Chapter : 27 Sex God (Renesmee's POV)

When the sun set, the village transformed into an exotic escape from reality. I slipped out of one of the huts and glanced at the wondrous surroundings. I had seen the villagers dressed in modern clothing, but suddenly they looked like strangers. I felt like I was walking into a text book; seeing them dressed like their ancestors. They wore freshly made grass skirts and head pieces. Stuck in and all about were feathers and wild flowers amongst other things. Each one unique and specially made just for tonight. Candles dangled in glass jars hanging from the few tree limbs available and stuck in the sand randomly, yet creating a mystical atmosphere. They twinkled with the matching stars above laminating the walkways and landscape surrounding the village. A large bonfire blazed in the center of the main, open area. Over to the side was a small fire pit with a large pig roasting up high and several spears of fish. The pigs skin crackled as a small boy turned them all slowly. He smiled ear to ear anticipating the feast. I came closer seeing the multiple baskets of fresh fruit and vegetables. The mixture of the food, flowers, and fire created a memorable aroma. We were celebrating friendship and new life. I felt like I had a new life now. I saw everything so differently. I couldn't decide if I was glad for this change or not but, decided to embrace it because it may not last. I may be pulled back under the Quileute influence and unable to love anyone else again, except Jacob Black. I would be perfectly happy to be with Jacob the rest of my life, but now that I experienced these new feelings, I wanted to explore them. So tonight I was going to love some one new, Taebhu.

I semi-politely asked my parents to allow me some freedom tonight to move around without feeling isolated. Dad agreed reluctantly, but Mom persuaded him more or less. Before I could escape their romantic embrace, Dad asked me if I could hear thoughts.

"Sometimes I can hear your thoughts. It comes and goes, but tonight I want to just party." I begged.

I didn't want to talk about my new powers or new funky attitude, I just wanted to have a good time before we went home. I wasn't sure what would happen, but most likely I would go right back to loving Jacob. So tonight, I had to take full advantage. Mom's eyes widened like I said I had the kiss of death. Groaning, I stomped away refusing to discuss it further. I could hear them talking about it as I tried to distance myself from them. I spotted Taebhu standing near the fire all alone. He was waiting for me. We both smiled as our eyes met.

"May I have this dance?" I asked swaying girlishly back and forth. I fluttered my eyes as if I needed to tempt him.

The tribe played music and did their ritual dance, but we made up our own as we went. He would know their traditions, but ignored them just for me. I held his hand thinking about how different they felt from Jacob's. It was strange, but exciting all at the same time. He swung me around quickly as my body crashed into his. I took advantage of the opportunity and slide my hands over the sides of his waist and locking them behind his back. He had no where to go.

I stared into his eyes taking in all the sounds around us. The sound of the fire crackling made it feel romantic, as if we were all alone. I leaned up hoping for a kiss, but he just smiled and nodded towards my Dad. He and Mom slow danced as they pounded on the drums and chanted their ancient lyrics. It was all very confusing really. I leaned back onto Tae's hands as my head spun. The smoke from the fire shifted directions as I inhaled too much of it. He quickly turned me taking us both back several steps. I coughed rubbing my eyes.

"You ok?" he asked clear as day. I would swear he was American in that moment. I looked at him suspiciously and felt a change in the mood between us. As if he recognized the change himself, he smiled warmly, pushing a few strands of hair from my face.

"You're so beautiful." he said in broken English.

Once again, I leaned up to kiss him, but he turned away. I didn't like the rejection; it embarrassed me. I pushed away pouting like a small child. Tae grabbed my arm pulling me back.

"I'm sorry." he said softly.

"For what?" I asked.

"not meeting you sooner." he whispered caressing his thumb across my jaw line with the reflection of the bonfire in his black eyes. I was falling for him. I could feel it in the pit of my stomach and the hopeless smile on my face.

Without hesitation, I leaned up kissing his soft lips and tasting his sweet breath. I pressed my body up against his forgetting the many witnesses around us. The fire was hot causing my body to sweat even more, and my clothes clung to my thin body. I would have kissed him all night if he hadn't stopped us himself. I felt his warm hands on my arms as he pulled away reluctantly.

He cleared his throat as I realized I was making a spectacle of myself. I chuckled wiping the wetness from my lips and seeing my entire family frozen in place.

Strangely, I didn't care at all. I wasn't even embarrassed like I thought I would be, or should be. I grabbed Tae's hand pulling him further into the darkness warning my father to give me space. If he truly trusted me, he would let me go. We ran, hand in hand, for several minutes; until I felt like we were far enough away that I could think privately.

I pushed him down into the sand collapsing on top of him. My fingers worked quickly as I unbuttoned his shirt exposing his tone chest and muscles. Planting both of my hands directly on his chest, I worked my way up to his skull allowing my fingers to twist and pull his red, sandy hair. There was no time to hesitate now, I pushed my lips against his mouth not taking no for an answer. He laid reserved at first, letting me have my way with him. He was a hot, sex god here for the taking, and so I did. But the more aggressive I became, the more he did too. I could feel his hands on the back of my thighs and the gentle tug as he pulled my legs up just slightly. I had to work harder to get to his luscious lips then, but it didn't stop me. His hands slid up and around my thighs and across my knees. I wasn't used to the feel of someone else like this, so close, so sensual. He continued to rub back up my thighs pressing his thumbs against my skin. I felt my lips part as I exhaled. I couldn't maintain my awkward balance as I sat on his lower stomach. My knees fell into the sand one on each side forcing his hands further up my dress and onto my buttocks. I smiled with a giggle biting at his lips. With a slight wiggle, he raced both hands up my spin and to my neck. My mind raced between thoughts of Jacob and how Taebhu seemed to be experienced in this subject. My heart raced faster as he leaned up off the sand pressing my breast against his heaving chest. We broke free from one another's lips momentarily as he yanked my head back running his lips down my jaw line and to my neck. Simultaneously we groaned as my body quivered. A felt his tongue between kisses as he roamed across my chest and neck. His hands made their way back out from under my dress because it only confirmed him more. I took in a fresh breath of air peeking at the night sky above us. It was so beautiful here. I could understand why he would love here and why Aunt Rose liked to visit. Another thought of Jacob forced me to reconsider Tae and If's further action. I knew he would not stop me like Jacob would and the idea that I could have my way with him excited me further. But regardless, I was enjoying myself and nothing harmful was happening. I shrugged the lingering thoughts from my head as I pushed Tae back down into the sand forcefully. I knew I had my strength, I just wish I could read his mind too.

I saw out of the corner of my eye as his hand dropped from my hair to his side. I could feel his hand push between our stomachs and graze upwards until he reached my breast. A few fingers tugged at my blouse looking for an entrance. Then I felt his cool fingertips as he slipped a few between the material around the buttons. As soon as his fingers touched the bare skin below my breast I shifted the weight of my body back to his side straddling one leg over his and pinning his fingers between our bodies. Our lips finally broke free of one another and I released my tight grip on him.

"I'm sorry." he said immediately. He seemed to have that down pat.

"I just don't want you to think I'm some slut. Don't think for a second I brought you out here to have sex with you. Kissing and fondling is one thing, but its my body and my decision." I said firmly. The truth was, I struggled to keep Jacob's glaring eyes out of my mind. It was like he knew exactly what I was doing even though he was back home, or should be.

A roar of laughter echoed over the sand dunes pulling my attention away from the sensuous, half vampire beneath me. I leaped to my feet staring at the alluring creature still lying on the ground waiting for me to change my mind. He smiled hoping to win, but it was over.

"You wanna party with me still?" I asked wondering if he could handle me and my wide mood swings.

He nodded, but obviously irritated. I couldn't help but notice the new bulge in his pants, or the urge to laugh quietly as he rose awkwardly. On our way back, I was already thinking about the next time I could plant my lips on his again and feel the beating of his heart against mine. I actually considered turning around and taking him back into the darkened night and finishing him off quietly, but I knew better than that. Dad watched us suspiciously as we reentered the festival. To reassure him that everything was okay, I waved with a sweet, innocent smile.

I ate like the pig I consumed., until I was miserably full. I couldn't help tasting a little bit of everything. My plate was mounded up as high as Uncle Emmett's. At one point we even had a contest to see who could clear their plate the fastest. He let me win of course.

Everything was deliciously fresh and I had a hard time picking seconds. Tae watched as I continued to eat without an ounce of shame. As the evening progressed with more dancing and story telling, my eyes became heavy. Knowing I didn't have much time left, I pulled Tae away one more time. I told him how wonderful he was and that it was my honor to have met such a wonderful man. He rubbed my cheek saying something beautifully in his own language.

"I miss you." he said with the words barely understandable.

"I'll miss you too." I said before kissing him for the last time.

I awoke to the hum of the car and wind tossing my hair about. We were driving back to the hotel and I found myself slumped down in the back seat feeling rather stiff. Dad smiled at me through the rearview mirror as I rubbed away the sleepiness. With a wide stretch of my arms above my head, I twisted and arched my back. It was pitch black except the billions of stars streaking by above us. If I tried hard enough, I could focus on something in the distance, but why bother? All I could see was the headlights shining in front of us. I felt the pigment still on my face as I laid back to watch the stars zip by.

"So, you had a good time tonight?" Dad said keeping his eyes on the road ahead. After the multi accidents, I'm sure he was hyper aware of our surroundings.

"It was the best day of my entire life." I said confidently.

"Best day ever?" he smiled amused.

"Yes. Do you remember a better day?" I questioned teasingly.

"I would have guessed the day Jacob proposed, but I can't say I'm not glad it didn't make the list." he grinned happily.

"Oh, it made the list. I just really enjoyed the party." I said, but he nodded skeptically. "So where is everyone?" I questioned.

"All the ladies wanted to ride together." he shrugged.

I climbed over the seat snuggling in next to him.

"Thanks for being so wonderful, Dad. I wouldn't want anyone else as a father." I wrapped my arm around his shaking off the cool night air.

"I love you too." he whispered kissing my forehead.