Sweet Pea, Kenny's Thoughts, Being Saved and Rigby's Confession
I was on the bed shaking he actually did it he raped me benson was laying on side of me smoking a cigarette I scream and yelled but it never effected him like the last time when he was first going to rape me. He get up off the bed and leave I could not speak so he wouldn't hear me scream he cover my mouth with a handkerchief .
When he came back he was still smoking his cigarette
Benson: now sense that is clear here is the next thing your going to do your going to bear my child, my eyes went wide. It was a good thing I took my birth control but it will only last 3 weeks so I pray someone will find me before then. I scream through the handkerchief which only turn out as muffs he laughed at this then take the handkerchief from my mouth
Roxy: I will never have your child, he pick me up by my shoulder because I was completely nude
Benson: your going to have my child weather you like it or not, he throw me back on the bed and left. I still couldn't move because he keep injecting me with vaccines that won't let me so I wouldn't run off when he want me to move he chain me to a chair so I won't escape. He came back with another needle he inject the vaccine in me
Roxy: why do you keep injecting me with that, he throw away the needle
Benson: because I have to go to work and it will last until I came back for my break, he get on top of me and kisses me, he stick his tongue in my mouth but I bite it really hard which made him yelp in surprise. He pull away and slapped me really hard
Roxy: ow, I whispered he glare at me
Benson: another one of those and I'll do more then slap you. Now lets try that again shall we, he kiss me again and when he stick his tongue in my mouth I didn't bite it this time because he slapped me to hard and I don't want to get another one or worst, he pulled away out of breath
Roxy: * your a bad kisser you ass*, I said that in my head
Benson: good girl
Roxy: whatever, he kiss my cheek got up and was going to leave but her turn around to look at me and smile
Benson: bye sweet pea, when he left I made a disturbing look. I won't or will ever be his sweet pea.
I miss rigby and kenny and I wish I can see them but part of me don't because I don't want them to see the pain that I'm in
Kenny Point Of View
even know I am a toddler and can't talk I can still see whats going on I haven't seen my mama in-...what you call them dada says days so I guess its day. I haven't seen her in a few days and it make me sad when ever dada put me to sleep I can hear him crying in the next room and I always wonder why. Dada came in my room and pick me up I hug him and he hug me back but tighter. Then the next thing I know he cries in my hair I was wonder why was he crying all the time and where is mama. I call out to him
Kenny: dada, I wanted to say I love him but I can't I don't know how to say that yet, dada pull away he look down at me I give him a smile which made him smile
Rigby: don't worry where going to find your mama, he kiss the top of my head and hug me, I hug him back then I started cry I want my mama to come back
Rigby: I know I miss her too, he hug me tighter and he started to cry along with me
End Of Kenny Point Of View
I heard the door open and I knew it was benson when he came in he was whistling happily
Benson: hey sweet pea, he kissed me and picked me up and carried me in the kitchen where he chained me with no clothes on so the chains pinched my body a little. I look at the table really don't want to say anything. He started to feed me and when he was done feeding me he went behind me for a second and came back in front of me with a empty tube. He inject me with needles so many times I don't even feel them anymore, he unchain me and lay me on the bed before he can touch me I yelled without thinking
Roxy: don't touch me you mother fuck, instead of slapping me he punch me in the nose. I cried out in pain
Benson: see what you made me do, he leaves.
I felt a liquid coming down my nose but I new it was blood, benson come back with some napkins and clean my nose. When my nose stop bleeding he throw away the napkin and lean down to kiss me but i spit in his face which shocked him then he turn red and slapped me over and over again which made my face go red and punches me in the face a couple of times when he stops he pants then he glare at me and walk away. I had a black eye in my right eye which I couldn't open, my mouth and nose was bleeding and I had bruises everywhere on my face. I hear the front door open and close and I here a car driving away. Which mean benson going to leave me bleeding and bruised. I lay there crying I want to leave. I hear a window break which scared the hell out of me then I hear a door unlock it could be someone to save me or someone to kill me. I hear walking then it got close someone had open the door to the room I'm in and... it was pops, skips and thomas. When they saw me they where happy, surprise and embarrassed. They where happy because they found me, they where surprise because they saw me bleeding and bruised and they where embarrassed because I was naked which made them blush.
Pops: roxy thank goodness we found you, I look at all of them well tried because I only have one eye open and the vaccine is still in me. Skips unchain me and looked away while he was doing it and thomas gave me his jacket to cover my self with because benson throw away my clothes.
Roxy: I can't move benson inject me with a vaccine that won't let me for 30 minutes, so thomas carried me bridal style out the door with the others
Skips: why didn't you tell anyone in the first place, I looked down
Roxy: because I thought I can make him change, and I was ashamed to tell anyone pops found out.
Thomas: well its good thing to or we wouldn't be able to find you
Roxy: do...do rigby know
Pops: no your going to have to tell him, I look down sadly
Roxy: but he is going to hate me when he found out I kept this from him for a year
Skips: in the shape your in I don't think he is not going to be that mad. I bet when he find out he might kill benson and be mad at him more then you.
Pop: the police is already at the park and they should be arresting benson right now. And the detective is at the hospital because you need to get checked. I nodded
Fast Forward
Doctor: well you don't have any kind of disease and you nose is not broken its just badly bruised. The bruises on your face should heal and just put ice on your eye, I nodded and left the hospital. I didn't want to go home because I am to afraid to face rigby like this but skips made me go. When we get to are door I was going to knock but I lowered my hand
Roxy: I don't want to do this. Skips, pops, thomas and the detectives was behind me. Thomas gestured me to go. I look back at the door sadly and knocked on it. When I did I hide behind the detective when rigby answered the door. Even from behind the guys I can tell he had been crying.
Rigby: what are you guys and the detectives doing here
Detective 1: we found her, I hear rigby gasp
Rigby: really where is she!, he cry out happily
Detective 2: well before you see her we need to tell you something. She was kidnapped by someone you know and was violated,raped and abused, I hear rigby fall to his knees and sobs
Rigby: WELL AT LEAST TELL ME YOU SENT THAT JACKASS TO JAIL, he yelled he was going to wake up kenny so I spoke
Roxy: rigby you need to calm down or you will wake up kenny, I whispered. Everyone moved away to revile me looking down with my hair over my face I did that so he wouldn't see my face and with only thomas jacket on it was a good thing it went to my knees. Then i was hug to death
Rigby: roxy, he whispered while crying on my hair my hair was everywhere because of the rape. I didn't want to look or speak or even hug him back I felt like I don't deserve it.
Detective: we would tell you who did it but she has to tell you. Don't pressure her ok she is not speaking right now so we are going to stay here till she does, rigby stopped crying and look at me with my head down
Rigby: baby roxy look at me, I didn't want him to see me so I shocked my head
Roxy: I can't, I whispered loud enough for him to hear, he cup my face and made me look at him and when he saw my face his eyes wide at this a tears went down my face as I turn away from him he looked at the detective
Rigby: who ever the hell that son of a bitch is he better be sentence to death or I'm going to have to kill him, he said hatefully with a death glare everyone shivered at that because they where now scared
Detective 2: we will make sure of that. He turn back to me and made me turn back around and looked at me firmly
Rigby: roxy you need to tell me right now who did this to you
Roxy: if I tell you your going to hate me, he look at me harder which made me look away
Rigby: why would I hate you
Roxy: because I kept this from you for a year, I knew he was going to glare
Rigby: you hide this from me for a year, I nodded
Roxy: yes because if I told he said he was going to rape me and kill me, his hands tighten on my shoulders.
Rigby: who.. is..he!, he said trying to keep his temper calm
Roxy: b...b...benson, rigby let me go and walked out the door. I new he would hate me. I walked in kenny's room and watch him sleep a tear fell from my face to his which made him wake up. He looked up at me and he smiled and reach for me he want me to pick him up but I just watch him I though if I touch him he would hate me to, he looked sad and tried to keep reaching for me.
Thomas: you should pick him up I know he missed you just like rigby do, I look back at thomas more tears came from my eyes
Roxy: but do I deserve to hold him after all of this. I mean rigby already hate me.
Thomas: kenny could never hate you he adore you just like rigby always has even know he is mad now he can never stop loving you. I look back at kenny and he started whining he wanted me to hold him then he said something I never though he would say
Kenny: mama, my eye went wide. He said it he called me mama, I picked him up kenny and hug him as I cry silently he hugged me back and held on tight because he never wanted to let me go again.. I heard the door opened and I though thomas had left but it was rigby coming in and when he saw me hugging kenny he came from behind and hugged me from behind which made me gasp
I turn around and hug him with kenny in the middle of us.
Roxy: rigby I am so sorry, he said while crying, he hold on both of us tighter
Rigby: you don't need to apologize if I would have known. Those looks he give you, the glares he shots at me when I'm around you, even when you went missing he seem he didn't even care. I should had expected it sooner before it was to late, he cries on my head holding us both in his arms tightly.
When he finally let us go kenny fell asleep in my cleavage I put him back in the crib and leave with rigby. Everyone had left so I lay in my bed waiting for rigby to come back with the icepack I asked for. When he came back before he put it on my blacked eye he kissed it which made me gasped when he pulled away he put the icepack on my eye he let me hold it I just lay there while he look at me sadly he started to caressed my face slightly as I look back at him
Roxy: don't feel like this is your fault rigby benson is sent to jail for a long time
Rigby: but I wanted to sentence him to death, his hand made a fist and it started shaking.
Roxy: rigby I'm ok now, I take his hand in my then it stopping shaking
Kenny: MAMA!, kenny was crying for me in the other room
Rigby: I guess you better get him, I nodded and went in kenny's room where he was crying, I picked him up off the crib in he wrap his arms around me and lay his head in my cleavage
Roxy: whats wrong kenny, he look up from my cleavage and touch my black eye which was still closed I can tell he can see that I am hurt
Kenny: mama, he looked sad
Roxy: I'm ok kenny, I carried him in are room where rigby was laying down thinking he look at me holding kenny. I sit on the end of the bed holding kenny rigby sits by me
Rigby: he really missed you
Roxy: and you too, I look u at him
Rigby: of course I do. You and kenny is my whole life, he kissed me then when he pull away he kissed kenny on the forehead. He touches his dads face which made him chuckle. Kenny yawn and lay back on my cleavage. We both look at him and smile