Light was standing on front of his window in his little apartment. He stared blankly at the dark clouds that moved slowly in the sky. He watched as the rain drops hit the window and slide down like multiple miniscule rivers. He closed his eyes and listened to the sound of the rain drumming the window. He listened to the it's melody, a music that calmed his troubled feelings. His thoughts went back to the events that followed the past weeks. It had been almost a month since L' birthday, little bit more than three weeks, and he was having a rollercoaster relationship with the young detective. He breathed deep as images came vividly back to him… He remembered screaming at Ryuk when he arrived from the orphanage at Sunday. Light was out of his mind, yelling and cursing Ryuk angrily. The shinigami was frightened of Light, unable to understand Light's fury.

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-"I was simply passing by! I thought you both were already out!" Ryuk tried to defend himself

-"IDIOT! I TOLD YOU NOT TO COME IN WHATSOEVER!"

-"Sorry Raito. What's the fuss all about anyway?

-"What's the fuss? WHAT'S THE FUCKING FUSS?" Light was definitely loosing his head. Ryuk didn't recall seeing him so infuriated since that time that L introduced himself at the opening of the college year. "It was a VERY INTIMATE MOMENT! For God's sake Ryuk, didn't you notice that I was having sex with L? You should know by now that I don't like being watched while I'm fucking somebody!!"

-"I still don't get it. You humans seem to suffer a lot while doing it. It looks painful and you make such agonizing sounds." Ryuk was completely clueless about this sex thing that humans were so crazy about.

-"I already explained you before, it's not painful. We humans make those sounds because we feel great unexplainable pleasure! And I emphasize ONCE MORE, it's a very personal and intimidate thing! I don't like being watched!" Light was screaming, moving his arms wildly, his face deformed from anger. His hair was messy from the dozen of times he grabbed his hairs in fury.

-"Excuse me, but the screams that Misa makes are definitely from pain. You torture her so badly, poor girl, banging her so brutally"

-"YOU IDIOT! Misa screams because she's a hysterical bitch and is loving my brutal banging!" Ryuk was staring stupidly at Light. The man became so angry with the shinigami that he threw a book across Ryuk."If you don't stop spying in me and L I swear NO MORE APPLES FOR YOU! And you can kiss goodbye to your entertainment too!

...

Light opened his eyes. He smiled at this memory. He felt to laugh. The shinigami caught the fright of his life and every time L would come he quickly would run away. There was no way that he wanted to loose his precious apples. Light noticed that the rain was becoming heavier. He closed his eyes again. He gave place to another memory. The Monday that followed the All Saints Day…

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Light heard the doorbell. Ryuk suddenly squealed and got up. He hastily flew away from Light's apartment. Light grinned victoriously and opened the door. L was standing on front of him, slightly bend, smiling shyly. His hair was humid from a shower that had just passed by and, in Light's opinion, made him look sexier than ever. He let the boy in.

-"You're wet".

-"It was raining when I came out of the subway" L spoke this words as he shyly and nervously looked at the floor. Light picked L's chin so the boy had to lift up his head. He kissed him. His skin was chilly from the rain, but his mouth was hot. They kissed a while, Light holding L carefully.

-"Let me hang your coat over here" L undressed his cream white coat and handed over Light. The older man noticed that the boy didn't really know what to do or how to act.

-"Do you want to drink something" Light asked

-"Yes, that would be ok"

-"Or would you like to see my bedroom first" Light observed L's behavior after putting the question. He wanted to see how the boy would react. He noticed L look tense, his eyes getting larger and, he swore he saw a slight shade of pink on his cheeks.

-"That would be ok too" Was L's answer

Both of them walked to the room. Light gestured at L to sit on the bed. He sat next to him without facing the boy. They both looked around in opposite directions.

-"It's nice isn't it?" Light asked. He could feel the tension in his body rise.

-"Yes, you did a good job decorating it"

-"Do you know what would make the room even more attractive?" L turned to him, curious for the answer. "You laying naked on my bed" Light whispered in L's ear. The boy giggled a bit at the suggestion and came closer to Light, invitingly. The older man could read the fire in the boy's eyes, the desire, the permission. He kissed him. He kissed him and laid the boy on his bed. The clothes came off in no time and Light took his time exploring the boy's body with his fingertips. L was watching Light attentively as he allowed him to touch him where nobody ever dared to touch him. As Light felt the tension grow, he kissed the boy more passionately, bit softly his ear, licked and kissed his neck. L moaned softly, his hands searching Light's touch. The older man could feel the boy's warm hands follow the contours of his shoulders, back and hips. But he didn't dare to go further than there. Light grabbed one of L's hands and slipped it to first to his butt and then down to his balls. He moaned from pleasure when he felt L's fingers hesitantly touch him there. He could see that the boy felt turned on too. They kissed longer, touching each other, panting and moaning softly from the repressed pleasure. Light lifted himself a bit.

-"I'm going in now" L nodded in permission and closed his eyes as Light prepared him. The boy released a moan as he felt the long and hot body enter him. Light could see that L was enjoying this even more than the first two times. He moaned more and responded better to Light's moves. They both moved rhythmically, making the bed creak noisily. Light was moving faster and deeper than the first times too. The slapping sound of their bodies, the creaking of the bed, L's panting and loud moans were driving Light crazy. He shifted himself a bit and took a better hold of L's hips so he could move easily inside the boy's body. L moaned loudly, pulling his head back in pleasure. Light was hitting him madly, the noises growing louder. L moans were becoming screams as Light moved frantically without any mercy. The moment was close. Light's mind was empty. All he could think about was thrusting the boy harder and harder. He heard a loud moan under him and few seconds after he was himself groaning in pleasure.

...

Light smiled again as this vision came in his mind. L had proved within a short time to be quite a playful lover. He loved to tease Light either with some silly remark or by driving him crazy with something before their lovemaking. One time the boy was in such a mad mood that he bit Light's nipple a little too hard. Light reacted upset and at this, L laughed, jumped off the bed and run away from him. Light had to laugh as he realized the idiocy of the situation. Him chasing a crazy and naked L that was running and jumping everywhere. Light eventually caught him and they both landed on the couch, laughing. The moment that followed was of course of hot lovemaking.

L had was become day by day more at ease. His shyness was gradually being substituted by confidence and even some daring. Like that time, only a few days ago, when L shyly asked if he could go inside Light for this time. The older man noticed that the boy had struggled in finding the courage for asking that. He allowed the request and prepared for the new feeling. This was the first time that another man would touch him. L demonstrated to be a great and gentle lover. He managed to keep control over his body so he wouldn't hurt Light. He was gentle with his touch, careful while moving, tender while kissing. Light lived every thrust with great satisfaction. The feeling was amazing, not like something he had ever experienced. He moaned crazily as L smoothly agitated Light with pleasure. This was an unforgettable moment in Light's life.

The boy was growing up fast into a young man too. But his childish purity remained in some way and Light was glad of it. Even when L was seducing him or feeling abnormally excited (Light was guessing it was the work of his teenage hormones) instead of being horny, he was always a bit shy and somehow naïve.

Light's gaze shifted from the window back to his living room. He looked around and had to grin with the thought that he and L had tried almost everything in the room for the past three and a half weeks. Light never thought that sex would play such an important role in his life. When he did it with Misa it was mostly to shut up the girl's mouth and, the major reason, to release the pressure of his body. But the pleasure was always very short, temporarily. It was all just physical. And after sex, instead of laying there in the arms of the blond woman, Light would always leave the room to go to work or write more names in his Death Note. Never had he experienced the intensity of sex, of lovemaking, in this way before in his life.

With Misa it was physical, but with L it was different. It was as the bodily pleasure would increase, as if his body was more responsive and sensible to touch. It made him want to try new things. As his fantasies with L grew day by day, he desired to put them in practice. It would happen often enough that Light would suggest to try out a new position of place. L was not always too easy to convince, though. He demonstrated repeatedly to be too timid or hesitant to try something that seemed extreme in his point of view. Light always managed ultimately to seduce him and convince him to embark into a new erotic adventure, however.

Of course Light's fantasies had it's ups and down. He discovered that L became quite restless and difficult when he took him by the back. The boy insisted he wanted to be able to look at Light's face and hated being taken that way. Light never tried the doggy style again. The last thing he wanted was for to L feel angry and he did feel himself frustrated for not being able to see the boy's face too, so he ended up agreeing with L about that. On the other hand, they lived also incomparable great moments together. Like that time that Light insisted in doing it in the closed. L was at first completely against, afraid of having a bad experience again, hiding himself under the sheets. Light had to turn the boy on in such a way that his body would control his mind (which was quite a challenge, since L's brains are very dominant) untill L just wanted to have sex, regardless of where or how. The closet was unexpectedly a very exciting place. At first Light had his second thoughts about it. The space was confined, he could not see nothing and he kept bumping into shoes and clothes. But somehow these factors caused to the increase of the fervor of both of parties. They were completely dependable of their senses, since they could not see anything. Touch, sounds, taste and scent played here the major role. In the end L was screaming madly out of pleasure, nothing that had ever happened before. It was definitely, until that point, their biggest en best orgasm they both ever had.

Light loved having sex with L, but the moments afterwards were for him priceless. He loved looking at L laying exhausted on the bed staring back at him with a strange look in his eyes, something that Light could not really interpret. He thought it was a mixture of tenderness and mischievousness. Light wished that the time would stop in these moments, when he and L laid in each others arms. He cherished these moments and made sure that it would stay imprinted in his memory forever.

Now he was worrying himself about the time he still would have with L. Light sat on his couch and put his hands on his head. He finally was directly confronted with the issue that he for so long was ignoring, avoiding, trying to forget that it even existed. It all started one week ago…

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-"So good (pants)…harder (pants)" L was sitting on Light's lap, moving up and down as Light was turning him crazy with his deep penetrations.

-"Like this?" Light grabbed L by his waist and gave more balance to both their bodies, making the movements harsher.

-"Yes…ah…ah… feels great" Light continued pleasuring his partner by giving him right what he wanted. "Let's do s..ah-ah (pants) s-something different…"

-"Nhn…what you mean" Light was intrigued. What could possibly be growing in L's mind during such a moment.

-"Ah, ah…we could (pants) go somewhere this weekend (pants)" Light looked at him amazed. "You could…ah-ah…nhn…you could tell the orphanage (pants) that you invited me to…Ah-ah…to that conference you're having at (pants)…at Oxford." Light kept moving but had to think a while. What the hell is he talking about? But it suddenly hit him. Light was shocked with what he just discovered.

-"How do you know I have a conference next weekend?" Light stopped moving suddenly. He was staring at L really angry.

-"Don't stop" L complained

-"How? It's not in the site of the university. How do you know that?"

-"Why did you stop?" L looked annoyed and started moving his body to return to his pleasure senses. Light looked still angry and he tried to resist the great feeling that was growing inside of him. "I went yesterday to your University, ok?"

-"WHAT?"

-"Don't stop!" L shouted. He leaned on Light's shoulders so he could move better. "It's ok, I didn't go spying on you or something (pants)…I just wanted some…ngh…information about the course…nhn…ah…ah…I might want to (pants) follow some classes some day. And then I met (pants)…I met…ah-Ah!...oh God this is good!." L was completely under the power of lust and was moving agilely on Light's body.

-"Who you met?" Light was starting to loose his patience.

-"Charlotte…ah-ah…Charlotte told me about the conference (pants) of the Criminology Research Group (pants) in Oxford…she told me that she….ah…ah… and you and ….Ah…some other students were…Oh God! (pants wildly) were going THERE!" Light was shocked. He moved frenziedly inside of L's body. The boy's movements were making him loose control over his mind. He's a hacker…he's a bloody god damned hacker…Shit…feels good...He hacked into my information…bastard… was checking on me…I should have guessed…Oh God…this guy is getting better everyday…Charlotte …He knows about her …the research assignment…Oh my God, I'm coming!

Only after the wonderful ecstatic moment could Light put his thoughts in a better order. The conference that his supposed class was having the following weekend in Oxford was not a public subject. In other words, you only could find it if you are written down in the course. Which means that L whether spoke to someone of the course and achieved the information there or he hacked into Light's personal page. Here he could find all the information about Light in the course: which classes he was written down, which assignments he made and still had to do, if it was an individual or a group assignment, the excursions and conferences he was written down, even a short web book about his developments in Criminology classes. Light updated his information every week just in case and was glad he did it.

Because L said he spoke to Charlotte Light knew that the boy had lied about his source of information. Light made her up (and Andrew too) so he would have two names to put in for a group assignment for Policy Issues in the Criminal Justice System class. He could not believe that L had checked his personal file. He wondered how long he was doing this and if he was aware that Charlotte and Andrew actually didn't exist. Light was still recovering from his surprising, yet to be expected, revelation, when he felt L move on top of him. He saw the boy lift his head a bit so he could face him.

-"So, what do you think?" L asked tiredly.

-"You want to go to Oxford with me this weekend? Do you really think they would let you go?"

-"Yes. Mr Wammy would approve me going to such a conference. Plus he knows you." Light frowned a bit.

-"You really want to go to this conference or you are using it as an excuse for something else?" He noticed L's eyes grow a bit and his face tense. He looked guilty, like a child that is discovered after doing something naughty.

-"We only can be two hours and a half together each day. And we've been seeing each other for already three weeks." He uncomfortably explained. "I mean, there is something real going on, right?" Light noticed the boy was apprehensive. It was obvious that their relationship meant somewhat to him and that he certainly was seeing him not only for the sex.

-"Yes, this something real." Light saw L's expression lighten up, in a state of relieve. "I have an even better idea. Why don't we skip the boring conference and go somewhere else this weekend." Light was delighted with how L reacted enthusiastically. The boy kissed him eagerly and embraced him tightly and remained so for a while.


A/N

It struck me when I realized that I was writing a quite long and extensive chapter. Yes, after a short period with lack of inspiration, I started writing and writing and writing. So I decided to cut the chapter in two. Like this I can expand the story better too.

I wanted to dedicate this chapter to the developments of Light/L relationship. I decided to place the scenario almost a mount after Halloween, in which Light looks back at the past events. I believe that from the following chapters the story will gain a deeper and more serious character than until up now