You're My Only One!
It has been three months since Kagome had returned to Naraku and the others, and Rin had left Sesshomaru. Since Rin's departure, no one has seen much of Sesshomaru, and Onigumo is starting to become very concerned.
Other than that, The Dark Wolf Clan has been awfully quiet and everyone is anxious on why they are. Naraku believes they are waiting for him to make the first move. Maybe they know that Kiba isn't dead and that he is in hiding among the tree branches in the back…maybe not. With everything going as peaceful as it is, they plan to keep it that way until they stir up something.
But with Sesshomaru in the condition he is in, no one knows if he will be his natural self or if something new will be born inside of him.
Chapter 26: Alone
"Sesshomaru? Come on out. You have been in there for three months now." Kagome protested from behind the locked door. "Look, I know you're upset, but moping is not going to get Rin back." There was no response. "Sesshomaru?"
"You don't understand…Kagome. I hurt the only one that had loved me."
"She still does love you—
"Do you actually think I'm going to take that bull shit!" He yelled from the door. "I hurt her to the brink. How could she ever love this Sesshomaru?"
"But—
"Leave me the fuck alone!" Kagome jumped from the door when she heard something slam against it. She had worry struck on her face and knew there was nothing that anyone can do to help Sesshomaru, except for Rin.
Walking into the living room, she saw Onigumo and Naraku talking about something amongst them. Right when she walked in, they stopped. "What are you two planning?"
"Nothing at all Kagome…we're just…ano…"
"We're thinking of a way to get Sesshomaru out of that room."
"Uh-huh." Kagome folded her arms across her chest and eyed them both. "Well, I don't know about you guys, but I'm going to go out looking for Rin."
"I'll go with you," Onigumo announced.
"As with me. Just because the Clan is under raps for now, doesn't mean they won't attack when they see you Kagome."
"I know, I know."
They all grabbed their things and headed off looking for Rin, hoping she will be able to cooperate with them and come back, making Sesshomaru his normal self again.
SPOV
((This will now be my point of view, this sad demon dog Sesshomaru. I wish I never said what I said.))
I couldn't take this anymore. I had missed Rin, and I was going crazy with her not beside me. I loved Rin; I just couldn't get over the fact of what had happened to her and that…our baby…was killed by that bastard Kohaku. I swear, when I get my hands on him or anybody from that Clan, I will kill them very slowly and painfully.
Eh? It seems like the wicked Sesshomaru is talking. A deep demonic voice said from around me.
"Nani? Who's there?" I whipped my head around, trying to see where the voice was coming from.
Oh don't act like you don't remember me you pathetic cur.
"You dare call me a cur? The Great Demon Dog Sesshomaru?!"
You are no great demon dog. You were in the past, until you let this world get to you, especially that girl.
Where is this voice coming from? Was it coming from within me? I walked up to the mirror and staggered back a bit when I saw my old self the Old Sesshomaru from the Shinkon Era, look back at me. The bitter cold I used to have when I had no one except for Jaken and Au Un…and the little child. "What do you want? I thought I got rid of you for good?"
Oh you can never forget about me Sesshomaru. I am you, did you forget? Just because you thought you could get rid of me so easily? Iie, you can and never will.
"Shut up you bastard."
The evil Sesshomaru just laughed wickedly as I walked into the bathroom to splash some water in my face.
Do you not wish to be with Rin?
"Why does it matter to you? Did you forget that you are part of the reason why she left? My anger took control of me when Rin was put through all that."
Hai, but you and I both know that you love her. Pfft, a damn shame. You should be in love with a demon…not a –a HUMAN!
"Shut up!" I balled my hands into a fist and punched the mirror. It shattered around me as my old reflection disappeared.
You impudent! You may not like who you used to be, but you will never change.
I was not going to respond to that bastard. I was getting tired of this. I missed Rin. I needed to feel her touch again, just her love in general.
That girl made you weak. Just like the child back then. It's time to get rid of this girl inside both you and me for good. Do you not want to be strong again?
I am strong. Nothing can change that, but Rin had made me stronger. Didn't she?
Do you want to find Rin?
That caught my attention. "What do you mean? You know where she is?"
Of course I do. Since you got rid of me, only half of your demon senses remained, but I have the most of them, and the strongest part of them. Unite back with me, and we'll find your precious lover again.
"You swear on it?"
I do.
I know this would be the best or maybe the worst change I would make, but the only way to know is to go for it. I want Rin back, with everything. It's been way too long since I haven't seen her. I wonder how she is, even if she's okay at least. As I stood there, I could feel the warmth inside my body starting to shift and becoming cold. The old side of me was coming back and just by feeling all the power I had let go, I forgot how it felt. My heartbeat started to go faster and I can just feel all my power returning. My silver hair whipped around me as it started to become its bright sheen, and my amber eyes getting that wonderful, dreadful glow that put fear in everyone's eyes. The purple strips streaked across my cheeks as I felt my crescent moon appear back in the middle of my forehead. Taking in a deep breath, I knew I was back to my old, cold, self. I looked around and a sly smirk came across my lips.
"Jaken..." I noticed my voice a bit deeper when I said that old name. "Come to me." A flash appeared in the room as a tiny little imp came through it.
"My Lord. It's been a long time hasn't it now. Almost one hundred thousand years…or maybe longer."
"Hai, I believe so Jaken. How have you been?"
"Oh you have no idea what I have been through. I was waiting for you to take your whole soul back. Do you know how hard it was to contain that thing?!"
"Jaken."
"Hai?"
"Shut up. Now if you do not mind," I took in a deep breath and extract my claws. "I'm going to go and get Rin." I punched the window open and sniffed the air until I picked up her scent. "Gotcha." I jumped down onto the ground and followed that scent until it led me to where I needed to go.
END OF SPOV"Another work day, another failure."
"Oh don't say that Rin. You're not a failure," said a female voice from the kitchen.
"Yes I am! I swear Jinn-sama is going to fire me sooner or later." Rin said as she fell onto the couch.
"Oh don't worry about it baby." A tall woman, about the same size as Rin with purple hair and green eyes walked out drying off her hands. "Why don't you come over here and let mama take care of you hm?"
"I'm not in the mood for sex Hina."
"I swear you're never in the mood for sex. Did that Sesshomaru guy hurt you that bad that you don't want sex?"
"Apparently…yes, he did."
"I'm going to kill that bastard."
Rin laughed. "Don't you have a boyfriend anyways?"
"Yeah, but cheating on him with you is worth it."
"Ha-ha. I'm telling you Hina, you are the weirdest straight person I ever met."
"But you know you love it. But I have to run to the store right quick to get some onions for the dish I'm making. So can you make sure nothing burns up when I get back?"
"Oh, very funny." Hina walked out laughing as she closed the door behind her. Rin just rolled her eyes as she turned on the T.V to see if anything interesting was happening.
On today's news, North and South Korea are finally signing in on a truce. We have Sukio down there at the scene. Sukio.
Thanks Trina. As you can see…
Rin sighed. She was wondering what Kagome and the others were doing. Ever since she left, she hadn't spoken to her, or the others. Disturbing her thoughts was a knock at the door.
"Did you forget something Hina?" Opening the door, she saw no one there. "Damn kids." Closing the door behind her, she rested her head against the door. No matter how long I'm gone for…I'm still going to be thinking about him, even though he did me wrong. Always wanting to know if he'll try looking for me, I guess I was wrong about Sesshomaru.
Turning her she looked up and saw Sesshomaru staring at her with his bright amber eyes. Her mouth dropped when she saw him. She was happy, but confused at the same time when she saw the strips and the crescent moon on his face. In a quick movement Sesshomaru had her pinned to the door, with his hand covering over her mouth and his hands clasping both her wrist above her head. He could smell the fear within her and loved every inch of it. He gave her a grimace smile as he said, "Hello Rin."
SPOV
It was so nice to see Rin again, especially feeling the fear that radiated off of her when she saw me. I could tell her body was craving for me just how it reacted to my touch. I sniffed her softly, realizing she hadn't had sex since the last time we did, which was too long.
"Rin, aren't you glad to see me?" She just stared at me with her startled eyes. I can tell I was scaring her over the board and she wouldn't say anything if I forced her. Even with my new strength, I wanted to just take her now, not caring about the past, but I knew I had to wait, but she refused, then I would take her by force. I removed my hand from her mouth and just stared at her. "Are you going to answer the question?"
"S-Shessy? Y-you…I…"
"Hai?"
She dropped her head to the side. "What are you doing here?"
"That's not the answer to my question."
"Answer mine and I'll answer yours."
"You insolent little wench!" My grip on her wrist tightened and she squealed. "Answer the damn question."
"Ow! You're hurting me Sesshomaru." I made my grip tighter and I could see she was in pain. It was just turning me on more and more. I leaned my head toward her ear and licked it softly, sending a shiver through her.
"Do you want me Rin?" She didn't give me an answer. "Rin…please, tell me."
"I don't know what to tell you Sesshomaru. This is just so…sudden."
"Oh please my Lord. Don't even bother with that little wench—hold on a minute! She looks just like the girl from the Shinkon Era!"
I saw Rin look down at Jaken and she screamed. I covered her mouth again and told her to calm down.
"Jaken…this is the same girl."
"Nani!? But how?"
"She was reincarnated. But that's beside the point. Rin, I'm going to let you go. Will you then tell me if you want me?" She nodded her head and I let her go. She rubbed her wrist where my hands were and looked at me with anger.
"Why do you look so different Sesshomaru?"
"Well you little wench; Sesshomaru finally took in his whole demon side again. After that whole fiasco that happened, he accepted his whole self again." Jaken felt so proud of himself when he said that.
Rin walked up to me and ran her fingers along my crescent moon. I moved my head away. "Don't do that?"
"Doishite?"
"No reason, but answer my question."
"Oh right." Rin walked over to the kitchen and I followed her. I saw her stirring whatever it was in the pot. It tickled my nose and it smelt so good. "I don't know what to tell you Sesshomaru. What exactly do you want to hear? How you made me feel unwanted, how you looked at me like I was underneath you? Giving me the punishment for what I didn't do? I loved you, but you never bothered showing how much you really loved me when I returned home.
"I was on my knees begging you to hold me or at least touch me, but you couldn't even do that. Doishite? Because I was touched by Kohaku, you thought his touch would never be washed off of my skin. Well guess what, it has."
What she was saying, I didn't want to have to hear again. I was just ecstatic to see her again. She still looked the same I wonder if she still felt the same. Jaken was walking around in the living room, trying to get acquainted with his 'new' surroundings.
"Rin, I'm sorry for what I've done to you."
"Are you really, 'cause you sure don't sound like it."
"Yes I'm sure." This girl was trying my patience. I was eager to take her now, with out permission. I could smell it, that she wanted me.
"Please. You're not the same Sesshomaru that I was in love with. You're different. I can feel it radiating off of your body."
"I'm still the same Sesshomaru, but you're warring my patience thin. Answer the damn question Rin!"
"My answer is…that I don't want you Sesshomaru."
I had it, this little bitch was mine whether she liked it or not. "Fine Rin, if that's how you feel then so be it you little worthless shit." I stormed out of that apartment, slamming that door right behind me as I left the premises. Rin had run to the door in the rush to see if I was gone…
"Sesshomaru…" she said so softly.
I came from behind her and wrapped one arm around her waist and clapped my hand back over her mouth. She struggled against me as I closed the door so no one could see. I laid my lips close to her ear and whispered:
"I know that you want me. I can smell it on you. Everything you were telling me was a lie so I could leave. Silly girl…you should know me by now. I wasn't leaving with out you. I marked you when we had sex. You are my mate for life whether you want to be or not. You are mine and always will be Rin. Will you comply or will I have to take force."
To my surprise she nodded her head. I felt my anger softly fade away when she relaxed to my touch. I let my hand drop from her mouth but she grabbed it back up and kissed my hand. She slid one of my fingers in her mouth and the most wonderful shiver ran through my body. "Rin…"
"Do you know how long I waited for this day to come Sesshomaru? I thought you would never come back for me. I'm sorry for trying your patience, but I just wanted to know if you still loved me, and it seems you do. Arrigato Sesshomaru."
I was utterly shocked by her response but I knew she loved me. I completely held her against me and kissed her neck. She giggled a bit and faced me. She kissed me lightly on the lips before I took over and the kiss became heated. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I asked her where her bedroom was and followed where she said. I closed the door behind us, locking it and throwing her down on the bed, getting back on top of her, kissing her lovingly.
My hands ran over her warm body, trying to take in as much as I can. I unbuttoned her top and kissed down her collarbone, tearing off her bra and suckling on her breast like a pup. She cooed under my kisses and just ran her fingers through my hair. Managing to get her pants off, I played with her sacred jewel, feeling her clutch onto me as I slipped a finger inside, being careful not to scratch her with my claws. She moaned sweetly for me and I continued to pump my finger in and out of her, hard and fast, wanting her to cum.
"S-Sesshomaru…"
"H-Hai Rin?"
"Don't stop."
Of course I wasn't going to stop. Just hearing her tell me that, I decided to make her cum faster by hitting her g spot hard. Her legs closed around my hand as I went faster and she finally came for me. She relaxed as I removed my finger and licked her wetness from them. I wanted more of her. My aching erection was going to get its fill soon, but for now, I wanted to please her in a different way. I got off of her and stripped out of my clothes, very slow just for her. She smiled at me and at the erection. She crawled up to me and grasped the head of my dick softly with her lips. As much as I wanted to feel this, I could wait. I pulled out and told her to hang her lower body over the edge of the bed. She did as I said and I slowly rubbed against her again. Getting her wet, I pulled her underwear down to her knees and rubbed the tip of my dick against her.
"Oh please Sesshomaru. I need you."
"Be patient. You'll have this Sesshomaru in you." I knelt down, gripping her ass, and ran my tongue against her clit back and forth before slipping it inside her. She gasped from the touch and clenched onto the sheets of the bed. She wanted more; I could tell by the way she pressed her ass more to me. I gripped it harder, forcing my tongue deep inside her, in and out, making her moan my name. I suckled on her clit until she couldn't take it anymore and came in my mouth. I smiled and ran my dick up and down between her legs, slipping it inside her and out, teasing her. I forced my hard dick inside her pumping everything, all the love I had for her into each thrust.
I wrapped my arms around her and kept thrusting, feeling her tightness wrap around me. I whispered her name softly as I felt all my love for her drain inside her. I collapsed on top of her and took of that sweet scent that we had just made.
"S-Sesshomaru…I love you."
"I-I love you too Rin." I leaned up and kissed her lips softly before holding her tight against me, falling asleep in the most beautiful bliss ever made.
END SPOV
Kagome, Naraku and Onigumo arrived home, sighing in disbelief. They looked everywhere but couldn't find Rin.
"This is ridiculous. Where do you think she would have gone?" Naraku asked.
"I have no idea, but I wonder how Sesshomaru is holding up," Kagome responded.
"I'll go check on him," Naraku said as he walked over to Sesshomaru's room and knocked on it. "Sesshomaru? You in there?" Naraku opened his door and saw him curled in a ball, hugging tightly to a pillow. Naraku heard him whisper Rin's name. "Sesshomaru?"
"She's never coming back is she?"
"We'll find her Sesshomaru."
"Iie…I won't give up finding her."
"Sesshomaru…"
"Please, leave me be." Naraku did as he asked and closed the door behind him. Sesshomaru sat up and rubbed the pillow that still had Rin's scent on it. Tiny droplets fell on them as for the first time in over a thousand years, the great demon dog Sesshomaru, cried over a loved one.
Rin…I miss you. Please, please don't leave me to be alone….