private doctor. But apparently, she was way behind work. She spent her entire week beside me while I was in a coma and now that I'm awake, I told her that she should go back to work. I remember our conversation two nights ago.
Elsa was spooning me; her face was planted at the back of my neck. She peppers me with small tiny kisses that made the back of my hair rise. She hums contentedly.
"Elsa…"
"Hmmmm…" She tightens her arms around me.
"I love you…" I said softly, my cheeks burning.
"I love you too…" She whispers softly.
"Elsa…" I repeat.
"Hmmmm…" She mumbles.
"What about Belle? We haven't talk about her… yet." I said. I remembered the feeling of my heart being broken when she was with Belle.
She didn't answer; instead she positions me so we could look at each other face-to-face. The lights in the suite are turned off but I could still see her face very clearly because of the city lights outside the window.
She gave me a tight smile. "Belle…" she sighs, "She knew that I have feelings for you. I admire her courage for accepting that and letting me go to be with you. She also knows that I tried to love her as much as I love you but…" She cups my chin with her finger, "I could never love her as much as I love you."
I blushed. I still can't believe that this is happening.
"I hurt her." she said after a while, her tears start to fall. "She didn't deserve that, I know. But…" she exhales a deep breath and I realized she was trying not to cry.
I wipe her tears away. "You didn't mean to. WE… didn't mean to hurt her."
Elsa nods lightly. "I just hope that she would find her true love. She deserves to be happy too."
I nod. "She will. She is a nice person. Where is she now? I haven't seen her. Is she mad at me?" I ask.
"She went to France. I don't know when is she coming back though." She said.
"Oh…"
Elsa cups my chin again, making me look at her deeply into her eyes. She leans towards me and I close my eyes. Her soft lips press against mine. I sigh in contentment.
"I…. mmmm…. love you…. mmmm…. so much, Anna. Thank you for coming back for me." She mumbles between kisses.
I open my mouth to say something but her tongue took that opportunity to enter my mouth. Her tongue explores the crevices of my mouth that I let out a throaty moan. She pulls away abruptly.
I open my eyes to give her a questioning look.
"I don't want to exhaust you." she said, her eyes were smiling.
"I'm not tired." I lean towards her to capture her mouth again but she pulls away. I look at her in mild annoyance.
"If we continue this, Anna, you will be exhausted and I don't want to engage you in strenuous activities." She said that made my cheeks reddened.
"Oh…" I bit my lip. Oh god!
"Besides, you just came back from coma. We could wait." she gives me a naughty smile that I felt my entire body shiver, "And I don't want our first time to be in a hospital bed." She winks at me.
I giggle. "Actually, it will not be our first." I said smugly. I shift my body so she could spoon me again. I grab her hand and interlace it with mine.
She chuckles. "Oh yeah, I almost forgot."
Silence envelops us again for a while but I remember something. "Elsa…"
"Hmmmm…"
"Kristoff told me that you stop working because of me. When are you coming back to work?"
"You want to get rid of me soon, babe?" She asks.
I smile stupidly at that endearment. Oh my god. Love really makes you like a sap.
"I'm just asking. I don't want you to throw away your career for me." I said, ignoring the butterflies swirling inside my stomach.
"Actually, I was thinking of going back to work the day after tomorrow. But I have to make sure you're okay and-"
"I'm okay, Elsa. Anyway, I'm here. You could still stay with me here after your duty." I said, bringing her hand on my lips and kiss it softly.
"Okay. I'll be here after work and whenever I have a break so we could eat lunch and dinner together."
Elsa starts working now and I miss her so badly. Three more hours until she comes here so we could eat lunch together. She makes me really happy. All of Elsa's attention is mine now and I can't help but feel elated.
A knock on the door made me cut off my Elsa-induced daydream. "Come in."
"Hi sweetie. How are you feeling today?" My mother step inside my room and I smile widely.
"I'm fine, Mama. Elsa is taking care of me." I said, a blush crept on my cheeks when my mother smiles knowingly.
She sits comfortably on top of my bed and reaches out on my bandage. "Elsa is really taking care of you, huh. That girl really loves you." she said as she examines the bandage that was wrapped securely on the side of my head.
I smile shyly. "You were right, Mama. She is really in love with me as you've pointed it out before."
Mama cups my cheeks with both of her hands, "I am happy." And then a tear fell down against her cheek, "I am glad that Elsa told us to wait for you to wake up after a week. We were so close to giving up, Anna." She sobs. "Remember when you told us before that if something happens to you, you don't want to wake up in a vegetative state, that you would rather die than live like that? We already knew the possibility of that to happen when you were still in a coma after a week, Anna. We were so close to give up but…" She chokes a sob. "Elsa was adamant in her decision to wait for you. I'm so glad that you have Elsa in your life. That WE have her in our lives."
I cried too as I listen to my mother. Yes, I remember why I chose that decision. We were discussing about that over dinner with my twin brother. The topic was really intense. Hans and I have the same decision. We don't want to wake up in a vegetative state. We don't want to be useless. I don't want to be useless.
I hug her tightly.
She pulls away after a while, wiping her tears away. "I'm glad that you finally found your happiness."
I smile at her as I wipe my tears away too. "Yes Mama, I am happy with Elsa."
"So, enough of this drama. Would you like me to help you in the bathroom so you could freshen up before Elsa comes?" she offers.
"Yes please." I said. Usually, Elsa helped me to go to the bathroom but I always insist for her to wait up outside. I'm still shy of all the bruises surrounding my body because of the accident. But she doesn't want me to be alone inside the bathroom so we made a compromise that the door will remain open so she could go inside if something happens to me. I don't have any choice but to agree.
So, it's a good thing that my mother is here to help me freshen myself up. She washes my hair and helps me to get inside the tub. "You still have a lot of bruises." She comments.
"Uh-uh. That is why I don't want Elsa to see me like this." I said, unable to control myself from spilling that out to her.
"She wasn't helping you?"
"I don't want her too." I replied, my cheek reddened again.
"But why?"
"She wants to come with me inside but I refused. I'm…" I clear my throat, "I'm shy."
"Elsa loves you so much, Anna. There is nothing to be shy about. She will be your wife soon and-"
"How do you know that?" I ask, turning towards her.
"Uh…" She chuckles. "Don't tell her I told you this, and also to your Papa." She said, looking guilty.
"What is it?" I furrow my eyebrows.
"Well… They both talk about your marriage with Elsa when you were in a coma. And Elsa asked me for your hand which I agreed immediately." She said, smiling sheepishly.
I stare at her, dumbfounded. "So, we became engaged when I was still in a deep sleep?"
"Yes."
"And Papa agreed to this?"
"Yes."
"Why wasn't I aware?" I ask.
"Elsa didn't tell you yet?"
I lower my head, my heart beats rapidly. "Well, she told me once that I will be her bride but she never asked me to marry her."
"Well then, wait for her. Maybe, she would ask you any moment." She said, smiling at me.
"I hope so." I mumble.
Elsa will be here any moment now. I lean against the headboard as I press the remote over and over looking for a nice movie that I could watch. Mama left an hour ago after she helped me in the bathroom.
A knock on the door made my heart jump but I was disappointed that it wasn't Elsa.
The nurse greets me with a smile as she brings me a tray of food. "How are you feeling today, Ms. Anna?" she asks.
I smile at her, "I'm good."
She was about to say something when Elsa came inside my room. "Hi, Anna." She greets. "Hi Ella. How are you?"
"Errr… I'm totally fine Dr. Winters." The nurse named Ella said, the stutter didn't go unnoticed by me. I raise my left eyebrow as I noticed her blushing.
"How is your training going on?" Elsa asks.
The nurse answers shyly but I zoned out. This nurse, if I'm not mistaken (and I know I'm not) has a huge crush on my Elsa. I furrow my eyebrows at the subtle flirting she was giving to Elsa.
I clear my throat. "Elsa…"
Elsa walks towards me and kisses me on my lips. "I miss you." she murmurs.
Grabbing the back of Elsa's neck, I deepen the kiss.
Ella, the nurse, bid her goodbye and left the room but both of us ignored her.
When the room was shut, I push Elsa slightly. Crossing my arms, I pout. "That nurse was totally crushing on you." I said in mild annoyance.
"Wha- What?" She asks, staring at me.
"You heard me." I said.
"Who?"
"Ella." I roll my eyes.
She laughs. "Of course not."
I glare at her. "She is, and you know that. She was blushing hard when you were talking to her."
She chuckles lightly, "Oh babe-"
"Babe? You never call me that when she was here earlier." I said, looking away.
She cups my chin so I could face her. "You're cute when you're jealous." She comments that made me glare at her. She continues, "But I don't want you to feel jealous because there's no reason to. I don't want you hurting yourself anymore with things that aren't true. You don't believe that I'm in love with you?" It was her turn to pout.
Feeling guilty, I answer quickly, "Of course, I believe you. I was just… I don't know… I'm becoming greedy when it comes to your attention, I'm sorry." I said, bowing slightly.
She cups my chin again so our eyes could meet once more. "You don't have to be sorry, Anna. Besides, you already have my full attention." She kisses me softly on my lips. "And I didn't know that you like the endearment I chose." She kisses me again, this time I open my mouth to welcome any intrusions from her tongue.
She angles her head so she could kiss me deeply and passionately. I slide back so I could lay on my bed as I pull her with me. I respond to her kisses in wild abandonment. My tongue enters her mouth and she moans. In an instant, she was on top of me, her arms at the sides of my head. The exchange kisses we share turned into heated ones. Neither one of us wants to let go.
Her tongue traces my upper lip that I jerk my hips in response. That movement made her pull away. She breathes heavily while she stares at me. "We should stop."
I nod my head. "I know."
She pulls away from me completely and I immediately sit on top of my bed, my cheeks flushing and my body filled with arousal. I breathe deeply to control my emotions.
After a while, we stare at each other then we both laugh at each other's face. We knew exactly what we both feel at the exact time. I groaned. "How long?" I ask. Elsa looks at me; she knew exactly what I was talking about.
She chuckles lightly, "When the doctor says it's okay."
I cross my arms. "You're a doctor."
She leans towards me and kisses my cheeks. "We can wait. I've waited for you for a long time anyway." She said and at the same time winks at me.
Arousal and sexual frustration aside, that sentence made me feel a lot of emotions inside. "We can wait." I agree. "I've waited for you too… for the longest time, Elsa." I said, smiling at her.
Yes, I could wait.
With her beside me, I already felt complete.
ANNA'S POV everyone! lol
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-RAINEZEIK