I really want to finish this story. Maybe I'll make a sort of sequel in the future… But so far I have started a new story called 4 Years of High School and I'm really loving writing it. Enjoy these final chapters my friends.
Chapter 28
Jane woke up in a hospital bed. She looked around and no one was there. She laid back on the pillow and stared at the ceiling. She had calmed down, she had had some food and she had slept. Now it was time to make a decision.
She looked down on her stomach and touched it. It didn't feel any different than usual. She imagined herself with a big pregnancy belly. She couldn't help but thinking about Dean. She started breathing fast again but then she thought about her beautiful Maura. Maura who was so perfect, yet the daughter of an Irish mobster. Maybe she was right? Who was she kidding. Maura was always right. She sat up again and saw that Maura was standing in the hallway and talking on the phone.
Jane wasn't sure if she was ready to be a mother? But with Maura by her side she just might be. She tried to wave her but she didn't notice. Jane was connected to some wires and a needle was stuck right in her left arm so she couldn't stand up.
She just had to wait for Maura to finish her phone call. She laid back and closed her eyes. She imagined what it would be like having a baby. With Maura's help she could do anything. And Maura was a natural born mother. Once they had a case where a baby was found motherless and Maura took instant care of it. Jane had never really been fond of babies. She hated her brothers when they were babies and she had never really seen herself as a mother. She loved her job so much, she wasn't ready to give that up. But her job would become a lot different if she'd have a baby.
Jane was in the middle of her thoughts when Korsak walked in.
"Am I interrupting you Jane?"
"No. Not at all. I'd really like to talk to Maura though." She looked out and saw that she was gone. "Where is she?"
"I don't know. She asked me to tell you that she had to run but she would be back as soon as she could."
"Oh." Jane said disappointed. How could she leave her when she needed her the most?
"She sounded angry on the phone. I didn't catch anything she said." He came closer to her. "How are you feeling?"
"I don't know." She looked down at her stomach. "How come you never had kids Korsak?"
"Oh trust me, I was never home. I was always working and that drove all three of my wives crazy. The first one married again and has two teenage kids. The second one never had children but I think she's married. But the third one, she had a kid already when we started dating."
"Really? Why have you never told me that?"
"I don't know. I haven't heard from him in a while. He always felt like my son, but his mom and him they both hated how much I worked."
Jane started tearing up. She loved her job and her job came first. Then she started thinking about Maura and realized that since they started dating, her job hadn't really come first. Maura came first.
"I don't think I can do this Korsak." Jane cried. "I need Maura. Where the hell is she?"
Korsak comforted Jane. She was the strongest female he'd ever known. He knew how good she was at her job but he also knew she would be a great mother.
"Jane, listen to me! I know you can do this! I wanted my own kid, believe me. But my first and second wives didn't have jobs so I brought in all the money and being a cop supporting your wife isn't easy, let alone supporting a kid. Somehow all these years passed by and now it's too late."
Maura suddenly rushed into Jane's room.
"Jane. Your mom found out you got hurt. She got crazy and she is on her way over here. I don't know what you want to do but there is no time to discuss this because…" Angela suddenly showed up. "Angela is here." Maura felt awkward.
"Jane Clementine Rizzoli! How could you do this to me? How are you in a hospital again?" Angela was furious.
"Hey ma."
"Don't hey ma me! What the hell were you thinking?"
"Ugh? I wasn't really… I mean… I just forgot to eat. There's no need to worry ma."
"You say this all the time but still you seem to end up in a hospital bed."
"Ma! Trust me. This time was just a silly mistake. I woke up so early and I didn't have time to eat, the day went by without me eating so I just collapsed trying to catch the guy. That's all."
"THAT'S ALL?" Angela was furious. "You NEVER skip breakfast young lady."
"Oh ma." Jane was frustrated and wanted nothing more than for her to leave.
"Where's your doctor."
"I don't know, he uhm…" Crap. If Angela would talk to him he might tell her she was pregnant. Wait? He wasn't allowed to do that. Jane looked at Maura who was just standing there. Jane gave her a look without Angela noticing, and tried to tell her that she didn't want her mom to know about this.
"I'll go find him Angela. You just wait right here and we will be right back."
"Oh you are so nice Maura. God bless you." Angela said and sat down. Jane felt relieved and hoped that Maura had understood her.
"Hello Mrs. Rizzoli. I understand you are worried about your daughter."
"I don't know. Is there anything to be worried about?"
"No. She can leave today if she wishes so. She just has to promise to be careful and remember to eat."
"Don't worry doctor. I will make sure of it." Angela said.
Jane rolled her eyes but was relieved that he didn't mention the pregnancy. Maybe Maura was a mind reader after all.
"Okay ma. I'm sure you were in the middle of something and rushed over here. Now that you know I'm okay. You can just leave."
"Are you saying you don't want me here?"
"Seriously ma. I just, I really need to talk to Maura. Please. If you can just give us five minutes I will do whatever you ask me to." Jane said frustrated.
"Okay then Jane." She seemed sad. "I will just wait out in the hallway then." She walked out really sad and made sure Jane noticed it.
"Grrr…" Jane said frustrated. "Can you believe her? She is driving me crazy."
"She is your mother. You're lucky to have a mother who cares about you."
"Well… We better talk in a hurry Maura, cause I bet you she's counting the seconds."
"I don't bet, well maybe if I'm 100% sure…" Jane cut her off.
"Maura focus. We have about four minutes left." Jane said pissed.
"Jane. I can't decide this for you. But I promise, whatever you choose to do I will support you."
Jane knew Maura would say that. But Jane wasn't sure she meant it. She looked down at her belly and then closed her eyes. She then looked at Maura and said.
"I think I want to keep it."
