So I heard max irons has a girlfriend? Did anyone else hear that. And I sadly heard that is wasnt saoirse ronan which actually just makes me want strangle someone. Like there goes motivation. I'm pretty sure if I seem him in person I would beat him with a baseball bat for not dating saoirse but you know. If it was my choice I would just have Melanie beat Jared to death but you know it's not my choice.
Melanie's point of view.
Anger. Hurt. Pain.
It all struck my body once I seen him. Why did he have to keep playing these stupid games with me, it was childish. And it pissed me off more with each look I took of him. There he was the king of evil. The man I had made love to, but now was upset with. I guess I'm the queen of disaster. I heard him yell at Wanda, and I felt bad for her but I needed to be alone. I just wanted to think about what I was going to do now? Was I going to listen to his apologies? Was I going to slap him? Part of me wanted to do everything.
I had to make up my mind fast because he was walking in the room. "Melanie, I'm so sorry. But you need to tell me what he told you." Jared demanded. I looked up to see Jared's face angry. I'm not sure what he's mad at, but I'm the one who should be furious. "That she's going to be at the wedding,our wedding. How is she even here?" I told him. He just sighed and sat down beside me. I looked at his face, tears were welling in my eyes. His eyes were so truthful and open, like I was reading a book of his soul. "You don't really have feelings for me do you?" I asked him as I felt a warm salty tear caress my cheek. "Of course I do." He said while wiping the tear from my face. I shook my head. "No you don't, you still want her." I demanded. He grabbed my face and pulled it closer to his. "I want everything about you." He said. We didn't move, we didn't kiss. We sat there looking at each other,taking each other in. I was angry,sure but I don't even what to feel anymore. Why want my life just be normal for once? "I don't believe you." I said to him as I stood up and walked away. I decided to get a nice warm bubble bath in the jacuzzi tub the hotel had. I turned the water on steaming as I poured a whole bottle of bubbles in. I could see the water hit the top with steam arising from it, the bubbles were inches thick. I began to peel my clothes off and throw them carelessly on the floor as I stepped in and let the heat influence my body temperature. I heard the door click and seen Jared walk in, and turn the dimmer down. "What do you want?" I murmured. He would always try to fix things when I'm taking a bubble bath. At this point I didn't care if he seen me, it was pointless to worry. He didn't answer me but he began to peel his clothing off. When he was about to take his boxers off I looked down,trying not to blush like a five year old. I could feel my body freeze as his sat in front me. I felt so defenseless, I felt naked. I laughed at the joke I made in my head. The bath tub was gigantic,you could early fit four people. I could feel Jared put his arms around my waste and pull me on top of his lap. I felt nervous by the awkward position. I was straddling him naked in a bath tub. His hands traveled up my back. "I want everything about you he whispered. The moment was sucking me as he began to leave trails of kisses down my neck and back up again. I felt guilty for loving everything second of this. I lifted my wet hands up and ran then through his hair as I kissed him.
With Wanda and Ian.
"We fucked up, how could we be so dumb." I murmered to Ian. I was being swallowed in by guilt. I was a bad friend and I knew it, clearly so did everyone else. "Yes we messed up, but they will work it out." He said while putting his arm around me. "I mean the wedding is in two days. The rehearsals tomorrow and then the wedding so they will have to work it out." He tried once again to reassure me it would all be okay. I sighed and shook my head as we went out for dinner.
The next day.
Melanie's point of view.
I woke up groggy, exhausted, and a wondering state of mind. My body ached, from the previous night. I checked my phone and sure enough today was the rehearsal dinner, it was almost time. I had till 6 o'clock tonight to be ready for it. Tomorrow was the wedding, I could feel sickness cling to the bottom of my stomach. My nerves were shaking, the thought of this all made me feel uneasy. Slightly relieved to the fact that I wouldn't spend all my life looking for someone to marry and get heart broken. I mean as if growing up wasnt hell enough. I stood up in the warm room and walked out to the kitchen, my stomach was growling. I looked in the mini fridge to see we had bacon somehow? I grabbed it and found some eggs and bread. I knew Jared would be up soon,so I figured why not make breakfast? I started cooking the bacon and eggs when I heard someone walk around behind me. I flipped some bacon when I felt a pair or arms wrap their way around my waist. I knew I would be called foolish for forgiving him, but what was life without being dumb some times. I knew I could end up regretting it, but I obviously need pain in my life. I turned around to see Jared smiling at me. "Good morning." I said to him while he kissed my forehead. I turned to flip the bacon again when the grease spat onto my arm. "Ow, dammit." I cursed. Jared lifted my arm up and kissed it, I couldn't help but laugh. I put our food on plates and sat them down on the table. I sat beside Jared and we began to eat our food when we were done I picked the plates up at sat back down beside him. "Today's the rehearsal." I murmured as I looked down. "Why are you looking down?" He asked me. "Because I basically took your chance to fall in love and marry the women you love." I said while guilt started to feed into my thoughts. "Hey, I know this may not be the best way to meet someone but we met because of the choice out parents made. I don't think I would have it any other way. Don't feel bad about anything because it all happens for a reason." He said while grabbing my hand that is resting on the table. "I'm just nervous about it all." I admitted. Honestly I was, I know me and Jared didn't have the typical past. On the bright side, I was happy that we were now getting along and my feelings were blossoming. "There's nothing to be nervous about, everything's going to be just fine." He said as he shot me a smile. I couldn't help but let butterflies flutter their way into my blood stream. "Shouldn't we start uh packing for our honey moon?" I asked. The sad thing is we go straight from here to some tropical place. All Jared told me is his mom got this bright idea and thought about what we said and booked it all. I looked down at my pale skin, sadly I would end up burning. Hopefully they have a good tanning lotion, I'm not coming back home pale like a ghost. "I guess so, and we can go shopping until 5." He suggested. I could feel my face light up due to the fact that he is offering to take me shopping. I grabbed his hand and drug him to the bed room. We finished packing around 1, and it was time to go shopping. I got dressed and basically drug Jared out of the hotel. "Where do you want to go first?" I asked excitedly looking at all of the stores. I remembered I would need shorts and bikinis. "You pick." He said while squeezing my hand. I grabbed him and led him to the closest Victoria secrets I could find in my view. I looked in to see all kinds of bathing suits on sale, due to the fact that it was fall back in the states. Does it work that way here to? I mean it's still pretty hot here. I shook the thought as I grabbed as many as I could. They had yoga shorts and bandeaus on sale that I thought would fit nicely. I had two whole bags full before I made my way to the bra sections. I grabbed every bra I could, my eyes kept glancing over at the lingerie, and I seen Jared's kept to. I grabbed another bad my drug him to the section. He had the smirk of a little kid when I grabbed as many as I could. We paid for it and then went to the next store. I'm not sure what it was called but it had some cute clothes. We went shopping for me and Jared both and it was hitting 4 o'clock when he drug me into some jewelry store. I looked around to see all kinds of pretty earrings and bracelets. I looked around to see a diamond watch I adored, I wondered to the glass counter I seen it in. "Can I see that?" I asked. I was standing by myself because Jared was off looking at something. This watch would look great on him, and I couldn't help but want to buy it. The store clerk grabbed it and handed it to me. I didn't even have to look at the price tag, I just handed her some bills and got change back. I got it in a bag and threw it into my other bag before Jared could see. I wasn't expecting him to buy me something or trying to tell him I love him or something. It's just if I'm going to be with him I want him to look the best he can. I smiled as I turn to look at him as he turned to me. "Mel, come here." He said while smiling at me. I walked over to see him looking at something. He grabbed my finger and pointed to a ring. "Uhm what are you doing?" I asked him. I was in a bit of shock. "We'll you don't think I wasn't going to get you a ring. I know I didn't propose but I still you deserve one you picked out, you don't kind of have to deal with me for the rest of your life." He said with a childish smile. "Oh Jared,your too kind." I said while looking at the rings. One caught my eye, it was square. It had a big diamond square in the middle and then a row of diamonds around that. Jared seen my gaze,and approved. "Let me see that one." He pointed and the clerk grabbed it. I tried it on and it was stunning. "I love it." I said. And it was true, I did. "I want that one and the bracelet to match." He said. "Jared isn't that a little much?" I asked. I only bought him a watch, I mean it was very expensive, and flawless. "No that's how my dad buys stuff for my mom." He said with a smile. "Whatever you want." I said with a smile. I see why Lacey doesn't want to let him go now, but he was getting married tomorrow. "I'll be back." I said to him as he was looking at more stuff. I walked over to the counter to see a bunch of gold chains. One had two chains intertwined and on one chain was made out of diamonds and the other was pure gold. They looked flawless mixed together. I asked to see it from a different clerk, and I gladly bought it. I set it in the bag with the other gift and walked back over to Jared. "Ready to go?" He smiled. I nodded. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder as we started to head back to the hotel. We made it back around 4:40. I sat on the couch,after I put my bags down beside my suit case. I grabbed the bag that had all the jewelry in it. Jared sat down beside me with his bag. I sat with my legs crossed to him. "I know you already know what you have. But I just wanted to say thanks for dealing with me. I'm a total ass hole and you haven't done a single thing to me but keep trying. I'm starting to think that's what I need in this life. I have messed up so many times I can't count now because it been a lot. I just hope you never stop trying. Not that you have a choice." He said while pulling the little box out. He got the ring out of the box and slipped it on my finger. "You said you weren't going to say anything sweet." I said while laughing and hugging him. " I couldn't resist." He laughed. I pulled my gift out and handed them to him. "I mean I don't know what to say but I'm just glad we met. And Im actually happy that no matter how bitchy I might get you have to stay with me." I laughed, my mind was frozen. He smiled and put the watch on, I looked at the time. "Shit it's 5:30." I said as I jumped up. I would have to rush to get ready,thank god my hair was already done. I ran to my closet and found a deep maroon tight dress. I slipped it on and found a pair of nude heels with it. Sadly nothing looked good with this dress. I ripped it off and grabbed a dark navy blue dress with a pair of red heels. I smiled at my creation and quickly did my makeup. It was around 5:50 when I was running out the door, I nearly tripped until Jared caught me. We laughed and began on our way. We got to the place just in time and everyone was just coming in. We sat down beside our parents and Wanda and Ian. Me and Wanda haven't talked but I heard her gasp when I put my hand down. "Mel, is that a ring?" She asked. I turned to her and nodded. No matter what, she was like my sister. If I had to forget it with Jared then what she did was nothing. "It's breath taking." She said while she grabbed it. Jared was turned and talking to his dad. "Look what I got him." I pointed to the watch that was setting on his wrist. "Oh god, look its perfect." She gasped.
We talked and laughed until his mother turned to me and started a conversation. "Oh my god, where did you get that!" His mother said while grabbing my hand. Jared must have heard because he turned, grabbed my hand and smiled. "Your son." I said with a smile. "I knew you two would work things out." She said and smiled. " I mean were trying the best we can. It's not everyday that our parents tell us were getting married." I laughed. My statement was all true. Me and Jared were literally trying the best we could. I mean yeah he's been messing up a lot, but you have to forgive some people. I wouldn't say I loved him yet but there was feelings there. It's just the way he smiled at me, lets not even go on about our sex life. I mean that added to everything else. I knew I would be stuck with the guy for the rest of my life, so why make it just be one big fight? It would be pointless. The night grew on with questions from everyone and it wasn't until one face walked in that tears brewed my eyes. My brother Jaime was here. I got up and ran to hug him. He was getting so big. He walked back over to the table with me and he was sitting beside my mom, but it wasnt long before came over to meet Jared. I knew Jaime and Jared would hopefully get along good. Jaime was in school for what Jared did. I was talking to Wanda when I seen Jaime and Jared talking. I smiled at the thought of it. The night grew on and many hugs later it was time to go. I began to cry when I hugged my parents, I knew tomorrow would be even more emotional. We were walking home hand in hand when it hit me. I stopped him in the middle of the street under the lights and pulled him into a kiss. "I wouldn't want to spend the rest of my life with anyone else, I guess I'm just saying I'm glad it's you. I'm glad I get to wake up to your face everyday and make love to you." I said as our noses were pressed against each other. "I'm just glad that you keep giving me chances. I've messed up so many times, and your still here. I wouldn't want anyone else, even it was a queen. Your perfect." He said as he pulled me into another kiss. Maybe things were getting to good to be true, but if this isn't the best of what this could be than I wouldn't mind seeing the rest. We walked home and fell asleep that night. I wasn't ready for tomorrow, my nerves were shot. I was a mess, not in a bad way though. I fell asleep that night in Jared's arms, the same way I would for basically ever.
Oh god next chapter is the wedding. Should it take two chapters or do you guys want it all in one?! Oh LAWD. I can't wait for their honey moon. That's when all the fluff parts to come in. Or is there a plot twist? Oh no.
Well enjoy.
