A/N:
Guys here you go the next cahp fo Pain To NO End: Dead Man's Tale and especial Thanks to all of my reviewers! The quote at the beginning is because of Sir Thomas More and his granddaughter who you will see how they relate and how it relates to the quote as the happenings.
Chapter #28: Frustration –Sadness of the mind over an impediment.
"Go with God Frank … Sometimes I like to get my hands on God!" –The Punisher (December 3rd, 2008)
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Hatfield
"Mary!" –Thomas yelled to his granddaughter but she just ran away, into the forest where she was lost both to her caretaker and to her grandfather.
Outside:
Mary ran without cover as the rain enveloped her. She was far from redemption, she thought sourly as she yelled to the sky for her grandfather and caretaker to die! "God hear my plea, kill them both! 'They betrayed me … maybe Anthony was right –and I have no one!'
'What I am to do? Go back to my family or to Anthony? Certainly not!' –She spat at the thought of Anthony and her family. To return to the graveyard where her mother was married; brought only worse memories. And the betrayal of her father was well known throughout the Kingdom. She wanted no part in any scandal by showing affection to her father.
She cursed God, and wished for him to be dead. Things were so wrong with him! Why did He allow people to do bad things in his name? Where they really His will or others? She did not know! –And it frustrated her to no end … for her not to know stuff!
She wished sometimes that her grandfather would have died instead; and that her family would be alive. But that was an alternate future in which things would have for worse –she thought.
Hatfield:
"Are you happy Sir Thomas?" Said Anne as she ran past him, exhausted and despite her pregnancy –thought Thomas amused, she still ran well. But she had not –as him– found the girl. Mary; she was probably out there by herself and the more Anne thought; the more she wanted to slap this man and beat the lights out of him. How dare he show his face in here!
To frighten her ward and then probably if Anne found him! … 'Oh no' –thought Anne; he must never find her! If he did, then Anne could not handle anymore shock and God knew that the poor tot had already handled as much as she could.
"You know –he inquired–, why do you not just tell thee standing here that you wish my presence here no longer. I will leave, but mark my words that if you trust your father I cannot protect you, for that man and Henry, they don't care. And I would not be surprised if Cromwell betrays you to, and Cranmer! Well the man is good, but he is too soft, and will do nothing to get you out … Protect that boy! Is your only play card to win a Crown for sure and beat your rival, Jane Seymour" He states as a matter of fact the last sentence, which made Anne flare up with rage at the mention of her competition, and Lady-In-Waiting; Jane Seymour who was supposed to have swore an Oath to uphold their Church and be loyal to the Queen in everything! And yet –Anne thought with displeasure; she had managed to cause her more gray hairs than Henry or, her brother at his death.
Displaced, she could not afford that. She already had displaced one Queen; she was the master of seduction and of love. And one lonely girl, meekly in her manners and with barely any will; would be able to displace her! Ha! The mere thought made Anne laugh –and Thomas who noticed this, did not do anything to stop her madness; only shook his head in disapproval for her carelessness in not handing carefully a matter such like Jane Seymour.
"A simple wrench will not displace me! Besides! –she stated with security in her voice– I carry the King's next male heir in my womb! So let you and other Sir Thomas –for I, mark my words … will. Not. Let. Nobody and I mean Nobody! Displace me. Anne, the Queen and legitimate wife of His Majesty."
Anne left him, dry of words for him to yell at her alone in the balcony where he dragged himself to watch the gardens. Where two beautiful toddlers of three years old played together in serenity –one of them; he wanted to go near and introduce himself as her grandfather. But he could not. It would mean jeopardy to the little girl.
"Meg"
A/N:
Sorry for the short chapter but is just to emphasize pain and the pain of Sir Thomas More and also the frustration of all the characters and I think the meaning is well put. Btw the quote is mine and the meaning of pain, only the meaning of pain as I just think that is what it is, the frsutration of the mind and the sadness of the mind to not be able to do something and nothing.
