Here is an update to Always. I hope you guys enjoy it and I love all the reviews you guys write and the favorites and follows it's so nice to know that people like what you write.
Thank you for being Awesomesauce :]
Kelly
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"Kate" I look over and her eyes are closed and her chest is rising and falling rhythmically, she asleep and god she looks so at peace and relaxed. I can't help but brush my hand over her cheek and push back her hair. I get out of the car and walk around to her side and open the door catching her as the door is replaced with my body. I untangle her from her seatbelt and pick her up in my arms and carry her into the building. The doorman was busy so I pushed the door open and walked to the elevator.
When I finally got to our door I knocked on the door and Alexis opened it and let me in. I walked to our room and got her out of her work cloths and put one of my shirts on her and covered her with the blanket before I walked out to Alexis.
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"Dad is she okay?" I ask concerned for Kate.
"Yeah honey she's okay she's just really tired this case has just been bothering her. She'll be okay."
"she's lucky she has you, dad. Someone who knows when she should stop and someone shell listen to when she needs to stop."
"yeah and I have her to, just to pull me back to reality, even when my life feels like a fantasy.
"she's there for all of us even when we don't know it. She's what we've been missing our whole lives." I smile at him and he smiles and looks over his shoulder to his room where Kate is sleeping.
"yeah she's been there for us, sometimes even when we don't want her to be." He laughs remembering the time he was sick and she was hell bent on helping him through his terrible stomach flu.
"what?" I ask him.
"When you were visiting your mother for new years last year I got the stomach flu and I told her I didn't want her around to see me like that or her maybe catching it, but she was so persistent and she showed up and was there to hold my hair." He smiles at me.
I roll my eyes at him. "she's been there for me too. I love her too dad."
"I know you do." He hugs me and then kisses my head. "Night baby bird."
"Night dad."
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I woke to the sun in my eyes. I can feel Castle beside me and I turn and curl into him. It feels good to be close to him, his sent so consuming. Being with him like this is like nothing I've ever felt in situations like this one. I've never been so affected by someone so much before, every touch evokes more feelings then more intimate things have brought up with others before him. Just laying here with him has me wanting him, its never been as intense as it has been with Rick. He's been such a huge part of my life and the one person outside of family that has stuck around even at the lowest of lows. I couldn't help myself as I wind my leg with his which causes him to wake. He nussles my neck before he kisses me.
"What time is it?"
"4:30" you tell him as you run your hand through his hair.
"What" he says lifting his head to check for himself. "Oh my god women, why are you awake?" he asks me.
"I want you." You tell him bluntly. He lifts an eyebrow at you and you smile at him. "I love you." You declare.
"I love you too, Katie."
He leans over you and you settle under him and pull him to you. The kiss is all you need to get him started and he's there with you making you more and more ready for anything he has to give you and you don't even care anymore about getting the upper hand all you want is him to claim you so he knows and you know that there is no doubt in any of your minds that you are his and that he is yours because there will never be anyone else for either of you. You have everything you have ever wanted right there making you his and taking and giving equally, someone who doesn't mind your power and authority in your job, someone who respects all aspects of your life. He's the one, my one and done and I'm never going to put that into jeopardy.
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"I'm looking for a Detective Beckett." The man says. I look up to see a man looking at me.
"That would be me." I say as I stand. "How can I help you?"
"Agent Anders, FBI." He offers his hand I shake it.
"What does the FBI want with the NYPD?"
"Well seems you have a great track record for closing cases and I need some help. No one told me you were also very beautiful"
I can feel Rick behind me as he reaches around me and sets my coffee down on the table. "She most deffinently is." He says annoyance in his voice.
"And you are?" Anders asks looking at Castle.
"Richard Castle." He introduces himself.
"The writer."
"Yes, hes a part of my team."
"Team, okay well I have a meeting with your captain in a minute and then I'd like to talk to you more over dinner, maybe?"
"sorry but tonight is family dinner with our daughter." I tell him hoping he's back off.
"Daughter?" he says shocked.
"Well my dau…" castle started but I stopped him.
"Yes our daughter she's been looking forward to this all week, I don't want to let her down. Besides we have something to celebrate tonight and I really don't want to miss it. Which reminds me I need to talk to Captain Gates as well. I'll go in after you and then we can talk tomorrow morning when we come in." I get up with my file and walk towards the elevator. "I'm going to go put this away and then I'll be back. That should give you enough time with Captain Gates." I tell Agent Anders and he nods and I can still feel his eyes on me as I walk away and I shiver as I don't like the thought of him looking. I hear Castle's feet move to follow. He places his hand on my lower back and pushes a little to get me to go a bit faster. The second the elevator doors close he kisses me. "Castle, we're at work." I tell him.
"I know but I couldn't help myself that was so hot. You telling him what to do like that and shutting him down like that, that was awesome." He says smiling at me.
"Of course I did. I love you and he was checking me out and it was creepy." I said shivering again.
"he just made me feel off." I look at Castle. He looked confused. "What?"
"you said we're celebrating something tonight? What are we celebrating that I don't know about?" I smile as he looks confused and in thought.
"It's a surprise. I promise you'll love it, but my lips are sealed till Alexis is at the loft and we have finished dinner." I tell him poking his chest. "So don't go scarfing your food down, because it'll be when everyone is finished."
"But Katie." He wines.
"no Castle its my surprise and this is how I'm going to give it to you."
"fine" he says and kisses me before the doors open.
"I'll talk to Gates tomorrow, lets go home." I tell him and he nods.
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We opened the door to the loft and the smell of pesto hits me. I am so hungry and I can't wait to see what this surprise is that Kate has for me. I help Kate with her jacket and then we walk into the kitchen. Kate takes her heels off the second she sits in the chair and I smile and take my shoes off as well. She stands again and goes over to Alexis.
"hey honey how was your day."
"good, how was yours."
"It was really good actually, thank you, are you as excited as your dad to hear what the surprise is." Kate asks Alexis.
"yes, I cant wait to hear it." She says the excitement is in her voice and she starts rocking as she asks, "So what is the surprise?"
Kate laughs, "not till after dinner. You guys are going to be so excited at least I hope you will be."
"that's why you want to wait till after dinner?" I say as both my girls turn to look at me confused. "You're nervous, you're dragging it out because your scared we're not going to like the news."
"I'm happy, excited, and yeah scared." She confesses.
"just tell us, your killing us with waiting and you'll just scare yourself and try to delay even more." I tell her.
She moves over to me and looks at me in the eyes. "Don't be mad okay."
"I promise not to be, it depends on what your going to tell me." I tell her truthfully.
She nods and then turns so she's looking at both Alexis and me. "I went to the doctors the other day because I wasn't feeling well. They did some tests and…"
"Oh my god are you sick mom?" Alexis asks as tears start to form in her eyes.
"No, I'm not sick technically, but they did find something." I tell them smiling.
"What could they have found that would be worth a smile?" I ak her confused and then it clicked and I look at her I'm sure I looked like a deer in the headlights. "No, Katie are you trying to tell us that… that…"
"I'm pregnant." She smiles at me.
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I watch as Rick stares at me and I get nervous. The next second Alexis is hugging me and squealing in my ear. "Oh my god mom that's awesome I cannot wait I have to call Amber." She says as she runs up the stairs.
"Rick?" I ask I'm sure he could hear as well as see the tears that have left my eyes. "You aren't happy, are you?" he didn't say anything just looked at me. "I'll just give you a few minutes I guess, I'll be in our room." I tell him and walk the short distance to the door I turn the nob and then I am lifted off the ground and thrown onto the bed.
"I am beyond happy Katie. I just cannot believe that this is happening, I'm sorry i made you doubt that but god Katie a baby." He says as he lifts my shirt over my head and kisses my stomach. "I thought I loved you before, but Katie I love you even more now" he pulls my jeans off and moves over me. He kisses me and wraps his arm around me pulling me up into him. I moan at the contact and how his hand moves higher to unclasp my bra which he does one handed and lays me back down. "Baby I love you." He kisses my stomach again before removing my panties. He teases touching, yet not touching where I need him. He's playing and I stop him by pulling up to me by his shirt. i flip him and I unbutton his shirt and toss it in some direction and do the same with his pants and boxers. I tease him like he teased me, until he flips us back over and pushes in without warning.
"Rick." I moan at the feel of him in me. "you always feel so good."
"Kate." He groans and I feel it vibrate through his chest causing my chest to lift to meet his more. "I love you." He says as he pushes back into me.
"I love you too." I moan. "Harder, please Rick, faster." He starts to move faster and harder and I am nothing but jello in his hands.
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After we shower we make our way to the kitchen.
"Alexis." Kate yells up the stairs.
"Yeah."
"Want some dinner?"
"Yes, I'm starving." She says as she walks down the stairs.
