Hello and welcome to another chapter of You're Never Alone! Hope you all enjoy! :) So sorry about the late updates but I promise to be more frequent on them :)
July 10th 2012
"Da-da!"
"We're gonna see Daddy and Gamma in a minute baby girl," I said. Jaymie looked up at me and smiled innocently at me. I smiled back at her and she picked up her pacifier, sticking it in her mouth. We were currently waiting to be allowed through the gate where I would be able to see my man. We had decided on a trip up to Canada and TJ had flown out straight after his duties with WWE whilst Jaymie and I waited until the following day.
"You're good to go Ma'am," The security guard said. I smiled and pushed through the door, dragging my suitcase behind me as TJ had taken Jaymie's with him.
As soon as I made it through the door, I spotted TJ and his Mom. I smiled at them softly and made my way over to them. Just before I got to them however, I stopped and placed Jaymie on the ground. Jaymie spotted her Daddy and squealed.
"Go on Princess, go say hello to Daddy!" I said. Slowly, Jaymie padded her little feet over to her Daddy and he bent down, holding his arms out. Jaymie jumped into his arms and he lifted her up.
"Baby girl you're walking!" TJ said, hugging her close. I made my way over to them, rubbing my belly softly and I saw TJ smile at me. I smiled back and his Mom wrapped her arms around me.
"Thank you so much for coming up here and bringing Jaymie," She said.
"There's no need to thank me Char, you are family," I said, smiling softly at her.
"Ma, hold Mimi so I can hug my sexy woman," TJ said. Char took Jaymie from TJ and he came around from behind me and wrapped his arms around me.
"What's up?" I asked, sliding my fingers through his.
"Just been worried," He murmured in reply.
"What have you been worried about babe?" I asked, running his hands around my tummy. He didn't answer and I rubbed his hands.
"I love you," I said to him. He pressed his lips against my neck and I looked up to see Char walking over to pick up my bag. I followed after her, pulling TJ along behind me.
"I want to have a little talk to you Natalie," Char said once we'd settled back at her house. TJ's head shot up and he frowned at his Mom.
"No, Mom you don't need to talk to her," He said. I looked between the two of them and TJ stood up.
"Excuse us for a second," TJ said, turning to face me, before he walked out of the room, and his Mom followed. I looked down at Jaymie, sleeping on the sofa and I followed TJ and Char out of the room. I padded down the hallway and stopped just in front of the bedroom where I could hear them talking.
"Mom, you don't understand, I don't want Natalie to know what we were talking about!" TJ said.
"Honey, you need to tell her how you are feeling. You can't just bottle it up." Char said.
"I don't want her to know!" TJ growled.
"Why?" Char asked.
"I don't want her to know because it makes me weak! Alright Mom, I don't want to look fucking weak! I'm supposed to be the man that protects her and my children and sometimes I feel like I can't do that. I'm fucking weak Mom! Natalie says that I am her Hero! Do you think that it's right for her to know that her Hero cries himself to sleep every single night he isn't with her?" TJ said. I heard his sobs and I slowly walked back into the living room, looking down at Jaymie. Ten minutes later, I decided that I should take her to the cot so that she could have a proper sleep. I lifted her up and took her down to the bedroom, hearing Char and TJ stop talking as I walked in. I gently placed Jaymie into the cot and looked up to see Char shutting the door behind her quietly. I turned around to see TJ on the bed, his eyes shut and he was quiet, trying to calm himself down.
After staring at him for a moment or two, I walked over to the bed and sat down near his midsection.
"Never say you're weak, you're the strongest person I know. You'll always be my hero," I whispered. I went to stand up but his hand had wrapped around my wrist. I made him sit up and I slid his shirt off. He laid back down again and I nestled into the side of him, running my hand up and down his stomach.
"Thank you," He murmured.
"Thank you for what?" I asked.
"For never judging me," TJ responded quietly. I heard him sniff and I leant upwards to kiss him softly.
"One should never judge their Hero," I replied, before closing my eyes and listening to his heartbeat.
When I woke up in the morning, I turned over to see TJ holding Jaymie close to his body. Jaymie was awake but she was content lying in her Daddy's arms. Her eyes met mine and I moved closer.
"Ma-ma," She said quietly.
"Mimi," I replied, smiling softly at her. I pressed my lips against her forehead and she giggled.
"Happy Birthday little one," I said. The grin across her face couldn't get any bigger as I moved even closer, her chubby little hands gripped my cheeks and she giggled again as she kissed me.
"I dunno where Mama and Daddy would be without you baby girl!" I said quietly. Pulling her out of TJ's arms, I sat up and slid off the side of the bed.
"Get back here," TJ murmured.
"Nope," I said, walking out of the room with Jaymie on my hip.
I started cooking breakfast out in the kitchen after giving Jaymie her bottle and I turned the radio on. I started swaying to the song, Come on Get Higher by Matt Nathanson, as it played through the kitchen and I smiled when I felt TJ's arms wrap around me.
"Come on get higher, loosen my lips, faith and desire and the swing of your hips… just pull me down hard and drown me in love," He sang, pressing his lips against my neck. I giggled and spun around, wrapping my arms loosely around his neck.
"My birthday boy," I said, smiling up at him.
"I'm my Mama's boy! It's your sexy, irresistible man's birthday," TJ said. I smiled and rolled my eyes.
"Okay, my mistake," I said. TJ smiled and I leant forward, kissing his lips softly.
"Happy birthday, my sexy man," I smirked. TJ kissed me deeply and I pulled away.
"Go away," I said, pushing him softly and turning around.
"Can I keep kissing you while you finish breakfast?" He asked, his hands resting on my sides. I nodded my head and felt him rest his chin on my shoulder.
"What are ya making?" He asked.
"Pancakes," I replied. I heard knocking on the door and TJ started trailing kisses down my shoulder.
"Go answer the front door," I said. TJ pulled my hips back and started rubbing my bum against his groin area.
"Teej, go answer the front door," I repeated. TJ ignored me and I saw his Mom walk past the kitchen, heading towards the front door.
"TJ you idiot," I said. He laughed and turned my head so he could kiss my lips.
"I don't have to do anything today, I'm the birthday boy," He said. I rolled my eyes and decided to ignore the comment altogether.
I could already imagine how this day was going to be… full of TJ's troublesome cheekiness.
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