So here we are again guys! So that writers block I've been having lately has been letting up but even though it's Christmas and the holiday and all that, I still have classes so you know how that goes. Thanks all readers for still reading, reviewers for reviewing, fav-ers for faving (does that make sense? please don't think i'm stupid, i do use words that don't exist) /: READ AND ENJOY!
Title:Natsu no kōrinoFuyu Kasai (winter's fire summer's ice)
Standard Disclaimer Applied
I formally apologize for any grammatical errors. Being my own editor and writer amongst other things is hard.
[Chapter Twenty Eight]
Sasuke yawned and tried to roll out of bed only to have Sakura unconsciously grab his forearm and pull him back into the bed. He rolled his eyes. If he left it to her, he would never get up out of this bed. It was hell for him to get out once he got in with her. She refused to let him go, not that he had a problem with that. He had thought this was probably going to be hard but in truth, it wasn't even close to that. He looked at the clock mounted on the wall and sat up again.
He looked at her -pink hair sprawled out around her beautifully, her smooth glowing skin and pink, moist parted lips- and felt himself get uncontrollably hard. He'd been facing this aching fate since the night he brought her here. When she slept, she was all over him, hanging on to him, trailing him lightly and as much as he tried to control himself it was a difficult task.
Sakura was just as woman as any other girl out there, she had all the sexualities about her, she had all the seductive tools that she unknowingly used against him and he was as man as anyone else, he was not immune to her charms. He hadn't had any sexual contact since his night at the club and no one but he knew how hard that was for him. He touched her face and it sent painful flames surging through his fingertips all over his body. God she was beautiful, so beautiful but it felt wrong to be sexually attracted her…it seemed…evil to him.
He hadn't physically desired her this much in the beginning for some unknown reason but now, after gaining such true feelings, feelings that were not forced, he was actually very much sexually attracted to her. Now, the attraction between them was burning for him because he wanted her in all the ways he could have her and that included her body; every nook and cranny of her body, her head to her toes and the deepest whirlpools. He wanted to paint himself on her canvas and become one with her; she was deadly sexy in an innocent way especially when she came out of the shower, her hair curled and dripping wet, her body flushed from the hot water and her eyes vibrant. What he would do to view her delicious wet body unclothed in front of him, her eyes shy and cheeks red hot. He got harder. He shook himself before he got carried away once again in his thoughts.
He traced her face lightly before ripping his hand away and forcing his lust into the corners of his mind. He wouldn't allow her to see him hard, only Lord knows how greatly that might scare her.
"Sakura, get up." he ordered.
She made a strained grumbling sound and turned on her other side, her back now to him. He smirked. He shook her gently before he slid out of the large bed and ran his fingers through his tangled hair. His bare feet touched the carpet silently.
"Sakura, I said to get up," he said rubbing his stomach and wiping the sleep from his eyes. "We have somewhere to go." he informed her, pulling the blinds of his ceiling high windows open, allowing the nasty bright sunlight to stream in and warm the room up. He cracked a few of the large windows open to allow some fresh air in.
When he turned she was sitting up, her hair sprung out terribly around her all frizzed out. Her bed head was cute. She yawned and rubbed her eyes before looking around. She seemed puzzled and her eyes trailed to the calendar.
"A week." She mumbled almost surprised.
He shrugged. "Yes, it's been a week more or less." He informed her. Somewhere inside he couldn't believe it either. It didn't really feel like a week. It felt more like a day, as if she had just gotten here. "And I did what you asked; Tsunade told me that Clare would not be there today." He said.
She smiled. 'Thank you' she mouthed. He rolled his eyes.
"Come on, get up or you're going to make us late. The first set is on the night table; take them before you go in the shower." He said pointing to the medication as he exited the room to leave her to getting ready.
Sasuke sighed when he closed the door behind him and headed down the halls. They worked well together, far better than he thought and this wasn't as bad as it used to seem. He knew it was just a week and maybe he was jumping the gun but this girl, no matter what, managed to make all the time he spent with her the best he'd ever spent with anyone.
He wasn't going to lie, he found himself frighteningly at ease with her in all ways or form. He wanted her to be his and he wanted to be everything for her. She seemed so lost and innocent, as if she wasn't used to life and he wanted to be there to protect her from it.
He could feel it though, when she was asleep and her guard dropped that she was in some deep emotional pain. She kept putting on this show for so long even she now believed it and that just proved that she needed help. He'd finally had the guts to admit that he wanted to be the one to take all of that from her but he didn't have enough guts to tell her that he wanted to love her the way no one else ever has.
Sasuke had never loved; he'd never even tried but Kami knew he was willing to do his best for this girl. He was willing to push all his pride aside and put down every single wall he had up and melt his stone cold heart for this summer girl that deserved the best in the world. He wasn't good at talking about what bothered him or what he was feeling or rather, what he wasn't but he was willing to open up to her just so she could have someone she could fully open up to. She had too many things inside of her, too many wars and battles were going on it wasn't fair for her to be going through it alone. He didn't know where this compassion was coming from but it was there and since she came to his house and slept in his arms for so long, it just wasn't going away.
He entered the kitchen and blinked. Minie was there, scrubbing down the counter. She looked up and yelped. He smirked, amused. Minie was his maid but he hadn't seen Minie in months. The girl was invisible when she needed to be. She came and cleaned and left more than half the times without being detected.
"Sasuke." she stuttered.
He smirked and headed over to his fridge. "What's up Minie?" he asked nonchalantly.
She flushed. "Sorry, I swear I was going to be out here by 4am but there were some problems at home and I got here late." She said.
"It seems that's the only case in which I actually see you." he stated rummaging through his fridge for things to give Sakura for breakfast and ignoring the awkwardness he felt building between them. This wouldn't be odd if she didn't want it to be. He knew every time he had a female over, she got funny. He shrugged and decided on eggs, pancakes, beacon and a glass of orange juice.
Minie snorted. "You're the one who told me you wanted 'sometime' to yourself you know."
"True." He agreed. "Things have been stressing."
"I can only imagine. I was reading the news this morning and they told me about the 'conflicts' going on within the councils regarding the classes and the uproar over in Shadow with the Dragons. It's just terrible; I can't help but wonder what Knight Neji is going to do about that, not that I would worry. They're just seeking attention from you all."
"Don't you know your news." He said in a dead panned voice.
"The newspapers lie though Sasuke and I know that." Minie said giving the island one last finish before looking at her face in it.
Minie was young, no more than eighteen years old. She was short and very beautiful with jade green hair and fire red cat eyes and seductive sharp teeth that enhanced her lips and gave her a fierce look. She had the power to shift into other planes or even create alternate places within space, beyond the laws of physics. She had been forced to live a harsh life for thousands of years. Sasuke hadn't wanted her to work for him in the beginning for she was too nice, happy and was in love with him and he couldn't deal with that. However, Minie was his only maid and over the two centuries he'd had her for, she'd grown on him.
Sasuke shrugged and pulled out a frying pan and got the eggs from the fridge. Minie shuffled over to him and turned on the stove and bumped him aside.
"I got this." she said kindly flashing a sweet smile.
Sasuke sat down and their eyes locked each one hard and stony. She was trying and failing. Some part of him wished he had awoken later and so, in turn, didn't have to see her. Minie was the one to look away and start cracking the two eggs. She worked efficiently and quickly. She fried two eggs, made two pancakes and fried four slices of bacon. She poured two glasses of orange juice and almost slammed it down on the island in front of him.
Sasuke bit his lips and glared at Minie. She didn't hesitate to glare right back and flick her eyes in a fierce 'what are you gonna do 'bout it' way. She added a straw to each glass of orange juice before turning her back to him to clean, put back all the things she had used, hand wash the frying pan and the few utensils and washed her hands.
Sasuke knew that one of the many reasons he hadn't seen MInie was because of Sakura. He didn't blame her, she was trying to be the bigger person and prevent this exact thing from happening. Once upon a time when Sasuke was really horny, they had had a thing but that could hardly be seen as his fault. Also with it being so many years ago, he didn't see anything wrong with it. Granted, there were many intervals of sex after that as well. He wasn't going to lie, Minie had it real good and she knew how to keep up with him all night long. She was wild and fierce when it came to heat, she had turned that shit up and it was one of the best fucks he'd ever gotten in all his life, but the effects were destructive to her heart in the long run.
"Do you want anything else?" she asked innocently.
Sasuke leaned back and smirked. "No, actually I think I'm fine." He said. She glared at him and yanked the apron from her body, ripping three buttons of her blouse open on purpose he was sure. Sasuke sighed. "Minie." He warned icily.
She turned to him, her attitude suddenly different. She purred and smiled. "Yes?" she asked seductively, her voice dripping acid of sex.
Sasuke shook his head sadly at the fact that he started getting hard. He hated the male complex in the mornings. The simplest things at this hour could get his dick hard; he had very little control over this. Lust and temptation was carnal, animal instinct to yield to it. Minie smiled innocently and sashayed over to him and rested her hand on his shoulder.
"Is everything alright?" she cooed.
"Aren't you tired of playing this cat and mouse game with me?" He asked simply.
She sighed. "Well, it's better to get a piece of cheese instead of none, right?" she said and leaned in his ears. "When was the last time you fucked me?" she purred.
He sighed and pushed her away from him. Their eyes locked and he watched flames rise in hers.
"I can't."
It didn't seem right. It was true that Sasuke wasn't a man for much of what was 'right' but he really didn't want to. It seemed dreadfully wrong to doing the naughty with Minie right now worse with Sakura in the house and the week they had together. He had to try to resist even with the great desire to take what Minie was offering him.
She smiled. "She doesn't have to know and Sasuke, you're starving." She said sweetly, her finger releasing icy blue smoke as she ran her fingers hotly over his lips, her sharp nails almost cutting his.
Sasuke let the essence slide down his throat and he glared at her. Was she trying to bribe him with fresh souls? Didn't she know he was stronger than that?
"Minie,"
"I have twenty that I collected this morning. I was planning to seal them and leave them in the fridge but I mean, here you are. I could give them to you right now of course but what fun would that be?" she teased, holding her index finger up to let the icy gas almost, rise from her fingers, its essence wrapping around Sasuke's body.
Sasuke licked his lips, not at the soul but at her; at Minie and her undeniable beauty and the breath of seduction. She was a feline, she was sleek and manipulative. She specialized in tasks like this. He leaned back and let her climb on top of him, straddling him with her delicious hips. She looked down at him, pressed her body against his manhood and smiled.
"What's it going to be?"
He glared. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked. "You're annoying me right now." He informed her.
She traced his lips with her beautiful fingers, releasing souls as she did so, feeding him. She nodded and leaned down to rest her head on his shoulder.
"We felines tend to like it rough, you know that." she whispered.
He liked playing with his own kind, it enabled him to let loose and be as vigorous as he wanted to be. Humans had soft, fragile bodies and the sadomasochistic kind was hard to find for his benefit. They couldn't move as fast, hit as fast, pleasure as hard and last as long. They weren't trained.
He knew he some moral code applied somewhere and he shouldn't do this but he wasn't with Sakura, she didn't technically belong to him and he couldn't have sex with her, that just wasn't right. One quickie wouldn't hurt would it? He knew he was going to regret this and guilt would probably kill him. This could just be his last one, his last act of sin before repenting. This was the last one…he'd ensure that. One last taste before he gave it all up.
Minie kissed him, her lips harsh and rushed, fueled with lust. He grabbed her hair and snapped her neck back painfully. She smiled.
"Oh, this is how it's going to be." She stated. He nodded. "Then here is definitely not the right place. I think we'll be breaking things." she said taking his hand and pushing it down.
He waited until there was a flash and he didn't have to ask to know that they were in a different plane, somewhere completely different. He was still in his kitchen but the entire place was in a hue of light blue. They were strong people and their lips tangled, creating sparks of heat. Sasuke hadn't had sex in a while and rough sex even longer and Kami knew how hard it had been for him to go such a long time. It hadn't seemed so bad until Minie pointed it out.
He stood and her legs wrapped around him as she slender hands held his face, the kiss crushing and to the point of painful. He slammed her body into the refrigerator, denting it and she groaned, pulling her blouse over her head. She gripped the edges of his shirt desperately and pulled it over his head, throwing it aside. His hard hands ran over her beautiful body, his tongue following neatly. His tongue trailed and traced the sides of her neck, his breath icy cold and chilling. Her hands scarped down his back as she moaned, her back ached. His hands grouped her breasts harshly and she winced. He tore off her bra and she gasped her eyes and face lighted. He pulled her nipples painfully between his fingers, dipping his head and swirling his tongue around the buds. His hands wrapped around her waist and she released his name in a sigh.
He took her body and slammed her down on the granite counter, pushing everything on top of it to the floor. Minie moaned painfully, her breath harsh as she smiled at him. He rolled her eyes; she would have it no other way he knew. She shifted on the counter as Sasuke pulled off her jeans and lace underwear. He looked at her and she smirked as his eyes shifted, turning to red sins before her.
Lust was consuming him.
He grabbed her neck and forced her down on the island before taking her legs, pulling her harshly down to the edge of the counter and opening her legs as wide as they could go, so far apart almost dislocating them from her hips. One hand rested on her stomach and his finger nails sank so deep into her flesh it drew blood. His tongue ran up the lengths of the insides of her thighs before greeting her gates of pleasured glory. She writhed under him, her incoherent moans growing louder and clearer each time. Her body squirmed and her back arched as her nails dug into his back, scraping his skin so hard she too drew blood.
The scent of their blood seemed to transcend into the air with the goal of intoxicating them. Pleasure rushed through their bodies as desperation filled them. Desperate for the orgasm. Her back arched more and with so much force that the counter top cracked he forced her body down. Sasuke's used his free hand to slide a finger inside of Minie. He felt her body shiver and tremble beneath him and his name slither from her sinful lips. Minie loved the power that Sasuke had, holding her down so hard her body crushed into the counter, sinking deeper and deeper into it, crushing it.
Pleasure soared through her as Sasuke relentless drew her to climax but never allowing her to take that last step. He drew her to the edge, fucking her with his tongue and fingers, making her body burn hot like she was having a fever. Her nipples were so hard it was painful, her clit was so swollen it hurt and she trembled. She wanted him to fuck her, her desire to have him fill her with him, to have him swell inside of her was so strong her eyes watered. This was torture.
His fingers went in and out of her with extreme force, her body wiggling under him, hips riding his movements like waves. He stood and grabbed her by the hair, yanking her up in a sitting position on the counter. Her legs wrapped around him as they kissed, their lips pressing so hard with so much lust hers' bruised. Minie pushed him back and jumped off the counter, falling before him. She ripped off his pants and boxers and smiled.
Sasuke ran his finger through his hair as Minie trailed down his chest with her fingers; sending light pleasure sparks through him. The souls eased from her finger tips, easing around his body in euphoria. She knew how to play dirty. He hadn't fed in ages. He was starving.
She grasped his manhood with her hand before she started stroking him. His head titled back and his hand grabbed her hair, forcing her to take him into his mouth. She did so openly and willing, taking in as much of him as she could. She moved smoothly, taking him as deep as she could before she started to finger herself while she was at it, her moans and trembles sounding almost innocent. Her tongue lapped around him in suction, her free hand gripping him tightly working in sync.
He grabbed her and pulled her to her feet and dragged her into the living room. He pushed her harshly onto the couch and in one clean swoop he was deep and painfully inside of her. She gasped and grabbed onto him, her eyes watering.
He smirked. "I thought this was how you wanted it." he teased.
She gasped and shivered. "I forgot how suicidal your dick was. You could crush my womb."
"Then let's get to it." he said going deeper inside of her warm, wet open body.
His movements were hard, made to be painful. He bruised the inside of her, his manhood penetrating deep inside her wetness, her body clamping around him. She moaned his name, screamed it even until her throat got hoarse. Her hips rode his heavy and hardcore movements; matching his stride with painful eagerness as she accommodated his largeness. He swelled inside her, opening her up and filling her with his body. They were fast creatures and soon, Sasuke was rammed into the wall, Minie's legs wrapped around him, her hands holding his face as they kissed hungrily.
"Fuck me harder," she whispered between the kisses, the heat and sweat. Sasuke held onto her waist and as he forced himself deeper inside of her, pressing her down on him, her head tipped back as she let out a sonorous moan.
Electric blue swallowed them up as Minie released all the souls she was housing, unable to contain them and the pleasure all at once. Sasuke sucked them in like he was starving, the feeling unexplainable.
She held onto him as they ended up on the carpet, her legs wrapped tightly around him with him on his knees. Her back arched as her nails dug into the carpet. God lord it felt so good to release his sexual tension; to let go the sexual build up that was inside of him. It felt so good to get a good fuck. They both climaxed explosively at the same time, soaring to new heights and reaching the loud trumpets of sin and sexuality.
When Sasuke pulled out of her, she was trembling like a leaf, gasping, blood lightly trickling from her stomach and thighs. (A/N that was sooooooooo awkward for me to write you guys don't even know, I could not go in depth with it…I just… yeah but it was a very important and symbolic scene so I just had to put it in there.)
He smirked, stood and looked down at her like she was almost trash. He chuckled sadistically to himself and headed over to the kitchen where he got dressed.
"Minie," he called coldly. There was no response. "Minie?"
"Ye-yes?" she stuttered coming into the kitchen, wincing every time she took a step, she was sweating.
He smirked wider, "I'd like to go back to my actually plane if you don't mind."
She laughed sadly. "I didn't think you'd do me this bad."
"I could have done a whole lot worse. Get me out of here." he said apathetically.
Minie walked over to him, grasped his hand and pulled them down, almost like she was trying to pull them down through the floor. They ended up again back into the normal kitchen and Sasuke was seated on the stool. He smirked and Minie tried but failed to glare at him with her red eyes.
"I should get going; I don't want to be here when she gets down. If you need anything while I'm gone, you know how to get to me." she said.
"I won't be needing anything." he said.
She rolled her eyes and winced as she hurriedly made her way out of the kitchen. Sasuke felt lighter, less stressed and freer. However, he felt guilt inside of him. He'd just fallen into the pit of debauchery, deceiving Sakura even though they weren't together. He felt like he just cheated on her even though she wasn't his, as if he had just disrespected her in the worst way possible though in truth he knew he did nothing wrong. Hadn't he had a threesome only hours before he had gone to get her at the hospital? He pushed his guilt at the back of his mind though. He would deal with that at some other time.
He looked out the kitchen arch and waited for Sakura to come down stairs. She was in a long sleeved white shirt that reached her fingers and her faded blue jeans with her hair caught in a simple pony tail. Since she came here she'd been mostly wearing his clothes. His long sleeved shirts, his shorts, his…everything. He didn't mind but it was time she started getting some things of her own. Ino had told him that Atona had told her that Sakura had nothing at home worth picking up for her to wear. He had to work on that.
"Why don't you wear something short sleeved?" he asked.
She shook her head and unconsciously tugged the sleeves down. She was hiding something under those clothes, he just couldn't really figure out what and or why. He'd seen her in shoulder length things before and her skin was perfectly clear, so what was she hiding underneath it now? He shrugged and left it at that. He pushed the plate of food towards her and the orange juice. She sat at the island and eyed the food.
"You better take those pills and eat." he warned.
She rolled her eyes and with the orange juice took her pills. She sat there and they waited in silence until she picked up the fork and started eating. He leaned back and watched her eat.
"So," she said, "where is it you're taking me after?"
"We'll have to wait and see. Tsunade has to finish checking on you first before I decide if it's safe to take you." he reasoned to himself.
She pushed the plate away after eating half of everything and drinking the entire glass of orange juice. He sighed and cleared her plate for her. She ate so little it bothered him. She wasn't healthy but he knew she was trying to do her best and eat even when she wasn't hungry. He washed his hands, looked at his watched and grabbed his car key.
"Alright, let's go." He said picking up his designer messenger bag that seemed to magically always have what he needed inside of it.
He held out his hand to her and she smiled and took it. Sakura did deserve to be the one and only but he didn't want to promise her something like that and not be able to keep it. He needed sex, he needed lust and desire and even though he felt those things for her, he couldn't take advantage of her so the only way to get it was from others. He wanted her to be his only but she just wasn't ready. He didn't want to take her and then break her heart. He had to sin elsewhere, he couldn't do it with her; she was worth more than that. However, he was going to try. That was his last time. He wasn't going to do it again. He'd just had his last taste. That was it.
She held his hand lightly and they headed down stairs, into the cemented underground garage where he kept his cars. He picked the Mercedes, opened the car door and threw the messenger bag on the back seat. He positioned himself on the hood of the car and drew Sakura between his legs. He ran his fingers through her hair and their eyes locked. There were just so many things about her he could not see in anyone else. He had just, only moments ago had sex with someone yet having her so close made him feel like he hadn't had sex in months, as if the release he was truly searching for hadn't arrived since she was the only one who could give him that.
He had learned to control his urge for her soul, the taste of her blood. That didn't mean he didn't want it, it just meant that he was seeing beyond that. He was seeing her worth more than that.
His fingers smooth over her cheek, running down the side of her neck. She was beautiful. He sighed. He'd never done anything like this before.
"What do you want from me Sakura?" he asked seriously.
She glanced down. He knew she was feelings thing for him but she refused to let herself feel it. She was refusing to admit it no matter how strong it was.
"I…I don't know."
"Don't lie to me. Look at me and be honest." He said, taking her chin and forcing her to look at him. "I'm only asking for the truth."
"What do you want from me?" she countered, her eyes glazed over, her voice rough.
"Nothing." he said simply. "I want nothing from you but you."
Sakura shook her head. "I'm nothing compared to them, I don't feel good enough for you."
"I've never, not once, compared you to them. You're beyond them and their understanding of what I want." He reasoned.
"You have a girlfriend." She said.
He smirked. "I figured that's the problem. Alright, I'll get rid of her and anyone else you want me to get rid of." He said. "Consider it done."
"Sasuke you don't have to-"
"I want you Sakura and you're not going anywhere."
"Sasuke, you don't have to."
"As hard as this will be for me, I will give up everything you need me to in order to have you. Tami is an issue, then consider her gone."
Well there you go guys! I just want to wish you a blessed weekend, filled with no drama and all that. have fun, listen to some good music, read a book, get to know yourself a little better and enjoy the holidays!
Much Love,
D.V
