You know, I haven't done a disclaimer in a while - I don't own anything. Thanks for the reviews, oh and I should probably reference The Script because I stole a line from their song :O.. Tweedy x
John fiddled with his cufflinks and walked into the living room, he whistled to himself as he past his front door he noticed a small envelope there, he frowned to himself as he picked it up and noticed an untidy scrawl 'JOHN' he ripped the top off and glanced over the hand written letter.
Dear John,
I am so sorry for the way I have treated you, my behaviour was definitely not the way you treat someone you love. I grew to love you, I do love you still and knowing that you've moved on it hurts me, but there's nothing I can do about it. I tried so hard for you, but the fact that I couldn't quite change myself for you then the breakdown of our relationship is wholly my fault. I don't understand it, it doesn't matter that your taste are different to mine I should love you because you are selfless, kind, forgiving and adorable all the things which I should have embodied in myself; and because I didn't I lost you. I never thought I'd fall for this hard for anyone but I did, I didn't show it as often as I should of but you were my everything. Throughout all the shit with Dolph, you stuck by me even though it was lies and you were my source of comfort and I can't believe I let that go with a sarky comment. You know, my life hasn't been that good since you left, there's an empty feeling inside and it's you. I saw Dwayne, he's very.. handsome and I hope you two will be happy together, he must satisfy you in ways that I can't, he obviously cares about the little things that matter where as I didn't. I can apologise until I'm blue in the face but getting you to forgive me again and give me yet another chance, well I guess, maybe our time was up. You know, I never thought I'd be hurt this way, but I am. They say when a heart breaks, it doesn't break even. Mine was shattered into pieces, but to know that it was my own fault, made it break even more. I'll admit it, I cried. You never know what you've got until its gone and I guess losing you was my karma. I can't describe it, the feeling that if I don't have you, then I don't want to be alive anymore. You made me feel alive inside, you were the strength to my weakness and the light to my dark. I was a coward, and I still am. John, I am so sorry but if I don't get you in this life then hopefully I'll get you in the next.
Randy
John dropped the letter and ran out of his apartment as fast as he could.
Just a filler folks I'm sorry - I know it's short also but better things are on the horizon, hopefully John and Randyw ill find there way back to each other. Tweedy :) x