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When Isabella had finally called me back, I was already sleeping. It wasn't that late, but I hadn't been sleeping so well lately. So after having that heavy meal at Angela's, I fell asleep a soon as I hit the bed. But I kept my phone on vibrate, it was underneath my pillow. I'd wake up to speak to her...no matter what.

My room was dark, except for a few streams of light from streetlight and the rare occurrence of a car driving down the street. It was quiet; I didn't leave the radio on. I knew I wouldn't need it to help me sleep. The room was slightly warm to, even though it was spring, it felt more like fall. The only difference was it was sunnier.

My pillow shook and I reached under it. I answered.

"Isabella." I said. My voice was deep, slightly raspy.

"Edward? Did I wake you?" Her soft voice tickled my ear and it was enough to get me hard.

"I was waiting for you." I smiled. If she knew I was tired, she want me to go back to sleep.

"I keep forgetting about the time difference. Sorry baby." She said.

"It's alright...I really liked the picture you sent. I love your hair curly like that. It's been a while since you wore it that way."

"I know. My hair is so thick, its gets crazy after awhile. Curly hair isn't that easy to keep looking great...but if you like it...I'll do it more often..."

"Will you?"

"Yes."

"So was your day? How did the rest of the shoot go?"

"It was perfect. It's so funny; the set that they used was supposed to be New York. I can't wait until the video airs and you can see it. They showed us a little piece of it, it really beautiful. And the singer, Christina is really nice. And the choreographer, Stacey Tookey is great too. She said that she's friends with Jessica."

"Really?"

"She explained the whole thing. How Jessica kept telling her so much about me. She thinks I'm a wonderful dancer. She said she'd be in touch with me for future projects. Can you believe it?" She sounded so happy.

"Of course I can you're amazing Isabella. An amazing dancer…amazing lover…" I added.

"Edward…"

"It's true. I miss you. I miss your body so much. I miss being inside of you." I admitted in a lower tone. "So...what you promised me earlier..." I said. I can hear her giggle.

"Oh so you wanna just jump into it?" she asked shyly.

"Yes. I'm ready. Just relax."

"OK. What if you mommy hears me?" I could hear her nervousness. I could see her biting her bottom lip the way she always does.

"She won't...if she does...she won't say anything about it to you...relax." as a matter of fact she would say it to me. Whenever she caught girls sneaking from my room, she'd ask me about it. Threaten to tell my father but never follow up on it. Instead she'd tell Eleazer who would gently confront me about it, warn me and all of that kind of thing.

"If you say so...I don't know if I'm good at this stuff." What Isabella didn't realize was that she had the perfect voice for this. And with how much I missed her, it wouldn't take that much to send me over the edge.

"Don't worry...just turn the light off and lay down." I instructed her. I waited while I listened to her do what I said. "Tell me what you're wearing...we can start with that."

"Well, it's nothing sexy...I'm wearing that grey wife beater I stole from you with my over the knee tube socks."

"Bra?" I asked.

"No..." my lips curved into a smile." How about you?"

"My boxers...the blue ones you like." I could hear her breathing shift. "I need you to do something for me...close your eyes."

"OK" she said willingly.

"I need you to touch yourself...run your hands slowly down your neck...down your breasts...down your stomach and back up..."I heard the rustle from her movement as she did it. "Then touch your breasts for me...are your nipples hard yet?"

"Yes, they've been that way since I heard your voice." I smiled again. I could see them as I closed my eyes. I imagined them pressed against the thin material of the tank top. It made already stiff cock twitch slightly.

"Squeeze them softly...play with the nipples through the fabric...that's what I would do if I were with you...imagine it's my hands...my fingers."

"I wish it were your hands...I love your long fingers" she sighed softly.

"Are you doing it? How does it feel?"

"It feels nice..." she cooed.

"Take off the top." I commanded. When she did that I told her to touch her breasts again this slower than before. With everything I told her to do, the more turned on I got and I knew it worked on her.

"Take off you panties...touch yourself...are you wet?"

"Mmhmm" she said.

"I want you to touch yourself again" I growled "touch your neck, and your arms…run your hands down you stomach and your thighs…down you legs Isabella… Bring them slowly back up between your legs."

"I wish you could see how hard you have me right now..."I groaned and my hand started to slowly stroke my cock. It felt hot in my hand.

"What would you do?" She said her voice breathless and sexy.

"Take your fingers and I'll show you..." I instructed her how to move each finger. What type of strokes to take to match my own. How she should slide them up and down, in and out. And I listened carefully at her soft moans as I tried to hold back the pressure that was building inside of me. I breathed harder through my mouth as I stroked myself harder.

"Rub your fingers harder Isabella…keep thinking that it's me."

"Mmm Edward...I think...I'm...ooh...already about to…" her voice started to shake.

"Keep going..." I urged her. I knew I had her where I wanted her. And little did she know she had me right where I needed to be. Within a few moments, it was so sexy as I heard her climax. That was all I needed to release...I grunted out loud. I needed a few minutes to collect myself.

"I...can't wait to come home to you..."she whispered out of breath. I could see her there, her naked body with a soft layer of sweat.

"Oh yeah?"

"Yeah, I want to feel you all big and long inside me mouth. I know you really love that." she hardly spoke like this to me, I mean never, so it caught me surprise. I felt myself going from soft to slightly hard.

"Keep going...what else?"

"I'm gonna ride you so hard and stare into your eyes. I can't wait to feel you inside of me again..." she kept going and I got completely hard. I loved when she was on top and took charge...I had the perfect view of her body...I could admire everything.

"Isabella you keep talkin' like that..." I said as I started to stroke myself all over. My heart started to beat faster.

"You like it?" She said sweetly.

"I love it baby..."

"You know what else? I love when we're doing it from behind and you pull my hair...it drives me crazy."

"F-" I growled. I started to move my hand faster...

"And when you hold me so-" she started but never finished.

"And when I hold you what? Don't stop Isabella." I encouraged her.

"Um..."

"Don't stop." I said smoothly. Then I heard my mother's voice in the background.

"I'm fine Mrs. Cullen" Isabella said nervously.

"I thought you were crying dear I'm sorry. Tell my son to let you get some rest." She said loud enough for me to hear.

"I'm so sorry baby." I said with a smile. Even when she tried to be quiet she was always a little noisy. I didn't mind because I loved hearing her whimper, but I know how embarrassed she was now.

"Edward...I think I should go." Isabella said. I could hear a trace of a smile on her face.

"Alright...goodnight Isabella."

"Goodnight." I got off the phone and continued the job I started. When I finally came, I fell into a deep sleep. I would've overslept if not for my alarm going off.

"Isabella," I said as I woke. I don't know why but I thought she was there with me. I could feel her sleeping on top of me, holding me close like she always did. I could almost smell her cocoa scent. I really missed her. Just one day until I saw her.

If I could, I'd meet them at the airport when I got off. But I didn't want to count on that, something unexpected would always happen at work. So I dragged myself out the bed and quickly showered.

I quickly ate something, dressed and headed out into the afternoon light. On the train, teenagers were everywhere. They talked about random things like what happened in bio lab or prom. I barely paid them any mind. I grabbed the Daily News paper that sat on the empty seat next to me and flipped through it.

There had been a five alarm fire earlier this morning in Little Italy. I knew the ladder responded to it was the same one Riley worked at. So I read the details closer as I clenched my jaw.

There were five civilians injured, three firefighters taken in for respiratory problems and two fatalities. One firefighter and one civilian. I had to know if Riley were alright. "He would be", I told myself. "He had to be alright."

When I reached my stop immediately I dialed his number as I walked to the station. It went straight to voicemail every time. The third time it did, I left a voicemail.

"Hey Riley, It's me Edward. Give me a call back dude when you can." I said. Inside the station I went straight to my locker to change. Jasper was waiting for me. I smiled at him but he didn't return it.

"Hey what's up?" I asked.

"There was a fire this morning..."he began.

"Yeah I know. I read about it in the paper. It was Riley's station" I threw my jacket inside, pulled off my shirt and put on my work shirt. I needed to bring the ones I had in my locker to the Laundromat.

"He didn't make it." Jasper said. I stopped and stared at him. His eyes were serious and his mouth was straight.

"What?"

"He didn't make it Edward." He repeated. I could feel my stomach drop. I felt like the air had been punched from me.

"No..."Was all I could say. Jasper came up to me and placed his hand on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry...he was there trying to rescue an older man from the bedroom...the whole place was falling apart around them...he got trapped in..." as he spoke, I just remembered the last time I'd actually seen him. When he worked alongside me, laughed and joked with me. And just like that he was gone.

My stomach started to bubble and my face felt hot. I ran to the garbage can and threw up. As I coughed up my breakfast I could feel my eyes start to water. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand. Tried to get myself together, but tears wouldn't stop coming from my eyes. Then the alarm started to blare, I rubbed my eyes and ran to get my uniform.


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