A/N: ATTENTION PLEASE READ…
IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THIS STORY DO NOT LEAVE A REVIEW YOUR LACK OF REVIEW TELLS ME YOU HATE IT. SO PLEASE NO FLAMING…I WILL ONLY SAY IT THIS ONE LAST TIME. (Written in bold so it is easy to read not to come across as yelling)
So we only have a few chapters left! And I know with the engagement many of you are pissed off saying why would Maura choose Rachel when she heard the deal and blah blah blah well Maura is a very conflicted person, and I know out of character. But that is because of everything that has happened same with Jane both are different because they are in a completely different situation than either one has been in. You would be too.
Now on another note one reviewer basically stated I was Rachel…LOL! I'm sorry that is too funny, I am nothing like Rachel at all! I don't have her looks, height or personality. I am actually more like Maura, I have the tendency to 'Google mouth' a lot, but I have Jane's tomboy ways and dress more like Jane. So I am more like Maura and Jane with a sprinkle of Jennifer…in no way am I like Rachel.
And yes I did make Rachel seem…perfect but I have done everything and wrote everything for a reason. Everything will make complete sense when this part and Maura's part end and it will make part three so much easier to understand and everything else in between. Anyways due to the engagement one reviewer asked that I catch Maura's Point of View up with this story…so I gave that much thought and I am doing just that. So today there should be four to six chapters of Maura's Point of View up for all of you to read. ENJOY!
"Jane, what's wrong?" Jennifer asked as the two sat on Jane's couch.
"Huh? Oh, nothing just thinking." Jane replied as she looked back at the T.V. she wasn't paying attention to the game.
"Thinking about Maura and Rachel." Instantly Jane snapped her head over where she ended up looking her in the eye.
"No…no why would I be thinking about that?"
"Because they are engaged and you are in love with Maura." Jane sat still she was cornered she knew it, and she didn't know what to say. "Jane, I like you. No, I love you. I loved you when we were teenagers and I do now and I thought I would be happy taking what I could get but I want you happy to and the only time you are ever really happy is when you are with Maura. Last week when we went over to her house you kept looking at her, you didn't compliment me on my outfit but you complimented her." Again Jane sat still.
"I want to be with you but I can't be with you because mentally you are with Maura, I think we need to just be friends Jane because I want much more than what you are wanting to give me." Jennifer stated and looked at Jane hoping for a response when none came she stood up and went to leave but was stopped by Jane's hand on her wrist.
"I'm sorry, I do love you but…you are right it's different. I'm in love with Maura, always have been. I would like for us to be friends because right now, I really need a friend." As Jane finished she started to cry, it had been a long time since she had let herself go and in that moment she let go of everything. Instantly Jennifer held her and guided them to the couch where she continued to hold her once lover as she cried over the woman she was in love with.