This Is Not A Chapter:

A/N: I'm really really sorry guys, but I'm not going to be posting a chapter tonight. I need a "mental health day", I supppose. My family and I, well we don't exactly see eye to eye and we had an argument a few hours ago. Normally this wouldn't have kept me from posting a chapter, as I'm used to having to deal with them, however, this fight hit very close to home because my father was upset about something that had to do with my brother.

My brother is my only sibling, and he's two years older than me. When we were kids, we hated, actually, loathed, each other, but now, no matter how we act, we're always here for one another. My brother is my best friend. The cowboy to my Indian, you could say. My "father" on the other hand, is actually a man that has no legal rights of me. See, the man that got my mother pregnant is in prison, and he was, let's say...not nice, to my mother. So, my mom married my "father".

He was a great guy when my brother and I were children, but I suppose somewhere along the way, he just changed. Now he's meaner than a bear with a thorn in every paw, and I can't stand to be around him for more than an hour. He's not physical, he's just hateful as fuck. I don't like hateful people, I've never really been able to stomach them. I don't understand why people have to make others feel bad, when it making them happy, or just leaving them alone, is so much easier.

My mother is a lovely woman, and she and I have had a slightly rough, yet close relationship. I love my mom more than anything else. Don't worry though, my woman knows it ;) lol I'm just kidding. I don't always put my mother before everyone/thing but I do try to always be there for her. My mom has been through a lot, and I wish I could take all her pain away, but I know, logically, that I can't. And that makes me pretty upset to be honest. All I can do is be there to tell her "I love you". And I do, I love her with all my heart, but I suppose that sometimes that just isn't enough to make her feel better.

Anyways though, now you now a bit about me and my life, but I'm still sorry about not posting. I'll probably do two chapters tomorrow to make up for it. Because you guys are the best and I feel bad because I know you were waiting for the next chapter. Once again, I'm really really sorry guys. I hope you guys have a better day/night than I've had. Until tomorrow