No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible.
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- Carmen
1 week later
RPOV
Okay Rose, you can do this! You know you are nervous when you have to give your own self a pep talk.
I had to tell Dimitri about the letter, it involved him too. I know I would have wanted to know, if things had been reversed. I just didn't want to tarnish his memories of Tasha for him. I knew that they had became close friends with each other while he had been her guardian, but he had to know.
I was laying in bed, waiting for Dimitri to get home from his shift. I had been replaying Tasha's last word over and over in my head. That's when the epiphany hit me, Babushka had more or less predicted it. Did she mean that we would have a baby after all? Something like hold on to the invisibleā¦love?
We'll hell, I hate fucking riddle's. I was so caught up in my thoughts, I never heard Dimitri come in the front door. I heard him padding his way down the hall. He opened the bedroom door and leaned against its frame, with arms crossed and a smirk on his face. I sat up a little in the bed so I could see him better. He had a ear-to-ear grin on his luscious lips.
"Good Morning," he said.
"Come over here and I will show you a 'Good 'Morning,' hot stuff." I purred in my most seductive tone.
He didn't need to be told twice, he practically skipped so he could get to me that much faster. All thoughts I had had earlier were gone now.
******MATURE******
Dimitri quickly shed his clothes and lye down next to a naked me. He made a connection with my lips, the kiss was hungry and passionate. He slid his hand up, and brushed my nipple with it, then his hand traveled down to my rib cage, rubbing my stomach. My body jerked and arched up, as I grabbed onto his shoulders, his muscles were rock hard. I looked up into his gorgeous brown eyes, and saw nothing but love, and yeah, a little lust, reflected in them. Okay, a lot of lust.
The cool air was making my nipples pucker. He planted kisses on me, starting at my neck and working his way down. Every place he touched tingled.
He made his way back up to my breast, taking one of them in his mouth, while massaging the other. His tongue flicked and teased. He kissed the top of my breast, and then he took the nipple in his mouth again. I arched a second time, feeling like a dam had broken between my legs. His head lifted, a smile of anticipation pulling at his mouth.
My thighs parted without any demand from him. His hand slipped down to my fold under my panties, brushing my hips. He slowly moved to my lower belly, he found the edge of my panties and slid his forefinger underneath the lace
He moved that finger back and forth, in a sensuous tickle.
"More," I moaned, "I want more of you."
He looked at me and grinned, "You'll get it." then his whole hand disappeared under the lacey fabric. I cried out from the contact he had made with my skin. I was completely consumed by his touch. He tugged at my panties, and jerked them off.
Dimitri slowly worked his way up my body, by trailing kisses on every spot he touched. I was about to lose it. I was so, so close to my climax. I reached down, and pulled in up to me.
"I want you now! I need you now!" my voice was thick with desire. He didn't hesitate, he slowly entered his erection in me, while I gasp out in ecstasy. Our bodies rocked to the rhythm as one. I grinded my hips into him, trying to get deeper. This man was driving me crazy, it was like I couldn't get enough of him.
We both shuddered at the same time. Our breathing was labored and we were sweaty. The right kind of sex.
******END******
We laid there on the bed for a little while, before I decided to let him in on a secret, that I had been keep for over a week.
"Dimitri?" my head was laying across his chest and my hands were rubbing hand stomach in a sweeping gesture, up and down across his taunt muscles.
His eyes were closed, but I knew he wasn't sleeping, "Hmm?"
I wanted to get this over with, "There's something I have to tell you," his eyes snapped open and he looked at me immediately.
"Are you alright, love?" concern filling his voice.
"Yes, its nothing like that." I paused for a second, and took a deep breathe. "Tasha was the one who sent you that letter. The one that kept us apart for five years."
His body stiffened a little, "How did you find that out?" his voice was soft. I knew he was having a hard time keeping in control in check.
"She told me. When I was holding her in that cellar. She wanted me, or rather us to forgive her. Those were her last words."
He didn't say anything, but his body language said it all. He was stiff as a board, so I just kept going.
"She was in love with you, and she thought if she could get you away from me, you and her could start a relationship. Evidently that didn't happen. She told me how she found that out, then gave up on her getting you ,so then she tried convincing you to talk to me. I would've done the same thing. 'Cause I love you that much. I probably would have done worse. I'm sorry. I know she was a close friend of yours."
Dimitri stayed silent for a few moments, "There's nothing to be done now for it. We have each other now," he whispered into my hair. I knew he was hurting, but there was nothing I could do to help him. Time heals all wounds. Big and small.
"Are you alright?"
"Yes love, I am fine."
"Um, Dimitri, please don't tell anyone about this. I don't want to hurt anyone else with this." I asked
He shook his head, "Don't worry about it Roza, I am not going to tell a soul. I promise."
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-Carmen
