WARNING: this story does contain flashbacks of abuse and harsh language; if you do not feel comfortable with that then I suggest you don't read.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of the characters or any of the amazing songs-sadly. I don't even own Adam Gontier, but I do think Jacob would sing some of those songs. I do however own Raven the famous singer.
I want to dedicate this chapter to my newest friend BELLA-CULLEN-4EVER and thank her for all the help she has done for me, thanks sis.
P.S. I hate RENEE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! I love Alice and Jasper and Emmett, he is just too funny
Last Time :
She was beaten and raped by that man and he didn't care. I wrapped my arms around her small trembling form and she cried into my chest. I could feel her tears soak through my t-shirt, but I paid little attention to that. She needed me right now.
"Shh, shh, Bella, he's gone now and he can't hurt you anymore I promise." I had never really been one for violence, except when need be of course, but I could stop myself from wishing Charlie to the deepest pits of hell and to rot for all eternity for what he did to Bella.
"I know, but that doesn't stop the memories from over running me when I sleep, or the painful thoughts when I see myself in the mirror, and it definitely doesn't stop the tremors and shuddering when near men I don't trust." She said, but her voice was muffled in my shirt.
"No, it doesn't, but it can help you in time, they say time heals all wounds, but that's not true, only what's done in the time given can help heal. Bella, what Charlie did was awful, worse than awful and I wish I could have known you back than so I could have helped, but I will settle for helping you right now, but the question is will you let me?" I asked pulling back so I could see her face.
She looked at me, eyes red and puffy, cheeks red and tear streaked, but her eyes never left mine. I kept my eyes on her asking, no begging for her to let me help her.
"Yes, Edward, I will let you help as long as you do not tell anyone about what I said. Jacob knows, but I don't want everybody to know until I'm fully ready, promise?" She asked gazing at me.
"Of course, Bella, I promise." She leaned in and kissed me on the lips and I kissed her back with so much emotion I felt her crush herself to me more.
Chapter 25 (?POV)
I watched and lessoned as the couple talked and kissed. It made me sick to my stomach, but I knew the perfect remedy for an upset stomach. I chuckled to myself; I looked over and saw my two partners. I found them at a bar at three am, but I needed them and well they could benefit from this as well.
For years I have planned out this whole thing and in a mere four days it would finally begin; my revenge. I waved my partners over and they came quickly.
"So, what know?" Asked the girl in her annoying high pitched, nasally voice.
I smiled wider. "Well, we watch and wait."
"Bu-but I can't do nothing for four days, boss." The guy complained flipping his ridiculously long hair out of his eyes.
I smacked him and glared at the girl causing her to flinch back. "Look, this is my plan; if you want to become impatient fools and get caught then I suggest you leave before you drag me down too."
The guy started rubbing his head and mouthed 'ow' to the girl, I rolled my eyes. "Fine, but until than can we get something to eat?" He asked; again with the complaining.
"Yeah sure whatever you want, just don't so anything stupid, got it?"
"Yeah, I got it." He grumbled
I looked over what's-her-face. "Yeah got it, god your worse than my mother."
I glared at her and she shrunk back before following Mr.-girl-hair. I shook my head. "Idiots."
I turned back to watching Bella talk to Edward. Something was off though they were no longer the happy laughing couple they were a few minutes ago, they looked sad and Bella was crying into Edward's shirt. I walked forward and hid behind a tree trying to listen in.
"C'mon, Bella, let's go and see what bad things our siblings are getting into at the house." He mumbled into her hair.
She nodded and they started walking off. His arms wrapped protectively around her and she had wrapped her arms around his waist and was leaning into her. I growled under my breath, she is mine. I glared at the back of Edward's head, thinking I could holes into it.
I smiled as a new plan formed in my head. "Well, Edward, can't say I'm sorry for ya," I chuckled turning back and heading to my black 4X4. I put my sunglasses on and jumped into the cab of my truck.
Have fun now Bella cause soon you will have no one to have that fun with, was my last thought before heading to my new destination . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
BPOV
I leaned into Edward and inhaled his scent. He smelled of honey and butterscotch, my two favourite scents. I looked up at him and he looked down at me smiling sweetly. He leaned down and kissed me on the lips.
He opened the door for me and I thanked him politely. "You welcome," was all he said before running around the front of the car and jumped into the driver's side. I giggled at him, he smiled crookedly at me.
I watched outside my window and couldn't help, but smile at the greenness that was Forks, Washington. I saw a blue jay fly from when of the tops of the trees and fly down to the ground. It came back up with a worm in its beak, but it didn't fly to the same tree it flew to the tree across the road into a bird's nest. I could faintly see two heads pop up from the nest.
I closed my eyes and started humming a random tune. The lyrics started flowing freely from my mouth. It was weird because the song in my head was different from what I normally wrote, I don't know why exactly, but I felt like I was singing it to Edward.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
"Wow, Bella, that was . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Amazing." Edward breathed glancing towards me.
I looked down and felt my cheeks flare. "Thanks, it kind of just well, hit me." I laughed.
"Well I loved it." He reached over and grabbed my hand. He pulled my hand towards his mouth and kissed my knuckles before placing our hands down between us, but he still held my hand tightly. I smiled and looked back through the windshield and saw the Cullen's driveway.
Well, this should be interesting, I thought. I laughed as I looked down the driveway and saw Jasper and Emmett wrestling.
Okay, I am ending it here because I just don't feel like writing right now. I am way top bouncy and can't sit here so I am going to go and do some push ups
Oh yeah can you guys PLEASE read The Light Inside The Dark, PLEASE. I want to know if I should keep it as a one shot or add more. PLEASE,
R&R R&R