A/N: SLEEPY FRIDAY! My apologies for making you wait way too long for this chapter. Sorry.

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ANA

Gavin had already left after a quick lunch because he had to go back to the station after getting an emergency call. Actually, he was on duty but was just around the area and decided to have lunch with me and Ted. He already knew that I was meeting Grace, that he learned was Christian's mother last night. He was reluctant at first to join us but I didn't want him to eat alone in the corner watching over us like some kind of a stalker. I had no idea what would Grace think about meeting Gavin but one thing was for sure, we weren't doing anything wrong to hide our relationship.

Gavin gave me a silent treatment after Christian left last night. He didn't talk the whole dinner and didn't even make a move to touch me. I didn't say more after I told him that I was going to think about the dinner with Christian. He was thinking that I was going because I still had feelings for Christian and I did fall for the same trick by being manipulated by his words. Well, no. I did not. If Christian was thinking that one night could fix everything, he was wrong. Nothing, I mean nothing could ever take back whatever we had before. I knew he was going to explain whatever happened the night I walked in on them. Because unlike the first time where I did listen to all of his shit and I gave in, I walked out and never turned back after what happened. And here he was, going to try the same old tricks to lure me in with his 'You need to know' bullshit. Even if I was a bit curious of what he wanted to say, the new Ana knew better. You better be. Don't tell me you're getting soft now, Steele?

By the look of Gavin's face last night, I was certain that he was just holding back of telling me not to go. He didn't say anything even when he left for his apartment. He just kissed my forehead and I was left alone. The moment he was out the door I broke down to tears and curled on the couch. I didn't expect to feel that hurt of being ignored like that. He had been the sweetest ever since I met him. And I already got used to him taking care of me that when he ignored me, almost rejecting me, I felt that I was back to being alone and … abandoned. I then finally realized that I should be more open to him like what he was to me. So I took off and was in front of his door in less than a minute. I was just about to knock when the door opened with Gavin looking like he was in hurry. When he saw that I was just standing outside, he scooped me in his arms and kissed me liked a hungry beast. He didn't care if we were out in the open, his hands were all over me, feeling me up like I would disappear any minute. He kept saying sorry and I got so annoyed that I didn't let go of his lips for whole 10 minutes. I was the one who should apologize not him, so instead of saying it, I kissed him with all I got that we were both left panting hard after the full make out session outside his apartment. We spent the rest of night cuddling on my couch until we fell asleep together, me on top of him.

That time I learned something new about him. He wasn't the type of guy who was all sex. He was more of a cuddle kind after a usual fight or argument. I got used to the rough make up sex with Christian every after argument that we had in the past. Although I loved the slow making love after the rough one, I found the cuddly type sweet and romantic. He felt so warm and hard at the same time. I knew he was aroused but he kept his control, so instead of the usual 'make up sex' after a couple's fight, we just cuddled with bit of touching, groping and lot of kissing. We did talk about the dinner invite. I told him that it was something that I needed to do and that I wanted him to trust me. I knew he wasn't satisfied with short explanation but as always he said he understood and that he trusted me and respected my decision.

"He seems like a nice guy Ana." Grace said snapping me out of thoughts from last night's events.

I smiled shyly and nodded. "Yes, he is."

I was having a hard time reading Grace's expression when she learned that I was dating Gavin. She seemed surprised at first and I wasn't sure if it was a good or bad kind of surprise for her.

"And you look happy and comfortable with him. How did you two meet?" She asked curiously.

"I met him on the day he moved to the apartment next to mine."

"Oh, so you're neighbors then." She said quietly but not giving away anything.

I looked at her closely because deep inside, I was kind of nervous of how Grace would think about me dating someone else. She was her usual kind self during the short conversation she and Gavin had a little while ago. I saw her watching his every move when he was serving food for me and Ted. She saw how attentive he was especially with my son. I didn't miss the spark in her eyes when she saw my son giggling so hard at Gavin's childish jokes. Even if she wasn't really my mother, her approval of my relationship with Gavin would be big relief in my part.

Our eyes locked and just like that she knew instantly what I had been worrying about.

"Grace, I…" She cut me off even before I could say anymore.

"Ana." She leaned closer and grasped my hand. "There's no need for you to explain. I understand that you are moving on. Yes, I was surprised that you're seeing someone now, but hey, you deserved to be happy. Christian, he's my son and of course part of me still want you to get back together and see you both happy again." She gave me an apologetic smile before continuing. "Even though you've never shared what happened to your marriage, the sadness in your eyes was enough to know that you suffered a great deal of pain from the divorce or whatever Christian did. That's why I will support you with everything that you will do. And if this man is making you happy then I'm happy for the both of you."

"Thank you. It means so much to me. And honestly, I didn't expect things to be like this for us either. It just happened." I said with a small smile and shrugged.

"That is fine. You are a smart woman Ana. Just do what you think would be the best for you and Teddy. I'm glad they are getting along well." She said while playing with my son's copper curls.

"Yes, he's really good with Ted." Grace's smiled but it didn't reach her eyes. Maybe she was really hoping that Christian and I would be back together in a way after all the mess that happened.

Grace settled the bill and just gave me 'I got this and you won't pay' look when I tried to insist on paying half of it. Teddy looked sad saying goodbye to his Grandma but Grace assured him that the next time he would visit them in Bellevue they would go to the zoo and would buy him more ice cream. I just shook my head when Teddy went hyper because of the excitement he felt for the next visit with his grand parents.

"Ana." Grace tugged my hand when we reached her car. "You can bring him on Saturday if it would make you more comfortable to come to the Gala."

"Gavin?" She nodded and I was shocked that she wanted him to come with me, I didn't expect that. "I will ask him then."

With a hug and a final wave, Grace drove off.

"Christian, it's me." I said when he answered on the second ring.

"Ana?" He sounded so surprised that I called.

"I called because I would like to ask when is this dinner that you were saying."

"You accept?"

"Yes but this will be the last time that I will accept any personal meeting with you that doesn't concern our son." I said trying to make things clear for him before he jumped into wrong conclusion that I was coming back to him.

He was silent for a bit before he spoke again. "I understand. Thank you for giving me this chance to talk to you. Is Thursday evening alright with you? I'm in New York right now until Thursday morning then back on Friday."

"Thursday evening then." I didn't add that I have no intention of knowing his busy schedule.

"I'll pick you up at 6." Oh there's the classic Mr. Grey.

"No, just tell me where. There's no need for you to come and get me."

"But Ana…"

"Gavin will drive me." That silenced him and didn't push anymore. I wouldn't let him have his way just because I said yes to that damn dinner.

I heard him sighed after the long pause. "Alright. I'll get back to you once I've arranged the place."

"Okay. Good bye Christian."

"I'll see soon, Anastasia." I heard him say before I ended the call. There was still this weird feeling every time he calls me with my first name. Maybe that would be his only effect on me that would never change.

It's Tuesday morning and the bookstore wasn't that really busy. I sold only 5 books so far, including a 'How to Masturbate Book Guide' to a librarian-like lady with very thick eye glasses. She didn't even look at me when she paid for the book. I guess it was really embarrassing to buy books like those in a bookstore. Maybe she wasn't familiar with online shopping to save herself from major embarrassment.

Masturbate book guide… Then I suddenly remembered Gavin's little fantasy of watching me play with myself. Last night we had yet another mind-blowing and body shocking phone sex. I was on my tub and he was on night duty. It was different with the first time because he added a lot of dirty talks of what he would do to me once he gets to see masturbating. I looked around the bookstore just to make sure that no one was around to see me squirming just by thinking about last night's phone sexcapade.

Gavin had been extra sweet ever since Sunday night. Every time I checked my phone there would be a message from him saying that he missed me and wanted to hear my voice and some explicitly raunchy ones. Geez, that man. I was with Teddy last night making a quick detour at the grocery store for some ice cream for my son and a bottle of wine for myself when I received a text message from Gavin saying:

Ana, I miss you so fucking much. I can't wait to suck your pretty little clit and make you come so hard and lick every drop of your sweet and fucking tasty cum. And then I will fuck that sweet mouth of yours until you tame my rock hard cock. – Mr. B.

I blushed furiously and the older man at the counter seemed to notice because he asked me if I was okay. The other guys waiting on the line gave me weird knowing looks too. I was so embarrassed that I almost dragged Teddy home as fast as we can. When I got home, I called Gavin with the intention of scolding him but as soon as I heard his panty-melting voice, I just sighed and admitted that I missed him too.

And now I was thinking of how I would make that fantasy into reality for him. Well I did it before, with Christian, but I didn't get to finish it, like make myself come in front of him because not after a minute he would take over and rather do it himself. That's why I was feeling nervous about this knowing Gavin would watch me come undone. Just imagining how he would look like with those intense light blue eyes watching me was making me more excited than being nervous. Maybe I should buy a vibrator to spice things up for him?

I quickly grabbed my phone and sent a message to Tiffany. Let's do this, Steele.

GAVIN

I sighed heavily as soon as I hit the couch. Fucking hell. That was one hell of a car chase. I would give it to that son of a bitch, he was fast, but I was faster than him. With only 3 hours of sleep, I wasn't sure if I still had some energy with me to catch the fucker. But as always, the excitement of beating up another bad guy did the trick and the adrenaline woke up my whole body and was ready for more action. I fucking love my job.

Well, your dick wants a blow job.

Jesus Christ. Here I was, dead tired and horny as hell. What a combination, yeah? It had been three days since the last time I was inside Ana. And every time I close my eyes, all I could see was her gorgeous face, her sweet smile, her luscious lips and smoking hot body. As much as I hate the double shift, if it would make me have more off days then I would gladly take more just to have the weekends off to spend time with my Ana and Ted. I couldn't wait to touch her face and kiss her like a hungry animal for his mate. I couldn't wait to make love to her, to show her how much I care for her, how much I love her. Boyle, you got it so fucking bad, my man.

I knew I have to wait for the right time to pop those three words. I didn't want to scare her off. Not now or never. And there was her bastard of an ex, that fucker was damn lucky that Ana was there to calm my rage to beat the shit out of him. How dare him stood in front of her like nothing happened, like he didn't cheat on her and was casually asking her out in front of her lover. What a fucking asshole. One day, I would fucking beat him, I swear.

I didn't like the idea of her with that son of a bitch in an intimate dinner. Just the thought of them together was making me crazy and jealous as hell. Ana didn't elaborate why she was going but the look in her eyes did give me all the assurances in the world that she would come back to me. She told me to trust her with her decision. Never in hell that I would trust her ex to keep his hands off her but I trust Ana. More than anyone. It would not be easy but I just got to trust her.

I was driving when I received a call from her. She asked where I was and what time I was going home. She said that old Al was closing the bookstore after lunch and that she would be home early. I told her that I was on my way home and she instructed me not to take my uniform off when she comes to my apartment to make lunch for us. I wonder what she was planning.

I heard the door opened and there was my lady, beautiful as ever in a shell pink lace camisole top and skin tight jeans that was hugging her sexy ass with matching black pumps. Holy hell. I could feel my self getting hard already just by looking at her not even naked. It was getting hotter now with the vest that I was wearing and Ana in the room. I don't think I could last all throughout lunch without touching her. Maybe I should just jump on her right now to end this misery that I was going through at the moment. Hold on, big guy, don't think with your dick. Calm the fuck down.

"Gavin, I'm here." She called out as she closed the door.

I stood up and tried keep my self-control intact as I approached her and gave her an open wet kiss on the lips. I want more. But I had to pull back to help her first with what she was carrying.

"What are these?" I asked as placed the paper bags on the counter top.

"Lunch. I didn't get to cook because there were last-minute customers who bought some nursery books. So I thought I'll just grab something on my way here." I spun her around to face me as I trapped her between me and the counter.

She cupped my cheek and slowly caressing my stubbly cheek. I knew she liked my stubble that's why I didn't completely shave them every morning. And you love her touch, you love-sick puppy. Oh fuck yes, I do love her touches. She was my home. Every touch sent my heart beat into crazy rhythm. And she was the only one who could do this to me. She had this power over me that I couldn't even resist. Back in SFPD, I was the best cop. Natural instinct, with a speed of lightning and with eyes that could easily see through every people's mind. But with Ana, my cop persona seemed to be so weak against her effortless beauty. With just one look, those blue wide orbs could melt me in no time. She had me. Fuck, she definitely had me.

"You're still in uniform." She said as she licked those delectable lips. "I like." She added and gave me that sweet smile. Fuck's sake, how could I hold off my horny self if she would continue to seduce me unintentionally? Or is she really seducing me?

"Really? Even if I'm all hot and sweaty in it?" I said as I licked the side of her lips. Hmm, delicious.

She snaked her arms around my neck and bit my bottom lip. "I like you hot and sweaty."

Fuck lunch. I grabbed her waist as I captured her lips with mine. She tugged my hair as I forced my tongue inside her mouth and I got rewarded with that sexy moan of hers. She kissed me back like she couldn't get enough too. And that just made me harder than I was at the moment.

She broke the kiss first and stopped me when I tried to kiss her again. "Wait, lunch first."

I groaned as her hands traveled down to my torso but stopped when she reached my belt. "We have to eat."

"I could eat you now." I growled and cupped her breasts. Oh shit, they're too soft. I can't wait to suck those pink little nipples.

She moaned and closed her eyes for a bit while I continued to massage her breasts through her camisole. And when I was about to pull down her top to release her twins, she slapped my hands off her and crossed her arms. Damn.

"Food first or you won't have anything even the dessert." No fucking way.

"Yes, Ma'am." I gave her a salute that made her giggle. "Should I change clothes first? I have so many things with me—"

"No. Don't change." I was about to question her why but she cut me off. "No questions. Got it?" She said raising her right eyebrow at me.

"Yes, Ma'am. Roger that." Hmm, now I was beginning to wonder what she was up to? Why did she need me in uniform complete with my belt and all the things I have in it?

She brought grilled chicken sandwich with fries. But my attention was no where the food in front of me. I couldn't take my eyes off my lady. I could tell that there was something different about her today. I just couldn't pin point what exactly that was. After cleaning the dishes that I insisted to do, she dismissed me saying that I should go back to the couch and relax a bit. What the hell? But I did anyway.

A few minutes later, she emerged from the kitchen looking flustered. Why was she nervous? Was she going to tell me something?

She sat down beside me and I instantly wrapped an arm around her shoulder.

"What's up?" I asked when I couldn't stand the silence anymore.

"Uhm… What exactly is all that stuff?" She asked pointing at my belt. That was unexpected.

"Why would you want to know? It's just all those things that are necessary for a cop to bring everyday." I shrugged.

"Well," She gazed at me through her lashes, "I might give you something in return if you will show me all those things." She said in a low seductive voice and trailed a finger from my neck down to my collar. Holy shit. I could come any minute now if she would continue to torture me with her slow and sweet seduction.

Oh, my lady.

ANA

Okay Steele, don't be a chicken. Don't back down now.

I balanced myself with one hand on Gavin's shoulder and straddled his lap. His hands quickly settled on my bottom then used his foot to scoot the coffee table back a few inches.

"And what are you going to give me in return for the mysterious secret of my weapons as a knight, your highness?" I chuckled when he said it in a very manly and gentle voice like a true knight. Oh my Mr. Boxers.

This was my game so I better play it cool. I leaned closer just few inches from his lips and whispered. "Maybe… making one of your fantasies come true?"

He froze under me wide eyed. I knew his brain was still processing what I've just said. I could tell that he didn't expect things to turn out like this. Well, surprise surprise. This would be the one of the things I could do to please him. And I was very sure I could do this, with or without experience.

His eyes turned a shade darker and he gripped my bottom like he just guessed correctly what I was going to do or if he would play along with my game. I licked my lips in anticipation and grinded my hips slowly over his zipper where I was sure his erection was trying to break free from its confinement. Oh boy.

Without taking his eyes from my face he withdrew his gun from the holster on his hip. ".45 caliber Glock. The clip." He said manipulating the weapon so what I assumed was the 'clip' dropped out. He shoved it back and pulled three more rectangular metal objects off his belt. "Spare clips."

"Yes, the gun." I said looking closely to his weapon. "Why did you become a police officer? I'm sure there were other opportunities for you after being in the army." I asked because it had been on my mind ever since we met. There was just no perfect moment to ask like now.

"I don't want to do the same shit, different day. Like office work or shit like that." He said with a disgusted face. "My dad offered me to join them in the real estate business but I declined. No nights are the same being a cop. I like being first on a scene, then moving on to whatever's coming next. I never know what's coming when I get in the car. That can be bad, but most of the time it's good."

His words rang with flat honesty I appreciated. I just nodded and gave him a shy smile. But before I could pick out another mysterious item from his belt, he leaned forward just enough to kiss me. Heat radiated from his lips to mine. He flicked his tongue just inside my lips then sat back and held out a leather case.

"Handcuffs." He said.

Oh. That I was very familiar with. No need to ask questions.

"I wear them behind my back so I can get to them with either hand." He said in a low tone of his voice.

With the look in his eyes, I was sure that he knew I did have experiences with handcuffs. It was one of the kinky fuckeries that I enjoyed in the past. And now I couldn't help but to imagine myself being handcuffed by Gavin like I was being arrested and him having his way with me for violating the law.

Oh. My. God. Did I just create a new fantasy of him manhandling me and him being a kinky cop? Holy fuck. It sounded so wrong but I felt hot and bothered by it. Would he be fine with role plays? Would he like to try those kinky stuff with me? Shit. Crap. Shit.

You're just horny as fuck, Steele. Just take things one day at a time, alright?

Oh geez. This was supposed to be Gavin's fantasy not mine. I shook my head and saw that he was eyeing me closely. Maybe he was thinking that I was such a weirdo trying to seduce him just a while which I thought didn't work out right seeing he wasn't really seduced by me and now I was having all those crazy thoughts because of handcuffs.

"Next?" He asked still watching me with those curious light blue eyes.

I nodded and then he spread his hands palm up, leaving his chest opened to me. He wore a short-sleeved shirt. At first I didn't know what he wanted me to do but the second I guessed that he wanted to show me something underneath I trailed the tips of my fingers along the hard muscles of his forearms, up over the bulge of his biceps, to touch his nametag and badge, then across where I usually felt the firm muscle and smooth skin of his deltoid and pectoral. Instead, raised ridges and the hard edge of something covering his chest stopped my questing hands.

I began to undo the buttons of his dark blue polyester shirt, one by one, down his chest and upper abdomen, the spicy scent of Gavin and clean sweat rising as I opened the shirt.

I reached his belt and stopped, spreading the fabric wide to expose a black vest, secured around his torso with wide Velcro straps.

"It's a bullet resistant vest. They're hot, they're heavy, they're uncomfortable when you're sitting in the car and no patrol cop in this town goes on duty without one."

"Resistant?" I thought they were bullet proof, not resistant. "And are you on patrol now?"

"Cop-killers will get through them. Some rifle bullets, too." He said looking really uncomfortable with the vest. "And no, I just covered Sammy's patrol duty, he was sick last night."

I nodded and touched the hard vest once more. "Okay, I want this off."

He grimaced and wrinkled his nose. "Ana, I am soaked with sweat—"

"I don't care." I honestly didn't care even if there was some kind of emergency outside the door. I was just eager to start.

I tugged at the Velcro and heard the distinctive rip of the material separating.

"Okay! Wait, not that way. I've got those straps tightened just right." He leaned forward and I helped him shrug out of his shirt. It pooled around his waist, caught by his belt. With quick movements he unfastened the Velcro holding the sides of the vest together and pulled it away from his body to drop on the floor.

His white v neck shirt fit cushy to his chest and was indeed soaked with sweat. My mouth, on the other hand, went dry at the sight of his carved muscles under the clinging wet shirt. I took the damp fabric in either hand, tugged the shirt free of his pants and pulled it over his head, on the floor next to his vest.

He sat back looking like a Greek god with his exposed chest and ripped abs. I could feel the wetness building up between my thighs and I knew it was just making things easier and faster.

He continued by removing a black cylinder from his belt. "OC spray. You know it as Mace." Then he reached again for another device on his belt. "And a Taser."

He then again sat back again and crossed his arms. I swallowed hard and stood up. Okay, you can do this, Steele!

I stretched my hand to him, willing to push himself up. He grasped my hands as he stood up and I tip toe to kiss him swiftly on the lips. "Thank you, Officer. Now, time for your reward."

I led him from the living room to his bed, looking confident but deep inside I was calming my nerves and reassuring myself that I wouldn't look like an idiot in front of my man. Gavin was surprisingly silent until we stopped by the bedroom door. He was just watching me closely with those intense light blue eyes getting darker every minute, and with his jaw clenched like he was holding back in taking action or something.

I released his hand and stepped back from him. "Stay there and watch me."

I turned around now facing the and slowly lifted off my top throwing it aside. I couldn't see him but I could feel the heat radiating from his body. I quickly removed my black pumps then next I unbuttoned my jeans slowly, pulling them down my legs bending forward, giving Gavin a full view of my thong-clad back side.

I smiled as I heard him growled and made my way to the bed side table.

"Fuck Ana, thong. I like it." Then he was behind me all of a sudden. His arms snaked around my waist as I felt his tongue licked the right side of my neck.

"Hey, I told you to watch me." I said trying to resist him but I found myself giving him more access to my neck.

"But you're so fucking hot, Ana. I can't just watch."

He then captured my lips and kissed me hungrily. I didn't want to but I pulled back quickly before things get more intimate and heated. I have prepared this for him. I couldn't ruin his fantasy just because I was horny as hell and that I could come just with those wanton looks that he was giving me. Oh my.

I shook my head and cupped his stubbly cheek. "This is for you." His eyes widen and I could see that my actions were now registering in his lust filled mind. Surely, he couldn't just forgot about that fantasy that he mentioned this past weekend right?

I positioned myself in the middle of bed with my lacy bra and thong still on. I knelt in front of him as I reached for the clasps of my lacy bra. I threw it aside and cupped my breasts with both hands. I looked straight into his eyes and bit my lip when I heard him groaned and was now unbuckling his belt, removing his pants as quickly as possible.

"Fuck, Ana. Show me. Play with yourself." He said roughly as he begun stroking himself through his boxers.

I slide my hand over my breast, circling a nipple before pinching it and rolling it between my fingers. I cup my breasts, lifting it slightly.

"Yes, just like that."

I closed my eyes and moaned as I was continuously fondling my breast and getting my nipples swollen and hard from the pinching and pulling. I sat back on my heels and let my right hand drift down my stomach and between my legs. I put a finger inside my mouth while I slid a finger down my wet slit. I smiled when I saw his mouth now hanging open as he continued to stroke himself while his intense light blue eyes were glued to my finger stroking my wet core, spreading the wetness up to stomach then to my nipples.

He growled as he stepped off his boxers. And there he was, his massive erection pointing up to his stomach, rock hard and throbbing with veins showing and a leaking pre-cum. Oh yes.

"Get that thong off and show me everything." He demanded in his mean cop voice.

I didn't get intimidated but instead I felt more turned on with his actions and with his commanding voice.

I slowly slid my thong down my legs and threw it in his direction. He caught the tiny piece of lace and smelled it with his eyes closed. "I'm going to keep this one." Oh my. "Spread those legs and show me how wet you are."

He watched as I slid two fingers between my folds and felt myself getting bolder as I opened them for him to view my insides.

"Holy fuck. You are so wet and those pussy lips. Oh god." He stroked himself faster and licked his lips while his eyes roamed from my face then down to my exposed wet core.

The hunger in his eyes sent shivers all over me as I rubbed my throbbing clit with my thumb. I played with my nipples using my other hand pinching harder and pulling making it more sensitive and swollen. I moaned as I pushed two fingers inside me. Then I began thrusting my fingers in and out, my thumb flicking at my clit. My hips also began moving as my breathing got harder.

He let out that sexy growl, pumping his rigid cock into his hand. "Ana, fuck yourself like that. Yes, faster. Put another finger."

And I did. Oh my god. I felt so full with three fingers inside me. And for the first time in years, I was enjoying pleasuring myself with my fingers in front of my man. I got so used with Christian's body that I almost got obsessed with only his touch, that I didn't really believe that I could pleasure myself on my own. I always preferred him to do the action not me because I feel like I would just look like a fool and would never look sexy doing myself with the little experience that I had. But with Gavin's presence and seeing him like this, panting and almost drooling with pleasure watching me, I couldn't help but feel sexier and confident that I could definitely bring pleasure to my lover.

I brought my fingers deeper and I moaned loudly as I hit a certain spot. Oh fuck that was so good. I could hear Gavin's breathing in pants with his eyes locked to my fingers and my thumb. I continued to thrust my fingers until I felt my self with this intense release coming closely.

"Ana." He muttered under his breath. "You're the hottest fucking thing ever."

With that I pinched my nipples harder and rubbed my clit faster. I repeated the same thrust to that sweet spot over and over again. I was getting lost in the sheer ecstasy and absolute pleasure and I didn't hold back as I readied myself for my release.

"Come on, Ana. I'm so close."

I screamed as I felt a sudden gush of fluid shooting straight, down to my legs. Oh my god. It felt so fucking amazing.

Wait. Hold on a second. I looked down panting and saw my hands soaked with clear liquid that was pooling between my legs. Fuck.

Did I just pee?

Oh shit.