Tori
"So, have you been getting sleep?"
"Yeah, no night terrors."
"And how's work been?"
I think for a second.
"It's... Music is great, it's what I love, but..."
"PR? Your manager? Your label?"
"All thee above? I've been doing a lot of thinking about what's right for me."
"You've been doing well with putting yourself first now."
"Yeah, and I've realized how important that is."
"Well, Tori, you've been doing amazing progress with grief, your health, and everything we've been discussing and I'm very proud of you. Stay on the right track and I know you'll come up with the right solution for work."
I genuinely smile at my psychologist.
"Thank you."
"Before we end this session, I just want to touch up on one more subject. Have you given anymore thought to things with Jade?"
I can feel my smile fall as I look down at the floor and swallow hard.
"Robbie, are we good to go?"
"Yeah, don't worry. I always get the shots."
I smile at him as he holds up his camera. I head over to press and where everyone is taking pictures. What I was wearing was fairly simple: just a Versace black silk shirt, distressed skinny jeans ripped at the knees, all black Timberland boots, and a gold chain... I never got back my cross necklace, since that night at the dance studio...
I did a few interviews and took a ton of pictures with the models, Selena, and Abel (the Weeknd). All the models were in their pink robs and the inner boy in me may have been drooling a bit, but over all I kept stealing side glances at Selena, who was also in a rob and had blue eye contacts in... I've never worked so hard in my life to have control over my body... I smiled a bit when I saw Robbie off to the side doing his job. As if I expected less of him.
"So can I like...interact with you guys on stage or..."
The models started laughing and nodding yes.
"Tori!"
I look over to see Selena smiling at me and I walk over.
"Hey."
"You really know how to walk jeans and a tee huh?"
She smirks at me and I chuckle.
Oh, if only she knew what I had planned.
"Yeah, well... When do I get to see what you've got on under this robe, huh?"
I look at her seductively as I run my fingers under the top flap of her black, silk robe. She pushes me a little.
"Patience."
"Selena, we need you at the side stage."
My eyes never leave her as she gives me a look and walks off. The lights out by the runway all turn off, signaling the show is about to start. I move off to the side of the stage to watch. A dim spot light shines on Selena as she starts singing 'Hands To Myself,' and I still can't entirely see what she's wearing yet. Then the lights suddenly turn on and my jaw drops. She had A black silk dress on. The middle in the front of the dress was cut out and the sides of the dress met at her waist where a belt was and the rest wrapped around and the front ended just at mid-thigh and in the back her dress was long (a train). Okay it's kind of hard to explain so just go on youtube and look up Victoria Secret Fashion show Selena Gomez...yeah...
ANYWAYS! Selena was hot and her voice was on point. The song soon changed to 'Me & My Girls,' which she also killed. I was so hyped up and couldn't wait to perform. Next Abel performed and then finally it was my turn. Abel and I would switch off twice, meaning I would be closing out the show.
The light are off and I get up on stage and prepare my self. I check my head mic, so it doesn't fall off when I'm dancing. The music starts and red lights light up the room. The background is roses on the screen and the runway (floor screens) shows rose petals falling.
I start singing as everyone starts cheering and the first model walks out. (Song: Tio -Zayn)
"I can taste it on your mouth, And I can't leave it. You're a freak like me. Can't you see?... I just want to watch you when you take it off. Take off all your clothes and watch you take them off..."
As I sing the chorus I walk behind one of the models and eye her like I'm checking her out and then turn around and start heading back to the middle of the runway. At this point I pull off my shirt, revealing the white waist band of my CK black briefs and my black sports bra with a white band around it that said PINK. I also get to show off my tan, toned stomach, so you know... The crowd got loud at that and looked off to the side of the stage to see Selena staring at me with amusement and shock.
"Push me up against the walll. Don't take it easy, You like it hard like me. It's what you need. Let's get naked and explore... I, I, I, I just want to watch you when you take it off... Take off all your makeup baby take it off..."
I consciously interact and flirt with the models in a way I thought would make the best performance during my song. I start walking backwards in front of the next model who's smiling and almost laughing. I'm basically singing to her and she goes with the performance and gives me a sexy look. I ended up taking her hand as we get to the end of the runway and then letting it go as I start getting into climax of the song.
'" just can't wait to see it all. I'm so turned on, And it's all mine. I just can't wait to see it all. I'm so turned ooooooonnnn!"
I hit a power note and everyone starts clapping as I finish up my performance. I hurry and get water and decide to keep my shirt off for the last performance. Everyone's rushing around and I don't really see Selena around, but I just focus on my next song. Abel finishes and then I'm setting up for my song. My dancers get in their place and I'm being pushed into this thing with GiGi and she's just laughing at me and I'm just trying to keep her from tickling me.
Jerk.
The song starts and the walls around us spin around and open up to the runway, revealing us to the stage. I walk out with GiGi,who now has her sexy runway smirk on and is eyeing me. (Song: 10 Victoria's Secret Models - MAX)
"Been on the L train in Chicago...And some whiskey, said I don't drink, thank. Said 'That's okay, I like your honesty.' Red line, red lights, if it breaks down, I wouldn't care now..."
The room lights up as the background displays fireworks going off and the runways displays pink moving stars. I walk with GiGi as I'm singing till it starts to get to the chorus. I spin off behind her and all my dancers move behind me to the middle of the runway as we start dancing in sync.
"Even if 10 Victoria's Secret models, Walked in this room right now, I'd never take my eyes off you... And if I were 10 thousand miles, From this room right now, I'd never take my mind off you..."
The models walk on the sides of us and then when the chorus finishes the dancers move back off to the side and I continue to sing. As I'm singing, I spot Robbie, who gives me a thumbs up as he holds his camera in the other hand. I make it a point, to subtly look off to the side at Selena during my performance.
Sure, now she magically appears again.
"Time stops cold. Why would I ever wast my time with any other girls? Why would I ever trust my secrets with somebody else?... I'll never take my eyes off you."
She's smiling while watching my performance. Throughout the song a few models run their hands/fingers along my toned stomach and just flirted back with me, but I wasn't sure if it was 100% just for the performance. Either way, the hormonal side of me loved all the attention I was getting.
My song, once again, nears the climax of the song and the audio cuts off and all you can hear is the clapping part of the song and I hit my high notes perfectly as I start jumping to the time of the claps.
"Even if 10 Victoria's Secret models, Walked in this room right now. I'd never take my eyes off of you-ou-0ou!"
I finish the song off and bow with two of the models as I put my arms around their waists (innocently).
That was freaking awesome.
After the show, I get cleaned up and head to the after party. Robbie is meeting me in the parking lot soo...
"Hey!"
"So, how does it look?"
He pulls out his laptop and sets it on my car hood and turns it towards me.
"It's done."
He beams.
My jaw drops as I watch the unpublished video.
"How did you... This is really good."
"Come on, Tor. You know I'm the best. That's why you pay me."
Robbie's really evolved as a person since HA. I'm impressed.
"I sent you the video, so you are free to post it whenever you feel like it...or not."
"Thanks... I have one more video I need you to help me with..."
Robbie looks up at me curiously at the sound of my tone as he closes his laptop.
"You've kept everything you've filmed for the documentary right?"
"Yessss..."
He says slowly and I start to smile.
"I'm going need you to clear your schedule next week."
That's all I say as I start to walk off, leaving a very scared and confused Robbie Shapiro.
For the rest of the night I mingle, dance, flirt, whatever it's innocent, with some of the V.S. models, but I eventually find my way to Selena, who is basically wearing the same dress, but with out the train end of it, so it's just short. She still has her contacts in and as much as I want to stare at her practically exposed boobs, I can't help, but just stare at her eyes for the first five minutes.
"You were pretty hot up there. I think some of the girls might just switch teams for you."
"Well, that would require me to give them a chance in the first place. There's only one girl I'm focused on tonight."
Selena humms with a knowing smile before she pulls me to her with the hand on the back of my neck. I happily follow in suit with my hands on her waist, our lips connected.
A few hours of dancing and a couple of drinks/shots later, Selena and I ended up back at my hotel room. We had been in a heated make out session and then I pulled off her dress and I couldn't function anymore. She was wearing some very sexy, black, lacy lingerie that I'm almost a hundred percent sure was a gift from V.S.
Damn she really knew how to wear that...
"See something you like, baby?"
She moved her hand to the back of my neck and pulled me to her as I wordlessly nodded my head. Soon my shirt came off and my heart started pounding as she moved to unzip my jeans. Once they were off I picked her up and moved us over to the bed.
I moved to put a condom on till she stopped me and said she was on the pill. I hesitated for a second and then said..
"I can't help, but be over protective"
She chuckled at. Truth is, Jade is the only I didn't use...yeah.
When I pushed myself in, Selena whimpered.
"Are you okay?"
I whispered as I met her gaze. She looked at me...caught off guard? Did Justin never ask if she was okay or how she felt?
"Yeah. Move."
She gave a breathy smile and bucked her hips. I picked up the pace of my thrusts and I soon had her clawing my back, moaning, and shaking beneath me...
I tapped my fingers against my laptop as I stared at the video Robbie had sent me... I was so stoked to post it last night, but now something was stopping me.
Something...
I ceased my tapping as something caught my eye... The tattooed band around my pinkie with the letter 'J,' and I mindlessly rub my fingers over the ink.
Jade.
"Working already?"
Selena spoke with an amused smile as she entered the room; coffee in hand and already dressed for the day. I was still sitting in bed in just my briefs and sports bra. I smile with a hum as I return my attention back to the unpublished video once more. I make my final decision with a few clicks and close my laptop.
Trash.
"Sorry."
I smile as I rub both my eyes with my thumb and forefinger. She chuckles at that.
"Eyes hurt?"
"Yeah, I left my glasses at home. Where's my coffee?"
I tease her.
"What, one good fuck and you think I'll just be your servant?"
I raise my eyebrows at her bluntness.
"Noooo... I expect three would do the trick though."
"Ha ha, you're so funny."
That sarcasm, though.
"You look nice."
There's that confused, caught-off-guard look again.
"Thank you. You don't look so bad yourself."
She says the last part in a more husky tone with a seductive look and I start laugh.
"Uhh... I should probably put clothes on."
So the next week consisted of me fighting with Scooter over publicity with Selena and Effy being stuck in the middle as PR/PA, and me kidnapping Robbie. Unfortunately for Scooter, his new found power trip on my image only fueled my new project with Robbie.
"Tor, are sure you want to do this? I mean this is like... He could sue you. He could sue me! Oh my God, I'm going to get sued."
"Robbie, relax. He wont' sue us. Part of him still cares. It's the business part we're attacking, it's nothing...actually it is kind of personal... Wow that looks good. How'd you do that?"
I lean closer to the computer screen, where Robbie had just played part of the video we had been working on.
"You do realize it's me, right."
"True."
"So you didn't post the last video?"
"No. I decided it was just a crazy bad idea. I mean...basically a music video dedicated to Selena? Come on, even if it was a joke."
"Yeah, good call. So, no second thoughts on this one?"
"Nope. This is a done deal. This album, this project is going to be real, and it's going to be me. Which reminds me, I'm scraping the documentary."
"What?! That's like two years of footage though!"
"Well, I'm not throwing it out. I just have a better idea."
The next hour I go over my idea and plans for what I have in mind and Robbie just takes it all in mind with an ever growing smile.
"I like this. It's going to take awhile and a ton of work, but this is going to be good."
"You think so?"
"Yeah, this is WAY better than just a documentary. Thanks for trusting me with this."
"Of course! Robbie, I wouldn't trust anyone else."
Just then my door bell rings and I look at Robbie confused, as he does the same. We walk over to the front door and I open it.
"Oh my God. Cat!"
"Hi!"
I basically attack her with a hug, which she returns. I end up picking her up and spin once around before setting her down. Her and Robbie then hug. Of course, she had her phone out before all this; probably filming everything on snap chat, but I'm way too happy to care.
"You're back!"
"Yeah. We finished filming early."
Robbie and I help her with her bags. Since her and Justin split, she's back living with me, which makes me happy, 'cause this house is way too quiet alone.
"What're you guys doing."
She questions once we all settling back in the living room on the couches.
"I was just going over a new project with Robbie."
"Oooo, is it a secret project?"
She wiggles her eyebrows at us.
"Yesssss and it's going to stay that way."
Cat pouts at us.
"Well, you're both here-"
"It's my house."
I say with a laugh and she just waves me off.
"I was wondering with we could start on MY project. At least the planning part."
Robbie looks at me confused as realization crosses my face.
"Oh, right! Yeah, we should do that. Cat, wants to sing."
"Really?"
Robbie looks surprised, but happy.
"Yeah. I mean I just did the whole movie, acting, thing, and now I want to try the singing thing."
I chuckle at her explanation.
"We can go over some songs tomorrow and see what works, then we can kidnap Robbie, here, and do a video or two...or ten, ya know, whatever you want, Cat."
I smile innocently at them and they just start laughing. We talk for a few more hours, till it starts getting late and Robbie takes off, leaving just me and Cat.
We decided to just order take out and chill in her room with a movie playing in the background on her tv as she unpacks some of her stuff.
"Sexy underwear, Cat."
"Shut up!"
She rolls her eyes at me as she puts her "unmentionables" away. She then turns to me, grabbing her food and sitting in front of me on her bed.
"Soooo... How're you and Selenaaaaa? You look pretty close at the V.S. Fashion Show. Nice performance, by the way."
"Shut up and thank you."
I say with two completely different tones causing her to giggle.
"We're good. We're having fun. That's it."
"Hmmmmmm... So, thoughts on...ya know..."
"Jade. It's okay, she's not Voldemort and I feel like you would know more since you're dating her brother."
She just smiles at me.
"But do you miss her?"
"Is that a question?"
"Right. Well, she miss you too. She just doesn't voice it or show it. She ignores everything pertaining to you... Not that I've talked to her. Jai told me."
Cat's still hurt Jade shut her out. I frown at the thought of Jade ignoring my existence. It's very... Jade of her.
"Sounds like Jade."
"You know she's heartbroken."
"She's not the only one."
"I don't get it then."
"She... We need to grow a little...a part...as individuals. Every time we're together it feels like we're back in high school and I know we're not exactly adults, but we're beyond high school. Things should be evolving not staying at a stand still."
"I see your point... Have you talked to Justin at all?"
I groan.
"I haven't had time."
"Or you're just avoiding it."
"Both? But like only five percent avoiding it."
Cat laughs at my ridiculousness.
"You need to talk to him, Tor. I'm sure he already knows, anyways."
"Are you two good now, then?"
She just shrugs.
"We'll get there. You're going to have more to deal with than me. You know he's in love with Selena."
"I know."
I groan.
"Remember when Hailey and Robbie broke up and Justin slept with Hailey."
"Yeah, that was so bad. Ya know, you and Jade are like Justin and Selena."
"How?"
"You both fell in love young and you're meant to be, but you both have to do some growing up apart before you can be together forever."
I nod my head with a thinking face.
"You're kind of on point."
"Please, babe, I AM the point."
She flips her hair with her hand in a sassy manner and I just fall over with laughter.
"We need to stop hooking up with famous people."
"True... Well, my boyfriend is only semi-famous, so I'm winning."
She puts a finger to the air.
"Who knew, Cat Valentine was the smartest out of all of us. You know, once you show everyone you can sing, it's over."
She looks at me with an amused look.
"Cat, you might just become richer than me."
"Now, that's funny."
"Okay, maybe not, but everyone will probably want to hear your voice more than mine."
"That's probably true."
"Cat!"
This girl.
"I'm totally not putting up with your diva-tude."
"Just like I'm not putting up with anymore downward spirals."
She smirks.
"Deal. So, should I expect to see Jai around my house, unannounced, at odd hours of the day and or night?"
I say in a random British accent. Cat carries the accent on as she responds...
"Why, yes, you shall."
"Isn't it kind of weird dating him though?"
I return to my normal speech.
"Why?"
"'Cause he's Jade's brother and it's like...dating Jade?"
"Um...no. First off, he's only her half brother and secondly, he's very different from her. He jokes a lot, he doesn't blow up on people, and he's very sweet."
"Interesting."
"By the way, Zayn is waiting for you to kidnap him."
I laugh at that.
"I don't know how Jade would feel about that. I do miss him though."
"Well, I could always ask Jai to bring him over sometime?"
"Maybe. It'd just be weird. That's her actual brother, ya know. Things are already complicated enough."
"Understandable."
All this Jade talk is making me feel a type of way... I pull out my phone a send a quick text. My phone buzzes shortly after.
Text Msg: Vega
"Hey"
Text Msg: Jade
"Hey. How're you?"
Maybe I just wanted to remind her that I was still around. Maybe I wanted to torture her somehow with the thought of me... Either way, I just let my thumb hover over the screened keyboard before settling on just closing out of the message all together...
Jade
"Jade, you're acting like your phone is a ticking time bomb."
I've been constantly checking my phone for the past five minutes. I just roll my eyes at his comment.
"Who does that? Who just texts you out of nowhere and then never replies after that?"
"Jade."
"I need to go."
I move to get up, but he grabs my arm.
"Let go!"
"We need to talk about what happened!"
"What happened was wrong and a mistake! It should have never happened and it meant nothing. Just forget it ever happened."
"No! I can't, Jade, I li-ike y-you."
"I don't care! I'm in love with Tori. Don't you get that? We are never going to happen."
He finally drops his arm in defeat and I walk off.
A/N: Yesss, I'm back. Sorry for being gone...again...forever... I was in a car accident and my car got totaled...yay... then I had Finals and I'm in the middle of moving and LIFE. I do my best though. I really hope this chapter wasn't too much of a bore. I didn't go too much into detail with Tori and Selena 'cause like we all discussed it's a JORI story and that's what'll be detailed later on.
Sooooo... Cat is back, back, back, and she's singing. Jade is dealing with the guy she slept with...who could it be? Cat is sassy with Tori. Tori finally did the dirty with Selena, who are friends with benefits; only to wake up an start thinking about Jade. Go figure. I think I'm planning like only 10 chapters left, probably less though. You'll like how Tori and Jade get back together. Oh yeah, and what's Tori planning with Robbie to get back at Scooter? Hmmmmm... BTW I'm planning on starting a new story based on an idea by Stydia Is Life, so S.I.L. if you're reading this PLEASE CHECK YOUR INBOX! THANKS! I apologize for any grammar errors.
