I am a bad author, I'll admit that now. I've been so busy over the past weeks it's borderline insane. Good news though! My niece Naomi will be arriving in three-four short weeks! Can't wait! Anyways, on with the chapter.

I Do Not Own Twilight.

Leah's POV (Thursday)

"Right there, you have a healthy baby boy on the way." Mine and Jacob's eyes stayed glued to the screen as we watched our child move. I was speechless as I listened to his heartbeat and stared as he moved. He was, at least to me, perfect in every way. Jacob grabbed my hand, squeezing it as Dr. Marian printed a few pictures for us to take home. After she wiped the leftover gel from my stomach, I place my hands over where I thought his legs were and felt him give a small kick.

"He's perfect." I said when Dr. Marian handed us the pictures.

"You're doing well at this point in your pregnancy. He's gaining the right about of weight and is beginning to move more freely. We might have to push your due date back two weeks; he's starting to grow fast."

"Oh, don't start talking about giving birth; I don't think I'm ready for that yet." I moaned, Jacob and Dr. Marian laughing.

"Don't worry; I'll be with you until the end. I assure you that everything will go smoothly." She smiled, shaking Jacob's hand and wishing us good luck.

"I can't believe we're having a boy." I smiled as Jacob started the car and we left the parking lot of the hospital.

"I'll train him to be every bit like me. He'll never be rejected by a girl that way."

"Yeah, they may be too busy jumping out of windows if you have it your way." He feigned hurt before grabbing onto my hand again. I knew just by the look on his face when he saw the ultrasound how much he loved his son. I couldn't help but want to reach out and grab his little hand, to hold him. Now that I knew for sure, I could finally start working on his nursery.

"What are you thinking about? You have a look on your face, and it looks like you have a plan of some sort. Should I be afraid?" Jacob snapped me out of my thoughts, both of his hands back on the steering wheel as he made a turn.

"Oh, I'm probably going to go out later today with Emily or something to start getting stuff for the nursery."

"Isn't that the main reason you women throw those showers?" He gazed at me I could see in his eyes how much he hoped I would only go out if I was with someone else. I was ready to tell him to stop worrying about me; I could take care of myself, before I remembered one of the main reasons as to why he was concerned in the first place. He'd already lost the true love of his life once; I knew that it would kill him if anything happened to me or our child.

"I'm not going to ask for outrageous amounts of stuff Jake. I figure we could buy a crib, car seat, some of the bigger stuff by ourselves. I think I'll start looking at a few cribs if I go out today, hey what's wrong?" Jacob gripped the steering wheel for dear life, biting the corner of his lip as he started to drive a little faster. "Jacob? Jake, slow down a little would you?" Though I didn't think he'd really been listening, I relaxed as he started to slow down.

"Are you going to tell me what's wrong? What, you don't want me to go out today? We could always go together if that's what you want, I mean you should get a say in this as—"

"That isn't it Leah." The happiness that had been in his voice moments ago had vanished. I narrowed my eyes at him in the confusion, but he refused to look at me. What the hell was his problem, it's not like I was asking if I could take off with Emily.

"Then what is it? Jacob, you can't just choose what you want to tell me. Either you tell me what your problem is or you can drop me off right here." I knew I was coming off harsh; I didn't actually want to be dropped off with at least a twenty minute walk ahead of me. "Well?"

"I'm sorry," We came to a stop at a red light and he leaned his head on the steering wheel for a few seconds. "It's just, you know what, no it's stupid anyways. I'm sorry if I upset you or anything."

"No, I want to know what you were thinking of. It's okay to tell me, I'm here to help." He stayed silent as the light turned green and we sped down the road.

"You know how I told you I was going to propose to Renesmee? Well, before that, we talked about what it would be like if we one day had kids." My heart dropped as the words came out of his mouth. "I mean, it was never a whole discussion, but she told me that if we ever did have kids, she wanted three, two boys and one little girl."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be, you had no idea so it's fine. It doesn't have anything to do with our child; I can't wait to meet him."

"Are you sure you're alright? I mean, I'm fine if you want come shopping with me instead."I had a feeling that he wasn't as okay as he was trying to make me believe he was. He nodded and we drove in silence for the rest of the way.

(A few hours later)

"Leah this is so cute!" I turned around as Emily held up a one piece with I LUV MY MOMMY written on it. This was the tenth one she picked up, begging me to buy it.

"Em, if you really love it then we can wait until the shower. What I really need is a crib…" The only problem with that was that there were so many to choose from. Different designs, different companies, I barely knew where to start.

"Well, I would have given you the crib Sam and I used for our bundle of joy, but Sam and I have been talking about having another kid and if that happens…"

"I know, I know. Don't worry about it; maybe it's better if I get brand new."

"So, what does Jacob think about this shopping?" She asked, pulling me over to a beige stained crib. I checked the price, not bad considering how durable the tag said it was.

"He was nervous about letting me out, but then we decided that we might as well start getting the nursery ready. I still can't believe I'm having a boy." I place a hand on my stomach, feeling a small kick. Though I was happy that he was healthy and that Jacob was still around, I felt nervous about becoming a mom. I mean, the most I've done so far is watch movies and read a book about what to expect, what to do in case of an emergency. But even after all of that I still felt like I was missing something, something that I couldn't get from a doctor or a book.

"That's to be expected, he's just worried about something happening while he's gone." I nodded pretending to look at mattresses as she left to find a sales assistant to help us with the crib. I knew that Jacob cared about me and our son, the look on his face during the ultrasound proved that much. I just didn't want our son to know the way he was brought into our lives, not until he was old enough at least. I couldn't bear to tell him that he wasn't planned, who his father had really loved, that would kill him I knew it already. Just thinking about it brought tears to my eyes, a few of them falling down my checks as Emily came back.

"Hey, what's wrong? Oh, could you just excuse us for a minute." The shop assistant nodded, smiling at me as if this was normal for her. Emily took me to the side, wrapping me in a hug.

"I'm…you know, it's these stupid hormones I get upset over the dumbest things."

"What were you thinking about?" She pulled away, the tears had already started to dry.

"Em, if it's cool I don't talk about it right now. I'm fine, come on I need to buy that crib before someone else does." She laughed and we walked back to the shop assistant. By the end of the shopping spree I'd ordered the crib, the mattress, and a mobile for the little guy. I decided to leave the car seat and other furniture for when Jacob came with me. If anything, I wanted him to have some part in the creation of the nursery.

"How's about we catch some lunch? I'm starving." Emily started the car, pulling out of the parking lot and onto the main road.

"Do you even have to ask?"

End.

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-DarkAngelz200