Chapter 28 – Thinking of the future
"I'll teach you how to be an informant." Kanra stared at Izaya in shock. "Isn't that dangerous?" Weren't Izaya and Shizuo trying to keep her safe. "The people I deal with are dangerous, you'd be doing the less dangerous jobs." Kanra smiled, Izaya had thought this through. "Do I get a desk?" Izaya nodded. "You can have one next to me or in the corner if you want privacy."
"Next to you is fine." She wondered what jobs she would have to do. What did Izaya do as an informant? She couldn't see him searching for missing cats. "Is Shizuo going to get angry?" The blond thought she was fragile and she needed protecting, surely he wouldn't let her have the same job as Izaya. "Even if he does he can't say anything. Leave Shizu-chan to me"
Kanra couldn't believe this was actually happening, she was talking about her future. In such a short time, her new life was going so far. Shizuo, Izaya and herself. She never thought it would happen, it hadn't occurred to her, that it could. "Are you still worried?" Izaya was watching her carefully. "No, I'm thinking how much I've done as Kanra." She felt Izaya's arms wrap around her. "I didn't see this coming either." Kanra raised an eyebrow. "You didn't? I find that hard to believe Izaya-nii." Izaya said nothing.
"You know how to use a computer, I've seen you do it." Ah that was right, when she was Mikado, she had used the computer. Izaya was sitting in his chair, with Kanra in his lap. "Most of the contacts are stored here." His fingers moved swiftly over the keyboard, Kanra blinked missing what he had typed. On the screen was a list of contacts and addresses. "What's this one?" Izaya looked at where she was pointing. "That one I don't want you near." Kanra still stared at the screen. "Who's Shiki?"
"Yakuza. Stay away." Izaya covered her eyes with one of his hands, until he was halfway down the page. "These are the ones you can use. Police, local gangs. I'll make a copy for you." Izaya closed the screen. "What are those?" Izaya shrugged. "I like to make observations." Kanra reached over and tired to move the mouse over to the folder called Mikado Ryugamine, Izaya stopped her hand. "Those aren't for you to see." Reluctantly she let go of the mouse.
Izaya had just finished showing her the basics, when there was a knock at the door. "Kan-chan. It's Erika." Izaya lifted Kanra off his lap, standing to get the door. Kanra sighed, staring at the computer screen. That was right, they were supposed to be twins. If Erika or anyone else saw what they did together... She could freely be with Shizuo, but with Izaya it was different.
"Kan-chan. We came to see you." Erika came into the room, dragging Walker behind her. "Iza Iza move. Its girl time." Izaya stepped away staring pointedly at Walker. "He's with me." Erika dragged Kanra into the bedroom and closed the door. "We bring anime and manga." Erika opened the door slightly to see if Izaya was there. She turned around smiling.
"So what's it like living with Izaya?" Kanra looked at her, wondering how she should answer. "How did he take it, when Shizuo became your boyfriend?" Walker face palmed next to her. "Well?" Erika had a pen and paper in front of her, her eyes bright. Kanra smiled. "He didn't say anything. Izaya-nii is happy for me to go out with Shizuo." Erika lowered her head in defeat. "But there should be jealousy, Iza Iza should try and win Shizu Shizu back."
"This doesn't make sense. It breaks all the rules. My theories are never wrong. Never." Erika was tapping her pen furiously. "Unless Izaya loves you. Ah I can see it now. An incestuous relationship, while Shizu Shizu watches trying to decide which one he wants." Kanra gaped as Erika blocked out both her and Walker, pen moving furiously across the page. "This is great. It's better than I imagined." Erika sighed. "If only you were a boy." Kanra backed away slightly as Erika started drooling. How sharp was she? Walker looked apologetic.
"Do you mind if I leave a camera here?" Kanra stared at her, had she really asked that. "Don't this is Izaya-nii's room." Erika tilted her head. "Where's your room?" Kanra paused, what was she supposed to say? "It's upstairs. Izaya lets me use his room, since it's closer." Erika nodded, putting the small camera away.
"Bye Kan-chan. Remember what I taught you. Read the third one first." Erika waved giggling as she left the apartment, walker trailing behind her. Izaya laughed as she sighed closing the door, before slumping to the floor. "That was draining." She slowly got up moving to the sofa. "Sorry Izaya-nii. There's a ton of anime and manga on the floor." Where did Erika get her energy from?
Shizuo came back with more from Russian Sushi. This time Izaya had his own box. Izaya stayed at his desk, while Shizuo and Kanra sat on the sofa eating their own. "I can never get enough of this." Shizuo watched him and sighed. "Can you stop having sex with your food?" Izaya smiled placing another piece in his mouth. "Jealous? Silly, Shizu-chan we can have sex later." Kanra sat back against the sofa, letting them tease each other.
It was getting late. Kanra was still sitting on the sofa watching the third episode of whichever anime she had put on. Next to her was the pile of books Erika had left. She didn't know what the anime was about, she couldn't concentrate. Ugh, why did she feel so bad? Shizuo had already gone to bed, Izaya was still at his desk, logging of his computer. "Are you coming?" Kanra looked up from the screen. "I'll finish this episode first."
What was wrong with her? Why was she feeling so depressed? She turned away from the screen, laying back on the sofa, staring blankly at the ceiling. Damn Izaya-nii and Erika. Why did they have to make her think about the future? The closing sequence started playing, reaching for the remote she clicked to go to the next episode. It was a waste of time, she wasn't looking at the screen as it came on.
Kanra turned over, her nightmare disappearing as quickly as it came. Soft fingers played with her hair and Kanra blinked wondering when she had left the sofa. "Izaya-nii?" Red eyes met hers, refusing to look away. Kanra closed her eyes, avoiding his gaze. She gasped as his fingers brushed against her lower half, wondering why she was naked. "Kanra, you seem to be acting more and more like a girl." Kanra snapped her eyes open and glared at him, her eyes widened as Izaya slipped an already lubed finger into her. "Izaya-nii. I thought I was watching tv." Izaya slipped another finger into her, rolling her on top of him.
"I doubt you even remember the name." Knowing eyes watched her every move. Izaya crooked his fingers, Kanra jolted. "Sit up." Confused, Kanra did as he said. Izaya stretched her carefully, His hand around her member, bringing her to completion. Izaya lifted her and she panicked realizing what he was about to do. "I-Izaya-nii." Kanra hissed as she was lowered onto him. "Relax." She breathed deeply, trying to take him all in.
She had tears leaking from the corner of her eyes, slumped and trying to catch her breath. "Kanra." Izaya lifted her up and pushed her down, Kanra's back arched and she placed her hands on Izaya's stomach, thrusting down as Izaya thrust up into her. They set a steady pace and soon Kanra was panting from exhaustion. "ah...ah...I-Iza"
Her muscles tightened as she released. Izaya brought her to his chest, before rolling on top of her and continuously thrusting into her to ride out his own. Kanra ignored the mess between them as Izaya pulled out. Kanra felt Izaya shift off the bed, her eyes closing. She could feel the coldness wipe across her stomach. "Is she asleep?" Ah, Shizuo was awake. "Yes." She could hear a sigh. "How do you always know what's wrong with her?" Shizuo sounded jealous or maybe it was because she was half asleep. "Shizu-chan. Are you jealous as well?" Shizuo scoffed. "No, just a little miffed" Izaya laughed. "She's my girlfriend, I should be closer." Another laugh. "I'll still be closer to her than you." Shizuo made a noise like a soft growl. "Everyone else will see that as incest."
"You didn't hear what Erika said. Or the books she's lent Kanra." Izaya was silent. "I should have checked if she left that camera behind." Shizuo made a noise in his throat. "Do I want to know?" Izaya thought for a few seconds. "Probably not." Kanra felt herself slip deeper into sleep, she never had a chance to look at those books.
