A/N - I'm sorry Tig fans, I just can't help myself! I promise this will have the most amazing outcome down the line...!
Chibs lay, staring up at the ceiling with one hand behind his head. He couldn't sleep, his whole mind was aching and he felt frustrated in ways he didn't know how to express. He was too hot, and then too cold, constantly bothered by the strange fluctuations in temperature. He lay on the bed in just his boxers, trying to get his head right.
There was an almost indistinguishable knock on the door and he looked up to see Nina standing there in a little pretty nightgown. He smiled and waved, motioning for her to come in as he shifted across the bed to make space for her. She sat at his feet for a minute and then stretched out, lying beside him. Her eyes gazed into his as she lay there, wanting to touch him but not even daring to.
Chibs looked at her and reached for her hand. His fingers grazed against her waist as he found her and gripped onto her. "You alright, love?"
"I didn't want to be alone," she whispered. He understood, she needed him, she needed his company. He stroked her hair softly, resting his hand on the side of her head.
"You're never alone," he promised her. "You know I'm always here, never very far away. You know that."
Saying it seemed to reinforce it in her head and she nodded gently, grateful for that. She looked timidly down at his bare chest, her fingers wanting to touch him but strangely fearful. Chibs took her hand in his and pressed it to his chest, next to his heart, almost reading her mind in his desperation to connect with her.
"I'm sorry, for what I did to Jax," she whispered. Chibs shook his head.
"Don't be," he murmured. "Bastard deserved a lot more than just that." He could tell she was still guilty about the whole situation and he leaned across, pressing his lips to her forehead. "Please, you have to know why you have to stay."
She nodded quietly. "We were right, not to tell Tig." Her voice was barely a whisper and she looked up at him fearfully. "You shouldn't have to keep my secret."
"I want to." He caressed her cheek. "Nina, I-"
"I love you too," she said, almost silently. "Even when I've hated you, when you've been an idiot, when I've wished you weren't such a damn girl about things. I've loved you." Her lips twitched into a shy smile. "Things, they just never worked out right."
Before she could say another word, Chibs pushed his lips to hers. Nina barely managed a gasp as their mouths connected and she closed her eyes, her hand resting on his skin. She murmured contently into him and sighed as his hand strayed down her body, pulling her closer to him.
"Is this it?" she whispered. "Is this our last night together?"
Saying it like that made it sound so final, Chibs felt his heart skip a beat. If anything happened to her, this, this was his last chance to try and make it good.
"Here." He tugged off his wedding band and pushed it onto her finger in the dark. "I need you to know, in those darkest moments, that we're okay. That I'm doing everything I can to get you home, to me, to your family. So when you feel lost or alone, know that I'm working on it."
It was such a small gesture but it overwhelmed her. Nina wrapped her arms around his neck and squeezed her body tightly against his as Chibs hugged her, not wanting to let her go for even a second. Whatever Galen wanted from her, this wasn't right. He didn't want to leave her here. He kissed her again, possessively now, his fingers entwining with hers as he rolled her onto her back and climbed on top of her. Boldly, he lowered his hips to hers, resting himself against her, and she whimpered softly as one of her legs snaked around him, pulling him closer to her.
"Filip..."
"Please," he whispered softly. "Just one more time. Let me make love to you."
His lips worked their way along her jaw and neck and Nina felt her body caving beneath his fingertips. She would do anything for him, any ask he had she would oblige. She moaned as he pulled her other leg around him, pressing his erection against her clit as he rocked with her gently. Her nightdress rode up around her waist and she breathed softly as he continued to kiss her. His hands massaged her body, he needed to commit every millimetre of her to his memory until he could get her home.
Nina barely felt his hand between them, all consumed by the way he felt on top of her, but her lips parted and she gasped as she felt Chibs push into her. She had to silence herself as he filled her, his cock slipping into her and stretching every little inch of her body as he strained inside of her. Chibs' lips worked over her skin, gentle and intense and working methodically to cover every little bit of her. His hips moved rhythmically with hers as he gripped her ass, pulling her body to his to ensure not the smallest break in their intense interaction.
"This is just for now," he muttered, his voice low as he started to move faster, his long hair falling down over his eyes and into hers as they moved together, in perfect sync. "When you're home, I'm going to do this with you everywhere. The house, the club, the park. The goddamn store." She giggled at that, holding on to his back and shoulders. He nodded approvingly as her nails sank into his skin. "You'll make an honest man out of me, Nina, I swear."
"Hush." She didn't want to hear those promises, she was so terrified that something might happen and break it. "Just... be with me here, now. Please."
Her soft words, the way her lips moved against his skin and made him shiver made Chibs want to cry. He held onto her even tighter, like he would never let her go, and groaned as he could feel her clenching inside around him. She was close, he could feel from how wet she was and how much deeper he could slip every time he relaxed his body against hers again. Chibs was sure they had never fucked like this, so intimately, so passionately.
Her hand reached down and squeezed his ass gently before she cupped his face in her hands and kissed him intently. Her teeth caught his lip, nipping him softly, and she whimpered as she felt him push into her harder, desperate to fill her as the little bite made him want to lose control.
"Not yet," she groaned, her back arching as her fingers twisted on the sheets. "I'm so close."
How could she say something like that and make him hold back? Chibs could feel the sweat beading on his forehead as he continued to move, intent on making her cum before he let go of the orgasm just desperate to rip through his body. She grabbed him, pulling his head to hers as she let go with a moan silenced only by releasing it into his own mouth, and as her tongue brushed his lower lip, Chibs let go. He barked, trying to control his volume as he felt himself cum inside of her, constant and unending, sure that he was soaking every little bit of her body. Nina was panting as he felt himself stop and dropped his head down against hers, their slick bodies together as he kissed her again.
"Christ." It was a breathless whimper and Chibs almost laughed as she said it. Her eyes were wide as they looked up at him, her legs were still wrapped tightly around his waist. "I... Jesus, Chibs, I..."
He didn't need her to talk. He kissed her, his lips worked carefully against hers, he wanted to make sure he didn't miss a single spot so when he fantasised about her, not a thing would be out of place. He stroked her hair back from her eyes and laughed as he wiped the sweat left on his palm on the pillow beside her.
"You are something else," he murmured. "I'd do anything for you, do you know that?"
She smiled. She liked that he was still on top of her, still inside her, saying those things. "Just get me home," she pleaded. "And take care of my baby."
Chibs nodded, he thoroughly intended to. "Aye, don't you worry, I'm working on both of those things." He kissed her softly as he rolled onto his side, not letting go of her but still holding her to him. "I'll send you pictures of her every day, and we'll call you. You won't be alone, ever." He played with her hair gently. "I promise."