Hello! Didn't take me two months to update! Only thing though is that it isn't exactly edited, I just wrote and spell checked and that's about it, but if there are any major problems let me know and I'll fix them.

So lets see what Edward's reaction is!

Disclaimer – I do not own Twilight, but I do own waaaay to many posters!

When I woke up I didn't realise where I was. Looking around the room I could see cream walls, a vanity desk and a lamp that had been turned on. I wasn't wearing my dress anymore, just a large t-shirt which smelled a lot like Edward. I could hear hushed whispers coming from behind the closed door. I slowly crawled out of the bed and crept over toward the door, placing my ear against it.

"Edward just let me go in there." I heard Alice whispered shout.

"No Alice, she's sleeping, she's been involved in a traumatic event and needs to rest." Edward's voice sounded tired. It was then that I got flashbacks of what happened. James pressing me against the sink. Me screaming for help. Edward saving me even though James had said my real name. I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks soaking into Edward's shirt. I quickly turned around and climbed back into the bed and curled up into a ball.

What if Edward hates me now? Will he ever forgive me? What if he doesn't want me at all? How can I keep going on without him?

It was then that the sobs came ripping out of my chest. Painful cries that I couldn't seem to keep quiet however hard I tried. I heard the door swing open and smack against the wall and rushed movements coming into the room. I felt the bed dip and a pair of arms wrapping around me but they were not the ones I wanted. The bed dipped again on the other side and another set of arms wrapped around me but they were still not the ones I wanted. This caused me to break down more.

"Shh Bella, you're alright" Rose whispered while rubbing my arm. I opened my eyes and saw that I could see straight over Alice's shoulder to the door way, that was were Edward was stood. He wasn't looking me in the eyes but I could see he was hurt and unsure. His hand was slightly reached out as if to try and reach me but when he finally did look me in the eyes his hand dropped back to his side and he just stood there watching me.

"Edward" I whispered and tried to get up only to be held down by the two set of arms.

"It's okay Bella, we've got you" Alice squeezed me closer but I just wriggled more.

"No,"- I was able to push the sets of arms off of me and sit up and looked towards Edward. I shuffled to the end of the bed watching his facial expressions at all times. Finally when I was able to stand up I was able to say his name, - "Edward?" Unfortunately it came out as a choked sob and I saw Edward's face show pain but just as it did he opened his arms to me. I didn't waste any time running over to him and wrapping my arms around his waist and crying into his chest.

His arms held me tightly like I was going to disappear and buried his nose into my hair breathing in deeply. I could hear the girls moving around and finally leaving the room leaving us to ourselves.

"I'm so..soo..so..rry" I stuttered while trying to calm my breathing. Edward only bought me closer then moved us towards the bed and settled us in a way that we could look into each others eyes but still hold on to each other.

"For what Bella?" His voice was quiet and dejected.

"Everything, for not telling you, and lying and everything that hurt you, I just don't get it anymore" The tears were still running down my face and Edward reached up to rub them away.

"Don't get what anymore?" He questioned looking deeply into my eyes.

"Why I did this, god Edward, before I came back I hated you so much, you put my life through hell. I planned on getting pay back but then I got to know you better and saw the really sweet side of you, but the others convinced me that it wasn't the real you and…" I stopped talking as Edward's eyes were furious.

"They made you carry on? Even though they knew the truth of my feelings for you, they wanted you to get payback? They just couldn't leave it be could they."

"No Edward, I shouldn't have listened to them anyway, I should have listened to my heart. Yes it was fun in the beginning but then when everyone started working out who I was I hoping you would find out soon so I didn't have to carry on anymore." He was quiet then. Just staring at me but not really looking at me. I could see in his eyes that his thoughts were running in his head. I expected Edward to now call things off now that he knew the truth.

"So everyone knew, but wanted you to carry on with the payback?"

"Yes" I said quietly while looking down.

"Huh, well it's a good thing I knew who you really were then."

"Edward I know they didn't mean to…wait what?" I looked into his eyes to see the shine back in them as his lips twitched.

"I knew Bella" He squeezed me around my waist and bought me slightly closer.

"You knew I was Angel?" – He nodded – "Why the hell didn't you say anything!" I shouted and leaning back. Edward just laughed and bought me back again.

"I wanted to see how far you would go and how long it would take you, I'm just sorry about the way it all came out." His smiled faded and he looked angry and I cringed away from him. "I'm not angry at you Bella, just that scum who put his hands on you".

"James" -I whispered. I leaned closer to him and rested my head against his chest before I began my story. – "He's a photographer. I had him for one of my shoots but was pushy, always wanted more from me than I was willing to give. I didn't hear from him in months until one show and he cornered me in my dressing room telling me that I should give him what he wants. Remember the night you stayed with me because I was crying" – I felt him nod – "Well its cause I dreamt that he was there but you were there to save me. He didn't get too far before Ez walked in and called security but it was then that I started getting photos sent to my apartment. They were of me doing daily things, just wondering around town but that was as Bella, it scared me at first but they stopped just before I moved to Forks. Last night was the first time that I have seen him in months." My breath was coming out in gasps as I realised just how close he had got to me last night.

"It's alright Bella, he won't get to you now." Edward held me close and started humming to calm down my heart.

"When did you know?"

"Umm, when I took all of Emmett's posters," – I could feel the heat that must be colouring his cheeks on the top of my head, - " It was just after you left the house and walked down to my room and while I putting them up I started comparing you to them, that's when I noticed. And your probably wondering why I didn't say anything, well its because I wanted to see if you were actually going to tell me, but then all this strange stuff started happening. Like the letter to Emmett and then the phone call. I realised then that the whole gang must know the truth and were playing a trick on me. But it just kept carrying on and I just played along. I did do tests when we were together to see how you would react, last night for example. My god you were gorgeous last night." He sighed and went quiet. We just laid quietly just breathing in but I knew there was a serious question I had to ask.

"Are we okay?" I held my breath waiting for the answer but was pushed back slightly but I closed my eyes as I was scared to see what emotion Edward had in his eyes. Suddenly I felt a gentle pressure against my lips, it left only to return again, that was when I realised Edward was kissing me. I pressed towards his lips for a longer kiss and pulled away to look into his eyes.

"We're more than okay" He smiled and pressed another kiss to my lips then leaned back to pull me to his chest. I felt him play with a piece of hair. "So Seth's gay?" I laughed and then went into the story behind Seth. The rest of the night was telling Edward things that he didn't know before, and him telling me things about his life after I had left. In the early hours of the morning we both finally drifted off to sleep. My shoulders felt as if a weight had been lifted off them.

"But they haven't come out of the room yet," I heard Alice say. I was just waking up from one the best nights sleep when I heard commotion outside the closed bedroom door.

"They have a lot to work through Alice," Jaspers calm voiced replied. "You should leave them alone for a while." I hummed and snuggled further into Edwards embrace.

"You hear them too then" His smooth voice rumbled under my ear. I just hummed again in response while he tightened his arms around me.

"I don't care if they have to work through things, I want to see if Bella is alright." Alice almost shouted.

"For goodness sake Alice, do you want them to be happy?" – Rose paused, and I assumed Alice had nodded- "Do you want them to be together?" – Another pause- "Well leave them the hell alone so they can work through this." We heard Alice huff and storm away. Edward's chest started to vibrate with his silent chuckles.

We didn't stay in the bedroom for too long after that as I wanted to let everyone know that I was fine, we were fine. The only issue I had was that I only had Edward's t-shirt to go out in, not that Edward minded but I would of preferred everyone seeing my with more clothes on.

"Ready?" He asked while wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I nodded my head and reached for the door handle pulling the door open. Edward led me towards the living area where everyone was lounging around. Emmett was staring blankly at the TV, Jasper was playing with chess pieces in the corner, and Rose was redoing her nails while Alice was staring out the window. I couldn't see Carlisle or Esme anywhere. I cleared my throat to get everyone's attention. Everyone's eyes snapped to mine and Edwards before they all rushed over and form one big group hug. Similar questions by all of them, asking how I was, if we were okay and just general questions. We all settled down with room service soon after to finally talk about everything.

"So Edward how did you take it? Knowing your dating an underwear model?" Emmett asked while wriggling his eyebrows.

"He already knew" I answered, Alice and Rose's heads snapped towards me.

"Did you tell him and forget to tell us that he knew!" Alice almost shouted but quieten down when she saw me shake my head. I nudge Edward's side to make him answer Alice's question.

"No, she didn't tell me, I worked it out, and to answer your question Em, its amazing." He turned to wink at me and then leaned in to gave me a sweet kiss but before he got close enough to touch my lips he suddenly pulled away. "You didn't really kiss Jasper did you?" I almost laughed at his face, but then I realised how serious he was.

"No, I didn't." I answered honestly which caused Edward to relax and finally give me the kiss I was craving. We all settled down and talked about the past couple of months that I had been back.

"I can't believe you fainted when you saw her in her underwear." Jasper laughed causing the rest of us to join in.

"It was a shock, I didn't expect her to be practically naked under her robe" Edward said while turning slightly pink causing more laughs to occur. Many hours later we were all still sat around talking until I decided to take everyone out for dinner. They refused to allow me just to pay but I insisted. Therefore everyone got dressed, including me borrowing clothes from Rose. It wasn't much later before we stepped out into the snowy town of New York. We slowly walked around the glistening city before we picked a quiet restaurant. It was nice not having to hide my identity anymore from Edward. I could finally be the confident and sexy woman I grown up to be.

Everyone was ready to head back to the hotel but somehow I had convinced Edward to come back to my apartment for the night. We walked slowly down the road hand in hand, like a normal couple. I had explained the previous night that I was currently on a break from modelling but would go back to it eventually and Edward offered his support 100%.

Currently we were curled up on the sofa watching some movie with cups of hot chocolate. We hadn't really said much since we arrived, but we never need to fill the silence.

"So when would you be going back into modelling?" Edward asked suddenly while picking up a piece of my hair and twirling it around his fingers.

"After graduation most likely, but I'll be attending university as well," – I nodded to myself – "You should get into modelling, you would be loved by every woman." I giggled.

"Would you want to share me?" He asked quietly, leaning in to place a kiss behind my ear.

"God no" I sighed and leaned into him further. He took my hot chocolate from my hands and placed it on the table next to his. His hands came back and slowly lifted my face up to meet his. His lips softly caressed mine, keeping things simple. I turned slightly in my seat to reach my hands up into his hair pulling him just that bit closer. He pressed his lips harder towards mine and gently opened his mouth towards mine. The tip of his tongue lightly touch my bottom lip before entering my mouth, caressing my tongue. The air in my lungs were starting to run out and I gently pulled away but Edward's lips did not leave my body. He trailed his kisses down my neck and back up the other side. His hands cradled my face when he pulled away. He had a soft look in his eye.

"I love you," He whispered still watching me. I felt my chest get tight and I smiled and leaned into kiss him. I was unsure of when it happened but I fell in love with Edward Cullen.

"I love you too," He smiled and went to kiss me again. This one was different from any others as it had more passion and love behind it. That night we went further than we have before while a snow storm occurred outside.

Christmas was a busy affair. After officially introducing Edward to Renee she invited the whole family to join us on Christmas day. Originally it would have just been a small group meal which then doubled in size therefore Renee planned a buffet style meal so Christmas was very relaxed. Ever since Edward and I had confessed our love we have hardly had any time to ourselves as Rose and Alice wanted me to show them New York from my point of view. Therefore I took them to all the places where I am known as Angel. During that trip a couple of photographers that I knew within the clothes stores handed their cards to both girls saying they had the "look". I could help but giggle at their surprised faces. We spent many days as one large group doing fun activities like ice skating. Everything was about reconnecting after everything was sorted through. There didn't seem to be any problems between mine and Edwards relationship, it was instead stronger than before. Edward understood that I needed to keep things quiet but didn't necessarily like it. I was lying in bed next to Edward when I realised just what had occurred over the past week.

And I wouldn't change one bit of it.

AN:

So he knew!! Unbelievable! Haha.

I don't know whether or not to end it there cause it seems suitable. Unless you guys want me to carry on I will. Otherwise I'll just leave it at this. I'm so undecided!

Let me know what you think!!

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