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The months dragged on as winter came and was gone. The snow had turned in slop and the students had all arrived back at Hogwarts without any troubles. It was now May and my O.W.L's were quickly approaching. I had only talked to Matt once since our encounter the day after we had arrived at Hogwarts. It was brief and very awkward, I talked about how I loved the view from the Astronomy Tower then he went off to go and snog some random girl that he could latch onto just to make me jealous. I studied often in the common room, on this very day; Addie joined me instead of eating down in the great hall like everyone else.

Addie threw down her book and parchment and stated, "They are ridiculous, how on earth am I suppose to remember all of this rubbish, within the next two weeks?"

"Well, actually, the tests are in a week, they end in two weeks." I told her, and her growl came at me, "Like I needed the reminder, I haven't slept in weeks, so give me a break."

An exaggeration made by Addie was a common sight when she was under a lot of stress. "I know the feeling," I mumbled, focusing on how the Animagi would normally take their form, but Addie closed my book and told me, "You've been studying these books in and out and you won't give yourself a break, besides doing homework, you're skinnier than when Alex had you on that insane diet. Let's go eat." As she said this, two giggling people came into the room, Matt and another girl that he had somehow gotten to be his pretend girlfriend who would snog him senselessly in front of me and would giggle around me.

I reopened my book as I ignored their constant giggling, but Addie made a hard coughing noise. The giggling stopped and I could feel Matt's eyes on Addie, "what?"

"Some of us would like to not puke at the sight of you, so would you just keep the cutesiness away from me?" Addie told him, and he just made a snort, and I could hear his face sucking the other girl's and I snapped my book closed.

Not even this sound stirred him from this new girl, I packed up all of my books that lay across the coffee table and I stood up. When I passed the two, "love birds," I whispered into his ear, "you look like a couple of walruses fighting for the other one's tongue, I bet you love to picture that. You try too hard to find the easiest girls in Hogwarts."

I hit his shoulder before going up the girls dormitories, where my palms were sweating and I wasn't breathing right. Addie closed the door behind me, and said, "That was amazing, you should have seen that girl's face!"

"I-I don't… feel so…" I felt like toppling over, but instead I fell onto my bed.

"Lily? Are you okay?" Addie asked me, looking concerned, "Do I need to get Madame Pomfrey?"

"No, I'll be fine; I think I just need… sleep." I murmured, turning to my pillow and still having this hot sensation roam through my body.

I didn't hear a word that Addie had said, but I found out that my body was over exhausted and demanded sleep right then.

When I woke up, a little tipsy house elf stood by my bedside, "Madame Pomfrey sent me here, to make sure you ate properly, and she said that you must stay in bed for two days without any stress, that is why I am here, to make sure that you don't leave your bed." The little elf told me.

"Uhhmmm, who are you?" I asked.

"Winky the house elf," she squeaked, about ready to tip over, "what would you like for Breakfast?"

"Breakfast?"

"Yes, it is morning; we have breakfast in the morning."

"Uhhmmm, I don't know, whatever you have down in the kitchens will be fine."

With a loud crack, the house elf was gone, and I lay in bed, wondering what the heck was going on. Addie came into the room and said cheerfully, "hey," I looked at her with a look of confusion, "you finally woke up after your slight coma."

"What? I was in a coma?" I asked, almost getting up but there was a loud crack that sounded through the room, "No getting up Miss Potter, I was given strict rules that you will follow." She set a tray on my lap and told me, "you can only sit up for meals, and that is it, and you are not allowed to do homework, too much stress."

"But my owls are coming up!" I exasperated, "I need all the study time now! I need to recover Astronomy!"

"You can do that, another day," The house elf squeaked, and sat in a little chair, watching me and she barked, "eat up, you look starved to death."

Eating had always been my lowest priority, but now it had become my top priority in just the flash of a second. I looked up at Addie and she told me, "You weren't in a coma, you just slept for a long time, but it felt like you were in one though."

I bit the edge of my toast to make the little house elf happy but I certainly wasn't.

Winky the house elf stayed with me all night, and she would constantly check my temperature, several times it was high so she shoved muggle remedies down my throat.

Addie came to visit me at around two, when she had a break from classes "Hey, how are you holding up?"

"I'm going insane if I can't study, I need my books, but she hid them somewhere in the room while I was sleeping." I told Addie with my most irritated tone.

"It was for your own good." Winky was knitting in her little chair, watching my every move.

"Maybe, this is a way of your body saying that you should slow down Lily." She turned serious, "Maybe it's a good thing that you are put on bed rest. And you don't seem very relaxed for being on bed rest."

"How am I supposed to relax when owl exams are less than a week away and I am far from my books?" I asked, tossing in bed.

"No moving." Winky reminded me.

I stopped and let out a big groan. This was my living hell, how could things possibly get worse?! But little did Lily know, things would get much, much worse.

Who else didn't see Winky coming?! :) I love her.
Anyways, you will not hear a lot from me for a while, because the next two chapters, I am not leaving authors notes, for reasons of, I don't want you forget anything about the chapter and I want you to rant so hard into those reviews that you are about ready to throw your computer into something or someone. Again, I am posting at 4:09 in the morning, which is, a ghastly hour because I am waking up in about.... 98 minutes to go do something, I can't remember what though... crap.
Anyways, to those of you who reread chapter nine, are you confused as hell? Good, because that's the way I want it to be :) One person was actually going to reread the whole story, so I bet they are still at it, because not even I can reread my story all in one day, it would kill me.
This chapter, I know about the huge timegap, but you all wanted the "M" chapter so badly I had to do drastic measures and it would have just been more of the same stuff that you've already seen.
I have cried more today than I have cried in the past two months. Marley and Me, you need to go see it, and read the book, they are both absolutely amazing and I cried so hard. Then my ex-boyfriend told me that he still likes me and he told me that "if he makes you happy, then I guess, I'm happy for you" and I just started bawling, I don't know why, but that just like flipped a switch on me. One of my friends is moving and I don't think he'll miss me and I felt terrible tonight, that's why I am going to use all of this emotion in my "most dreaded chapter."

Ohhhhh oh oh oh oh, I am so sorry to even be thinking about asking this, but do any of you know an artist or are any of you artistically gifted? Because I wanted to get some pictures of scenes in this story but everytime I have asked someone to do it, they have backed out on me, so could one of you please please please do something? I feel terrible for asking like this, it's so rude of me, but then again, I do control the story, I could make people live.... and I can make people die. I'm kidding I wouldn't be bribed if someone drew me a picture but I would do something in return, because I would be forever greatful.

Okay I lied to you. Not on purpose, but just a little bit.
Coming in the next chapter:
The "M" Chapter

The Chapter after that:
My most dreaded chapter that I will ever have to write

(Now as most of you remember, or don't remember, I always had Quidditch inbetween these two events, and I did not lie, Quidditch is a pivitol part in one of the chapters, but I can't tell you which or why, sorry for all the suspense going on!!!!!)

P.S. as a side note, when you do get to the next chapter if you see "You must read in the dark" on the top of the next chapter, it means, you must read it in the dark otherwise it will have no effect on you emotionally and I think it's cooler to read in the dark, and if you can't wait to read it till night, then just go into the darkest room of your house and turn off all the lights, and if you have a computer that just sits in one spot, turn off all the lights and close the blinds while keeping doors shut for full effect. Reading this chapter in the dark may give you the goosebumps, and that is good, it means I am doing my job right.

For those of you who do not want to read the "M" chapter, I am fine with that, I am going to try to not have it too...... graphic. In some ways, but if you don't read the chapter, it isn't importantly vital that you read it, but it would be nice if you did, but again, I understand if you can't and you just pick back up at chapter 28 because that one will just sort of explain a little bit on what happened in chapter 27. Okay? So don't feel obligated to read it if you don't like "gross" things. I know my best friend won't like this scene coming up and my d.a. readers have absolutely no idea that an M chapter is coming up.... ruh roh raggy! *runs away before pitchforks and knives are thrown in her general direction and hides behind a stump*

*the stump talks* Jackie would really really really love it if you make very big reviews on the next two chapters, but you don't have to, all reviews are appreciated, but she just wants the two biggest chapters of the story to have the biggest and most reviews as possible! (But she is not saying this chapter, the next two.)