Chapter 28

Nova's POV

I dropped the cup of water that I had in my hand and it broke into a hundred peices on the ground.

I closed my eyes shut and leaned on the counter.

Josh walked up to me.

''Nova are you okay?''He asks.

He looked concerned.

''Yea. . . .i-im ok.''I said.

He looks at me and then at the ground where the pieces were.

''Well go to your room I'll clean this up.''He says.

''Why can't I go to school?''I asked.

''You know the reason.''He said and grabbed the broom.

I stared at him for a whjile then slowly walked upstairs I had a pain in my stomach I didnt know what it was It just felt. . . . . . .wierd I have never felt this before. This pain made me drop the cup of water I had in my hands but. . . .why did I get it.I still felt it as I walked in my room. I couldn't shake this feeling off and I felt something in my heart I didnt know what It was but it hurt I closed my eyes and leaned on the door the pain wasn't killing me but It hurt.

After a while the pain slowly stareted faiting away.

I sighed and opened my eyes I walked to my bed and sat down on the edge.

Why could.t I just go to school Josh doesnt trust me of course.

I shook my head he should just let me be happy I want to be happy.

I laid down instead Im just laying on my bed with my pink pajamas pants on and my white tank top.

My eyes were closed as I thought.

Should I be with Tony again I want to be with sparks my heart tells me I have to be with sparks.

But my head says Tony is the best choice what should I do?

Tony loves me and I hurt him alot by leaving him and if I left sparks he would be very heart broken I know he loves me as much as I love thats a reason why I have to leave him . . . .because I love him...

I can't stand seeing him get hurt because of me.

I heard a knock on my door and I stood up It was Josh.

''Well I have to head off to work. . . see you later Nova and behave yourself.''He said.

I nodded and he left.

He treats me like a four year old.

I closed my eyes as I laid down again.

I was so bored at least at school I could get alittle distracted.

I sighed and opened my eyes and sat up.I slowly walked to my bedroom door and opened it I walked downstairs.

I slowly walked I wasn't in any hurry.

I was about to walk in the kitchen when the door bell rang.

Who could it be?

I Walked to my front door and opened it and of course it was Tony.

I half smiled at him I felt bad.

''Hey Tony. . . . I thought you were at school.''I said.

''Well I was but I decided to. . . .be with you instead.''He said.

I looked at him he had something on him mind and he looked like he was nervous.

''Are you okay?''I asked.

''Yea. . . just fine.''He said.

I looked at him he was hiding something.

''Tell me Tony.''I said.

''No its nothing. . . its just that. . . . I have been thinking about us.''He said.

I sighed.

I gestured him to come inside and he did.

I closed the door and we stood.

Tony. . .there isn't an. . . ''Us'',''I said.

He looked at me with hurt eyes.

''There can be.''He said and got closer to me.

''Tony please it hurts me to see you like this.''I said.

''Please Nova.''He said.

He grabbed my hands he was cold.

I looked in his eyes he looked hurt and sad.

I just looked down.

''Please nova I love you and I will never get tired of being with you I will always fight for you.''He said.

''Tony you told me that but. . . . .you know I can't be with you.''I said.

''Why not nova i promise I will make you so happy.''He said.

Should I go with Tony.

He loves me.

I know he does.

Or sparks?

I could never forget sparks.

I looked at him again and this time I grabbed his hands he looked at me with some hope.

I stared at him.

I can't be with sparks if it means that he's going to get hurt every time he is seen with me.

And we will never be happy if I'm just with sparks but our love is secret.

I should try to live with Tony a love that I dont have to hide.

''Tony. . .I-''I stopped talking.

He brought me closer he wrapped his hands around me and I stared in his eyes as my hands stopped at his arms.

I'm sorry I made you suffer. . . .and hurt you.''I said.

''It's ok Nova I dont care what happened I just want to be with you.''He said.

I sighed and looked down.

''I'll . . . . . . .I'll give you another. . . chance Tony.''I said.

He looked at me his eyes widened.

And soon his face got a huge grin that looked like it would rip his mouth off.

''Oh thnakyou thankyou Nova! I love you so much!''He said loudly as he hugged me.

He thenm broke the hug and kissed me.

I kissed him back this time.

I felt him smirk in the kiss as his tongue slid in my mouth and played with my tongue.

I closed my eyes this time.

This kiss seemed to last forever and I know he was very happy.

He soon broke the kiss for air and we panted.

He grinned and hugged me.

''I love you so much.''He said.

I smiled weakly.I wasn't ready to say those words back.. . . .Yet.

He smiled at me and we spend the rest of the morning together. . . .

We talked and he kissed me sometimes.

Some times I would get that pain in my stomach over and over again.

Then the afternoon came me and Tony were in my room.

''So Tony..'' I said.

He was holding my hands and he had a dreamy look on his face.

''MMM.''was the only thing he said.

I smiled at him.

''Have you talked to my brother?''I asked.

He stared at me.

''No but I'm pretty sure he wont have a problem with it.''He said.

I smiled I guess he's rihgt.

He got closer to me and kissed me He wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped mine aruond his neck He laid me down slowly as he laid on top of me.I moaned alittle. He broke the kiss anmd began to kiss my neck slowly and then my bite it slowly.

I closed my eyes and arched my back alittle.

He slwoly began to slide my tank top off of me.

He reached for a strap and slid it down my I stopped him.

''Wiat.''I said he stopped and looked at me.

''What are you doing?''I asked.

''S-sorry nova.''He said and stood up while blushing I fixed myself and sat up I was nopt going to do this

''Its okay Tony. . .But Im not ready.''I said.

''OKya.''He said and sat down with me.

I wasnt ready. . . .

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