Healing pt. 2

Wait, what? I stared at them openly, looking from one to the other in disbelief. The dark haired boy by my side, wasn't making eye contact with me but his light haired counterpart who sitting in the corner chair on my right side, was staring me down.

"So you're saying you want me to quit." I snapped at them, internally enraged at the thought being fired because of that woman.

They looked at each other, then at me. Both nodding when they looked my way.

"Seriously? If this is just because of the accident... I admit, I was careless this time but do you really think the other girls would be that cold hearted?"

"No" Satoshi said. "The other girls are great. Ayanokouji was a royal bitch and we all knew it. We just didn't think things would ever get this out of hand."

"So then why? This is my job for crying out loud." I tried to sit forward but flinched instead. Satoshi's reacted on instinct by placing his hands back on my arm. Attempting to settle me back down, and since I couldn't push him away, I let him help me.

Chika, still sitting in that chair, leaned forward supporting his weight with his arms on his knees. "We know that you won't lose out on anything. If you don't end up marrying one of the Hitachiins, one of our brothers, or their friends will ask you to marry them."

"Trust me, I am not the marrying type." I said sternly. He rolled his eyes at me before speaking again.

"Here's the deal. One way or another, another whore is gonna pull some crap. You are the favorite. They always target the favorite. Now we are here to offer you the way out since our older members are too stupid to see things clearly."

I felt a flicker of hopefulness, "So they don't want me to go?"

Satoshi made a pft sound, "You kidding? They love you."

Chika nodded in agreement. "If they had their way, you will be their courtesan for a long time. Years, as a matter of fact, but they don't see the danger they are putting you in. Is this something you really want, anyway?"

So the boys do want me and these two are only trying to help me. Though I really don't want to leave the circle, it was rather sweet of them to think about my safety.

I sighed and let the corners of my lips turn up into some sense of a smile. Satoshi and Chika looked at each other then at me, both of them waiting for me to give them an answer.

"I have to think about this." Truthfully, I felt stubborn on the inside. I want to keep entertaining the circle. I really want to keep my lovers. And yes, I know I am being selfish but it took years of spending time with the twins to learn that is okay to want for yourself.

Chika sat back in his chair and waved a hand as if to saw whatever. Satoshi gave a sort of half shrug.

"We kind of figured you would be like this. So when you're ready, you know where to find us." Chika said as he stood up and made for the door. "Satoshi. Our replacement will be here soon."

I blinked. I just woke up, was hit with an ultimatum and now they were leaving? Was this what Honey meant by surprise? Or was he just referring to the fact that I would wake up the two boys who were not my lovers? I frowned.

"You're leaving already?" I said to Satoshi who was still by my side. Chika had already left my room.

He smiled and gently patted my head. A little reminder of his brother was in that smile and affectionate gesture. He was a lot like him.. albeit a bit more talkative. The resemblance was there without a doubt.

"We needed to talk with you so we asked for the morning shift. Neckozawa is gonna be here. He is bringing Reiko so they can do some healing stuff on ya. Don't worry, they will avoid the sun as best they can. Then after that..." He made the last word draw out a bit longer as he thought, tapping his chin. ".. Tamaki Suoh is gonna spend the night."

I nodded at him. "Thanks Satoshi... For being concerned."

He chuckled good-naturedly and ruffled my hair again. "Takashi and Mitsukuni are right.. you are adorable." He laughed again. "And, you're welcome."


Soon enough the switch occurred. Umihito came in, dark cloak and all along with Reiko. The two of them looking very intimidating in the way they stood in my door way.

Reiko tilted her head, regarding me with a scrutinizing look. She was clutching a bag to her chest. I admired her dress, it reminded me of something Hikaru designed for me back in high school for a halloween ball. The biggest difference is that this dress was not as long.. nor as low cut. It was pretty none the less, like a Lolita dress. The perfect doll to stand beside Umihito who was covered in darkness.

I furrowed my brows a little when the silence continued. Interrupted only by Umihito's words. "Well Reiko? Which curse will be the most effective."

I flinched. Then I instantly regretted that because the pain shot through my ribs. I held back a moan and bit my lip.

Reiko smirked before replying. "A little physical contact maybe required, but the pain will be gone. Healing will be expeditious."

"Ah, I see. I believe I know of which you speak." He said before stepping into my darkened room. Did I mention that Satoshi had drawn all the curtains in the house? But he hadn't put candles on though. Instead the lights in my house were not just the "on and off" kind. They dimmed, so candles were no longer necessary.

He loomed above me and I could barely make out the grin on his face from under his hood. "Hello, my ailing siren. We have come to bring you comfort. After today, you shall walk again."

I felt my mouth fall open. Partly because I was freaking out due to the creepiness and partly because there is no way in hell I should be able to walk for at least a week. Even then it would be difficult and a little painful.

Reiko came to the foot of my bed. She was smiling. "Umihito. Will you?"

He took off his hood and smiled back and Reiko. "Well, of course." Then he looked back at me.

"Don't be shy, little one" He said carefully and he came down towards me and gently took hold of my injured arm. He removed my sling and began lifting it up. I winced a little and hissed at the pain but he was able to get my arm up to shoulder height. "Haruhi, will you please help me to remove your shirt?"

I blinked. "What?"

"We must remove your clothing for this curse." Reiko said softly. I noticed that she had placed the bag onto the foot of my bed and she was currently pulling out candles, crystals and a vial of something oily. There was a bundle of what looked like dried plants tied with string.

Carefully I used my good arm to pull up the fabric of my shirt and together Umihito and I were able to get it off of me. I blushed when they both looked at my bared chest. I hadn't worn a bra underneath due to the difficulty of putting it on. So from the waist up I was completely exposed.

With smooth ease Umihito lowered my arm to my side. It hurt so badly I let a dry sob escape my lips.

Soon he moved his hands to my waist band and untied the strings to my pajama pants. I gasped when I realized he was going to remove those two.

"Hey, wait. no." I said blushing because now there were two people in my room. I would never be shy around Umihito otherwise, but it's not like I was used to getting naked in front of another woman.

"They all must be removed." The girl at the foot of my bed said to me.

Closing my eyes, I let out a sigh. "Fine."

I didn't want to look at them because once my pants were off, I knew that the underwear would follow... and soon enough it was removed. I bit my lip, hoping that Kaoru didn't walk in on this. The teasing would never end.

"Haruhi, we must remove your cast and wraps. Be calm, it will not hurt for long." Umihito's voice said calmly in my ear. I opened my eyes to look into his.

Before he continued he placed a kiss on my lips. Slowly and softly. I felt a smile tug at my lips when he pulled back.

"Just relax, close your eyes if you must." He said to me.

I really didn't want to watch, I figured I would freak out a bit to see him cut off the cast and I was afraid to watch him unwrapped the bandages from my sprained ankle. I trusted him without a doubt but I was more afraid of the anticipation of pain.

I waited patiently and held my breath at the right moments. Not once had a scream or yelp escape my lips. Not to say that it didn't hurt... because it did. It hurt a fucking lot since my bones were not completely healed yet and the muscles were stiff and tender from not being used.

"Are we ready, Reiko?" He asked.

She was lighting candles at each of the bedside stands. One on my right and one on my left. Then placed crystals right by them.

"Just about, Lord Neckozawa." She said before taking the vial of oil in her hands.

There were no more words waisted as he removed his cloak and wig. Then his shirt. I was grateful he stopped there, I was not very comfortable with the idea of sex at the moment. It may be a bit out of character for a whore to be prudish and all but physical activity was not something I considered a possibility what with my current limitations. It didn't matter that there was another in the room. I mean, seriously, look at my history with Kyoya.

Regardless, my heart was beating fast in anticipation as he climbed upon the bed, situating him self before me. Carefully, he parted my legs so he could kneel in front of Reiko poured the oil into his palms.

I gulped and waited for what was to come.

Reiko began chant in some language, and preceded to burn the bundle of herbs. She covered us with the smoke.

Umihito's hands came over my face, brushing across my forehead to my cheeks. "I won't harm you. Place your trust in my hands and soon you shall be healed."

And with those words his lips pressed gently against mine.

The hands on my face traveled to my aching shoulder. It stung because he began to put some pressure on it, but in an instant the stinging lessened. Withing moments, it was gone and Umihito's hands were sliding down my arm towards my hand.

I kept my eyes closed while he maneuvered his way all over my body, touching each and every tender spot, making the pain go away. My mind completely erased the fact that I was laying there naked and vulnerable. I was unaware of anything other than the fact that I no longer hurt.

As a matter of fact, my brain completely let go of all the stress involving my personal life.

I focused on Reiko's melodic singing and the gently brush of Umihito's fingers traveling from my hips and pelvic area down my right calf to my foot. He repeated it with my other leg, touching me.. healing me. When he finished, he came back up to my face and kissed my forehead, my cheeks, nose then finally the lips.

I opened my eyes then and smiled at him. Reiko had finished her chant by this time and was now putting an end to her ritual.

Of all the things to say in this moment, of all the moves I could have made... all that came out was. "Wow."


The two dark figures in my room moved steadily around cleaning up after themselves. Reiko spoke to me.

"Haruhi, your nightwear. Where do you keep them?" Her moves were demure and her eyes were down cast. She was giving me a sense of privacy as she avoided staring at my naked body. Not that it mattered really. I was over the fact that she was in there. I was comfortable now.

Since I was not in pain anymore I finally had a clear enough head to gather my full surroundings. I had a bedside table on either side of the bed, but I was already aware of that.

I looked to my right; a corner chair, a window with the drapes closed, a few bits of furniture, one of which was a vanity. To my left; another corner chair, the door to my library.. (still strange to me, by the way), an armoire, big blown up portrait of the boys and myself (The photo from that shoot we did a while back), and at the foot of my bed was the dresser, another door ( possibly a walk in closet) and entry way to my room.

I pointed the dresser. "It should be in the second drawer." If Kaoru did re-arrange my stuff, he would know that is where I prefer them.

The girl walked over and rummaged through the drawer. Umihito, now fully clothed but not with his cloak held out a hand to me.

"My lady?" He said indicating that I should take his hand.

I did, carefully moving the formerly broken arm, still unconvinced that it was fully healed. Amazingly so, it didn't even sting. There was a stiffness in it all the same but no pain. I smiled at him, took his hand and allowed him to assist me in standing.

And I did. I could stand.

Reiko came up to us with a night gown in her hands, she rumpled it up so that she could simply put it over my head and allow gravity to do the work putting it on. She gave me a smile which looked more like a smirk.

"Shall I leave you two?" Her eyes found Umihito's and her smirk grew. "Or do you wish me to stay and participate?"

Umihito laughed. "No need Reiko. I do not plan on ravishing her tonight."

He hadn't even made a comment on her hint of a threesome. I never would have pegged him for that kind of a guy. I shrugged the thought away, not surprised at all by the suggestion. It wouldn't be the first time I thought of having one. Though since I have a better rapport with Reiko than the others in the circle, I probably wouldn't complain if the opportunity came to light.

As it were, Umhitio obviously didn't want to "ravish me" at all today.. or tonight.. or.. damn what time was it anyway?

I tested my steps and found that my legs really felt good. Stiffness was not a big deal with me. I have been dealing with stiffness all throughout high school with the long hours of study broken only buy bursts Hitachiin mayhem.

"Be careful Haruhi." Reiko said as she watched take my first few steps towards the doorway of my room. I was heading to the living room just because I could. I was tired of sitting in bed doing nothing.

Umihito continued after Reiko had spoken. "She's right Haruhi. Do not over exert yourself. You are healed but it would be best not to take any risks for the rest of the week."

He means until the doctors timeline had passed. At least he has good sense to believe modern medicine along with his supernatural tendencies. I am going to be honest. I don't believe I am fully healed but at least I can move without pain.

So for the rest of the week, I can move but carefully.

"So I can't do any house work." I muttered to myself, rolling my eyes.

He laughed deeply, affectionately. "You are an impetuous little thing."

I glanced back over my shoulder, my hand resting on the door frame. Umihito had a smile on his face and was shaking his head at me.

Reiko spoke up, breaking the silence. "Come Haruhi, I wish to read your cards."

She came up beside me and escorted me to the living room. I glanced back at Umihito before I left the room, he was still smiling when he picked up the cloak and followed us out of the room.


My mind was reeling after the two had left. Reiko read my cards... and she left me with another warning. "A choice has arisen and Another shall make your choice for you. Be warned, she brings danger to those you care for."

God Dammit.

I thought that all this crap was behind me. First Hika, then Ayanokouji... who the fuck is next?

I didn't get time to think about it because as soon as the two of them left my home, Tamaki came in.

"Haruhiiii. You're walking?" He stood there with his eyes wide and his mouth agape. "How?"

"Umihito and Reiko." I said their names as a full explanation and it worked. Tamaki's eyes grew wider and he threw his arms around me. He embraced me tenderly as opposed to his usual grip.

"Oh my poor girl. Did they curse you? I am so sorry, I should never have let them take a turn with you. I should never have left you alone... I should never-"

"Tamaki!" I said loudly, halting him in his rant.

He let me go and pulled away, clearing his throat and straightening his shirt. "Sorry about that."

I laughed a little, shaking my head. "You are so weird."

He gave me a wry smile. "But that is the quality you love about me the most."

I laughed at him. Tamaki Suoh, ever the narcissist. I turned away from him and headed to the sofa in my living room. Tamaki followed and settled himself beside me.

"Are you feeling well?" He asked me draping an arm around my shoulder, the other taking my hand.

I snuggled close to him. Easily falling into the safety of his embrace. "I think I will live."

"Well that's good." He said placing his chin on top of my head. We rested there comfortably lost in our own thoughts for a few moments.

Until he broke the silence. "I feel terrible about all of this. I really should have looked out for you better."

"You couldn't have predicted this." Hell, I had a warning. I should have been able to predict it because of Reiko's ominous messages. But hindsight is 20 fucking 20.

Tamaki sighed and let his hands trail up and down my arm. "You deserve better."

I giggled. "Your starting to sound like Kaoru. Don't tell my you're about to get sentimental on me."

I felt him shift his weight. He was probably uncomfortable with truth of that last statement. Tamaki was a sentimental guy. I knew this all too well.

"Haruhi."

"Hmm?"

"What would you do... if... if I asked you a question?" He stumbled over his words. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh.

"You already just asked me a question." I remarked.

"I didn't mean it like that." He sighed, no doubt if I looked up he would be flustered. The poor guy flustered easily.

"Well." I started. "Say what you mean then."

There was an awkward pause. I could tell he was thinking. He takes a while when he is thinking.

He is worse than Hika sometimes when it came to using that brain of his. Kind of annoying... but somewhat endearing.

"I'm waiting." I promoted him.

He laughed at my impatiences. "Haruhi Fujioka." He started, before letting his grip on me loosen. He used one hand to cup under my chin, guiding me to look into his violet colored eyes. "Marry me?"

A tug at the corner of my lips appeared on my face. I gave him the same, sad look that I feel overtake me every time the twins ask me that question. It's a bittersweet emotion.

I thought for a brief moment about my life with this man. With this.. Tamaki. Would our lives be different? Would I live in his mansion as a Suoh? Will there be children, will they look like me all small and mousy... or will they look like him. With his blond hair and his impossibly beautiful eyes?

I pictured this man standing at the alter before me with my father walking me down an aisle. No doubt wearing a dress of his own. The men of the circle beaming like idiots because another of their friends escaped the arrangements of a strategic marriage. And the twins...

Hika would be struggling to contain his emotions as always. Kaoru would pretend to be happy as always and I would be..

I sighed. I would be married to someone who I didn't love enough to give them up.

I blinked myself back into reality. "I can't" was my simple reply.

Tamaki's hopeful face fell. "You can't?"

Shaking my head I felt myself close up emotionally. I didn't want him to see me cry and I knew that my eyes would soon betray me if I didn't block off that part of my heart.

I settled on one thought alone. I was a whore. A prostitute who sold my love, physically speaking, because I couldn't love one man only. I was my father's daughter. I was a toy to the most eligible bachelors in high society and I have practically fucked every man of importance in this region.

I didn't deserve this life? I kinda chose this life. It was the only way to keep myself from settling down for good.

I chose this life because...

I paused in my mental rant. I don't remember why anymore. I don't remember why I wanted this life... all I know is that it works for me.

I swallowed down the memories of my past, the ones that were tempting to break through. I ignored that nagging feeling that said, I failed as a lawyer, as a daughter and as a girlfriend and if given the chance I would fail as a wife. I pushed them away harder then ever when I looked back into Tamaki's downtrodden face.

"I can't give my heart to one man. It's torn into too many places for me to try."

His lips turned up into the same sad smile I gave earlier. "It's those twins isn't it?"

I shrugged. "You could say that."

"And you won't even marry them." He calmly remarked, bringing back an old conversation.

"It wouldn't be fair to them." was my instant reply. I breathed in his scent. "Things were never that simple between us. It started out simple but then emotions got in the way and well... it's just better the way it is now."

Tamaki chuckled. "You are amazing girl if you worry so much about them. They are lucky."

I smiled. "No. I'm lucky to have them."

It was around then I felt something odd change. It was not tangible. It was a feeling.. like... darkness. I bit my lip trying to figure out what was bothering me.

"Are you okay, princess?" He asked me.

"I think so." I felt my face scrunch up in concentration. "Something feels... wrong."

"Ahh... I think I know what's wrong." He grinned and tapped my nose. I blinked at him, waiting for him to speak. "Kaoru warned me earlier. He told me to let you know a storm is coming if you hadn't heard yet."

I felt my heart plummet. A storm? There was a storm coming and Hika and Kao are not here.

Tamaki must have felt my unease. "You're not afraid of storms are you?"

He considered me for a moment. I felt my mind go blank. A defense mechanism for my fear. I don't like talking about it. I don't like thinking about it.

And... instinct kicked it. If a storm was coming, I was hiding. Now.

I jumped off the couch and ran to my bedroom. I am not lying either I ran. And if I had been conscious enough to realize that I ran, I would have been amazed at the feat.

As it were, I threw open my closet and climbed inside, slamming the door behind me. I grasped at the first thing I could reach for.. a jacket. I held it close and breathed in the comfortable scent. It wasn't my jacket that's for sure. I didn't smell like me. It smelled like home, like love, like safety.

I felt rather then heard the rumble of thunder in the far far distance. I knew it would come soon. Very soon. My mind was my worst enemy right now. I heard non existent crashes and bangs. Just the mere thought of the storm scares me.

I heard a voice.

"Haruhi?"

I breathed heavily. I didn't think. The door opened and I slowly, looked up.

Tamaki's stood there concerned over my predicament. Then it happened. A bright light flash and a loud as hell crash.

I screamed and clung to the jacket. Strong hands came to me pulling me upwards. I felt myself being lifted into a pair of arms.

"Tell me what I can do?" He asked softly, kissing the top of my head.

I shook my head, then another flash of light and crash. The rain must have started but I couldn't hear it.

I felt him take me towards my bed. The soft fabric was beneath us. I heard him make shushing noises and he kissed my temple.

"Haruhi." He said my name. Then in a way of comforting me continued to repeat it. It was around then I knew I had been crying. The jacket I was clinging to was wet with my tears.

Tamaki continued to kiss and nuzzle me trying to comfort me as best as he could.

He spoke again. "Let me help you."

I nodded. Opened my arms and hugged him close letting go of my pride and surrendering to his comfort. At least I wasn't alone.

A moment later it registered who's jacket I was holding on to, which only caused me to cry even harder. It was Hika's.


No. I don't want to think about him, it only hurts to think about it. I clung to Tamaki for dear life. After an hour or so.. I knew I was spent. I had let it all out.

"Yes, I know. She's fine." I heard Tamaki say. He was lying beside me. It took me a moment to realize I must have dozed off. It was late and I could still hear the thunder but it was farther away.

"Who are you talking to?" I mumbled. Looking at him through puffy eyes.

"Hold on a second." He said to the person. "It's your Kaoru. He called to check on you."

"Kaoru?" I asked.

He handed the phone to me. I breathed as sigh. "Hi." I said simply. I mean seriously, what else could I say?

"Haru," he said my name in surprise. "You're talking? The storm must be farther away from you now."

"I can hear it."

"Yeah, cuz it's right near the office." He paused. "The real office"

I let out an incredulous chuckle. "Nice to know your keeping it in your pants."

"Can't say the same for you." He retorted.

It felt good to tease and be teased. He spoke carefully to me "I can't be there tonight. I'm sorry. Let Tamaki take care of you. He's a good guy."

"I know that." I glanced at the man next to me. "I'll be fine."

"Good." He took a deep breath and let it out, letting the air make a funny noise against the speaker. "Get some rest. I'll see you soon as I can."

"Night Kao."

"Night, Haru."

Tamaki took the phone from me when I hung up. I rubbed my face and groaned out loud.

"You've been asleep for a half hour. Are you feeling any better?"

"Why are you treating me like this? Like a normal person?" I asked.

He shook his head then leaned over to kiss me. "Would you rather I did this?" He asked pulling away for a brief moment.

My heart skipped a beat and before I knew it, I responded by throwing my arms around him and kissing him back.

Tamaki moved carefully to plank above me, kissing and nuzzling me. He caressed me gently almost as if he still didn't believe I was perfectly fine. I reached down a tugged at my nightgown, lifting it up enough for Tamaki to get the hint.

He got it alright, he blinked at me for a moment, then smiled. "Really?"

I nodded.

There was no need to tell him twice because his exuberance took over and he lifted me up so he could wrap his arms under me in a tight hug, then rolled over till our positions were switched. All the while we hadn't stopped kissing.

I pulled away to sit up and take off my night gown. He tugged at his clothing, removing them with as much flair as possible in that situation. I smiled at him when we were both finished tossing aside the unneeded fabric.

He grabbed at me, and pulled me down before rolling onto me again. One elbow at either side of my head, he kissed me again. I lifted my hips up to him and after a moment I helped him slide inside.

I felt my breath hitch when he began his slow movement. My hands caressed his sides and sliding towards his backside, gripping him to show how much I wanted him.

Between moans and groans and whispers of each others names, the sound of thunder faded and I no longer noticed the light flashing outside. Tamaki was all I could think about. Tamaki was all I could feel and Tamaki was the one who made me loose control and scream out in passion when I reached my end.

I fell back against my pillow, exhausted and flushed. The man above me rolled to his side and kissed my cheek and temple repeatedly.

"Thank you" I said softly.

"You're welcome." He chuckled.

I am sure that the both of us drifted off within a few moments. I was calm now. I was no longer sad, nor scared. Which was good.

Unsure of how much time had passed we heard a noise. It sounded like warning beeps.

It took us a moment to realize what it was. I opened my eyes and blinked in confusion. "You were spending the night.. right?"

"Yes"

"No one is supposed to replace you tonight... right?"

He looked confused. "No, just me."

I climbed off my bed and picked up my nightgown, throwing it on before I entered my living room. I heard a car come up the driveway. I crossed my arms across my chest, unsure what to do. Tamaki entered the room behind me, he had his pants back on.

I waited, when the car door slammed. There was the sound of keys. A mutter of swearing. I moved closer to the door unconsciously.

When the door flew open, nearly slamming into the wall. I blinked and my mouth fell open.

"Haruhi! Guess who's drunk!?" came a loud practically yelling voice. The mass of ruffled messy red hair and skewed clothing came wobbling into my house, nearly tripped over the entry way carpet and bracing himself against a wall.

"Hikaru!" I shouted before he fell, his hand had slipped from the wall and was now on the floor.

His hand came up, pointing at me. He muttered into the carpet. "You …. win!"

"Tamaki, help me get him up." I said quickly. Hikaru was moaning into the floor.

Together we were able to get him up and moved to the sofa.

"Hika." I said tentatively. "Hika, what the hell have you been doing?"

"Me? What... What have you been doing?" He mumbled. "Or... Who have you been doing?"

"Don't start that." I said firmly. "You're drunk."

"Yes! Yes, I am. And you... you are a whore."

"Nice come back," I muttered to him. "What are you doing here?"

"I belong here!" he snapped. "You you you... ghaaa." He shouted out. "It's raining!"

I rolled my eyes. Tamaki patted my shoulder. "I'm gonna call Kaoru."

I nodded at him.

Hika placed his hands on his face. "Call Kaoru. See if I care."

"Hika," I said softly. "Why are you here?"

"For you. It's all because of fucking you, you know." he blinked hard then looked back into my eyes. "I spent everyday here to make it all better.. I want to make it better... I want to..."

"Slow down, you idiot." I reprimanded when he started babbling.

"Ask HIM." He pointed to Tamaki.

I looked behind me. "What is he talking about?"

Tamaki shrugged. "You remember when we said contractors were here?" I nodded and he continued. "He was here to make amends for hurting you."

My eyes returned to Hikaru's drunken face. "Is this true?"

"Don't ask me... I'm drunk." he muttered and fell down upon the sofa.

I smiled at the idiot, brushing my fingers across his face. Hika fell asleep right there. I looked back to Tamaki, he smiled at me sheepishly.

"You knew all along and didn't tell me? He doesn't hate me." I said calmly.

Tamaki looked embarrassed. "He needed to prove himself to you."

I shook my head. "Hikaru. You are a complete moron." I muttered before leaning down to kiss his cheek.