The Body Chapter 27

"You know we haven't checked my special email account to see if anyone has posted a comment about your debut film"

We were lying on the couch and to be honest I was contemplating going to bed because I was absolutely shattered. It had been a long and wonderful day, my body was blissed out my brain was close to mush , I was so relaxed.

"What special email account?"

"Oh I made the decision to not use my normal email address on the blog so I created one that has no reference to me, it's seemed bizarre to go to all this trouble to hide my identity and then use as my email address"

I could see the logic in that even if I was half asleep. Suddenly I realised what he'd said and I sat up

"shit I forgot about that, what happens if people hated me?"

"Oh come on that clip was one of the most erotic things I've ever seen, how could anyone have hated you?" he was rubbing my arm, he was trying to be comforting but as I was cuddled up against him it was just causing more friction on my already heated skin.

"Let's look, now I know there could be reviews and comments I won't rest until I see them."

"Are you sure, it's not important what other people think, what matters is how we feel about all this, personally I very rarely bother with the comments because I do this for me no one else"

I knew he was trying to prepare me for what some of his more opinionated followers might have to say, he may not have read all the comments and review but I certainly had, It was something I enjoyed when I had found them in the early days. Part of the attraction for me was not only watching 'the body' but reading what other people thought of it. I'm honest enough to admit to myself that I loved imagining some of the scenarios his followers suggested. I often imagined myself in these positions and could quite easily make myself come before I even got around to watching what Edward had posted.

I took my place back in his lap in front of the screen, It was quickly becoming my favourite place to be.

"oh look we have had 35 comments posted during the day" Edward said as he started loading them up. The first few were quite complimentary and I was just starting to feel incredibly horny all over again when Edward shut down the screen.

"What did you do that for?" I asked reaching for the button to turn it back on.

"Some of my ardent 'fans' are not happy that there is a woman on my blog, I've never said anything to anyone about my sexuality but they just presume because of the sort of thing I post" he explained.

"Well let me have a look at least"

"Ok but promise me you won't take anything personally"

I looked at him and smiled, it would take more than a few bad comments to put me off doing more posts. I took a deep breath and hit the button to look at that comments, when we finally got past the three bad ones that were rants about the fact that Edward wasn't anywhere to be seen and quote "what the fuck is a woman doing on this site?" the rest were very complimentary. Most people enjoyed watching and treated it as the voyeuristic/ exhibitionist clip it was meant as. As we read further down there were a couple of requests, someone wanted to see us together, another wanted to see me dominate Edward and a weird person asked if I could pee on Edward and film it. The most requested scenario though seemed to be us together but with other people joining us.

"I'm not doing that" I said pointing on at the comment box where the guy wanted to see me pee on Edward.

"Not that I have tried that, giving or receiving, but I have to admit it doesn't do much for me, but if you did want to try I would " he said kissing my cheek.

"No it's ok I don't want to try that". I'm all for each to their own but no definitely no on that one.

"What about the domination aspect, we could incorporate the pegging into that, I have a great picture in my mind of you in a leather corset and high heeled boots, the strap on firmly in place and me bent over the bed". I could feel him twitching underneath me, his cock was rubbing against his jogging bottoms and in turn my ass.

"That's a little clichéd isn't it?" I wasn't totally opposed to the idea but it didn't scream out at me either.

"I suppose so, but you can tell it affects me though can't you ?" with that he thrust his groin up and grabbed me around my waist, pulling me back against him.

"oh no worries I can feel you mister "

"So what about us together, I'd be happy to start with that" I said wanting to offer a starting point.

"I like that but it would have to be very carefully edited, we couldn't afford to show me going down on you or you on me or anything like that, we would have to work some positions out that would work for the cameras and then edit down to a short clip for the blog" Edward was already thinking, I could see the thoughts whizzing around behind his eyes.

"I like the idea of that, in fact how would you feel about us making a tape for us and just editing some stills and a clip out of it. If we both knew beforehand what positions we were going to use we could go with the flow and let it happen naturally, eventually we get the positions and we would have a souvenir of our day"

"Bella I don't know what I did to deserve you but I promise you this, I am never letting you go"

I was basking in his comment when I felt him tense up slightly, I knew what was coming, the only thing we hadn't talked about were the several requests for us to bring other people into the mix. My first reaction was , not fucking likely, then I wondered if perhaps Edward wanted to and that was why he was probably trying to decide how to bring up the subject. I decided the best way to deal with it was to be honest, I'd seen too many friendships and relationships ruined because people presumed what other people thought instead of actually asking them.

"Before you even ask I couldn't do that, there is no way I could stand by and watch you with another man or woman" I couldn't look at him while I said it, but I was really proud of myself for getting it out in one go and totally legible at the same time.

"I feel the same sweetheart, while the idea of another woman going down on you is quite erotic in theory, the reality is I would not be able to stand by and watch it. I'm afraid that you are stuck with me and only me for as long as you'll have me. "

"Well I think I can cope with that" I couldn't help but plant a huge smacker on his lips as the relief washed over me, he was mine and I wasn't sharing him with anybody, well his followers maybe, but no other actual person in our bedroom.

Edward reached over and powered down the screen and the computer, he carefully lifted me and placed me on the bed, "Why don't you get ready for bed, we can sleep in here or my room I don't mind either, while I make us some hot chocolate, get comfortable I want to talk to you about something".

I watched as he left the studio room and I knew I was ready for bed but it just didn't feel right to sleep in here. It was an easy decision I wanted to keep the two room separate, one was Edward's private bedroom the other was the filming room. With that decision made I turned off the lamp and moved across the hallway to his bedroom. I stripped off and after putting my hair up in a top knot I took a really quick shower, I just needed to freshen up. By the time I was dry and walking back into the bedroom Edward was just bringing in two mugs of hot chocolate, he put one down on the bedside table on 'my' side and walked around to the other side with his.

"Well seeing as your sleeping naked I can too" he said as he slipped off his pyjama bottoms and climbed into bed.

We sat for a minute getting comfortable and enjoying the decadent warm drink and I could feel myself relaxing, if he wanted to talk about something he needed to do it quick, another few minutes and I would be out for the count.

I put down my mug and snuggled down, as I turned to face him I could see on his face he was thinking hard about something, "Ask whatever you need to sweetheart because I'm not going to be awake much longer, if it's bad you have more chance of getting me to agree now, but I reserve the right to go over any answers I give you now in the morning" I told him.

"Ok I'm just going to ask, Bella will you move in with me here ?"

I didn't even need to think about it, I just answered him with a quick "ok" and went to sleep.