I got so emotional from reading over the last chapter and just had to continue... gasdgjdgjdgjdasfgafhsadfajsd ajfsdfasjgdfagsfdaj

Sam stared up at the ceiling, he couldn't sleep, all he could do was think about Gabriel, his face...how ashamed and confused it looked.

Sam's POV:

What am I thinking? All I know is that I don't Gabriel to suffer, I don't want him to be sad.

Sam let two of his fingers trail up to his lips, he touched them briefly, thinking about how Gabriel kissed him, how soft his lips were, how lovin-

WAIT WHAT?! NO STOP!...Do I have feeling's for Gabriel? I mean I'm smart enough to know that I'm straight? wait am I? I'm only thirteen, isn't this the time when I'm meant to be figuring this kind of thing out? I DON'T KNOW!.

Sam sat straight up and screamed, his mother was out so only Dean was home, who at this point ran in and open the door right open, before kneeling next to Sam who was now crying.

"Sammy what's wrong?" Dean said panicked.

Sam had tears streaming down his face and it downright broke Dean's heart, he hated having to see his little brother like this, so broken up.

Dean sat next to him on the bed and put his arm around him, Sam sobbed onto Dean's shoulder.

"Shhhh, it's okay Sammy I'm here now, when've you've calmed down please tell me what's wrong"

Dean spent the next two minutes calming Sam down while he cried and breathed out heavily.

Sam wiped his eyes with his hand and then sniffled.

"Now, you ready to tell you what's got you so worked up?"

"I just freaked out a little, it's okay"

"No it most certanily is not!"

"You screamed, that means either you were in pain, or you thought about a whole load of shit at once and you had to scream to let it all out"

"It's both"

"What is it Sammy?"

Sam turned his head away so he wasn't looking at Dean.

"I'm ashamed"

Dean became confused, he could NEVER be ashamed of his brother, NEVER.

"I think I have feeling's for someone...butttt...I..I...I Don't know what to do!"

"Wow dude, you must really like them a lot if it got you screaming"

Sam began sobbing again, Dean rubbed his shoulder.

"BBBuuttt, I cann't"

"And why not?"

there was a long pause.

"Because...it's, Gabriel"

Dean's eye's widened, He knew that Sam may have become mates with the guy, but maybe he wasn't told everything that went down...he wasn't sure about Sam being with someone three years older than him either, or Gabriel's side of things.

"Look" Dean took a deep breath in.

"I can tell you don't want to give me all the details but just know this, I will ALWAYS love you no matter who you choose to be with, and if you have to think hard about your feelings for someone, your probably in denile, which means...your scared to face the fact that you like him because, your afraid of what other people will think or otherwise"

"Thanks Dean"

"Anytime dude"

And with that Dean walked out.

Sam got back in bed and pulled the blanket over his head.

He sobbed silently for fifteen minutes before realising...he really did have romantic feelings for Gabriel.

I hoped you guy's liked the chapter :)