Hey guys. I know it's kind of hard to understand but just imagine the Alpha speaking as the wolf and Jacob speaking as him in human form.

Jacob's POV

It was so weird.

It was the first time I had been detached from the being, from th Alpha, from the monster.

It was perfect.

It was so freeing like I wasn't held down by anything at all.

Like I was apart of the wind.

I flew like a bird at the top of my mind and watched as my wolf form destroyed my friends and people I thought were enemies.

This felt so perfect.

But the perfect came with a cost.

I had to remind myself my friends were distracting the Alpha while I found the spirit world.

I knew it was around here.

I remember...one day...when I was little...I had a happy place I would visit...it was big and white and I could sit there alone but my dad told me I couldn't go there anymore. It was against the law...I thought he meant it was against the law to be happy-maybe that's why I picked Bella, maybe that's why I denied the Alpha force, maybe that's why I didn't fight when I felt it peaking up-and I thought I could never be happy again. But then the stories...the stories starting filling things into places. The happy place. Rebecca used to say I would sit in a corner and her and Rachel would put make up on me and I wouldn't react to a thing. It was like I wasn't even there. It was just my happy place. Where I was alone.

Jacob...

Mom...was that...was that my mom's voice?

Jacob come here...

Mom?!

Jacob...shhh...follow me...

BOOM!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O! HOW COULD HE! HOW COULD THAT FUCKING BASTARD! HOW DID HE DO IT?! HOW DID H-

The world was as beautiful as I remembered. It was white in every direction I could find except for down bellow. Down bellow was my body laying limp on the highway road surrounded by my healing friends. Down bellow were the Cullens pulling their body parts back together as Sam Uley lifted my head to see if I was breathing. Down bellow was a groupd of my closest friends completely stunned. That mean only one thing. That meant the Alpha was here.

I'm glad you came to that conclusion on your own YOU FUCKING IDIOT. Now what do you want!? You wanted me here Jacob and now I'm fucking here! What the fuck do you want?!

I want you to STOP hurting my family! I want you to STOP hurting my wife!

Your wife? Your family? Oh...Oh Jacob you fucking idiot. You act as if all of my actions weren't instigated by your thoughts. I'm apart of you baby! YOU were jealous of Bella fucking around and so I MADE THAT STOP!

YOU MADE IT HAPPEN! YOU DROVE HER INTO HIS ARMS!

I MADE HER STOP LOVING HIM!

YOU MADE HER STOP LOVING ME!

She NEVER loved you. She's a WHORE. She only MARRIED YOU FOR CONVINIENCE! YOU SHOULD BE THANKING ME! YOU SHOULD BE GIVING IN!

Giving in? Giving in for WHAT? WHAT DO YOU WANT?

I WANT RESPECT! I WANT TO MATTER! I WANT TO STOP BEING PUSHED TO THE BACK OF THE PACK TO THE BACK OF YOUR MIND! I WANT TO CONTROL! I WANT TO LEAD!

YOU CAN NEVER LEAD! ALL YOU CAN DO IS DESTROY! Who wants to follow a monster?

Monster? You think I'm a monster? I'll show you a monster.

No. You're not doing anything. You can't leave. You're never getting out again.

And who's going to stop me? A little pussy like you?

Yeah. I'm going to stop you.

You know what...I don't think you are. I don't think you're going to do that.

No. And what do you think I'm going to do going to do?

I think you're going to watch as I masacre every woman every man in my pack has ever loved. I think you're going to watch me do that.

You aren't going to do that. I'm not going to let you.

What makes you think you can stop me now when you couldn't stop me from fucking your wife.

I'm stronger now.

I'm stronger now.

You're on my playing field.

No. You're on MINE!

The little bitch. It took less than a second. It took less than a thought and less than a flex. That was the thing I loved most about the spirit world. There was no bullshit, there was no epic fighting. There was only stronger and weaker. There was only win or lose. And I was the winner and now I had full control of the body.

I open my eyes and watch the weaklings jump back in fear. But I don't do anything yet. I pretend I'm their Jacob. I pretend that I'm back. But really I'm just getting used to the lack of limitations. There's nothing I can't do in here. I'm free. I'm free in all the ways Jacob never was. Slowly I hear them begin to sigh and Leah takes a step forward.

"Jacob?" she asks hesitantly. It's the right kind of response. It's the response I des-

"IT'S THE ALPHA!"

Edward Cullen.

I think I'll do Jacob one last favor. I think I'll destroy that little bitch, limb by limb, skin cell by skill cell. In one swift moment I sit up and phase into the wolf that I am, the wolf that I love to be, and I snatch Edward's arm into my mouth to spit out. Wow. I have to relish in that. So easy. Just a simple riiiiip as if I were breaking apart pieces of paper. Jacob really was a fucking sac of shit. I let out a laugh, well a laugh bark, and it's sickening how easy I get them all into pieces. How simple I rip them ALL apart.

The wolves are terrified because they've never had their limbs missing before but the Cullen's know how it goes. I stand and I watch with a vague sense of bordom. Really? Is that it? Is that all? Is there nothing left...no one for me to fight? I glance upward and to my surprise Jacob's spirit form is just above me, watching in horror and trying to break through the thin viel. But he can't do anything because this is my body and I'm never letting it go.

A scream pierces my ears at such a high requency I cringe and recoil in myself but I instantly register who it is...It's Bella...and I'm going to have some real fun with her and little Kimmy...I'm going to have some real fun finally.