Anna's Point of View

Sam left and I was still confused thinking this is just some mean cruel joke they were all playing on me. At that moment Jasper appeared knocking on the door.

"Come in" I said my throat raspy

"He loves you Anna, he isn't playing a joke on you." He said standing in front of me his arms crossed angry I would even think that.

"But how can I tell?" I said defensive

"By giving him time." He said relaxing that I wasn't completely objecting to Sam.

"I thought there was something army about you" Jasper said changing the topic

"Yeah you could say I am just a little bit army," I said jokingly

"How much hand to hand combat did you learn?" He asked sitting down on the edge of the bed
"That is what I spent most of my time doing like you." I said and reached into my kit pulling out a tablet.

"What did you specialize in?" He asked

"Everything, I was able to fight most people and win." I said I opened my competition videos and showed him one.

It was my first major fight win it was me with my hair dyed black with make up on and tied up in a bun against a 30 yr old man heavily tattooed and skilled. It showed a variety of kicks punches and different maneuvers the fight only lasted two minutes but in the end it showed me slowly popping two dislocated fingers back in place and along with my shoulder, blood dripping down my stomach from where he had cut me and multiple bruises already blooming.

He looked at me shocked.
"How long ago was this?" He asked.

I shrugged "A few years just after Bella first moved here." I said then I remembered about Bella

"Oh, where is Bella is she mad at me?" I said

"She hasn't come back yet apparently she was devastated when she learnt about what you have done for her and she isn't ready to face you." He said

"oh" I said quietly unsure how to feel.

"You love your family Anna, you said yourself that death would have being easier, but you never did even though it has only ever being a cheek bite away, you went through all this for them, she has learnt that, it is about time you do as well." He said

"You've read my file" I said to him, he was very different to Carsile

"You don't give up information too easily." He said and I nodded believing his actions were justified.

"Could you please do me a favor and get Carsile?" I said shyly to him.

He blinked in surprise but happily obliged

Carsile walked into the room concerned and I peeked up at him he still scared me.

"Are you ok?" He asked me

"I'm fine I was just wondering when the IV is going to be taken out?" I asked shyly

"It is going to stay in until this bag is drained, and then we'll see." He said comfortingly

"What will happen after that are you going to get Matt to come and get me?" I asked afraid to have to leave Sam.

"No, of course not!" Carsile said shocked

"We want you to stay" He finished sitting next to me and patting my arm.

I sighed a sigh of relief and Carsile smiled happy that I wanted to stay with him.

"Do you know that I have a suicide pill implanted in my gum?" I asked

"Yes, and if want I could remove that for you, I can do it under a general or local anesthetic here at home when ever you want, it is super simple procedure, you will need a few small stiches of the inside of your mouth but they will be dissolvable so I won't have to take them out." He said

I smiled thankful he was so understanding of my point of view

"Yes please, could you do it as soon as you are free? What would be better a general or local anesthetic?" I said

"Because of its position near the nerve normal people would get a general anesthetic, but you would probably be able to cope with the local." He said

and I nodded listening to his point of view.

"Did you go to school Anna?" He asked unexpectedly

"I went a bit to keep mum and dad happy and to help keep me under the radar but I found it boring because I am educated to be grade 11 level." I said quietly looking at me hands in my lap.

"Do you want to go to school here?" He asked me

"Not with my real age group" I replied and he nodded understanding.

He left me alone to sleep but I couldn't so watched a movie and Carsile came in at the end of it putting something in my IV, it made me sleepy but my brain was still too active I still refused to sleep. I didn't notice Carsile was still in the room until he tapped me on my forehead to get my attention.

I blinked and looked at him and he sighed in relief.
"Anna you need to sleep," He said and I continued staring at him blankly

He pushed me down gently so I was lying down. He covered me with a blanket before saying

"Anna I am going to put something a little stronger in your IV." He said quickly putting it in and I quickly fell asleep.