Hi everyone. Here's another chapter today! Sadly, this story is going to be coming to an end soon. Someone suggested I do I suppose you could say a spin off with the other boys and make it sort of like a series, but I'm not sure if I'm going to head in that direction just yet. If I do end up doing that though, if anyone's interested in Logan, Carlos, James, or just the boys in general (because it is Big Time Rush) keep a look out for that. I'll probably post something on my page about it!

Thanks for all of the support with this story, I'm just glad it's good enough for you guys to enjoy reading! Hope it stays that way! Now, on with the chapter!

Disclaimer: I don't own any Big Time Rush characters or phone lyrics.

"I could be your perfect disaster. You could be my ever after."

"Kendall! Hurry up!"

"Tell the guys I'll just meet them downstairs!"

"Gustavo's going to kill us if we're late for this!"

"Don't worry! Have I ever let you down before?"

"Close to it," Logan muttered as Kendall laughed and ran from the bathroom to his room, towel wrapped loosely around the bottom half of his body. The genius shook his head as he grabbed his phone from the counter.

"You've got ten minutes!"

"Got it!" Kendall called out from their shared bedroom. Logan chuckled before he walked out of the apartment, the door swinging shut behind him.

The boys of Big Time Rush had a big couple days ahead of them, and all four of them were quite excited about it. They had the kick-off concert to their world-wide tour in just three days, and the day after that they flew for London to start it all off. In celebration, the four boys, Mrs. Knight, Katie, Gustavo and Kelly were all invited to dinner by Griffin to a rather nice restaurant in L.A. Gustavo, Kelly, Kendall's mother and sister were all going to meet Griffin at the restaurant and the boys would show up after they finished getting ready. The problem was, the boys were notorious for always getting wrapped up in something else when they had important things to attend to.

They had driven to the new game shop that had opened up downtown. Being in a rush, none of the boys had realized that they had left the car keys inside of the Big Time Rush-mobile. After buying a few games, they had discovered the hard way that the keys to the car had been locked inside, sitting happily in the ignition.

That's when they began to run a bit late for dinner.

After finally frantically breaking into their own car-which would've been a sight to see-the boys rushed back home to get ready for dinner, though it was going to be hard to be on time since they were already running late and James always took the longest showers out of all of the four boys.

Which led to Kendall's predicament.

"Shit!" Kendall winced as he fell to the ground trying to pull on his nice pair of shoes. He jumped to his feet and smoothed out his blue button-up shirt. He nodded at his image in the mirror; Gustavo would be satisfied with what he was wearing.

He rushed out of his apartment, and shook his head. That was going to be the last time the dirty blond let James take a shower before him.

"Hold the elevator please!" he called out as he watched the elevator doors begin to close. He jerked his arm forward in order to stop the doors from closing on him as the passenger inside did the same. "Thanks-" His eyes widened as he stared at a face he hadn't seen in days. He blinked before he pulled his arm away, the passenger doing the same thing. He slowly stepped inside of the elevator, the two sitting in a tense silence.

"…Hi."

"Jayne." He smiled softly as the brunette stared up at him for a second before returning the gesture with her own small smile.

Yes! Progress had been made.

"I heard you guys are going out to dinner with Griffin?"

"Yeah, he invited us all out to some nice place downtown."

"That's great. For your tour, right?" Jayne asked, trying to fill the silence as best as possible. She wasn't sure if she could handle sitting in an awkward silence.

"Yup. Heading to London this Monday," Kendall said with a wide smile. Jayne glanced up at the boy before she smiled herself; his smile was contagious.

"That's great. You guys are going to be amazing," Jayne complimented as Kendall looked over at his neighbor.

He smiled and nodded, saying, "thanks."

The two stood in a silence that wasn't like it had been before, but it wasn't as tense as it had been before when they weren't talking. What were they now? They were talking, but Kendall still wanted more than that, and Jayne, well he wasn't sure what she wanted.

Being the spontaneous guy that he was, the dirty blond shook his head before he pressed the red button, causing the elevator to jerk to a stop. Jayne's eyes widened as an incredulous expression fell over her.

"Kendall? What are you doing?" she exclaimed as the dirty blond turned to her.

"I can't do this."

"Do what?"

"Pretend that things aren't weird between us!" he stated as Jayne blinked.

"Isn't that better than-"

"It's not," Kendall said as he shook his head. "I'd rather face whatever problems we have than just pretend they don't exist. Nothing's going to be solved that way," he said, Jayne blinking at him. Her eyes softened as she shook her head.

Why did he always seem to be right?

"I tell you that I have these feelings for you, you freak out and reject me and then ignore me and avoid me, AND THEN you pretend that everything's ok? No, that's not how this is working," Kendall stated as Jayne frowned, avoiding his gaze. It felt as if his eyes were piercing through her entire soul.

"Kendall, we can't do this right now. You have dinner-"

"Screw dinner!" he snapped as he shook his head. "That doesn't matter right now!"

"Why do you keep doing this?" the dancer snapped as she glared up at Kendall. "Why do you keep pushing about these feelings of yours?"

"You want to know why?" Kendall asked as Jayne rolled her eyes.

"I asked, didn't I?"

"Such a smartass."

"Shut up!"

"I keep doing this because I'm not willing to give you up." Jayne blinked as she looked up into Kendall's green eyes. They were begging her for something, something more than what she was giving him. "I keep doing this because you're worth the fight."

"…How can you say that so confidently?" Jayne asked as Kendall's eyes softened.

"It's the way I feel when I'm with you," he explained. "That's how I know that my feelings for you, they're real and they're not going anywhere."

Jayne was lost for words. She wasn't sure what to say. She wasn't sure how to react to anything anymore. Kendall always made her feel so lost, yet he was always there, guiding her, making sure she found her way. It was as if she was being swallowed whole by him, but deep down inside she didn't mind at all.

As long as it was Kendall.

"…Come on, Kendall. You're seriously going to be late-"

"Stop trying to avoid the subject, Jayne!" the dirty blond snapped. "Even if you avoid me now, I'm not going to stop. Not until you're upfront with me," he stated as he stared into Jayne's blue eyes.

"This is ridiculous!"

"Well, if you're tired of this, then just be honest about how you feel," Kendall retorted back with a smirk. Jayne narrowed her eyes; she hated his ego sometimes.

"Yeah, we fight a crap ton, and yeah, we don't always see eye to eye, but I think that's the beauty of it," Kendall started. "You keep me grounded and steer me in the right direction and I bring out the person you really are, the person that you hide from everyone else."

Jayne stared at Kendall as she backed herself up into the elevator wall. She could feel Kendall thrashing her heart around with only his words. She was completely frightened by that ability he had that no one else seemed to hold.

"Sure, life's probably been a lot crazier for you since you started hanging out with me and the guys, but doesn't it feel good? Like we were supposed to be in each other's lives from the very beginning?" Kendall could see Jayne waver, he could see her actually listening to what he was saying. He only needed to reach a little bit further and-

"Kendall!" The two jumped as they turned to the now opened elevator doors, the three other Big Time Rush members staring at him and Jayne with wide eyes. They blinked as the two in the elevator blinked back.

"Uh…"

"…Um, sorry to interrupt!" James said with a sheepish smile, Bitters and Buddha Bob standing beside the three other boys.

Kendall sighed as he closed his eyes, trying to hold back the annoyed scream he wanted to release. His eyes widened as he felt Jayne rush past him and through the lobby.

"Excuse me," Jayne mumbled as she pushed past the others, not looking back. Kendall's eyes widened as he went to go after her. He stopped, and glanced at the time, cursing under his breath.

"We're super late."

"You think?" James snapped sarcastically as the dirty blond shook his head.

"Sorry guys," he said as he shook his head. His friends gave him reassuring smiles as they shook their heads.

They were the best friends anyone could have ever asked for.

Kendall stared in Jayne's direction before he turned to Logan. "Lets get going before Gustavo seriously kills us."

Jayne would have to wait.

"God! That idiot!" Jayne shook her head as she stomped down the sidewalk. She shook her head as she stood at the corner of a street, waiting to cross the street. She released a frustrated groan as she covered her face with her hands.

Kendall had broken through her undefeated fortress and wound her up in ways that no one else had before. He had crushed every door, every wall, and every window she had put up and left her with nothing else but the debris of what once was. He had taken all that she had and wasn't willing to give it back unless she finally raised up that white flag and admitted defeat to him.

The dancer walked into the small café and sighed, giving her waiting coach a tired smile.

"You look exhausted," the woman said as the brunette shook her head.

"You have no idea."

Jayne had lost the war.