Love is a Battlefield

Volume 1 Chapter 25

Summertime sadnessc

June 20

Kyle asked his parents about spending that weekend at Eric's house and they gladly accepted this time, knowing that it was something important for him. That Saturday, the boy woke up feeling excited and happy about getting to have another weekend next to his boyfriend, after so long. Although, the sadness of knowing that this would be the last one before going away for a long time wasn't leaving him. Still, he decided not to be sad that day, because it was meant to be enjoyed at the fullest, and he didn't wanted to get Eric sad either. So trying to focus on the good aspects of the weekend, Kyle got up the bed and went to have breakfast with a smile, thinking about spending that night tightly cuddled to the chubby boy he loved so much.

Around 3 pm, Kyle started to get ready for the evening at his boyfriend's house. He took a shower and put on his best perfume, tried to comb his hair the best he could and finally got dressed with a very nice pair of dark gray formal pants, a light salmon buttoned shirt and a light gray jersey. Since the air was fairly warm, he decided not to wear his usual jacket. Besides, Kyle wanted to look really elegant for his boyfriend.

After getting all dressed up, Kyle left his house and walked to the corner where he was supposed to meet up with Stan. Just a couple of minutes later, Stan came by and the boys headed towards Eric's house.

- Wow, you really dressed up this time - Said Stan.

- Well, this might be the last time that I'll get to see Eric like this for a long time... - Replied Kyle - So I wanted to look as nicely as I could for him -

- How are you feeling about all that? - Asked the black haired boy.

- Like shit... - Sighed Kyle - I am happy and excited about the trip. I've always wanted to have a nice summer vacation like that. But leaving Eric behind, now that we're finally together and fine, after so many hardships... -

- Yeah... I get what you're saying - Replied Stan - This moment you two are on, as a couple, it sure feels great. And having to be separated for so long right now... It mustn't be feeling fair... -

- That's exactly how I feel - Said Kyle - It's so unfair that we have to spend our first summer as boyfriends apart from each other. But I want to take all that out of my head. I want to concentrate on this weekend now, and in being close to Eric once more. And above all, I don't want him to feel sad about what's coming next... - He looked at his friend - Please, help me with this... I know that now Eric is a lot more prone to feeling sad, and I want this weekend, if it's the last one we will spend before that whole month away, to be the best it can be for him -

- Of course that I'll help with all I can - Replied Stan - You're both my friends and I want you to be happy. Even more knowing what's coming. So don't worry, I'm sure that we'll all try to make this weekend a really fun and happy one -

- Thanks for that - Smiled Kyle.

- Don't mention it dude - Replied Stan smiling too.

The boys finally arrived at their friend's house and rang the doorbell. After a minute, Eric opened the door and smiling to them said - Hey! Come on in -

Kyle and Stan got into the house and Eric closed the door behind them. - Hey dude, how are you doing? - Said Stan while taking off his jacket - I shouldn't have worn this... -

- Hey Stan, I'm fine - Replied Eric - You're right about that, it's pretty hot today... - Then he looked at Kyle and with a smirk said - The air is not the only thing hot right now though... -

The red haired boy blushed and smiling said - Well, the same could be said about you then... - He glanced at his boyfriend, who was wearing a pair of light brown formal pants with a mustard buttoned shirt that went really well with his hair and eyes color - Hi sweetheart... – Kyle said getting close to the bigger boy and hugging him.

Eric hugged his boyfriend back and said - Hi honey... - And gave him a soft but long kiss on the lips while pulling the smaller boy closer.

Kyle returned the kiss while holding Eric tightly, and for a moment, both boys just forgot about the rest of the world and enjoyed the closeness, warmth and joy of such long awaited kiss. After a couple of minutes, they separated a little and smiled at each other. Then, Kyle looked at his side and saw that Stan wasn't there anymore. The couple looked towards the entrance to the living room and could see their friend standing there, smiling at them.

- I'm really sorry about this Stan... - Said Kyle blushing - We didn't mean to leave you alone like that... -

- Hey dude, don't worry about it - Replied Stan - It's great to see that you're enjoying yourselves and I don't feel left out. Besides, I bet that you have been in this situation before too... I know that Wendy and I often did the same and you always just stood there in silence when you were with us -

- Well, you're right about that - Chuckled Kyle - But still, I don't want this to look like I don't care about my friends anymore... -

- Dude, don't be a moron - Replied Stan - Nobody said anything about you not caring for us just because you have a boyfriend now. I don't feel that way and Kenny either. You showed a lot of times that you care about us, even having a boyfriend. But now, you have to give him some special attention too, and that's completely fine and normal. Don't feel like you're letting us out, really -

- Thanks for that - Smiled the red haired boy - Guess I still have a lot to get used to with this, having a boyfriend, thing... -

- You will do just fine sweetheart - Said Eric - You just gotta stop over thinking everything so much... -

- I know... - Replied Kyle - And you're right, I should just enjoy things without worrying so much -

The three boys smiled at each other and Eric said - Wanna go to the living room while we wait for Kenny? -

- Sure - Replied Stan.

- Let's go - Said Kyle, gently letting go of his boyfriend's embrace, but grabbing his hand to walk like that to the next room.

They sat at the couch and started to talk for a while, until the doorbell rang and Eric went to answer it. After a couple of minutes, he came back with Kenny following him - Hey guys - Greeted the blond boy.

- Hi Kenny - Smiled Kyle.

- Late as always... - Chuckled Stan - Hey dude -

- I got delayed by my little sister that wanted me to walk her to a friend's house before I left... - Replied Kenny.

- That's sweet of you - Said the red haired boy.

- Yeah... Well, that's what comes with having little siblings... - Replied Kenny - So, what are we doing today? -

- Well, since you are the only one that's really gonna miss summer vacations, I thought that you should decide what to do... - Said Eric - I mean, we will all have the chance of doing a lot of things this summer, but you're gonna have to work your ass off through all of it, so this weekend we should do something you like -

Kenny stared at his friend for a couple of seconds, then a wide smile appeared on his face and said - Man... Thank you... I mean, this is really nice of you... - Then he looked at his other friends and asked - Do you agree with this? -

- Of course - Replied Kyle with a smile - Eric is right, this weekend should be about what you want to do -

- But don't get funny ideas - Added Stan with a smirk.

Kenny chuckled - Don't worry dude. I may be a pervert sometimes, but I won't take advantage of something like this. I mean, I really appreciate this guys -

- So... What does our resident wise man/pervert want to do today? - Asked Eric with a grin.

The blond boy laughed a little and then said - Well, we have spent most of our free time together inside, playing games or watching T.V. I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, but I would like to go outside for a change... We used to spend so much time outside when we were little... -

- And that usually got us into so much trouble - Said Stan chuckling - But you're right. We should see the sunlight a little while it's nice outside -

- Anywhere in particular that you want to go to? - Asked Kyle.

- I know a place not far from here that I like to go to sometimes - Answered Kenny - And don't worry, it's usually deserted, so you two will be free to squeeze one another all you want without fearing that anyone may see you - Added with a smirk.

- You always make it sound so dirty... - Sighed Eric shaking his head a little but with a light smile.

- I don't - Chuckled Kenny - I think it's great that you two spend so much time as close to each other as you can. That is something beautiful and you should enjoy it no matter how it could look or sound to others -

- Again, you're right - Said Kyle getting up from the couch and going next to his boyfriend - I was afraid that you guys may be, I don't know... Disgusted maybe? Of me and Eric being together in front of you... But now I'm finally starting to see that it's something natural to do these kind of things and it's great being able to do it freely in front of my best friends -

- We could never be disgusted by something like that dude - Said Stan - Love is never disgusting -

- Yeah, in fact, I'm just a little disappointed that you don't show even more... - Said Kenny smirking.

- The wise guy part left and the pervert took over again... - Chuckled Eric.

The boys laughed and Stan, getting up from the couch, said - Well guys, let's get going while we still have some hours of daylight -

- I'll grab some snacks for all of us - Said Eric - I'll be right back - He left to the kitchen and a moment later, he returned with his backpack stuffed with a lot of snacks and drinks for everybody. The boys got themselves ready and then left the house to spend a nice and warm day outside.

- So, where is this amazing place that you talked about? - Asked Eric.

- Just a little away from my home - Answered Kenny - You'll see when we get there -

As they walked past Butters house Stan asked - Hey, do you think we should have invited Butters today? -

- I had thought about it - Replied Eric - But then, I wanted to spend this weekend being close to Kyle, being that we won't have the chance to be like this in a long time... - He looked at his boyfriend and saw that Kyle was looking back at him with a certain sadness in his eyes. Eric smiled to him and continued - Don't worry honey, I've already assumed this time we will spend apart from each other and right now I just want to make the best of what time we have left together. So even if I do want Butters to start spending some time with all of us, I didn't wanted to spend the weekend worrying about being careful of what we do -

Kyle looked to the ground and sighed. Eric went closer to him and asked - What's the matter sweetie? -

The red haired boy looked at his boyfriend's eyes and said - Again, because of me we have to be restraining ourselves from being together in the open... And worse than that. I told Butters I wanted him to be part of our group, because I do see him as a friend, but now, he's not here because of my fears... -

Eric wrapped his arm around Kyle and said - Kyle, it's not your fault that things aren't as simple for us like they are for other people. You're not hiding because you're afraid, you are just being discreet with this whole thing. We can't be sure about how your family is going to react to us being together, and I think that is something really important here, because if things were to be wrong, it could be a disaster. I get that you feel like this. I too sometimes want to just kiss you in the school hallway or in the middle of the street, but I prefer to play this safe for now, knowing that in the future we will be freer about it. I don't want you to have problems with your parents because of what we have together, and even less to take the risk of losing you for being more open about our relationship. I told you many times before and I'll repeat it again, you are not a coward. You're just being smart about this -

- How come you're always right now? - Chuckled Kyle - That used to be my job... - He sighed - Thanks for being so patient about my ramblings honey. I would love to be more open about us, but it's true that I have to be sure about how things could go at home with all of this -

- We just gotta take a little more time with this - Said Eric. Kyle nodded and they continued walking.

After a fifteen minutes' walk, the boys started to approach a large and abandoned looking complex, filled with rusty metal buildings and fences. Kenny looked at his friends with a smile and said - Well, what do you think? -

- This is the place? - Asked Stan - The old train station? -

- Yup - Answered Kenny - This place is great. It has great views and the best of all is that a lot of people are scared of it because they say it's haunted... But I used to come here a lot when I needed some time alone, especially when I just came back from hell... - He lowered his voice and just stared at the fences.

- Well, this place looks cool indeed - Said Eric with a grin - I bet it even looks cooler at night... -

- But guys... This place isn't actually haunted right? - Asked Kyle with concern in his voice.

- Of course not - Chuckled Kenny - Or at least I never saw anything weird the times I've been in here -

- Sweetheart, are you scared? - Asked Eric worried - We could go somewhere else... -

- No, I'm fine - Replied the red haired boy - Thanks honey but this place doesn't looks so bad... It's just that we have dealt so many times with these kind of things, that every time someone says a place is haunted I can't help to believe it... - He sighed - But I'm fine. Let's go inside -

Eric stared at his boyfriend for a moment, still a little worried but said - Alright Kenny, how do we get in? -

- There's an opening around here - Replied the blond boy starting to walk towards one of the sides of the complex - I discovered it a few years ago, and is the way I used every time to get in -

- Why didn't you told us about this place before? - Asked Stan.

Kenny shrugged - I don't know really... Guess I wanted to have my own private place to be quiet for a while... Sorry guys, we could have had a lot of fun in here before too... -

- Maybe it's better that you never told us - Said Eric - I would have probably wanted to exploit this place by charging an entrance fee for the guys at school or something... I had the tendency of ruining every neat place that we discovered... -

- Maybe you're right - Replied Kenny - But now is not the time to talk about the past. We're here to have fun now right? -

The chubby boy nodded and they all followed Kenny towards a part of the fence that was almost completely covered with vines. The blond boy grabbed a part of the vines and moving it to the side, revealed a big hole in the fence that was enough for all of them to get inside without any trouble. The boys got past the fence and Kenny, being the last one, covered the hole again with the vines.

- Follow me - Said the blond boy smiling. He started to walk towards one of the buildings and opened a big and heavy door that, surprisingly, could still be opened easily. They all got inside of what looked like the ruins of an old workshop. Kenny closed the door and for a moment, the boys were completely in the dark, until their eyes got used to the weak light that entered the building trough some broken windows near the roof.

- I think this is where they used to repair the train engines - Said Kenny - See the rails that go through the center of the room? - He pointed down to the floor, where indeed, a couple of rusty rail lines could be barely seen, hidden under a mattress of grass.

- Come with me - Said the blond boy excited - I'll show you a pretty neat place - He started to walk towards the other side of the huge room and standing at the bottom of a very tall, metal stair, said - Don't worry about the stairs, they're safe - He started to climb the stairs and with every step, the whole structure shook a little with a loud clattering sound that echoed through the whole building.

Eric looked at the stairs a little worried and said - Dude, are you sure this is safe? I mean, maybe it can support you, but will it do the same with me? I weight almost twice as you... -

- Don't worry - Repeated Kenny - I've been to this place a lot of times and this stair looks weak but it can still support a lot of weight -

- I just hope that it can support all of us together... - Said Kyle feeling completely opposite of the confidence his friend was showing.

The boys started to climb the stairs, hesitantly at first, but then, they realized that Kenny was right. The stair looked pretty weak, but once they were climbing it, it felt really solid and as Stan pointed out, it was part of the building, and not just attached to the wall, so that gave it a little more stability.

Once they reached the end of the stair, the boys found themselves in what must have been a big office that overlooked the whole room below them.

- This room must have belonged to the foreman - Said Kenny - It has a great view, come closer - He was standing near the outer wall of the office, facing outside the building and into the rest of the complex. There were two big windows there, that now were dusty and stained, but in the past, they must have been a great way for light to enter the office. Kenny walked to the side wall, and grabbing a big chalkboard that was leaning against it, said - Wait till you see this... - He pulled the chalkboard from the wall and a bright flash almost blinded the other boys as a huge hole in the wall was revealed, letting the sunlight to directly enter into the dark office.

The hole was big enough for at least two of them to pass through it walking comfortably, and the floor of the office ended abruptly at it, giving a sensation of a big precipice. Standing next to the hole, with a big smile, Kenny said - Come closer -

The boys walked towards their friend and looked through the hole, now that their eyes had become used to the light, they could see that through the hole, a big part of the town could be seen, and even a good chunk of the mountains that surrounded it too.

- This is beautiful - Said Kyle.

- Yup - Replied Kenny - I loved to come and just sit here, watching the town from afar... -

- Um... Kyle... Could you step back a bit? - Asked Eric with concern clearly showing in his words.

The red haired boy turned around and said - Why? This looks so great, why don't you come closer? -

- No thanks... - Replied Eric - I'm fine here... But please... Could you step a little farther from the edge? -

Kyle walked towards his boyfriend and asked - What's the matter honey? Are you afraid of heights? -

Eric blushed and looked away - A little... But mostly I got worried about you being so close to the edge... -

The red haired boy hugged Eric and said - I'm sorry sweetheart. I didn't want to worry you, but it's alright, I know how to handle myself around heights, and I'm always careful. But I won't go near there again if it makes you feel better -

- Thanks... - Replied the bigger boy quietly and hugging Kyle back - I'm sorry for spoiling that for you, but I just don't want anything bad happening to you... -

- You don't have to apologize for this - Said Kyle - It's really sweet of you to be caring about me. I love you -

Eric smiled to his boyfriend and pulling him closer said - I love you too - Then he kissed Kyle softly on the lips. Kyle kissed him back and they remained embraced for a moment.

- Guys, we could go somewhere else - Said Kenny - I just thought that it could be a nice place to spend a quiet time... -

- It's fine, really - Replied Eric looking at his friend - It is a really good place and the view is great indeed. Don't worry about me, I'll just stay away from the edge -

- Alright then - Said Stan - We'll take a break here - The boys sat down in the ground, which was pretty clean despite being inside an abandoned building.

After taking out everything that Eric had brought in his backpack, the four boys started to talk, eat and just enjoy the warm afternoon and the great view of the town bellow them.

- So Eric, what do you have planned to do during this summer? - Asked Kenny after a brief moment of silence.

- Nothing really - Replied the chubby boy - Guess I'll just spend the day at my house, playing or watching T.V. -

- Dude, even if we're not here, you should find something else to do - Said Stan - Being at your house all day alone is not going to do you well -

- I know, but I don't know what else to do... - Replied Eric sighing - I had wanted to do some other things, but I just don't feel like doing them alone... -

- I'm sorry for leaving you sweetheart - Said Kyle looking down - I'm thinking that maybe I should ask my parents to stay here... -

- You're not gonna do that - Replied Eric with a firm tone - You're gonna go on the trip with your family and you will have lots of fun - The chubby boy wrapped his arm around his boyfriend and continued - Honey, we already talked about this, I am hurt by knowing that I'll spend a whole month without you, but this is not the end of the world. In a month, you will come back and we will still have a couple more weeks to be together before school starts again. I really want you to enjoy this trip you're having. I will miss you, like crazy, but this is a great experience that you have to live and I'm happy that you have the chance to do it. I'll be fine, really -

Kyle looked up to his boyfriend's eyes and saw that the chubby boy was smiling at him. He tried to smile too and said - It still feels unfair... But I get it. I know that I should do this trip now, and I know that it will be just for a month and then we will be together again - Kyle sighed - I was trying to be strong, to not show anything because I didn't wanted you to be sad, but maybe it's just because I don't want to face the truth that I won't be able to see your smile or to feel your arms around me for a long time... - His voice cracked a little - I've never felt the need to be close to someone so strongly as I am now - The red haired boy took a deep breath and a little more calmed said - But I will be strong, I will be positive about this and I will try to enjoy the trip as much as I can. I will miss you too so much Eric... -

The bigger boy lowered his head a little and getting closer to Kyle, he gently kissed him on the lips and then said - I love you my precious little guy -

Kyle returned the kiss and said softly - I love you too my gorgeous big boy... - They remained embraced for a while, Kyle's head resting on Eric's chest and both of them looking outside to the blue sky and the green mountains that still had their white snowy tops resisting to go away even during the summer.

- Hey, even if I'm working during the day, I could someday hang out with you after the shop closes... - Said Kenny.

- Thanks dude - Smiled Eric - But you will be tired after a whole day at work and I don't want to disturb your rest. Don't worry about me so much, I'll find something to do -

After a couple more hours where the boys just talked and enjoyed the quiet time, the sun had already began to set and Kyle said - As much as I would love to see the sunset from up here, I don't want to be here when night falls... -

Eric chuckled a little - Worried about the ghosts? -

- More like worried about some weird guy showing up and trying to mug us... - Replied Kyle with a frown.

- Okay, okay... - Said Eric - You're right about that -

- We should get going then - Said Kenny getting up - We still have to think what we're gonna do about dinner -

- I already have that covered - Replied Eric - Our last weekend night together can't have a cheap takeaway dinner -

- Then let's go - Smiled Kyle getting up too.

The boys packed their things and exited the office. The big room below them was quickly getting darker as they climbed down the stairs and when they exited the rusted building, the sun was only just a tiny brightness, falling down behind the mountains. They headed back to Eric's house, feeling that they should repeat that kind of moments more often.

After a quick walk, the boys finally got into Eric's house and welcomed the fresh interior. Summers at South Park weren't as warm as in other places, but the boys, being used to live in the cold and merciless mountain weather, didn't responded too well to a few extra degrees of temperature.

- What do you want to do until we go to dinner? - Asked Stan looking at Kenny.

- We've had our "nature" time already - Replied the blond boy - So I suggest we get back to our video games for a while. I want to have my last and crushing victory over all of you until we can get together again -

- Keep talking like that and it will only make your downfall so much painful... - Said Eric.

- First show me that you can really beat me - Smirked Kenny.

- Gladly - Replied Eric with a grin - Come on guys, we can't let this asshole keep defeating us - The four boys laughed and went to the living room to get ready for an intense video game session.

They sat in front of the T.V. and Eric asked - Honey, do you want us to play like the last time? -

- You mean cuddling? - Asked back Kyle. The chubby boy nodded with a smile and Kyle smiled - Of course - Eric then reclined on the couch's arm and Kyle did the same over his boyfriend's big belly, resting his head on the boy's chest.

- We're ready now... - Said Eric. Stan and Kenny chuckled a little and the black haired boy started the game.

They decided to play a NFS tournament which pitted them against each other. Even if from time to time, Eric lost his concentration a little, due to thinking about the next month, he still enjoyed the game, and having Kyle resting over him like that was surely something that kept the sad thoughts at bay. Even if he was displaying so much confidence about spending the summer away from his boyfriend, the husky boy was deeply sad about it. He was just starting to get used to being so close to Kyle, and to having the smaller boy sleeping with him so many nights, and now, he would have to go back to spending the nights alone, knowing that the love of his life would be thousands of miles away. But he didn't wanted Kyle to feel bad about it, he decided to be strong for him, so the boy could enjoy his vacations. Eric chuckled a little to himself, even if the other guys had been telling him many times how much he had changed, and he was noticing it too, the thought of how far he could go to ensure Kyle's happiness was still surprising him.

During a pause in the game between two races, Kyle looked up and saw Eric with a big smile on his lips and a daydreaming look on his eyes. He smiled and asked softly - What are you thinking about sweetheart? -

Eric gazed down into his boyfriend's beautiful emerald eyes and said - I was thinking about how much I love you... -

The red haired boy smiled wider and said - You're so sweet... I love you too... - Eric's smile widened too and leaned down to kiss Kyle's head. Then, the next race started and the boys got their attention back to the game, but with a big smile on their faces and a great warmth in their hearts.

After a couple of hours playing, the boys decided to take a break. The tournament had been won by Kenny, something that didn't surprised anyone, but Eric had come in a very close second place.

As the blond boy was celebrating his victory, Kyle looked at his boyfriend and whispered - Did you let him win? - Eric just smiled and shrugged a little. The red haired boy smiled too and turned around a little to kiss his boyfriend on the lips.

It was already past 8 pm and the boys were starting to feel hungry. Eric said that he would go to the kitchen to make the final arrangements for the dinner, but the other boys wanted to come along, after all, that weekend was meant to be spent together, so they all went to the kitchen and helped Eric with whatever was needed.

After the boys had prepared the dinner table, Eric came out of the kitchen with the food and started to serve it on their plates.

- This looks really good - Said Stan - What is it? -

- Well, today I hadn't so much time to prepare dinner because I overslept a little... - Replied Eric - But I wanted to do something nice anyway, so I made a grilled chicken salad with a gazpacho dressing. I hope you like it. It's not something that we're used to eat, but I made it one time already and I was really good... -

- Is it me or are you getting more and more into the high class cuisine? - Asked Kyle chuckling a little - I mean, you're starting to talk like those chefs on the T.V. -

Eric blushed a little - Maybe... It's just that, when you come to dinner, I always want to make something special. I still love the simple meals that we're used to eat, but I feel that I have to do something more when it's for you... -

Kyle smiled warmly to his boyfriend and said - That's so sweet... But you don't have to make fancy dinners every time I come here. You could do something pretty simple and I would enjoy it the same, because everything you cook is always delicious and because you did it with love -

- Maybe you're right - Replied Eric blushing - But I will always want to do my best for you - He sat next to Kyle and the red haired boy got closer to him and kissed him softly. Eric kissed his boyfriend back and then they just smiled at each other.

The boys started to eat and, as Kyle had thought, the food was excellent. They talked some more and really enjoyed that moment. When the dinner ended, Kenny insisted on doing the dishes again and Stan offered to help too. Eric and Kyle went back to the living room to pick a movie so they all could watch it.

- We should probably pick something fast before we get distracted again like the last time - Said Eric with a smirk.

- Then let me handle it - Chuckled Kyle. Eric gave him the remote and the boy started to surf trough the movies that were available on the list.

Even if he wasn't a big fan of horror movies, he found one that looked interesting and asked Eric what he thought about it. The chubby boy read the description and then looked at his boyfriend - Are you sure honey? It does looks pretty scary... -

- It also looks interesting - Replied Kyle - You know how I like a good story, and the reviews say that it is really well written... - Then he smiled and got closer to Eric - Besides, I have you here with me, so I feel safe -

Eric smiled too and hugged the smaller boy - I will protect you -

Kyle hugged him back and said - I know. I love you -

- I love you too honey - Replied Eric, softly kissing his boyfriend's lips. Just then, Stan came into the living room and said - I hope that you picked a movie this time... -

Kyle turned around and chuckled - Don't worry, we already did. Besides, we were just cuddling a little -

- I know - Replied Stan chuckling too. He sat on the other side of the couch and then Kenny got into the living room.

He sat in the small couch and said - Alright, what are we watching tonight? Something scary I presume? -

- Nailed it - Replied Eric - Kyle picked it -

- Wow, someone's feeling braver lately - Said Kenny with a grin.

- I don't know about feeling braver - Replied Kyle - But I do feel safer now - He scooted even closer to Eric.

The chubby boy kissed his cheek and said - You are braver too. Don't underestimate yourself -

- Maybe, but it's because I feel so happy beside you... - Replied Kyle and gave Eric a quick kiss on his lips.
Eric returned the kiss and smiling, got himself in the position that was already becoming a habit when they watched movies together. Kyle laid over him and started the movie.

The film proved to be really scary, and a couple of times, Kyle had jumped a little, really terrified, but immediately felt better when the big and strong arms of his boyfriend held him tight, and every time that he was feeling uneasy, Eric would caress his chest softly and gave him light kisses on the top of his head, almost like if the bigger boy could sense whenever Kyle needed the comforting gestures.

Scary parts aside, the movie had been indeed well written and Kyle enjoyed it a lot, and he wasn't the only one, the other boys really liked it too and when it ended, they spent a while talking about it.

During a brief moment of silence, Eric leaned forward a little and asked softly - Are you alright sweetie? -

- Sure - Answered Kyle - The movie was great and, even if it did scared me sometimes, I felt really safe with you holding me -

- I'm really happy to hear that - Replied Eric smiling - I'm happy that you feel this way with me because I also feel really safe with you near me. It's like, I don't care what may happen I know that together we will be safe... -

- I feel exactly the same - Said Kyle - I feel that together we can overcome anything... We've already beaten the odds together so many times when we were enemies. And now that we are so close to each other, I'm sure that we can do so much more -

Eric held the smaller boy tighter and kissed the top of his head, then said with a smile - I love you -

- I love you too - Replied Kyle smiling wide too.

- We still have some time guys - Said Kenny - Want to play a little more? -

- Sounds good to me - Replied Stan.

- I'm good to go - Said Eric.

- Me too - Added Kyle.

- Wanna go for a team play this time? - Asked Kenny.

- Same as the last time? - Asked Stan.

- Maybe we should change this time... - Answered the blond boy - Kyle, would you mind playing with me for a while? -

- Not at all - Replied Kyle.

- You don't have a problem with that right Eric? - Asked Kenny.

- Of course not dude. Kyle is my boyfriend, not my pet or something - Answered the chubby boy - We're all friends here. Why would I be mad? -

- I don't know... - Replied Kenny - Some people don't like that... -

- Well, I'm not like that - Said Eric - I love Kyle, but that doesn't mean I need to have his attention focused on me all the time. I want him to do what he likes. He's not my property... -

- The same goes for you honey - Said Kyle looking up to meet his boyfriend's eyes - Don't hesitate to do something just because I don't want to do it or if I can't at the moment -

- I know sweetheart - Replied the husky boy, softly kissing Kyle's head.

So, after that, the boys started to play a match of the latest COD, this time, with the team of Kenny and Kyle against Eric and Stan. Like the last time, the matches were pretty tough and at the end, Kenny and Kyle's team won by just one point of difference.

- Man, I'm tired of losing to you - Said Stan looking at Kenny.

- What can I say, it's a natural talent - Replied Kenny with a grin - But this time, I couldn't have made it without you Kyle. You got really good at this game -

- You think so? - Asked Kyle.

- Of course - Answered the blond boy - Although you and Eric both need to learn to shoot at each other too... - He chuckled - Just because you're boyfriends it doesn't mean that you can't be on opposite sides in a video game... -

- Kenny's right - Added Stan - You used to ignore everyone else and just go at each other's throats whenever we played these kind of games -

- I guess we found a new way to be at each other's throats now... - Replied Eric with a smirk and winking an eye to Kyle.

The red haired boy blushed and said - Well, you both have a point. It's just that it felt strange having to shoot at Eric... I mean, maybe I'm just being too sentimental, but I didn't wanted to hurt him... -

- Don't worry - Said Eric - You weren't the only one. I didn't wanted to shoot you either. After all these years playing against each other, now it just felt really strange to have you on the opposite side again... -

- Guys, we get that you love each other, but this was just a game - Said Stan.

- Sorry guys - Said Kenny - If I had knew that this was going to be so hard for you I wouldn't have pitted you against one another... -

- Don't worry Kenny - Replied Kyle - Maybe it's because we just started and, I at least, feel like I don't want to be apart from Eric, even if it's just in a game... -

- It's not just you honey - Said Eric - I too feel that, after all that time going against you, I just want to be close to you all the time now -

- You're so sweet, my beautiful teddy bear... - Said Kyle turning around and kissing Eric on the cheek.

The chubby boy blushed hard and said - You're the sweetest and most beautiful little guy there is... - He pulled Kyle closer to him and kissed his lips gently. They instantly fused in a tender but deep kiss that filled them with joy and made their hearts to beat faster with every movement they made.

After a couple of minutes making out, they finally got apart, panting a little and heard Kenny saying - Where is my camera when I need it... -

Blushing hard, Eric chuckled - Dude, I thought that you were going to lay down the stalking thing... -

- I'm just recognizing a good scene when I see it... - Chuckled Kenny.

- Yeah, yeah... - Replied Eric rolling his eyes - We'll see how much you like it when someone else starts to stare at you every time you and your partner are making out... -

- That won't happen - Said Kenny.

- Just wait and see - Chuckled Kyle.

- I don't think so... I'm not as hot as you two... - Replied the blond boy looking away.

Eric looked at him with a light frown and asked - Why are you saying that? -

- I don't know... - Answered Kenny - I don't feel particularly good looking... That's all. I don't think anybody will want to watch me like that... -

- Kenny, what's happening to you? - Asked Eric visibly concerned - You never talked like that before... I thought that you were really comfortable with your looks... -

- And you can't say that nobody wants you - Added Kyle - What about all those people you've been with? -

- Don't listen to me guys, I'm just being an idiot... - Said Kenny - Maybe it's because I haven't done anything of the sorts in a while... -

- Dude... This is because of Butters? - Asked Stan quietly.

- What about him? - Answered the blond boy looking away again.

- Kenny, don't play fool with me. I know that you wanted something to happen with him on Kyle's birthday - Replied Stan - I saw you two talking on the dance floor and how he blushed a lot when you told him something in his ear... And then he just said something to you and smiled nervously before leaving... You looked pretty bad after that... I didn't wanted to say anything about it because I thought you were hurt by that... -

Kenny was looking uncomfortable and after a couple of seconds, he sighed - Yeah, okay. You got me with this... Congratulations... - He looked to the floor, clearly trying to control himself and then said - Yes, I wanted something with him that night. And yes, he rejected me... I don't know why but it hurt... More than I would had imagined... -

- I'm sorry to hear that Kenny - Said Kyle quietly - At least do you know why he rejected you? -

The blond boy shook his head - He just thanked me and then said he couldn't do it... -

- Maybe he was feeling nervous or overwhelmed by the crowd... - Said Stan.

- I don't think it was just that - Replied Kenny - He's been avoiding me since that day -

The boys remained in silence for a moment and then Eric asked - Do you feel something for him? Or do you just like him? -

Kenny sighed again - I don't know... I thought I just liked him. He is cute but I don't know if I would want to be with him like you guys are with each other... But that night, and his constant running away from me... I don't know... -

Kyle let go of his boyfriend, and standing up from the couch, he went next to Kenny and gently caressed his back - Don't feel bad about this. These things happen and I'm sure he didn't meant to hurt you -

- And just because of this, you don't have to feel bad about yourself either - Said Eric - You are a good looking guy and there's plenty of people that would be glad to be with you -

- Thanks for this guys - Said Kenny with a light smile - I do feel a little better, but still, I will lay low for a while... -

- That's good - Said Stan - You should take a time for yourself -

- I'll do - Replied Kenny - Well, enough about this. I'm feeling a little tired... -

- You're right - Said Stan - It's pretty late already -

- I'm a little tired too - Said Kyle - What about you honey? -

- I could use some rest - Replied Eric getting up from the couch - Let's go upstairs -

The four boys headed upstairs and after taking a turn at the bathroom, they got into Eric's room. Like the last time, he had prepared the mattresses for Kenny and Stan to sleep on. They all got into their pajamas and after they got into bed, Eric turned off the lights and the boys said their good-nights to each other.

Going under the covers, the chubby boy put his arm around Kyle, who was facing him, and pulled him closer. The moonlight was landing directly on Eric's face and Kyle thought that he looked beautiful like that. Then, he remembered about his trip and with a little sadness asked - Sweetheart, are you feeling okay about me leaving? Please, be honest... -

The husky boy stared at his boyfriend and then sighed - Well, I'm obviously still a little hurt by that. I mean, I'm really going to miss you. Even before we became friends, every time you went away for a long time I missed you so much... But I really want you to enjoy this trip. I mean it Kyle, I don't want you to feel sad about me. After all, missing each other is not always a bad thing right? It means that we love each other and it will be great when we get together again... -

- You're right about that - Sighed Kyle - I just wish things could be different... But you're right, I will try to enjoy as much as I can and yes, I will miss you too so much... But I know that we will make our own trip together someday and it will be wonderful -

- That's the spirit - Smiled Eric, he gently caressed Kyle's cheek - I love you my sweet little guy... -

- I love you too my gorgeous big guy... - Smiled Kyle, and got closer to the chubby boy, gently kissing his boyfriend's soft and warm lips.

They started making out again, slowly at first, but it quickly escalated into a passionate and heated kiss. Eric started to alternate between Kyle's lips and neck, kissing both softly but with passion, while the red haired boy caressed his boyfriend's body intensely. Once more, they started to feel the heat inside them rising, but this time, they were pretty conscious about the presence of their friends in the room, so Kyle, when he started to feel like losing control, stopped and separated a little from the bigger boy, panting heavily but with a huge smile on his face.

- The guys can't see us but they can still hear us honey... - Said the red haired boy.

Eric chuckled a little - I know... It's just that I would love to keep going... It was great -

- I too would love to keep going sweetheart - Replied Kyle - But not tonight... -

- Will you spend the night with me when you return? - Asked Eric - I mean, both of us alone... -

- As soon as I return - Smiled Kyle.

The chubby boy gave him a big and warm smile and said - I'll be waiting anxiously for that -

- Me too... - Said Kyle - We should get some sleep now... -

Eric nodded and the red haired boy gave him a quick peck on the lips and then he scooted closer to the bigger boy and rested his head next to his boyfriend's chest.

- Aren't you going to turn around like always? - Asked Eric.

- I wanted to try something else tonight - Answered Kyle - Are you uncomfortable like this? -

- Not at all - Replied Eric - This feels great - He caressed the smaller boy's back and said - Good night and sweet dreams my precious little guy -

- Good night and sweet dreams to you too my beautiful big guy - Said Kyle.

The boys closed their eyes and remained embraced like that, feeling the peace and comfort that they gave to each other until they started to drift into sleep.

June 21

Kyle woke up and started to move a little, feeling like if he were inside a steam room. Still with his eyes closed, he turned around and welcomed the fresh air caressing his face. The green eyed boy could hear the soft grunts of the bigger boy beside him as he turned around. Eric was still holding him tightly and Kyle decided to stay like that for a while, enjoying the feeling of his boyfriend's body pressed against his.

Kyle's movements were noticed by Eric though, and so the chubby boy started to wake up too. Letting out a quiet moan, he caressed the smaller boy's chest and then asked softly - Something happened sweetie? -

- I just woke up and was feeling a little too warm like that... - Answered Kyle - Sorry to have woken you -

- Don't worry, it's morning already anyways - Replied Eric.

Kyle opened his eyes and could see the sunlight filling the room. It seemed to be pretty early though, because the light wasn't hitting their bed directly like the other times he had woken up in there.

- I thought you were comfortable sleeping like that - Said Eric.

- I was when I got asleep - Replied the red haired boy - But it seems that it's not something to do during summer... - He chuckled a little - You're pretty warm, you know? -

The husky boy blushed and then chuckled - Then we won't need so many covers during the winter right? -

- I don't know about winter - Replied Kyle - But it feels a little like an oven inside here... -

- Want me to take off some of the covers? - Asked Eric. Kyle nodded and so the bigger boy raised himself a little and pushing the big blanket off, he let themselves covered only with a thin one and the bed sheets - Feel better now? -

- Yup - Said Kyle - Thanks honey -

- Sorry for making you feel uncomfortable - Said Eric quietly.

- Don't apologize Eric. It's okay - Replied the red haired boy - It's just that the days are getting warmer and like I said, you do radiate a lot of heat. But don't feel bad about it. I love that, really. And it feels great to sleep with you. But I think we should let that position for the winter... -

- I love to sleep with you too sweetie - Said Eric - But if you feel like that, tell me about it sooner. I don't want you to be uncomfortable -

- I will - Replied Kyle - Do you want us to get up? -

- I would prefer to stay a little more in bed - Said the chubby boy - If you want of course -

- I do - Replied Kyle smiling, and scooted closer to his boyfriend.

The two boys remained cuddling like that for a while, just enjoying the closeness to one another. After half an hour, they heard Stan saying quietly - Guys, are you awake? -

- Yeah... - Replied Eric - Good morning dude -

- Good morning Stan - Added Kyle -

- Good morning - Said Stan - Slept well? -

- Wonderfully - Replied the red haired boy - You? -

- I slept great too - Said Stan.

- My night was fine too - They heard Kenny saying - Even if nobody asked me... -

- Nobody asked you because you always sleep like a log even after all the others have already woke up - Chuckled Eric.

- I woke up pretty early now, didn't I? - Replied Kenny yawning.

- We should give you an award for that - Laughed Stan - Today, you get an extra toast for breakfast -

- Hey, those kind of prizes are meant for me - Said Eric.

- Don't worry, I'll share it with you if you teach me how to cook so well - Replied the blond boy.

- That sounds fair... - Said Eric cupping his chin on his hand - But my kitchen secrets are worth much more than that... -

- Don't worry Kenny - Said Kyle - I'll teach you some tricks that I learned from Eric later -

- Hey! Don't take advantage of your situation like that! - Protested the chubby boy - I'll have to teach you a lesson... -

Eric started to tickle his boyfriend, which made the smaller boy to start squirming until he finally said panting and between laughs - Stop! Please... I won't say anything... -

The chubby boy laughed and stopped tickling Kyle, then he kissed the boy's cheek and said - I was just joking sweetie. I don't have such secrets anyways... -

- But you do have a natural talent - Replied Kyle. Eric blushed a little and smiled to him.

- Okay guys, all this talk about food is getting me hungry... - Said Kenny - Could we go to have some breakfast already? -

- That would be nice - Said Stan.

- Sure - Said Kyle.

Eric nodded and they all got up and dressed. Then, they went to the kitchen and Eric started to make breakfast for all of them, while the other boys prepared the table. Quickly, they got everything set and the four boys sat at the table to enjoy a nice breakfast.

After they finished, Kenny suggested to play some more, so they all went to the living room and spent the rest of the morning playing video games and having a great time.

Just a little past midday, Stan said he had to go back to his house since his parents were going out and wanted him to be back before they left. Kenny also said that he should go, his father would be probably needing his help already. So both boys said their goodbyes and left Eric's house.

Kyle knew that, even if they really had to do those things, the real reason why his friends had left had been so he and Eric could have a quiet moment for their own, since that was the last weekend they would spend together before his trip. The red haired boy thanked them deeply for that and asked Eric to spend what was left of the weekend just cuddling in the couch. Eric of course agreed with that, he was needing to spend as much time as he could, being close to his boyfriend before that long time of separation that they would soon have to face.

Almost an hour went by since their friends left, and neither of the boys uttered a word. They were both feeling great being so close to each other, but the fact that they would have to wait so long to be like that again felt like a heavy rock that crushed their hearts and so they knew that if any of them said something, they would surely feel it worse. Still, Eric didn't wanted their last weekend to be spent with an aura of pain around it, so he said - Kyle, I know that we're both feeling sad about this summer, but I want this moment we have now, to be a happy one. I want to see your sweet smile and keep that image with me until you come back... - He sighed - Let's not be sad now okay? -

Kyle, who had been snuggled against his boyfriend, with his face over the bigger boy's chest, raised himself a little and looked at Eric's beautiful hazel eyes - I know sweetheart. I too want this moment to be a happy one, and to spend these weeks away remembering your beautiful smile... I guess it's easy to say these things but when it comes to face something like this, it's really hard to keep a happy face... - He sighed too and then, a light smile appeared on his lips - But the thought of coming back and spending, at least, a couple more weeks of freedom with you is what keeps me up -

- Besides, even when the summer ends, we will still be together right? - Said Eric smiling a little too - I mean, we have a lot ahead of us... -

- Of course - Replied Kyle. Then, he smiled wide and said - I want to spend my life with you... -

Eric's smile grew bigger too and hugged his boyfriend's tightly - I want to spend my life with you too... -

Kyle hugged the bigger boy tightly too and said softly - I love you Eric -

Eric eased the embrace and gazing into his boyfriend's eyes with a warm and loving look said - I love you too Kyle... - He slowly got closer to the red haired boy and gently kissed his lips. Kyle returned the kiss softly and soon they fused together into a deep kiss, filled with love.

They started to make out more passionately then, this time, Kyle gently pushed the bigger boy to lay on the couch and he climbed on top of him, kissing his boyfriend softly but showing all the love and desire he felt for him. Eric responded by holding Kyle tightly and caressing his body passionately, while kissing him back with equal want and pure love.

The boys never knew how long that make out session had lasted, and frankly, they didn't cared, for at the end, they just laid on the couch, breathing heavily but with a huge smile on their faces and their hearts beating really fast, but also filled with joy and love for each other.

Finally, after a long quiet moment, Kyle said - I will write to you every day if I can... And I'll send you some photos too... -

- That would make me really happy - Replied Eric - I will do the same sweetie -

Kyle opened his eyes and looked through the window, the sun had clearly moved and he knew that it was time for him to go back to his house. He sighed disappointed and said - Honey, I should get back home... My mother asked me to not get back late because she wants to start planning our trip with a lot of time ahead... -

Eric sighed too but gave his boyfriend a smile and said - It's okay my love. Will I see you again during this week? At least a couple more times... -

- I want that too of course - Replied Kyle - My parents said that there's a lot to do before the trip, but I'll try to make some time to at least talk with you before I leave -

- Would you mind if I go to say goodbye to you at the airport? - Asked Eric.

- I would love that - Smiled Kyle, and kissed him on the cheek - But now I gotta go... -

- I know sweetie - Replied the chubby boy.

Kyle started to get up and then Eric did the same. They shared a quick peck on the lips and then the red haired boy grabbed his backpack and walked to the door.

- This weekend was great - Said Kyle smiling.

- It was... - Replied Eric. He wrapped his arms around the smaller boy and said - I love you my sweet little guy -

- I love you too my beautiful teddy bear - Replied Kyle, and kissed softly Eric's lips - I'll call you during the week okay? -

Eric nodded and returned the kiss. They stayed embraced for a while, until the bigger boy said - Now get going, or I could change my mind and keep you in here all for myself... -

- And that would be a bad thing because?... - Chuckled Kyle with a light smirk on his lips.

Eric chuckled too and kissed Kyle one more time - Take care sweetie -

- You too honey - Replied Kyle.

They gently parted the embrace and Eric opened the door for Kyle to get out. The red haired boy walked to the sidewalk and turned around to waive at his boyfriend, who waived back with a smile. Kyle started to walk away and Eric followed him with his eyes until he lost sight of him. Then, he closed the door and with a sigh, went to the couch, thinking that even if the thought of Kyle going away really hurt, the prospect of spending the rest of their lives together was surely something that sadness couldn't take away.

June 29

The day that both Kyle and Eric dreaded finally came. They had only two chances to see each other during that week after their weekend together. Once, Kyle asked Eric to accompany him to buy some things downtown that he needed for the trip. They spent some time walking around and even got to share an ice cream while sitting on a bench in the main street. That had been a magical moment for both of them and even if it was really short, they made sure to enjoy it to the fullest.

The other time had been at Kyle's house, an afternoon when his parents went away to make some last minute arrangements with the travel company, so Kyle was left alone with Ike. The red haired boy called Eric to spend those couple of hours in his room, lying down on his bed, kissing and cuddling. Although, Kyle's parents returned early and their quiet moment was interrupted and Eric had to return to his house way before what he had intended.

Despite that, both boys weren't as sad as they had thought they would be. Yes, they were hurt by having to spend so long apart from each other, but they also were thinking about getting to spend so much more time together after Kyle's trip, and that made their hearts look forward with hope instead of grief.

Now Kyle was standing at the airport after the check in process, nervous about his friends not being present. He still had half an hour before he would get in the plane, but he thought that was a very short time to say goodbye to them.

Finally, he saw Eric and Stan coming over to the waiting area. The chubby boy was almost running and desperately looking in every direction, trying to find his boyfriend among the multitude. He finally saw him and a huge smile appeared on his face as he started to actually run towards him. Stan, even being used to run due to his football practices, still had a little trouble keeping the pace with his friend.

Kyle couldn't help but to smile at the scene and got a little away from his parents to talk with his friends. When Eric finally got to where he was standing, he said - You didn't have to run... There's still some time left... -

- Every... Second... Counts... - Replied Eric trying to catch his breath.

The red haired boy felt his heart warming and he wanted to hug the bigger boy so much that it hurt. He decided to let his boyfriend to recover and just stood there, smiling at him.

Stan also joined them and said - Dude, I didn't knew you could run like this. You should consider getting into the football team again... -

- No thanks... - Replied Eric, finally able to speak more calmly - Me and sports haven't gotten along for a long time now and I'm more than fine with that. Besides, I only run like this for something really important... - He winked an eye to Kyle and the smaller boy blushed a little.

- Where's Kenny? - Asked Kyle looking around.

- He had to help his father... - Replied Stan looking down a little.

- Oh... I see - Said Kyle quietly - Will you tell him that I said goodbye? I wanted to do it before, but I was so busy through all the last week... -

- Don't worry - Said Eric in a comforting tone - He knows. He told us that he wishes the best for you on this trip and that he wants to hear all about it when you get back -

Kyle smiled again - Next year, we will all do something together. Okay? -

- That would be great - Replied Stan.

- We will make the plans way ahead, so nothing can interfere with it - Said Eric. Then, he looked down a little and with his cheeks getting red, said - Honey, I know that it's not much and that we should hug and kiss each other properly as a goodbye. But at least I want you to know that I am really happy about you going on this trip. I know it will be great for you and even if we can't go together, and that we will have to be separated for a long time, I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and soul, and that I will keep thinking of you every second, every day, like I've been doing for a really long time. No matter how long we have to be away from each other, I won't love you any less than how I am loving you right now. You are my life, my sun, my reason to live and to smile. I love you Kyle... - His voice sounded warm and soothing to Kyle, every word filled with the immense love that Eric felt for him.

Kyle couldn't help but let a couple of tears to escape from his eyes, feeling his heart so full of love and joy that he thought it could explode at any second. He had a huge smile on his face and his body was screaming at him to hug the beautiful chubby boy he had in front of him. Finally, he couldn't resist the urge anymore and jumped forward, wrapping his arms around Eric's body, hugging him very tightly.

Eric was really surprised by that, but he too was having real trouble controlling himself to not do the exact same thing, so when Kyle hugged him, he wrapped his arms tightly around the smaller boy and they remained locked in a loving and warm embrace, that meant to release all the love they had so the other could feel it.

Even if the moment didn't lasted more than half a minute, for the couple, it had seemed like an eternity, but then, Eric gently let go of Kyle and said - Sweetie, your parents are still in here... -

Kyle let go of his boyfriend too and with watery eyes said - I know, but I couldn't go away without hugging you at least one last time... - He looked at the chubby boy and could see that his beautiful chocolate brown eyes were filled with tears too, but he had a huge and warm smile on his lips.

- I know Kyle... I didn't wanted to let you leave without this either... - Replied Eric - But we don't want your trip to be ruined by your parents finding out about us right? -

- I hate this - Said Kyle visibly angry - I love you, I want to kiss you now. I don't want to leave for so long like this... -

- Honey, I know how you're feeling - Said Eric softly, with his hand on Kyle's shoulder - But the time will come when we will be able to hug and kiss each other freely. But now, we have to take what we can and make the best of it. Besides, even if I am desperate to give you a long goodbye kiss, I know that even without it, we will still love each other the same, and when you get back, that kiss will be even sweeter and better... -

Kyle smiled and wiped the tears from his eyes - I can't believe how the tables have turned. You're being the patient and wise one now... -

- That's only because being next to you, I finally found the peace I needed - Replied Eric smiling and wiping his tears too.

Kyle smiled wide and said - I love you so much Eric... I will think of you every second too, you became not just a part of my life, but the most important one. I never felt as happy or safe as when I'm with you, you're the most wonderful person that I ever met and making you happy has become my top priority. Whenever I see you smile, I feel like the world becomes brighter and it gives me the strength I need to overcome any sadness or grief that may be plaguing my heart. And when you say that you are feeling happy, my heart fills with joy, because if someone deserves true happiness, is you... -

Eric took a deep breath, trying to control the tears that wanted to come out from the emotion. He smiled warmly to Kyle and said - I love you little one... -

- I love you too my big guy... - Replied Kyle smiling back.

They remained like that for a while, basking in the love that flowed through them so strongly, that it could almost be seen.

After a whole minute, Kyle sighed and looked at Stan - Sorry for keeping you out like this... -

Stan chuckled - Dude, stop apologizing already. I think it's great that you feel something so beautiful for each other -

- Thanks for that - Replied Kyle - And thanks for coming here. I really appreciate it -

- Don't thank me - Said Stan smiling - I wouldn't let my best friend to leave without saying goodbye - He patted Kyle's back softly - I hope that you have loads of fun in Florida and be sure to take a lot of photos and bring a lot of stories from there okay? -

- I'll do that - Smiled Kyle - And I hope you have a lot of fun in L.A. too. But don't get too crazy in there... -

- Don't worry - Laughed Stan - I'm going with my parents and sister after all. Besides, Kenny is the crazy one, I'll probably just spend the whole day at the beach, chilling and swimming... -

- That sounds more like you indeed - Replied Kyle. Then, the boys heard the speaker of the airport calling all the passengers of Kyle's flight to start going into the boarding area - Well guys, I gotta go now... -

- Take care and have a nice trip - Said Stan.

- Thanks - Replied Kyle - You too -

- Take care sweetie - Said Eric softly - Have fun and remember that I'll be waiting here for you. I love you... -

- Thanks, and you too take care honey - Replied Kyle - I'll miss you and will be waiting to kiss and hug you again when I get back. I love you too... -

They smiled warmly to each other and then Kyle started to walk towards where his parents were waiting for him. The red haired boy looked back once more before going inside the boarding area and waived to his friend and boyfriend with a big smile.

Stan and Eric waived back smiling and then went to the windows that overlooked the airstrip. They found Kyle's plane waiting to be boarded and sat on the benches to wait for it to take flight.

Stan looked at his friend and could see him shaking a bit, visibly trying to control himself so he wouldn't start crying.

- It will be only a month Eric. He will come back before you realize and then you'll spend a whole year together again... - Said the black haired boy patting his friend's back softly.

- I know - Replied Eric with an effort to not let his voice to break - But it hurts anyway... -

They remained in silence for another twenty minutes until they could hear the speaker announcing that Kyle's flight was about to take off. Both boys went near the window again and could see the plane moving through the airstrip, slowly at first, and then, it started to go faster until it finally rose from the ground. Eric couldn't resist anymore and started to cry, quietly, but deeply. Stan held him tightly and gently caressed his back as he led themselves back to the bench. The bigger boy sobbed for about five minutes before he started to breath normally again and then, Stan let him go gently.

Eric stood up and wiped his tears - Thanks Stan... -

- Don't thank me - Replied the black haired boy - Are you feeling alright? -

- A little... - Said Eric - We should get back to your dad's car. He should be bored of waiting... -

- Let's go - Replied Stan getting up too. The boys walked through the multitude of people towards the parking lot where Stan's father was waiting for them to get back to South Park.

***Final chapter of this first book of this story...

***Disclaimer: I don't own the South Park characters or any of the brand names mentioned in this story. I don't own any of the songs mentioned on the story or used as chapter titles.

***Chapter title's song is Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Rey